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"In the first few years, although I had somehow reached the threshold of a sense of mission, I was still missing a fire," Tang Congyun had already got off the sofa and sat on a cold stool, "until Yi Nan lit it with his own hands. The flames of war in the country, her little bit, also added the last fire to my heart."

As he said, he habitually touched the cigarette case on the table, but he didn't expect that the place where the cigarette case should have been was now empty, so he made a fuss.He guessed what was going on without looking up, Zhang Da five fingers showed Fengbei that he didn't take anything, and took his hand back.

"Yinan got drunk a long time ago. She came and knocked on my door at night. Although we didn't chat much, it was snowing heavily outside. I was afraid that she would freeze alone so I took her in." Tang Congyun said Talking and laughing, the next second it turned into a crying expression.

"She told me that the plan will be implemented in a few months. I can guess what kind of plan it is. It is almost what you call taking over from the previous generation."

Feng Bei's eyes moved, and he took his hand from the back of his hand.Tang Congyun looked at the overlapping of the two hands, and the warmth flowed from the palm to the back of the hand, but it was difficult to flow from the back of the hand through countless layers of armor into the bottom of my heart.So he raised his hand and left a kiss on Fengbei's knuckles, as if it would allow warmth to take advantage of the opportunity.

"She kept telling me about my parents' affairs, your affairs, her own affairs, she drank too much, and talked like this, but there is one sentence that I still remember." Tang Congyun said, "It's 'people'. There must always be a great goal in this life, at least live a romantic life', I understood the meaning, so I asked her if death is romantic, and she said yes."

"She is instigating you to commit suicide, you should be hit," Feng Bei said.

"No, maybe she was instigated by you, and you were also instigated by her," Tang Congyun seemed to really feel the humor in his words, squinting his eyes and smiled brightly for a moment, "But then again, I had already Guessed about my parents, even if you didn't ask Yinan to tell me, I would almost know about it."

"After all, why would Zhang Aoya leave the traitor alone? My father can't get in or get out. This ending seems to be the most common." Tang Congyun said, "I blamed you before, but I don't blame it now."

Tang Congyun lowered his head, and kissed Fengbei's knuckles in a posture, and the unspeakable bitterness melted in it: "It's no use blaming anyone, you have to recite some things by yourself, even though you didn't tell me It's really immoral to dump the mess, but it's okay for the sake of your sincerity to me and remembering to come back."

"Don't be kidding," Feng Bei said.

"I'm not kidding, I don't blame you, but I don't blame you. After all, no one likes to bring a useless dropout to the battlefield. If you can leave Yinan to me, I am grateful to Dade." When he said this, he was as usual It was plain, as if he was stating his own reasons, but Feng Bei sounded like he was stabbing his heart.

"You saved my life." After hearing his words, Feng Bei suddenly raised his eyes to Tang Congyun's gaze, his amber eyes stared at him, and continued his words in Tang Congyun's "ah":

I saw Fengbei took out a thin ring that was broken in two from his pocket, and threw it into Tang Congyun's hand: "You were so clever that the ring that Cheng Lang gave me nine years ago broke, if it wasn't for the protective cover on it, I was bombarded to death."

Tang Congyun hurriedly caught the broken pieces he threw, and the coldness of the iron penetrated into the palm of his hand, stimulating his still a little dazed mind to wake up. Cold hoops.

"That day I led twelve teams to defend the line, and when I was cornered, I accidentally discovered a breach in country B's lax defense, because I was worried that the deformed mechs in country B might give us a signal impression, this time the defense line It was too far away, and the reinforcements couldn't catch up for a while, so we had no choice but to sink our boats."

Listening to him talking about this "past event", Tang Congyun couldn't help but feel a little more hostile.

"Don't frown, we're going to talk about you saving the hero." Feng Bei pinched his fingertips as if reproaching, and his words changed, telling the painful experience as if showing off, "Then that day can be said to be Heroic and invincible, twelve teams and I overthrew three transforming machines and fifteen teams of enemies, and now this record is unsurpassed, but heroic is too unlucky, I didn’t expect to be targeted by the muzzle when we retreated.”

"I didn't have time to retreat at the end of the team. The mechanical car suffered such a forcible blow. The iron sheet and mechanical armor on the car were instantly blown into pieces. The protective cover popped out to block most of the power of the bomb, but still A small part, as long as it falls on me, is enough to kill me.

"Your ring probably wasn't made by Cheng Lan. It was made by a random technician just to give it a surprise. The technology is not good, and the protective cover should be made stronger and bigger," Feng Bei smiled lowly for two seconds. With a low voice, he insisted that his words without a heart and lungs had an inexplicable charm, sighed and said softly, "But it helped me block the last part of the bomb."

"The last thing that fell on me was the aftermath of the bomb."

When the voice fell, Tang Congyun's hand had already swam to his lower back, and he raised his finger to poke a little bit: "It doesn't look like the aftermath hurts here. It was drawn out, don't lie to me."

"What are you in a hurry for? I haven't finished my sentence yet." Feng Bei's gaze rolled down without paying attention to the finger that was still stuck on his back. "The next thing may be a little bloody, so don't get excited."

He glanced at Tang Congyun's gaze, and felt that his words were pure talkativeness. He pursed his mouth as if he hadn't said it, and said, "The armor was also shattered, it shattered me, and it was embedded in the flesh. Yes, it is estimated that it was rowed up at that time."

"I have studied mechanical vehicles. The armor of military mechanical vehicles rises from the base to cover the whole body. If it is shattered... in order to protect the soldiers inside, the entire release will fail, and non-violent means cannot be removed. .”

Tang Congyun's eyes slid down his shoulders, as if he had already thought of all the details, but he still had to listen to Feng Bei's words before he was satisfied.

"Yes, the helmet wasn't embedded in my face, but it almost suffocated me." Feng Bei said almost calmly, as if these injuries had never happened to his body, and they were not painful.

There was a moment of silence, Fengbei didn't speak and Tang Congyun didn't speak either. Suddenly, Tang Congyun licked the side of Fengbei's neck, and the hot and humid touch stuck to it, which made Fengbei involuntarily dodge to one side, and then found someone's The hand replaced the tongue, and put it on the side of the neck, and said eeriely:

"I thought about doing this to you nine years ago."

Fengbei never thought it would be such an opening, and he looked at him in shock, only to see that Tang Congyun didn't have a particularly big reaction, and smiled "gentle as water": "I really regret that I was knocked out that night , I didn't realize that what you said was a little strange."

"It got worse for a while, and I felt that strangling you half to death was nothing so much." Tang Congyun's horrific heart-piercing began inexplicably, and it was extremely irreversible—Feng Bei hadn't When he realized why the topic suddenly became like this, he had already continued, "But I didn't have that ability back then, and now I have it, I'm not willing."

"I'm sorry." Feng Bei said.

"No need, Xiaobei, you didn't let me say sorry just now, and I won't let you say sorry now." He lowered his eyes and let his eyelashes fall down, "I have learned a lot from you over the years. Things, every time I am undecided, I think about what to do if you are here, Yi Nan left too hastily, and I haven't had time to learn other things."

"So I haven't regretted taking over the so-called plan of the previous generation. Without experience, I can't learn new things," Tang Congyun said, "Of course I won't blame you."

"The hate is only talking about the first period of time. During that time, I did think that Hengqing's potion would fail. You were brought back from the front line, half dead."

Fengbei's throat rolled, and he seemed a little panicked and tentatively asked: "Can you stop saying such bloody things in such a calm tone."

"Well, it shouldn't be possible. It's the same reason that Xiaobei likes to use the most flat tone to say how many injuries he has suffered." Tang Congyun said, "But it really looks like a pervert, and I killed it later."

Feng Bei twitched the corners of his mouth in the face of his sudden awakening of rationality, he didn't think there was anything to be thankful about, he was afraid that this guy would show his face in front of him again for a second.

"The main thing is to understand, if you and I switch positions now, I will definitely make the same decision as you. No one can give up what they want to protect to the death."

When Tang Congyun said this, there was a slight smile on the end of his eyes, not like the silly music full of sunshine and youth a long time ago, but more like Gan after seeing through thousands of obstacles, seeing Feng Bei's eyes Dazed, he suddenly thought, he is really the biggest bastard in the world.

The bastard Ben "Dan" stared at that smile, as if he saw someone standing alone in the wind and frost, wrapping his coat tightly around his thin body, and resolutely walked to the distance for nine years, an unprecedented feeling The turbulent emotion rushed to his face, making Fengbei a little breathless for a while.

How did this person stand in front of him through the wind and snow?

It is probably impossible to think about this problem carefully. When you think about it, the accumulation of everything can make people buried in deep self-blame. It wasn't until Tang Congyun called "Xiao Bei" that he seemed to exhale a foul breath. Yes, took Tang Congyun's hand, left a kiss and a loud sorry on the ring finger joint.

"What are you doing? I said I don't blame you." Tang Congyun said, Fengbei seemed to have ignored his words, and took the man's hand and slid it up slowly, until it reached his heart, every move was fine. Let Tang Congjun's breath suffocate.

Eyes raised with a little desire suddenly met the pair of extremely serious amber beads. He rarely saw such Feng Bei. In his memory, the eyes he saw when it came to relationships were all casual or narrow-minded. , has never been so that people can feel the temperature just by looking at it.

"A few buttons have been undone, are you going to stop here?"

This year's winter is still very cold, the cold wind whistles and blows through the branches outside the window, this time there are no fireworks and no laughter, but the warmth is stronger than a certain time.

But the time shrinks to an inch, and the struggling dead wood is in spring again.