restless youth syndrome

Never heard of it.

My hand unconsciously touched my stomach again, the bump there almost made my head buzz.

Is this some other disease?What kind of rare disease?Maybe it's just a simple fat gain?

"I'm a man...?" I said in as tactful a tone as possible, and under such circumstances, I could still think about preventing Zhang Zechen from getting sick.

In the dark, I couldn't see what his expression was, but the look in his eyes really sent a chill down my spine, he just had this ability.

"I'm so surprised." There was joy in his tone that couldn't be concealed.

I'm so fucking surprised by this situation!This is not playing tricks on me, is it? !

"Chen, are you kidding me?"

But he didn't hear my words, he kept looking at me with that kind of eyes, thinking about something, his emotions have never had such big ups and downs since he knew him, this is the first time, I don't know Is it the first time in his life.

And his emotion indirectly tells me that this is true.

Faced with this fact, all I can do is lie in my heart.

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It took me a lot of time to accept this.

In addition to Zhang Zechen, there are some insiders, but they are all unimportant people.Ye Sheng didn't know about this matter, in his eyes I was sick.

After staying in the hospital for observation for a few days, I returned to the manor.

Zhang Zechen's care for me is more nuanced. I really don't know how to describe this person. It feels like there are thousands of faces. No, it feels like a split personality.You don't know when he will be angry and when he will be happy. If you don't pay attention, he will not be him. The body has been occupied by another soul.

In short, I am now living a life like a ninth-grade disability.

As my belly grew, I began to refuse to step out of the manor, or even the room.I can't get rid of my resistance to this matter. It's just a man who has children.

I searched for information on this aspect from the Internet, and found that there seems to be a precedent, but the situation seems to be different from mine.

What kind of mood do they all have when facing this matter? Are they all very calm?There must be people who are as anxious as me, so how do they do it?

The more I thought about it, the more annoying I was, and I closed the computer anxiously.

Ye Sheng called me many times to ask me how I was doing, but I could only lie to him that he was seriously ill and might not be able to go out in the near future.He asked me if I would like to come and visit me, I immediately refused him, very simply, he had nothing to do and hung up the phone.

Sun Wenyu also called, and they all asked me out, but I also refused, because I was busy recently.

So I started squatting at home again, this time I voluntarily, Zhang Zechen suggested that I go downstairs for a walk, but I refused.

I absolutely don't want anyone to see this appearance, there are already enough people who know my big belly.

Zhang Zechen has been particularly abstinent these days. He has never proposed to have sex with me for so many days, and the number of times he goes home has also decreased.

Lauren told me, Zhang Zechen was afraid of seeing me and couldn't bear it, and this stage is not suitable for doing that kind of thing, please, Zhang Zechen did it for my own good.

I didn't think much about it, it's fine if he doesn't come back, it's really embarrassing for him to see me like this.

Time flies faster and faster, summer is over in a blink of an eye, autumn is coming to an end, the flowers outside have all fallen, and the trees have all lost their leaves.

There is nothing to describe during this time, nothing more than living at home with a nine-level disability.

In a blink of an eye, it's Christmas time.

This Christmas was the worst holiday I've ever had.

I have never paid so much attention to Christmas before this time. This time, because of Zhang Zechen, the Christmas tree and holiday decorations arranged early at home, the atmosphere of Christmas is particularly strong.

Zhang Zechen must have prepared a gift for me, right?In that case, I should buy him a present too.

It was really inconvenient for me to go out like this, so I sent Lauren and Crab to pick out gifts for Zhang Zechen, and Ye Yiming, who had been doing nothing all this time, also followed.

I thought the three of them could have good taste, but I didn't expect to buy something. ． ． ． ． ．never mind.

I asked them to put away their things by themselves so that I would not see them again.

I didn't go out for several months, so I wrapped myself in thick clothes, tried my best to cover up my big belly, and went out with crab alone.

To be honest, I don't know what gift to buy for Zhang Zechen. If I have enough time, I would like to make one for him by hand, but today is Christmas, so I can't do anything in time.I passed many shops along the way, and I didn't let the crab stop.

We walked around the city several times, and there was a traffic jam at this point, so it was really difficult to move forward.

It was not an option to go around outside like this, so I wrapped my scarf tightly, hesitated again and again, and got out of the car.

Crab is still stuck in traffic over there, and I'm walking around the street by myself.

There were many people watching me passing by, so I pulled the scarf higher.

I saw a store that sold that kind of knitwear.

There is a scarf inside that I really like. I imagine Zhang Zechen would fit it well, but does he wear a scarf?

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After I bought it, I went back to the car.

It was past eight o'clock in the evening, and Zhang Zechen said that he would come back early tonight to have dinner with me.

I was looking forward to tidying up and tidying up at home. I put the scarf on the side of his seat, and I kept watching while the chef was cooking.

Our family—my family and Zhang Zechen’s—has always eaten Chinese food. Even on Western holidays like Christmas, the extra thing on the table is a roast chicken.

All the dishes were ready by the time, but Zhang Zechen didn't come back.

His working hours are so irregular, something must have delayed him.

The clock was ticking, and it was almost twelve o'clock.

He still hasn't come back.

All the dishes on the table were completely cold, and the chef was stunned.

I called Zhang Zechen, but he didn't answer.

Is it important work?It probably appeared temporarily.

After waiting for more than an hour, he still didn't come back.

I was a little worried in my heart, could something have happened?

After thinking and thinking, I asked the chef to heat up the dishes, then took the food and the scarf and went to the casino.

When I was in the underground parking lot, I asked Crab and Lauren to wait here. It's nothing important anyway, so don't go up.

So I went upstairs alone. In the elevator, my heart was still uneasy, for fear that something might happen to Zhang Zechen.

With a ding, the elevator doors opened on the 29th floor.

Still on the same road, I came to the door of Zhang Zechen's office according to my memory, knocked lightly on the door, no one answered, I opened the door.

The scene inside the door made me stiff all over.

One of those two intertwined/entangled bodies is Zhang Zechen.

I closed the door almost immediately and rushed to the elevator without thinking, my mind seemingly shutting down.

After going downstairs, I didn't go to the parking lot, but ran out from the main entrance, and ran a long, long way.

I want to leave here, leave Zhang Zechen. ?

No.16 disease

?I felt so uncomfortable that my heart was throbbing and my hands were trembling.

I don’t know when it started to snow outside, as if I couldn’t get through it, I didn’t wear much, I felt cold at this time, but I didn’t care too much, I still ran forward desperately, even though I didn’t Know where you want to go.

I don't know when I lost the bag for Zhang Zechen, but what does it matter, how can I care about it?Let him starve to death and freeze to death!

Didn't it mean that Zhang Zechen never messes around outside?It's all bullshit!As long as you don't vent for a day, you can't help it. What's the difference with domestic animals!He is scum!Fortunately, I have been waiting for him at home for so long, so it turns out that he lived a very nourishing life outside!

My heart was filled with anger and loss.

The snow was getting bigger and bigger, and many people saw me along the way. Although it was very late, the crowd did not decrease on this special day.

This heavy snow almost cooled all my enthusiasm for Zhang Zechen.

Then I suddenly thought of Bai Yushi.

That person, that person Zhang Zechen loves so much that he can't help himself.If it was Bai Yushi who was waiting for him at home, he would definitely not be one minute late, let alone think about doing shameful things with others.

How unfair.Me and the two before me, those of us who were 'in love' with Zhang Zechen, seemed to exist to fill the void in which he lost Bai Yushi.After Zhang Zechen lost Bai Yushi, his definition of love became somewhat abnormal. Maybe his feelings for me were not love at all, and he just regarded me as a substitute!Why, why, why can Bai Yushi enjoy Zhang Zechen's love?Obviously I love Zhang Zechen so much, but in the end I am nothing?

So cunning, so hateful.

In Zhang Zechen's world, the only name that can be remembered is Bai Yushi.

Qi Le?Maybe when Zhang Zechen called my name, he was thinking of Bai Yushi.

Those things in my heart that I didn't want to admit before suddenly became clear, why Zhang Zechen suddenly appeared in my world, and why everything happened after that. ． ． ． ． ．But just when everything seemed to be surfacing, I bumped into something and my thoughts stopped.

I was so hurt from being bumped, and when I looked up, it was a familiar face, but I don't remember where I saw it.

"Master Qi?" The man looked at me suspiciously.

The moment he called me Master Qi