looking forward to a good day

My head hurts. What happened yesterday?Gu Pan seems to be back, is it his illusion, he seems to have fed himself porridge and fried eggs, and then... couldn't help touching his lips, is that also an illusion?This seems to be his room, didn't he sleep in Gu Pan's room yesterday?

"Baby Liang Chen, I don't answer your phone calls, so I'm still sleeping." Wen Ru pushed open the door of Liang Chen's room, walked to the window and opened it, the sun outside is so nice.

Telephone?There is really a missed call, hey, no, he obviously didn't put his mobile phone in the living room outside when he was sleeping yesterday, how could it be on the table beside the bed?

"Liang Chen, what's wrong with you and you don't talk." It's a rare good weather, I don't know if I can go on a date today, Wen Ru smiles when I think of a date, if I can date, then today will be her first date with Liang Chen , there must be KISS, there must be candlelight dinner, there must be...

"Did you see Gu Pan when you came here?" How did he return to his room? Did Gu Pan really come back? Why wasn't he by his side? What happened yesterday?

It was Gu Pan again, "No, baby Liang Chen, let's go on a date today, don't waste this rare good weather." Then you can KISS, candlelight dinner...

not here? "I'm sorry Wen Ru, you go back first." Didn't he come back, did he sleepwalk back to his room by himself?

It was the answer again, "Okay, you must date me next time."

Liang Chen nodded nonchalantly, touched his head, and it stopped burning.

It was already 10 o'clock in the morning when Gu Pan returned to the dormitory. Liang Chen was sitting in the study reading a book and listening to music, so he didn't hear the sound of Gu Pan opening the door.

"Chenchen, it's time to eat." Gu Pan called Liang Chen in the kitchen wearing an apron, but he didn't see Liang Chen come out after waiting for a long time. Opened the door of his own room, but Liang Chen was not there, and those who opened the toilet, Liang Chen was also not there.Did you go out? Why didn't you leave a note? You didn't even send a message, let alone a phone call.

At this moment, Liang Chen opened the door of the study, and met Gu Pan's eyes. "When did you come back?"

Gu Pan smiled, "Come and eat first."

"When did you come back?" Liang Chen looked at Gu Pan coldly, with no warmth in his eyes.

"yesterday."

"Did you take care of me when I had a fever yesterday?"

"Yes."

"Did you feed the porridge?"

"Yes."

"Omelette too?"

"Yes.'

"What about the medicine?"

"I fed it too."

Liang Chen took a deep breath, it turned out that what he felt yesterday was true. "You kissed me." Not a question but a statement.

"Yes." Instead of hiding his deep love, Gu Pan walked to Liang Chen's side and hugged him.He thought that Liang Chen didn't push him away because he accepted him, but he didn't know that it was just the beginning.

"reason."

"I like you, I have liked you since I was a child, Chenchen, can you accept it?" Gu Pan tried his best to suppress the trembling of his voice, and the hand holding Liang Chen was also trembling, but he didn't know it.

Liang Chen pushed Gu Pan away, and said coldly: "I have a girlfriend." With cold eyes, he answered coldly.

"So what, I don't mind." He didn't mind Liang Chen having a girlfriend, as long as Liang Chen could have him somewhere in his heart, as long as it was like this.

"I don't mind, Gu Pan, we can be friends, but we can't be lovers." I never thought that Gu Pan would like him, he didn't know how to react for a while, he could only refuse coldly, he couldn't say give me some time like this If he didn't like Gu Pan in the end, then Gu Pan was the one who got hurt, so long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.

"Is there no hope at all?"

"Gu Pan, you should know, I have always regarded you as my best friend." He didn't know if he would fall in love with Gu Pan in the future, and he really couldn't accept this love now.

"I know, but love is beyond my control. I just like you. Whether you accept it or not, even if you hate me from now on, I still like you." Then he pushed Liang Chen against the wall, "I I just like you, even if you don't like me, I will still like you as always."

Liang Chen had never seen that kind of look in Gu Pan's eyes before, it was so sharp, so helpless.

"I know you'll hate me after today, don't worry, I'll leave. When I'm not around, you have to remember to have breakfast, and when it's cold, remember to put on more quilts. Wen Rushi is your girlfriend and treat her well I'm leaving." After finishing speaking, he went back to the room to pack his clothes, leaving Liang Chen standing there alone, perhaps because he had been waiting for a long time, Liang Chen walked to the table and sat down to eat. Meals were served.

After eating, he walked to Gu Pan's room, sat on Gu Pan's bed and watched Gu Pan arrange his clothes, "You're gone, what should I do?" The tone was still cold, but Gu Pan stopped his movements.

Gu Pan turned his head and asked blankly: "What do you mean?" Does it mean that he doesn't have to leave?But didn't he not accept it?

Liang Chen stood up from the bed, walked to Gu Pan's side and knelt down, looked into Gu Pan's eyes and sighed, "You don't need to leave, but you can't kiss me when I don't respond."

"Okay." When Gu Pan spoke, he hugged Liang Chen again.What if there is a reaction?It's okay to kiss.

No matter what will happen in the future, now he wants Gu Pan to stay by his side, whether he is selfish or using Gu Pan's feelings for him, when he woke up today and didn't see Gu Pan, he was Lost, he doesn't want to live in a world without Gu Pan, his only relative in this world is Gu Pan.

"Let me go." Liang Chen pushed Gu Pan away again, and when he wanted to get up, Gu Pan hugged him again.

"Didn't Chenchen like hugging the most when he was young?"

Liang Chen held his forehead, "If you don't like it now, let it go."

Gu Pan didn't speak, looked at Liang Chen disappointedly, slowly let go of his hand and lowered his head, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't ask so much."

"Chenchen, sleep in my room tonight."

Liang Chen glared at Gu Pan, Gu Pan quickly explained: "No, I didn't mean that, Chenchen, it's cold now, you always like to lift the quilt when you sleep at night, don't you think you have a cold this time?"

"..."

"Don't you just hate me so much? Forget it, I'd better leave."

"I'll sleep with you."

"Really, you don't have to force it, Chenchen." Gu Pan lowered his eyes, so Liang Chen didn't notice the glint in his eyes.

Liang Chen gritted his teeth and said, "I didn't force it." Gu Pan, you are really good at daring to plot against him like this.

"Chenchen, let me go to bed." Then he picked up his pajamas.

"It's still noon." Liang Chen said.

"Chenchen, you have to know, I haven't slept for two days in order to come back early, and I'm so sleepy now."

"Then you sleep alone, I won't disturb you." Liang Chen said and wanted to leave the room.

Gu Pan quickly grabbed Liang Chen's hand, "No, sleep together, so that I can feel at ease, and I can be sure that you are really by my side."

Liang Chen turned his head and looked at Gu Pan complicatedly. The deep feeling in his eyes made Liang Chen wonder how much he had to like someone to show such feelings. Liang Chen nodded uncontrollably.

Gu Pan smiled happily, just like when he was a child, Gu Pan had two faint dimples when he laughed.Taking the pajamas, Gu Pan walked to Liang Chen's side, lowered his head and kissed Liang Chen's forehead, and whispered a few words in his ear, but it made Liang Chen's ears blush.

He said: "Wait for me on the bed." What an ambiguous word, and such an ambiguous tone.Liang Chen stared fiercely at Gu Pan's back, and collapsed on the bed discouraged.

He didn't know if it was right to do so, but if he rejected Gu Pan, he would see Gu Pan's disappointed eyes, which would also make him feel lost, no, even more lost.

When Gu Pan came back to the room after taking a shower, he saw Liang Chen lying on his bed without taking off his clothes. He was as quiet as a prince, and couldn't bear to disturb him. Gu Pan sat by the bed and looked at Liang Chen quietly. Imagine being rejected after he confessed to Liang Chen, he could still look at Liang Chen's sleeping face so calmly.Should he be thankful that Liang Chen has unsuspecting trust in him, heh!He himself couldn't believe that he wouldn't do anything when he saw Liang Chen's sleeping face so peacefully.

But he couldn't bear to hurt Liang Chen, even if Liang Chen couldn't accept him, he didn't want to see dislike in Liang Chen's eyes one day.It was beyond Gu Pan's imagination that Liang Chen could still treat him as a friend after he confessed his love. Gu Pan had prepared for the worst, but he didn't expect the result to be like this. Can this be called a good result among bad results?

Thinking of this, Gu Pan couldn't help wanting to kiss Liang Chen. In fact, he did so too. Forgive his shamelessness, he only dared to make small movements when Liang Chen was asleep.

Gu Pan lowered his head and kissed Liang Chen, not daring to make any further movements, but raised his head after a kiss.Gu Pan knew that Liang Chen's cold was still not healed, and from the voice just now, he could find Liang Chen's hoarseness when he spoke.Gu Pan specially checked on the Internet, and the most suitable thing to drink when you have a cold is to drink rock sugar pear water, but it's a bit troublesome to make, Gu Pan is not afraid of trouble, as long as it is good for Liang Chen, he can do whatever he wants.