Cupid

"Okay, okay, you have already shown enough limelight in front of her."

"Now that she is sure that she is safe, you should go back to Limei's business, right? If it continues, Limei's suspicion will be in vain."

As a companion who has known each other for hundreds of years, the real person dispelled the idea of ​​continuing the conversation with you with a few words, and stretched out his hand to pull you into his arms again.

Then, just like when you met him for the first time, the boy took your hand and walked out of the dark abandoned factory together.

After a hundred years, the bright moonlight of that night scattered on you and him again.

Once you took the initiative to reach out and grabbed the corner of a boy you had never met before, begging him to give you freedom regardless of the cost, and thus embarked on a ten-year journey, having a dream of only mutual love.

and then?

It was he who killed you with his own hands.

Cursed embryos generally cannot leave the place where they were born, and wraiths will not forget the memories of death.

When he caresses your lower abdomen, you will lose the strength to seek help from Leuhu because of the pain at the time of dying.When he holds your palm, he trembles with fear, unable to grasp your body smoothly, let alone throw him away.

—like a silent avalanche.

Fortunately, after being stabbed by the magic tool, this kind of pain often occurs, and finally I have patience.

As he pulls you forward, you stubbornly stop and make a slight resistance.

"Why are you coming back?"

This is a question to the lover, and it is also a confession to the crime of a hundred years ago:

"...I killed you."

"I can't forgive myself for being like this...Because of such a crime, I became a curse after death. My body became very cold, and I had to collect magic power to survive, and I could only hide in the shadows like a mouse for the rest of my life inside."

What was in front of him was no longer the pure and flawless witch who deserved the pity of men.

Explaining this incident to a former lover in person made me so sad that I couldn't hold back my tears.

"But real people are different. You are so good...very gentle, smart, and much more useful than me...you can obviously go to reincarnation and enjoy a better life. Why do you want to come back? Why do you choose to become a curse? "

"Take my hand again, and you will definitely die."

"No, no, I don't want that to happen."

"Let me go."

The more you enumerate his advantages in your heart, the more you will compare your incompetence and weakness as the other half.You are trying to use this to persuade real people to turn around.

Turning the shame of being ashamed into the strength of struggle, you pull your fingers out of the real person's hand little by little.

A former lover is trying to smooth out your fluctuations with his own soul-related spells.

The gray-blue mantra gently wrapped the throbbing belly, and the slender fingers carefully took the moist mourning sounds that had slipped from the cheeks into their palms.

Just as he has confessed to you countless times that "I will accept all of you unconditionally", the boy uses a coaxing tone to tell you the love that is hidden before death and has not yet fully unfolded:

"How can I let you go? The person I worry about the most in this world is you."

"You are a useless child. If you leave me, you will definitely be eaten by monsters, or you will be treated cruelly by those robbers and refugees."

"When I think about such a terrible future, I will feel very painful. It's all my fault. Since I brought you out in the first place, I have to be responsible for your life."

"That was the best way I could think of."

Then I apologized to the woman who lost her wings because of my intentional doting, and sincerely sent out a pitiful lament:

"It's all my fault. I failed to protect you. You must have suffered a lot when I was away, right?"

Every time he looks at that lovely, docile and useless "child", he will feel happy and sad from the bottom of his heart.

Only she in this world can gently caress his cheek and touch his wound tenderly.In a sweet and attached tone, he said that he was the best person in the world to her, her bright moonlight, and her dream of not wanting to wake up.

In order to better survive in the chaotic world where monsters are rampant, while absorbing knowledge related to spiritual power, he also learned the true value of the "soul-fixed wine" witch from gossip, and confirmed it in the experiment of avoiding lovers. This statement is credible.

If the monsters attracted by the aura drink the liquor, they will become docile pets.Eat her flesh and become a mangled dead thing.

The endless calamity in her mouth is actually more like a shikigami summoned by the gods with the spiritual power in the wine in order to fulfill her wish.

And what about him?

Even if he received the gift from the gods from her hand, he couldn't use the spiritual power in it. He could only use the wine she gave him as a paralyzing drug to smear the dagger, and silently hide the truth in his heart.To further improve the ability in terms of physical skills and knowledge.

[If she becomes useful, she won't need me like this, right? 】

【can not do this. 】

[Don't leave me behind. 】

【do not leave Me. 】

Because I was overwhelmed by such anxiety.So I don't need her to do anything, let her do nothing, take her away from the gods, and take her away from normal life.

Killed the rabbit she liked, wiped out the man who spoke to her when she was living temporarily.

Even if she promised her that she would have a stable home at the end of the journey, but because of her uncontrollable killing intent and bad taste, she always took the lead in breaking the peace of life and leaving those small villages.

In the name of protection, he is a mortal who constantly obtains the value of living from the "useless" her.

He who drank the spiritual wine she brewed during his lifetime can stay in the same place for 150 years even after death...

And although she didn't understand what he was doing, she would still cuddle up to him obediently.

So in the end, no matter how I blame her, I can’t blame her——

"How can I blame you?"

"It's okay, as long as I'm still alive, nothing can hurt you, and I will bear everything."

"Once again, let's live our lives together."

The man who said so embraced the only treasure he ever owned.

But what was the woman in his grip thinking?

You stared blankly at the face of the real person smiling at you.

Regarding the reply he gave, what surged up in my heart was only bursts of unreasonableness.

Why?Even so, is he still not going to let go?

【Cursed life is so bad.I will change from a woman to a street rat, all because of you]

Obviously as long as you are alive, there is hope, you can love someone openly, you can get the protection of the group, you can, you can... Even if you have been locked in a cage in childhood, you will feel that there are so many things you can achieve in the future.

It will not be like now, where you have to work hard to maintain your body with spells, use "don't kill people" to save the last bit of leeway, and constantly pretend to be your true self in order to survive.

But Real is your first man, and you still want to give him a chance.After he killed you, you obviously hated and feared him, but you still chose to remember him with love.I would secretly follow Naraku's story, thinking that if he didn't kill you, it would be great if he came to you when you just woke up.

Even if the real person wants to take you away from Su Nuo forcibly because of wishful thinking and ruin your whole plan, you can give him a step down and want to send him away.

Obviously it's just love.

But he refused.

【If you pull me again, you will definitely die. 】

【It's all real people's fault】