Yan Shu's tone became obviously gloomy and gloomy.
His expression also plummeted from full of anticipation to as if entering an ice cave.
Seeing such a change, Jiang Xuyan's heart sank again and again.
Fang Qing's words were in his ears, he really couldn't believe it, why...
Why did Yan Shu...
He almost blurted out "Are you born again too?".
It was because of the overall situation that I didn't really ask.
When Yan Shu heard the phrase "We have nothing to do with each other now", his heart almost broke.
Approaching Jiang Xuyan step by step: "Why don't you talk?"
"Ok?"
"answer me."
Jiang Xuyan frowned and stepped back.
Backing away, backing to the wall, he raised his hand to block people, Yan Shu raised his hand, trapping him in this small corner.
The two were deadlocked in this small corner.
"say something."
Yan Shu's eyes were scarlet, and there was an imperceptible hint of pleading in his tone, as well as an undisguised cry.
Jiang Xuyan frowned even deeper, and said in a deep voice, "Isn't this within your expectations?"
Yan Shu was startled, and then laughed a bit miserably, with a ferocious face: "Yes, yes."
"But I don't really want to hear it."
"Why don't you change it?"
Jiang Xuyan: "No change."
Yan Shu: "You don't want me?"
"No."
"Just because of the compound?"
"not enough?"
"I'm here to save you..."
"Do you think I need to be saved in this way?"
Yan Shu was suddenly excited: "No?!"
--"Why not?!"
"If they really did it at that time, if we really couldn't fight, what if you really died!!!"
Jiang Xuyan: "From the day you came into the compound, I told you that everyone in our compound will die at any time, you know that."
"I can accept that I and everyone in the compound were killed by the enemy, by natural disasters, or by various other reasons, but you," he grabbed Yan Shu by the collar, with an asura face, "I don't accept If any of us were killed by our own people, let alone you—the people I brought out with my own hands—killed them!"
Yan Shu: "...I don't care."
"You do not care?"
Yan Shu: "I can accept my death, I can accept their death, or all of you hate me and kill me."
"But you...Only you..." His voice trembled: "Only you...I can't accept your death..."
"It is unacceptable that you have any risk of dying..."
"Not only can't accept your death, but also can't accept that you don't want me!!"
He also grabbed Jiang Xuyan's collar, his voice trembled, and his face was ferocious: "I'll give you another chance, change your mind, don't force me."
Jiang Xuyan sneered coldly: "Forcing you?"
"If I don't agree, are you going to kill me?"
"...If you don't get it, you're going to destroy me, right?"
Yan Shu suddenly came back to his senses, and when he heard that sentence, his eyes were obviously flustered for a moment.
"what are you saying……"
Seeing this, Jiang Xuyan's heart sank, and he gritted his teeth and asked, "What do you think of me?"
Yan Shu's eyes suddenly became more flustered, his eyes flickered, and he withdrew his hands: "What is what?... What are you talking about?"
Jiang Xuyan squinted his eyes, his mood was as chaotic as a frenzy.
He pushed over: "Do you think this is an ordinary master-student relationship?"
"I……"
"Is it an ordinary brotherhood?"
"..."
"Is it an ordinary friendship?"
"..."
Jiang Xuyan's voice trembled a little, and his tone was full of disappointment: "Have I ever told you that I can't accept certain feelings that are abnormal to me?"
"Have I ever said that I can't accept that the people I brought out from my side have ideas about me other than being a teacher, a student and a friend?"
"Have I?——Yan Shu?"
"So what's the matter with you?"
"I have emphasized these rules and minefields to you more than once, right?"
"In the end, you stepped on it more than once, and you still want to step on it, right?——I've been carrying it for ten years, and that's how you repay me, isn't it?——Yan Shu?"
Yan Shu's legs went limp, and he supported the wall beside him, trembling all over.
He could see the disappointment and despair in Jiang Xuyan's eyes.
See the hatred and disgust in his eyes.
Even when he stabbed that knife, he never had this kind of look.
At that time, Jiang Xuyan was mostly puzzled, shocked and sad, and Yan Shu could feel exactly how important he was in his heart with that look in his eyes.
But now, those incomprehensions are gone, and neither is the sadness.Some are just completely disappointed and give up, like watching a stranger who always steps on his minefield.
Yan Shu's heart skipped a beat, and he hurriedly shook his head: "I don't."
"No?"
"No, I'm not, I don't have that kind of thought!"
"Really?"
Yan Shu nodded without hesitation, with panic and pleading in his eyes: "I don't, really, I don't have that kind of thought, I don't—"
"I don't like you", but he couldn't say it for a long time.
He was a little scared.
That was Jiang Xuyan's absolutely non-negotiable bottom line.
But he couldn't say it.
Jiang Xuyan only sneered in his heart.
No?
Ah.
He had seen this look in Fang Qing's eyes.
Fuck you M's no.
He was really disappointed, even more disappointed than when Yan Shu stabbed him.
He turned to leave.
Yan Shu immediately said, "I didn't!!"
Hastily followed: "I don't have extra thoughts on you, I, I'm not that kind of person, don't get me wrong."
Jiang Xuyan stopped for a moment, remembering something.
He suddenly turned his head and asked, "Do you dare to swear?"
Yan Shu was startled again.
swear.
Jiang Xuyan's most important "swear".
What he can't do, he will never promise easily.
Even if there is a promise, he will not swear, absolutely not.He and the people in this compound will only swear on facts that are 100% certain, or...
I will swear to something that I will get back even if I trade it with my life.
Yan Shu's eyelids trembled.
Jiang Xuyan said in a calm voice, "Don't dare? Then you go."
Yan Shu raised his eyes suddenly, and asked in a low voice, "If I swear, will you forgive me?...Leave me?"
Jiang Xuyan sneered: "That depends on whether your oath is true."
Yan Shu was silent again.
After a long while, he raised his hand tremblingly, his voice trembling unreasonably.
"I... I swear."
"I have nothing else in mind for you."
"say clearly."
"I swear I don't...don't like you. Really, don't..."
Jiang Xuyan looked back at him, and saw that his eyes were so red that he didn't like to cry since he was a child.
Jiang Xuyan took a deep breath, and curled up his hands hanging by his side.
His voice was as cold as ice: "You know that I will take your oath very seriously, right?"
"Know……"
"Cheat me again, and I won't give you another chance."
"……I know."
Jiang Xuyan finally snorted coldly, said "Okay", and left again.
Yan Shu asked from behind, "Then me?"
Jiang Xuyan: "Can you really do anything to stay?"
"Yes. As long as I can follow you."
Jiang Xuyan: "Okay. Wan Wen Guan is asking you to investigate the zombie?"
"……Yes."
"Coincidentally, he also came looking for me. I'll give you three days to clear up your mood and state. After three days, I'll come to pick you up."
Yan Shu's eyes lit up: "Where are you going?"
"Of course it's a zombie city."
"Go... why?"
Jiang Xuyan turned his head and looked at him with a half-smile: "Of course it's fighting zombies."
"Have you seen advanced zombies last time? - Every time I appear, they will appear. Do you think this is a coincidence?"
Yan Shu was startled, and the hand hanging by his side tightened secretly.
Jiang Xuyan pretended not to see it, and continued: "I suspect that someone is manipulating these zombies. This time, I was planning to go there by myself, stay here, and see if they will appear again—are you with me now?"
Yan Shu lost his sanity when he heard the phrase "come with me", and looked up at Jiang Xuyan very firmly: "Okay."
Jiang Xuyan's eyes were full of glare and coldness, and he stared straight at him: "Those zombies are immortal, I will not stop."
Yan Shu clenched his fists again and gritted his teeth: "Okay. I'll accompany you."
Jiang Xuyan sneered, his familiar eyes were full of emotions that Yan Shu couldn't see through.
"Then you'd better stay with me."
After all, Jiang Xuyan didn't stay any longer, and left the detention room directly.
Yan Shu stayed indoors and watched his leaving back.
After he was completely out of sight, he withdrew his gaze, lowered his eyes slowly, stared at the cold steel floor, and made a bleak smile.
the last time……
Last chance.
If you don't accept it, you will be my zombie for the rest of your life.
Jiang Xuyan left from the basement. After returning to the car, he sat in the driver's seat and lit a cigarette for the first time.
The smoke slowly drifted away from the window. He looked at the wisps of white smoke in the air, but still couldn't get over his worries. He threw away the cigarette butt and drove to the villas behind the compound.
Seeing him turning back again, the bodyguard at the door asked strangely, "Is there something wrong, Mr. Jiang?"
Jiang Xuyan asked, "Has he slept yet?"
Bodyguard: "I don't know. But it's still early. Mr. Fang Qing usually waits for Meihui to come back safely before going to bed."
Jiang Xuyan nodded, opened the door with his ID card and entered.
There was no one on the first floor, and the lights were off.In the darkness, one can see the light pouring down from the crack in the door of the green room upstairs.
Jiang Xuyan went up and knocked on the door.
Fang Qing was obviously taking a bath just now, and it was still a hot bath. When he opened the door, he put a towel on his head and wiped it hurriedly, and the hot water on his body was still steaming out.
He probably heard someone knocking on the door, and hurriedly put on his clothes from the bathroom and came out.At this time, the buttons on his body were all buttoned up casually, and there were still three buttons at the neckline that were too late to be buttoned up. From the casually opened collar, Jiang Xuyan could see his white and delicate half body at a glance, all the way to the waist, and still There are faintly practiced mermaid lines.
Jiang Xuyan originally just wanted to talk to him and relax, but at this glance, he suddenly became more relaxed.
Seeing that it was Jiang Xuyan, Fang Qing asked softly, "What's wrong?"
When Jiang Xuyan heard this, he unconsciously pushed him into the room, and the door slammed shut.
作者有话要说:感谢在2020-11-3023:42:17~2020-12-0117:54:17期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Yu Rong 1;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
His expression also plummeted from full of anticipation to as if entering an ice cave.
Seeing such a change, Jiang Xuyan's heart sank again and again.
Fang Qing's words were in his ears, he really couldn't believe it, why...
Why did Yan Shu...
He almost blurted out "Are you born again too?".
It was because of the overall situation that I didn't really ask.
When Yan Shu heard the phrase "We have nothing to do with each other now", his heart almost broke.
Approaching Jiang Xuyan step by step: "Why don't you talk?"
"Ok?"
"answer me."
Jiang Xuyan frowned and stepped back.
Backing away, backing to the wall, he raised his hand to block people, Yan Shu raised his hand, trapping him in this small corner.
The two were deadlocked in this small corner.
"say something."
Yan Shu's eyes were scarlet, and there was an imperceptible hint of pleading in his tone, as well as an undisguised cry.
Jiang Xuyan frowned even deeper, and said in a deep voice, "Isn't this within your expectations?"
Yan Shu was startled, and then laughed a bit miserably, with a ferocious face: "Yes, yes."
"But I don't really want to hear it."
"Why don't you change it?"
Jiang Xuyan: "No change."
Yan Shu: "You don't want me?"
"No."
"Just because of the compound?"
"not enough?"
"I'm here to save you..."
"Do you think I need to be saved in this way?"
Yan Shu was suddenly excited: "No?!"
--"Why not?!"
"If they really did it at that time, if we really couldn't fight, what if you really died!!!"
Jiang Xuyan: "From the day you came into the compound, I told you that everyone in our compound will die at any time, you know that."
"I can accept that I and everyone in the compound were killed by the enemy, by natural disasters, or by various other reasons, but you," he grabbed Yan Shu by the collar, with an asura face, "I don't accept If any of us were killed by our own people, let alone you—the people I brought out with my own hands—killed them!"
Yan Shu: "...I don't care."
"You do not care?"
Yan Shu: "I can accept my death, I can accept their death, or all of you hate me and kill me."
"But you...Only you..." His voice trembled: "Only you...I can't accept your death..."
"It is unacceptable that you have any risk of dying..."
"Not only can't accept your death, but also can't accept that you don't want me!!"
He also grabbed Jiang Xuyan's collar, his voice trembled, and his face was ferocious: "I'll give you another chance, change your mind, don't force me."
Jiang Xuyan sneered coldly: "Forcing you?"
"If I don't agree, are you going to kill me?"
"...If you don't get it, you're going to destroy me, right?"
Yan Shu suddenly came back to his senses, and when he heard that sentence, his eyes were obviously flustered for a moment.
"what are you saying……"
Seeing this, Jiang Xuyan's heart sank, and he gritted his teeth and asked, "What do you think of me?"
Yan Shu's eyes suddenly became more flustered, his eyes flickered, and he withdrew his hands: "What is what?... What are you talking about?"
Jiang Xuyan squinted his eyes, his mood was as chaotic as a frenzy.
He pushed over: "Do you think this is an ordinary master-student relationship?"
"I……"
"Is it an ordinary brotherhood?"
"..."
"Is it an ordinary friendship?"
"..."
Jiang Xuyan's voice trembled a little, and his tone was full of disappointment: "Have I ever told you that I can't accept certain feelings that are abnormal to me?"
"Have I ever said that I can't accept that the people I brought out from my side have ideas about me other than being a teacher, a student and a friend?"
"Have I?——Yan Shu?"
"So what's the matter with you?"
"I have emphasized these rules and minefields to you more than once, right?"
"In the end, you stepped on it more than once, and you still want to step on it, right?——I've been carrying it for ten years, and that's how you repay me, isn't it?——Yan Shu?"
Yan Shu's legs went limp, and he supported the wall beside him, trembling all over.
He could see the disappointment and despair in Jiang Xuyan's eyes.
See the hatred and disgust in his eyes.
Even when he stabbed that knife, he never had this kind of look.
At that time, Jiang Xuyan was mostly puzzled, shocked and sad, and Yan Shu could feel exactly how important he was in his heart with that look in his eyes.
But now, those incomprehensions are gone, and neither is the sadness.Some are just completely disappointed and give up, like watching a stranger who always steps on his minefield.
Yan Shu's heart skipped a beat, and he hurriedly shook his head: "I don't."
"No?"
"No, I'm not, I don't have that kind of thought!"
"Really?"
Yan Shu nodded without hesitation, with panic and pleading in his eyes: "I don't, really, I don't have that kind of thought, I don't—"
"I don't like you", but he couldn't say it for a long time.
He was a little scared.
That was Jiang Xuyan's absolutely non-negotiable bottom line.
But he couldn't say it.
Jiang Xuyan only sneered in his heart.
No?
Ah.
He had seen this look in Fang Qing's eyes.
Fuck you M's no.
He was really disappointed, even more disappointed than when Yan Shu stabbed him.
He turned to leave.
Yan Shu immediately said, "I didn't!!"
Hastily followed: "I don't have extra thoughts on you, I, I'm not that kind of person, don't get me wrong."
Jiang Xuyan stopped for a moment, remembering something.
He suddenly turned his head and asked, "Do you dare to swear?"
Yan Shu was startled again.
swear.
Jiang Xuyan's most important "swear".
What he can't do, he will never promise easily.
Even if there is a promise, he will not swear, absolutely not.He and the people in this compound will only swear on facts that are 100% certain, or...
I will swear to something that I will get back even if I trade it with my life.
Yan Shu's eyelids trembled.
Jiang Xuyan said in a calm voice, "Don't dare? Then you go."
Yan Shu raised his eyes suddenly, and asked in a low voice, "If I swear, will you forgive me?...Leave me?"
Jiang Xuyan sneered: "That depends on whether your oath is true."
Yan Shu was silent again.
After a long while, he raised his hand tremblingly, his voice trembling unreasonably.
"I... I swear."
"I have nothing else in mind for you."
"say clearly."
"I swear I don't...don't like you. Really, don't..."
Jiang Xuyan looked back at him, and saw that his eyes were so red that he didn't like to cry since he was a child.
Jiang Xuyan took a deep breath, and curled up his hands hanging by his side.
His voice was as cold as ice: "You know that I will take your oath very seriously, right?"
"Know……"
"Cheat me again, and I won't give you another chance."
"……I know."
Jiang Xuyan finally snorted coldly, said "Okay", and left again.
Yan Shu asked from behind, "Then me?"
Jiang Xuyan: "Can you really do anything to stay?"
"Yes. As long as I can follow you."
Jiang Xuyan: "Okay. Wan Wen Guan is asking you to investigate the zombie?"
"……Yes."
"Coincidentally, he also came looking for me. I'll give you three days to clear up your mood and state. After three days, I'll come to pick you up."
Yan Shu's eyes lit up: "Where are you going?"
"Of course it's a zombie city."
"Go... why?"
Jiang Xuyan turned his head and looked at him with a half-smile: "Of course it's fighting zombies."
"Have you seen advanced zombies last time? - Every time I appear, they will appear. Do you think this is a coincidence?"
Yan Shu was startled, and the hand hanging by his side tightened secretly.
Jiang Xuyan pretended not to see it, and continued: "I suspect that someone is manipulating these zombies. This time, I was planning to go there by myself, stay here, and see if they will appear again—are you with me now?"
Yan Shu lost his sanity when he heard the phrase "come with me", and looked up at Jiang Xuyan very firmly: "Okay."
Jiang Xuyan's eyes were full of glare and coldness, and he stared straight at him: "Those zombies are immortal, I will not stop."
Yan Shu clenched his fists again and gritted his teeth: "Okay. I'll accompany you."
Jiang Xuyan sneered, his familiar eyes were full of emotions that Yan Shu couldn't see through.
"Then you'd better stay with me."
After all, Jiang Xuyan didn't stay any longer, and left the detention room directly.
Yan Shu stayed indoors and watched his leaving back.
After he was completely out of sight, he withdrew his gaze, lowered his eyes slowly, stared at the cold steel floor, and made a bleak smile.
the last time……
Last chance.
If you don't accept it, you will be my zombie for the rest of your life.
Jiang Xuyan left from the basement. After returning to the car, he sat in the driver's seat and lit a cigarette for the first time.
The smoke slowly drifted away from the window. He looked at the wisps of white smoke in the air, but still couldn't get over his worries. He threw away the cigarette butt and drove to the villas behind the compound.
Seeing him turning back again, the bodyguard at the door asked strangely, "Is there something wrong, Mr. Jiang?"
Jiang Xuyan asked, "Has he slept yet?"
Bodyguard: "I don't know. But it's still early. Mr. Fang Qing usually waits for Meihui to come back safely before going to bed."
Jiang Xuyan nodded, opened the door with his ID card and entered.
There was no one on the first floor, and the lights were off.In the darkness, one can see the light pouring down from the crack in the door of the green room upstairs.
Jiang Xuyan went up and knocked on the door.
Fang Qing was obviously taking a bath just now, and it was still a hot bath. When he opened the door, he put a towel on his head and wiped it hurriedly, and the hot water on his body was still steaming out.
He probably heard someone knocking on the door, and hurriedly put on his clothes from the bathroom and came out.At this time, the buttons on his body were all buttoned up casually, and there were still three buttons at the neckline that were too late to be buttoned up. From the casually opened collar, Jiang Xuyan could see his white and delicate half body at a glance, all the way to the waist, and still There are faintly practiced mermaid lines.
Jiang Xuyan originally just wanted to talk to him and relax, but at this glance, he suddenly became more relaxed.
Seeing that it was Jiang Xuyan, Fang Qing asked softly, "What's wrong?"
When Jiang Xuyan heard this, he unconsciously pushed him into the room, and the door slammed shut.
作者有话要说:感谢在2020-11-3023:42:17~2020-12-0117:54:17期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Yu Rong 1;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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