[Chess Soul] The God of Chess Comes

"Mom... Do I think it's time for me to fall in love?" Xiaoguang called his mother when Xiaoliang was still at home, and suddenly talked about this topic.After all, he is also a high school student, and Xiaoguang, who has never been in love, has never asked his mother so frankly.Xiaoliang, who had been in a cold war with Xiaoguang for several days because of various visible and invisible factors, heard Xiaoguang say this.My heart seemed to be covered by cold water and then gradually frozen by the cold air that penetrated into my body from all around.

After jumping, it seemed that the sound of the heart cracking in his mind could be heard, and Xiao Liang's hand unconsciously touched his chest.Xiao Liang, whose lips are gradually turning white, has no right to refute any decision made by Xiao Guang. They are just friends and family members.But why?Xiao Liang blinked to look at Xiao Guang's back, then reached for the apple on the tea table.In the ear is the chat between Xiaoguang and Xiaoguang's mother, which is quite pleasant to hear.It was the first time Xiaoliang realized that he and Xiaoguang were so far apart?

But not all the time they have... all...

"Mom~ Then I'll go back next week, okay? After all, if something really happened, Taya would be embarrassed too haha..." Xiaoguang said carelessly, the apple in Xiaoliang's hand fell to the ground and rolled out far away.

"Okay... that's it, then I'll hang up first~" Xiaoguang and his mother said a few more words and then hung up the arc.And Xiao Liang, who got up and chased the falling apple all the way, just came to Xiao Guang's feet, his heart almost stopped beating and twisted tightly, and his face was bloodless.

Just when Xiaoliang picked up the apple and stood up, he hardly dared to look at Xiaoguang's face.He turned around and wanted to leave Xiaoguang, but he put his arms around Xiaoliang's shoulder.

"Haha, Xiao Liang is bothering you these days. I thought about it. I am already this old, and it's time for me to have a serious relationship. I have always just played chess and chess. It's rare that I am so popular now, right? Not good Wouldn't it be a pity to die in the future if you enjoy your youth while you are young?"

"Well...then remember not to waste Go." Xiao Liang wanted to say that you couldn't leave me at all, and you were not allowed to leave.But with his pale face, he clearly knew that he was not qualified to say that, and it was never Ta Yaliang who made the choice all the time.So Xiaoguang wanted to fall in love, and wanted to chase the joy of youth after his hard-won success. He just said that he was Xiaoguang's family member Xiaoguang's brother, but Xiaoguang never told it directly. Would he like to be his own family and brother?

"Well, of course.... But Xiaoliang, because I have to go home for a while, isn't it. So just in case, it's better for us not to meet each other during this period? Please!" Xiaoguang said eagerly Begging, Xiao Liang nodded with great difficulty.I can't look at Xiaoguang's eyes that contain the joy that belongs to a child, and I can't look at Xiaoguang's joy because of the same reason for leaving Xiaoguang when I still have to bear the pain of leaving Xiaoguang.That was too uncomfortable for him, he was afraid that when he looked up and saw Xiaoguang with a happy face, his eyes would turn red, and he would arrest Xiaoguang and lock him in a room that only he could see.

Whether it's kissing, whether it's playing chess...it's only him, just let him take care of him and care about him.What love, what youth, what family!Go to hell!Only myself, only Toya Ryo and Shinto Hikari.Xiao Liang didn't realize that his thinking was so extreme that he didn't think about himself at all. It wasn't the sinful and selfish thinking that a good friend, a family member, or his self-proclaimed brother should have.

So even if it's just for a moment, it's just a short-lived thought that Xiao Liang hasn't reacted to yet.Xiaoliang knew that he should accept Xiaoguang when he wanted to come, and support him when Xiaoguang wanted to leave.This is what he should do most as a friend, and this is what his identity allows him to do.Xiao Liang endured the pain and accepted it, enduring the pain that made him almost irritable and wanted to kill someone.

During the whole process, I didn't look up to see Xiaoguang's expression, and I didn't see Xiaoguang who was smiling and saying something duplicity, and then his eyes were full of tears.Xiaoguang doesn't want to be separated from Xiaoliang, if Xiaoliang looks up now, if Xiaoliang says "Don't go!" to him now, no matter how softly he says it, Xiaoguang swears that even if someone comes to drag him away, he won't be able to leave up.Because his heart is on Xiao Liang.He really likes Xiao Liang who considers everything for him and takes care of her.Thinking of Xiaoliang losing everything because of himself in the future, being pointed at by everyone, and then someone said that some professional chess player after a famous family is just a garbage pervert who likes to mess with men.Xiaoguang was going crazy, he heard everything the doctor told him.

So subversive, so weird.That shouldn't be, love should be something between boys and girls.For the first time, Xiaoguang felt so sorry because he was not a girl.Because the doctor didn't hide it and didn't have the consciousness of step-by-step, so he forcefully stuffed something that was almost a new world into Xiaoguang's mind.So Xiaoguang couldn't accept it at the first time, those crazy things tore up Xiaoguang's understanding of the world for almost two lifetimes.

He couldn't accept those things, but he couldn't let Xiao Liang go.So Xiaoguang, who was almost more painful than before losing Zuowei, had to learn how to force a smile.

Xiao Liang returned to his room, still holding the apple he picked up at Xiao Bare's feet.The pale Xiao Xiaoliang's mind was full of the sentence that Xiao Guang said, don't see each other again for a long time.Xiao Liang agreed hastily, not even knowing if he could endure it.But since I have already promised, if I can't bear it, I have to endure it.Life has to be faced. Under the extreme pain in the heart, there seems to be no problem on the surface.Xiaoguang returned home, watched his mother happily make hot pot and invited Xiaoming and Xiaoming's parents to have dinner together.

When Xiao Ming saw Xiao Guang who hadn't seen him for a long time, his beautiful eyes seemed to be cast with a slight shadow.

"It's been so long, Xiaoguang, why don't you and Xiao Ming talk about what happened recently?" Of course, the mother is very proud of her son who has won glory for the country, and she has always had a good impression of Xiao Ming, a friend and neighbor.She tried her best to match her son, but now it was Xiaoguang who opened the mouth first. As a mother, she didn't know how happy she would be?Of course the adults are happy to talk about their own world.Xiao Guang talked to Xiao Ming from time to time.

Looking at Xiao Ming's beautiful face, she became more and more charming like a girl.Layers of scars in Xiaoguang's heart were torn off bit by bit.He likes Xiaoliang...he shouldn't be dragging Xiaoliang for this.He needs to fall in love well and find a suitable object to fall in love with.

"Is Korea fun?" Xiao Ming has recently learned about Xiao Guang from newspapers and media.Xiaoguang was an elusive person before, and now he is even more outstanding and unattainable.Although he doesn't have a deep understanding of Go, Xiao Ming, who likes Xiaoguang and plays Go, also understands how exquisite Xiaoguang's Go is to stand out among so many outstanding and hardworking players.Even Taya Ryo, who was famous in the Go world earlier for his coldness and talent, is still as famous as Xiaoguang.

Xiao Guang answered Xiao Ming's question, and after a while, Xiao Guang, infected by Xiao Ming's smile, tried his best to temporarily numb the wounds left by Xiao Ming.It was a happy family banquet. Although the air conditioner was turned on and the pot was not too hot, everyone was still in full swing.

"Xiao Guang... I heard that there is an entertainment program that wants to invite you. Will you agree?" Xiao Ming and Xiao Guang's understanding and level of Go are naturally different.So Xiao Ming, like many little girls, only saw that Xiao Guang, who was handsome at a young age and became a national celebrity, should be more brilliant and dazzling.Xiao Ming couldn't understand how Xiaoguang disliked those so-called famous entertainment programs in order to protect his quiet and peaceful mentality of playing Go.

Go is a very orthodox, serious and dignified world, and it should be played in a quiet and peaceful inner world and environment.Especially Xiaoguang, who needs to continue to practice, although he is already very strong, he still has a long way to go, and there is a time when he should be full of ambition.

"...Hehe, maybe?" Xiao Guang looked at Xiao Ming's expectant look, and said maybe, but he didn't intend to agree to any entertainment program.After a while, this championship fever will disappear and everything will slowly settle down.Will not bother myself or Xiao Liang.Xiao Guang drank a small glass of shochu, and his mother frowned slightly.But now Xiaoguang can be regarded as independent, so even if you want Xiaoguang, don't touch alcohol so early.Mother still hasn't strictly prohibited Xiaoguang from drinking.

Chatting with Xiao Ming for a while, I was still wondering if Xiao Liang had already started eating at this time.Unknowingly, I drank nearly a bottle of soju while giggling and chatting with people.Xiao Guang was drunk as a matter of course, but even though he was drunk, Xiao Guang, who was only crying and laughing, returned to his room that had been tidied up by his mother in a daze.Before lying down, Xiaoguang nodded obediently with his mother and replied that he was fine but just sleepy.

Seeing that Xiaoguang closed his eyes and seemed to be asleep, after his mother closed the door and left, Xiaoguang was really uncomfortable and wanted to commit suicide lying in this room full of Zuowei and his own memories.If Zuo Wei wants to keep him but can't, then what is Xiao Liang?Xiaoguang, who started to lose sleep all night, thought that if he had realized that he had that kind of meaning for Xiaoliang earlier, it might not be so uncomfortable to leave earlier.Since Xiaoguang received the blow from the doctor that day, he almost seemed to be mentally weak.If it weren't for the boy's physique and height, he would have stretched out the appearance of a man.Xiaoguang may not be able to hide his increasingly haggard look at all.

Leaving this time is just the beginning... Xiaoguang originally forced himself not to cry anymore.But the grievance after being drunk can no longer be contained.Xiaoguang was thinking that love is in the soul, the heart, and the feeling of spreading honey on all the places on the body that can pull wounds.The sweeter the honey, the more uncomfortable the lower wound, painful and itchy and helpless.

"Taya Ryo...I don't owe you any more." Xiaoguang began to hate the person who made him feel so good that he couldn't hate him no matter what.If there is no such person, I will not feel uncomfortable when I am in love, and I will not want to cry like a pig like this now, not for my career or for my studies, but for an inexplicable... useless... love.

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I thought it was Guangguang CP, I was repeating CP!

Blizzard!Bright CP so those who are looking forward to it, and those who are frightened, take it easy... 3P may be possible but... the possibility is very small... But if many people leave a message to request...

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