nine star

"Suffering" is the song of Mr. Li Yuan, the flight instructor invited by the program group for the third performance, and he also served as the co-instructor of the first group of "Suffering".

Talking about the creation of this song, when the task was released, Mr. Li Yuan once said: "This song is a song I wrote ten years ago. I was young and energetic at the time, because I couldn't understand the occurrence of some violent incidents, so I wrote it. I choose to record this feeling by writing songs.”

"It tells the story of a person who, after suffering some violent injuries, wants to forget but is deeply branded. He struggles repeatedly between submission and resistance, and finally turns himself into a lunatic."

Sad and helpless, pitiful and terrifying.

It's a crazy song, and that's how the original feels.

The name of this song is Suffering, but the melody of the whole song is almost crazy.Its style of music has a sense of beauty. The prelude of the song is full of the sound of smashing glass, the squeaking of the car brakes and more movements that make people tremble in the bottom of their hearts. However, driven by this preset atmosphere However, at the end of the song, there was 15 seconds of silence.

Teacher Li Yuan's arrangement before and after compares it vividly and vividly expresses the struggle between wanting to forget and succumbing to resistance. It is a kind of mutual tearing of souls, splitting the human body into two halves.

However, after getting the program group, because of the need to consider the presentation on the stage, the most thrilling part of the original arrangement was greatly deleted, and the remaining part could not sustain the meaning of the original song.

In fact, the program team also wanted to keep the original complete arrangement, but unfortunately some melodies are suitable for the player and not suitable for presentation on the stage, so how to integrate this song into their stage is the most important thing at the moment.

It was in this mood that Tang Jiuye started his exploration.

At first, Tang Jiuye felt that no matter what level the meaning of the song fell on, it could not escape the struggle between the two, so how to express the vastly different contrast between the two was their top priority.But that day he and Di Le were looking into the distance in the snow. When he returned to the dormitory, he recalled how he felt at the time. He was happy but also sad, satisfied but greedy.

At that moment, he suddenly understood that human beings are a very complicated animal, and this complexity cannot be clearly distinguished based on human emotions.

Just like for many people, sometimes one person looks in another person's direction, he can see him laughing and talking, but he can't hear the waves rolling in his eyes.

Happiness can turn into sadness at any time, and crying can turn into laughter in the next second. This is the most romantic mystery of human beings, and it is an invisible and intangible emotional illusion that people do not realize.

So Tang Jiuye gradually felt that the so-called struggle in the song was not the back-and-forth tearing of submission and resistance, nor the entanglement of forgetting and not forgetting, but that these two diametrically opposed emotions would completely reverse each other at certain times. transform.

The sword of rebellion pierces the shield of submission, and the sword of rebellion pierces the shield of submission.

There was still an hour before the start of the performance. After Zhao Tongzhan finished his styling and put on makeup, he watched Tang Jiuye come over and stand in front of his mirror, and brought a piece of clothing that he planned to give to him.

In the mirror, the two of them have the same makeup and hair of the same color. From a distance, they look like a pair of twin brothers, but when you get closer, you can find that the left half of Tang Jiuye's hair is silver and the right half is black. , while the left half of Zhao Tongzhan is black, and the right half is silver.

In fact, this very impactful and challenging style once made the stylist of the "Suffering" group 2 quite embarrassed. He felt that it was too bold, and it may not be a surprise to the audience, but it may also become a shock.

But at that time, the members of their group unanimously decided to do this, and the stylist and the staff of the program group discussed and chose to follow their own opinions.

Then, Tang Jiuye discussed with the program team, hoping to find six sets of clothes with the same style, two pairs of which were the same but opposite, so he got the one he was wearing now and the one he gave to Zhao Tongzhan.

As with their hairdos, they appear to be opposites of each other in this performance.

After putting on his makeup, Zhao Tongzhan stood up and put on the clothes Tang Jiuye handed him over. When he looked at the two of them again, their similarity seemed to increase a bit.

Tang Jiuye teased: "I didn't expect the two of us to look alike."

Zhao Tongzhan didn't follow Tang Jiuye's example, and tried his best to clear the relationship: "I'm not like you, I'm a decent person."

Tang Jiuye burst out laughing when he heard this. Hearing a decent person say that he is a decent person, no matter how you look at it, this kind of thing looks like a drunkard who wants to cover up nonsense when he says he is not drunk.

The other members of Group 2 of "Suffering" also finished their preparations one after another. When they gathered together, they felt that the scene was quite weird without opening their mouths.

But what they pursue is this kind of weird effect.

Tang Jiuye confirmed the dance steps on the stage with the team members again. Because Zhao Tongzhan can hardly dance, so two people accompanied him without designing dance moves, leaving only simple walking and body movements that can be mastered at a glance .

The performance scene entered the final preparation time, and the audience outside had basically finished entering the venue. Tang Jiuye heard cheers from outside from time to time, and said, "Mr. Zhao, this should be the most subversive look since your debut, right? Tonight In the future, your fans may not know you at all."

"It's more than that." Zhao Tongzhan straightened his clothes, "Thanks to you, this is the most subversive look I've had since I was a child."

Half an hour later, the third performance of "Ten Stars" officially began.

Although the venue for this performance was changed and the stage was divided into left and right, the order of performance was the same as before, and each song was played in the order of group 1 and group 2.

There are six groups and three songs in this performance. "Suffering" was ranked last. In order to maintain a sense of mystery, Tang Jiuye and the others sat in the waiting room and waited for the performance of the first two songs to finish before going out.

People from group 1 of "Suffering" are introducing themselves on stage.

Tang Jiuye stood behind the scenes and looked towards the stage next to him. He saw that they were also divided into two groups, but the two people in each group were wearing clothes that were completely opposite to each other's colors. For example, he saw Chen Shuo and Li Yuan at a glance. The teachers are dressed in black and white, and their shapes and makeup are also very different, so that people can distinguish each other's roles at a glance.

After a while, the lights on the stage on the right dimmed, and the performance of Group 1 began.

Teacher Li Yuan is the original composer and singer of this song. As soon as his voice comes out, there is a sense of tension that makes people gasp.Chen Shuo is also the No. [-] show since its broadcast, and its strength is self-evident.The opening of the combination of the two of them immediately attracted everyone's eyes and ears.

Tang Jiuye was standing behind the stage on the right, unable to see the actions of everyone there carefully, but the sound effect that the program team spent a lot of money on was able to transmit the voices of everyone in Group 1 to all corners of the scene without reservation.

There are many ways to distinguish two completely different moods, but the most direct way to express it in a song is to express it in the singing, which is where their 1st group and 2nd group coincide.

Teacher Li Yuan and Chen Shuo's completely different singing voices clearly distinguish the two moods. Teacher Li Yuan is sad and helpless, while Chen Shuo is lively and angry.

The performance of their group was like a sharp knife, which opened a sharp gap in the atmosphere of the scene. The two emotions were like huge air masses on both sides of the gap.

The emotions of the audience are completely brought in.

If you use a high-dimensional telescope at this moment, you will definitely see many audiences silently shaking hands in front of their chests. It is an unconscious reaction under tension, and it is the most perfect feedback for the performance of Group 1.

Tang Jiuye let the staff touch up her makeup and tidy up her earphones. The performance of group 1 was coming to an end, and they had to go on stage soon.

A team member beside him couldn't help but exclaim when he heard this: "Group 1 is too strong, too strong, I'm really convinced!"

Tang Jiuye walked over with a calm face: "Aren't we strong?"

The team member froze for a moment, saw Tang Jiuye's appearance, then looked at himself, then grinned: "That must be strong!"

"That's right." Another team member joked, "Not only are we strong, but we dare to act recklessly in front of the original."

Everyone in the backstage was amused, and the huge pressure brought about by a group of performances in the space was dissipated.

Tang Jiuye's contagious power was invincible, just half a month of being together day and night made the entire group as confident and arrogant as him, or in other words, confident and arrogant about his performance.

They firmly believe in what they believe, even though Mr. Li Yuan has shown each of them the views of the original work directly through the stage, there is still no flinching on their faces.

Tang Jiuye recalled the first time he told the team members that he wanted to make changes, the team members of the 2nd team directly rejected him, including after telling Zhao Tongzhan later, Zhao Tongzhan also accepted it for a long time.

Tang Jiuye's ideas are too bold, and their group has come to this day, whether it is resistance and doubt to each other or to themselves.Tang Jiuye was not only questioned once, but their ideas were extinguished and re-nirvana in mutual negation again and again.

As the captain, Tang Jiuye understood that he could not rely on this position to force everyone to do what they had to do.He has been working hard to be the key factor in the harmony, just like every time he tries to make Zhao Tongzhan more integrated into this group, he becomes the cement in the gap.

He sometimes feels that he may indeed have inherited some leadership and management skills from his father and grandfather.

He always puts forward opinions, but does not force others to accept them.He clearly puts all the pros and cons and considerations in front of everyone, asking them to measure themselves.So now every team member can stick to their common ideas under great pressure because it is each of them who finally convinces everyone.

Follow what you really want to express, bold and desperate.

During the training days, they thought more than once that they wanted to be such a person once in a while, and wanted to try to be Tang Jiuye, who had been sharp and flamboyant since his debut.

Wanting to be a little different and to make a breakthrough, the team members belatedly realized that this was actually the reason why they chose Tang Jiuye's team in the first place.

Group 1's performance ended with prolonged applause from the audience.

When the stage was approaching, the members of the 2 groups cheered each other up, but Tang Jiuye fell silent.

No one knew what he was thinking.

He was probably recalling the stage of the first group just now, or he might have recalled his ambition before this performance.

He is actually more stressed than anyone else, but he hardly says anything. The 19-year-old boy is like a mature and prudent elder, with the expectations of the whole team and his own publicity on his body, surrounding him and trying to jump up, reaching for the starry sky above his head.

He remembered asking Di Leren if he would always love the career he loved when he was young, but now he feels that the answer to this question is not very important.

Probably because he is young and full of energy, he doesn't feel tired but is always full of energy, and he doesn't want to retreat when he strides forward.

The worries of a few months ago were gradually swept away, and love and courage made him relentless.

Zhao Tongzhan was in his team, and he saw that the other two teams were very harmonious, but his partner was absent-minded, so he came over and asked him, "What are you thinking?"

"I miss Teacher Li Yuan." Tang Jiuye turned his gaze back from the few people who were about to step down over there, and said, "I remember that at the end of the public performance repertoire that day, he seemed to have said something."

Zhao Tongzhan thought for a while, and said in confusion: "Is it very important, I can't remember."

During this period of time, Tang Jiuye talked with Zhao Tongzhan more and more without any scruples, and directly sneered: "It's not because you are important or not that you don't remember, but because you are old."

Zhao Tongzhan has always held his character, but now he has begun to let himself go.He looked around for no one, bent his leg and bumped into the back of Tang Jiuye's knee, and cursed at Tang Jiuye in a low voice.

After a while, the refueling was over, and the fighting was enough.The host on the stage introduced the members of Group 2 of "Suffering" to the stage.

The moment Tang Jiuye lifted his foot, he remembered the second half of Teacher Li Yuan's words that day.

Zhao Tongzhan didn't remember, but he did.

Teacher Li Yuan said: "Now at my age, although I have more and deeper views on many things, it is difficult to get back the spirit of my youth, so when I received the invitation from the program group, I brought For this song, I hope... No, I actually have no hope, if I have to say it, I might want to see a "Suffering" that really belongs to you."

The lights of the audience were lit up above the stage on the right, and the members of group 2 of "Suffering" stepped onto the stage following the end of the host's introduction.

Zhao Tongzhan, who had given him a sense of mystery all day long, finally played, including every team member.

When the spotlight shone on them, all the audience in the audience exclaimed in unison. Even the host, who knew the situation in advance, was still slightly stunned for a moment when he saw it.

Their shapes are too weird and too unique.

Whether it's makeup, hairstyle or clothing, there is a gap between each person's body, because they are clearly distinct and confusing, and they have earned enough attention.

Tang Jiuye said before: "As soon as we appear on the stage, we can quickly catch the attention of all the audience." Zhao Tongzhan looked at the audience's reaction and thought that Tang Jiuye had indeed done it.

After they all took their positions, the host put down the script in his hand, and joked: "Our team members and mentors in Group 2 are all very unique. Why don't you introduce yourself to the audience first, or I'm afraid they won't be able to tell the difference. Know who you are."

The atmosphere was just right, everyone on and off the stage laughed.

According to the process, it was time to perform after the self-introduction, but because of the voices and discussions from the audience that have not stopped since the two groups came on stage, the director group asked the host to ask an extra question through earphones.

The host reacted quickly on the spot, and after listening to the first half of the sentence in the earphones, he knew what the director team wanted him to ask, because this was what he wanted to ask, and he believed that it was what the entire audience wanted to ask.

"I heard that the looks of our 2 team members are all designed by ourselves, which is amazing. Since this is the case, before you perform, I would like to ask you a question on behalf of all the audience." The host looked at them in a row and thought that After a long time, I felt dizzy, "Why did you think of using the current look?" After he finished speaking, the team members, including Zhao Tongzhan, handed the microphone to Tang Jiuye quite tacitly.

There is no doubt that he is the person who has the most say in this matter.

Tang Jiuye took the microphone, smiling all over his face, as insolent as everyone is familiar with.

He said: "In order for you to leave a unique audio-visual feast here."

The prelude sounded.

The stage lights were dimmed and brightened again, and the lights changed, showing a strong conflict and shocking contrast in the whole venue.

The people in group 2 of "Suffering" quickly found their place on the stage under the changing lights.

Similar to the design of Group 1, the stage was divided into two clearly visible areas by one piece of cold light and another piece of warm light. Half of the people stood in the cold light with their heads down, while the other half looked forward with their heads up.

The melody began to urge the atmosphere to get better. Even though the performances of the 2nd group so far are not much different from the 1st group, the audience in the audience still stared at the stage as if they were hearing this song for the first time.

Most of them held different colored light plates or glow sticks in their hands, but at this time, no matter what kind of light it seemed, it only favored those few people on the stage.The audience under the stage held their breath and concentrated, and extinguished the torches in their hands to find the light. The audience was quiet and dim, giving enough space for the six people on the stage to speak and move.

Tang Jiuye lowered his head, and only after Zhao Tongzhan's part ended did he raise the microphone in the dark.

He deliberately suppressed his voice, which was the complete opposite of Zhao Tongzhan's voice, showing weakness and sickness.

Tang Jiuye is already good at singing, with a unique voice, and he is especially good at telling stories with his voice. This performance was also under the professional guidance of Zhao Tongzhan, so that the audience was instantly drawn to Zhao Tongzhan's side in the emotion of Zhao Tongzhan when he opened his mouth. Doesn't look inferior in the slightest.

Extreme emotional experience, directly revealed on the senses.

After each group completed the previous performances, the audience thought that the performances of the two groups would not be much different from those of the first group, and gradually lost the initial surprise.But no one expected that Tang Jiuye's purpose was just beginning to emerge, like a skinny sharp claw passing through the eyes and ears in an instant, grabbing the beating heart inside.

The overhead lights flicked.

Several people on the stage slid and quickly changed positions in a short interlude without lyrics.

When the light came on again above Tang Jiuye's head, he stopped in his tracks for a moment, his eyes began to look intriguing, the submissive person gradually grinned, and instantly turned into a rebellious ghost.

The roles switch, the voices swap, and the climax comes.

This is the tipping point, the most central ambiguity!

There was a burst of exclamation from the audience. Some audience members who were far away could only identify who was singing on stage by their clothes and general figure, but apart from their looks, they even had very similar clothes.

It is difficult for a real madman to tell the real from the fake.

This is the biggest difference between Group 1 and Group 2, and it is also the boldest idea of ​​Group 2.

If group 1 is to open the deepest gap between two emotions, then group 2 is to squeeze this gap, let the air masses on both sides merge with each other, and try to create a completely confused world.

From the first time he got this song, Tang Jiuye gradually realized in his thinking about it that he was more inclined to create an emotional illusion than to distinguish between two diametrically opposed styles.It is not a single-line emotional experience, but a multi-line sense with unclear choices.

He didn't want the audience to recognize which style corresponds to which state, and looked at the performance from God's perspective.

He wanted them all to sink into the confusing illusion that the performance brought them, to really feel the tear and pain of this song.

He did it, and the fading curiosity was completely pulled back again, turning into an even stronger expectation.

Everyone in Group 2 of "Suffering" through their own rigorous practice during this period, whether it is expression or voice, they have truly achieved the effect of confusing the audience in the performance of this song.

The two people in each group did the best they could, handed themselves over to the performance, and then pulled the audience to sink together.

They filled the effect of true and false, completely blurred the boundary between the two, and put in enough blank space and suspense that tantalized the appetite.

They created a perfect illusion for the audience, in which emotions are repeatedly changed and overthrown.

Standing on the stage, Tang Jiuye couldn't see the most authentic reactions on the faces of everyone below, but it was completely different from the last performance where the screams could be transmitted directly into the earphones. Today's audience didn't say a word, because as long as they turned their heads, Distracting their attention by discussing it with others, they are afraid they will miss some crucial details.

They were completely brought in.

The duration of a song is not long, but the design of the 2 groups is full of unsatisfactory pleasure.

There was no cheering or screaming. In the second half of the concert, the audience was completely silent, and this silence lasted until the end.

Although the original arrangement has been changed a lot, the blank space of the last 15 seconds has been left.

Their performance ended, the song didn't end there, and the pause button still seemed to be pressed in the venue.

The lighting changed, and all the intense or depressing colors turned into a kind of dim yellow warm light, which spread on the stage and integrated a long runway.

The six people on the stage stood on the road, looking at each other in silence.

The audience was still standing still, no one spoke or moved.

The last time passed, and everyone in Group 2 of "Suffering" bowed to the audience tacitly.

Immediately, time restarted, and the screams rose to the sky, resounding throughout the recording place.