[K] Shoot Zhou Fangzun

When he woke up the next day, Ogata sat alone on the bed for a long time.

The drowsiness in her mind did not prevent her from recalling what happened last night, she propped her forehead, her blue eyes were dark.

Zhou Fang's response means that she has indeed successfully touched his emotions, he will tolerate her demands, and will take the initiative to care about her emotions, but these are not enough, far from enough, she wants more than this.

She didn't intend to show this kind of affection at first, and the tacit ambiguity is much better than the current situation.The unrequited love known by the other party is too passive, all the initiative is in the hands of the other party, he can not express his position as much as possible, and wait for her to surrender leisurely - this kind of recognition makes Ogata feel uneasy.

The girl curled up, ruffling her long hair irritably.

Her involuntary confide in drunkenness meant that her emotional bet on him was out of control.This kind of goodwill stemming from dependence and recognition is deteriorating. She can clearly feel that her desire for him is becoming clearer and clearer. She is no longer satisfied with simple eye contact, and even a smile cannot convey the emotions buried deep in her chest. .

Wanted to have him, wanted to kiss him, wanted to see his indifferent expression replaced by forbearable desire.

The terminal made a familiar organ tone, and Ogata pressed the ringtone casually. She looked at the screen, and the calendar reminder for November 11 jumped to the desktop, and the word "re-examination" in the note was printed in her eyes.

She was startled for a moment, then smiled, with a gentle and helpless expression.

The countdown timer on his right wrist kept changing the number, and the remaining time was about ten days in total. Ogata looked at the number and recalled the scene of last night with an inexplicable sense of urgency——

The red king wiped the tears on her face strangely, and the thick calluses on his fingertips rubbed her cheeks. Although the movements were jerky and rude, they were the utmost warmth he could give.

She remembered that she was holding his hand all the time, and asked him "Will you remember me?" in an attitude that was almost begging. meeting".She probably asked many times, and he answered many times tirelessly. He may have been with her for a long time, at least until she fell asleep, he was always by her side.

Respect...

Ogata recited his name silently, his heart was crushed by something heavier and heavier.Knowing that she was going to leave him soon, yet she greedily occupied his memory and emotion before parting.She couldn't restrain herself from repeatedly thinking about the scene when she was with him, and her self-blame flooded her like a tide.

You are really too much, Toru Ogata.she said to herself.

If she was a little more selfish, then she could completely ignore this guilt; if she was a little more noble, then she would not provoke him at all.But she wanted him greedily, but she didn't want him to be hurt.

This idea was impossible to realize from the very beginning, she knew it clearly, but still couldn't help but sink into that warmth.

The smile on Ogata's face faded little by little, she looked down at the beating numbers and remained silent for a long time.

If only there was more time...

She reached out to block the countdown electronic screen, and her slender fingers tightly grasped the cold shell of the instrument.

I like you, I really like you...

Hide all selfish and ugly thoughts under a gentle mask, seduce your eyes with a sweet and delicate appearance, carefully test your bottom line, and want to stay by your side even if you give up everything.

Deliberately deepen your guilt, unceremoniously strangle your sympathy, and tear open your own wounds in exchange for your sense of identity.I approach you, touch you, hug you, persuade you with words soaked in sweet poison, and force you to change for me step by step.

I know what look to make you feel sorry for and what gesture to comfort you.I accept your ridicule and return it with gentle comfort, I accept your anger and return it with a pale smile, I accept your violence, even if I am in pain to the limit, I will not forget to leave the same bloodstain on your body Dappled symbol.

do you know how much i like you

I have even forgotten when this feeling started, but it all happened when I realized its existence.I can't express this crazy and sick love in words, as if you are the only meaning of my existence.

I want to strip you of the laziness and patience you used to pretend with your own hands, I want you to let go of all anxiety about me, look at me, stare at me, and only have me in your eyes, but...

The fingers holding the supernatural monitor suddenly loosened, and the fingertips flicked across the row of constantly changing numbers. Ogata quickly pulled down his sleeves to cover the cruel countdown screen.She got up and rummaged through the clothes she was wearing when she went out, quickly arranged herself, and after washing in a hurry, she returned to the mirror.

The disguise has been carefully woven for so long that she almost forgot her original desire to be ugly.From the very beginning, she wanted to possess all of him, and everything she did was to gain his trust.At first it was because of liking, so she suppressed her nature to please him, but now it is still because of liking, so she has to restrain herself even more.

She smiled and applied moist lip gloss to herself. Under the light, her cherry pink lips showed a more vivid and pink jelly texture.

The emotions she shows are real.Whether it's a gentle and sweet smile, or a friendly and sincere look, she knows how to make the most of her own advantages to win the favor of others. Appropriately showing weakness can help strengthen this relationship.She is always scheming, but this kind of deliberate planning is not for the sake of harm, but for the hope that through this gentle method, she can quietly capture the heart of an arrogant king.

But now, I have decided not to bother you anymore, Zhou Fang-jun.

Ogata sighed softly, but his expression was soft and gentle.

You'll never know how much I like you.

You won't know that I like you, so much that I can't even tolerate such a sick and selfish me liking you.

I hate my hypocritical gentleness, and feel disgusted by this damn possessiveness. Your heart should accommodate something wider and farther away. I am as corrupt and hypocritical as I have no right to stay in it.

You've never seen true madness, and probably never will, because from now on I'll only try to erase the hints I've given you.I will try to disappear from your life without a trace, because only in this way, on the day when I really disappear, you will not regret it.

Are you glad?respect.

In fact, if I have enough time, I will never let you go, even if I want to tear your wings apart with my own hands, I will not hesitate to kill your freedom.

Ogata smiled helplessly, his expression soft as before.

It is precisely because I clearly realize that even if I have possession, I have no time to enjoy it, so I have to force myself to let you go.

Do you feel it?This is my tenderness to you, tenderness in the true sense.Not a simple smile or the emotion conveyed by the eyes, this kind of tenderness is a poisonous fruit growing from the dark atrium, sweet and cruel is fascinating.

Ogata stared at the black-haired girl with a gentle smile in the mirror.

Pretty face, dirty heart.

She suddenly felt that she could probably understand what Anna said.

Ogata smiled, and went out alone for a re-examination.She saw Kusanagi Izumo downstairs, so she explained her schedule to him. A certain document Munakata Reiji handed her clearly asked her to cooperate with the S4 investigation, so she got the permission to stay out at night very logically. .

After leaving the Supernatural Person Management Center, Ogata went alone to the Criminal Investigation Division specified in the document.In the next few days, she went back and forth between several research institutes and affairs departments marked in several documents, and devoted herself to the investigation of Ryota Asakawa when she had free time. Occasionally, she returned to Homra for a short stay, and sometimes even went back to Take some things from the room and go.

Fast-paced inquiries and high-frequency experiments can well distract her. She no longer thinks about that selfish love. To be precise, she dare not think about it, because once she thinks about it, she will shake uncontrollably .

Zhou Fang realized belatedly that Toru Ogata was hiding from him.

Although she would still greet him and smile as usual when they met by chance, but he could clearly feel the other party's eagerness to leave.The time she stayed in Homra was getting less and less, she was in a hurry every day, and her physique seemed to have deteriorated due to participating in some strange experiments. He had seen her weakness and fatigue more than once that could not be concealed.

Whether it was the S4 document or the re-inspection report of the scientific research institute, Ogata delivered it to him without any concealment.But the more she tries to prove her reasons are sufficient, the more he can clearly perceive her evasive mentality.

"Brother Kusanagi, can you stop eating takeaways! I'm tired of eating!" Hatta lay on the bar counter, complaining feebly, "What the hell is Ogata doing? Brother Zun, tell Brother Kusanagi... Why don't we go out to eat barbecue today!" The orange-haired boy suddenly cheered up and looked at the red-haired man next to him expectantly.

Zhou Fang, who was pressing the terminal, raised his head upon hearing this, and Hatta stared at him with bright eyes.The Scarlet King scratched his short hair and lazily called out, "Kusanagi, did you hear that?

The blond young man who was humming a ditty and wiping the dust from the wine bottle didn't turn his head, and replied casually: "No~ Today is a normal business day. If everyone goes out, who will receive the guests?"

Zhou Fang sent the edited text message, he tapped the countertop of the bar with his fingers, saw Kusanagi looking at him, and then said: "You take them there, I will stay."

"Oh? No! If Brother Zun doesn't go, I won't go either! In fact, it doesn't matter what you eat!" Hatta immediately changed his words when he heard him say that.

Zhou Fang ignored him, just looked at Kusanagi, the blond young man sized him up for a while, finally pushed the purple polarizer, and agreed: "Then I'll leave it to you...don't do anything out of line, sir." He made an inexplicable exhortation.

The confused orange-haired boy looked at Kusanagi, then at Zun, and said in a daze, "Is there something else that I don't know about? Brother Kusanagi, don't keep playing charades with Brother Zun! Just take care of me a little bit." Such a normal person!"

Kusanagi chuckled, looked at him and said, "Go upstairs and call Anna, and by the way, call Kamamoto and the others to ask who is free, and ask them to come over together. As for Zun..." He glanced at Akashi who was playing with the terminal. Fa Man shook his head helplessly, "Leave him alone, someone will always cook for him."

Hatta asked suspiciously: "You mean Ogata? She's coming back today? Then let's not go out... Brother Zun! I was wrong, I was wrong! I, I, I will go upstairs and call Anna!"

Zhou Fang let go of the hand holding the boy's back collar, and watched him run up the stairs energetically.

"Hey~" Kusanagi saw that he started to press the terminal absently again, and couldn't help calling out to him. Seeing Zhou Fang looking over, Kusanagi threw a cigarette to him and asked, "Are you waiting for a text message from Ogata?"

The Scarlet King took the cigarette, but abnormally did not light it directly.He frowned slightly, pinching his cigarette irritably, with no intention of answering at all.

Kusanagi looked at him with a smile, "Tou-chan is trying to get rid of you... You did something that made her unhappy? Or she was doing something dangerous and didn't want to drag you down? It happened on Halloween night What? It’s so~good~strange~ah~”

Zhou Fang always seemed helpless when facing his best friend for many years, and he didn't bother to explain anything, so he simply opened a text message he had just received and showed him.Kusanagi glanced at the words on the screen, the frivolous expression disappeared from his face, he looked up at Wangzun thoughtfully, and asked, "So you are looking for her for this?"

Zhou Fang threw down the crumpled cigarette, his amber eyes were not happy.