The ex-boyfriend who pretended to be good has really become good

Lu Xinghe didn't know the details of what happened back then, so he couldn't follow what Chen Yuzhang said.

As an outsider, he will never be able to appreciate the emotions, pain and despair of the person involved.

He patted Chen Yushang's shoulder, which was silent comfort.

People protect their shortcomings, and he prefers this cousin who grew up together with a more similar experience than the cousin who has not met a few times.

There is such a word that things hurt their kind. He and Chen Yuzhang are the same kind of people, both of whom were betrayed by their mothers.

But their mother's little sister, Li Ao's mother, was different.She took the initiative to be the lover of the Earl of England, and she is still the lover of the Earl even now.

"Youli is like a nightmare that you can't wake up from. It's been so long, but when Li Ao appears, he will appear together." Chen Yuzhang hid half of his face in the night illuminated by heavy snow, always His gentle eyes were filled with pain.

He looked at Lu Xinghe, his thin lips pulled out a bitter smile that was not much better than crying.

"Xing Xing, you said if. If those three women could marry and have children in peace like other women, wouldn't we be what we are now?"

"Xing Xing, have you already married and had children? A young and promising professor, a gentle and beautiful wife, and a lively and lovely child, how beautiful and enviable." The warm picture he outlined appeared in front of Chen Yuzhang.

"Brother, there are no ifs in this world." Lu Xinghe took a deep breath of the cigarette, and the smoke he exhaled was mixed with the white mist, his face was hidden in the mist, hazy.

"Even if there is an if, I won't like women. Some things are innate, and there is no way to change them." Lu Xinghe's voice was calm, and he asked back: "In other words, brother, do you want this if to be true? You Don't you want to meet Xizhun? Are you willing?"

Are you willing?Chen Yuzhang asked himself that there was only one answer to this question, and he was reluctant.

However, when he was an ignorant child with unknown orientation, he first experienced his mother's ugly betrayal.

Since then, he has hated women, and he can't even tell whether he likes men naturally, or because of his so-called mother.

However, he knew that no matter what, he would fall in love with Yuan Xizhun.

However, he thought that if it could happen, he would not cower and make Yuan Xizhun suffer for so many years. He also wanted to pursue and accept the pursuit bravely.

This has almost become a knot in his heart, making him think over and over again in the dead of night when he dreamed back at midnight.

All he wanted was to throw away all shackles and love Yuan Xizhun without any scruples, that's all.

"Xingxing, how are you and Duanmujin?"

"Brother, are you and Professor Lu okay?"

At this moment, in different places, the care from the elder brother and the younger brother arrived at the same time.

"I think, I can't answer you with good or bad for this question." Lu Xinghe's eyes fell on the goose feather snow that connected the sky and the earth into a piece of white, and after a while, they moved to Chen Yushang's concerned eyes.

Lu Xinghe's lips curled up slightly, and he said slowly: "It's like, you know what the end of the road is, so are you still willing to go through this unknown journey?"

Chen Yuzhang shook his head, "I don't want to."

"I am willing." Lu Xinghe said slowly, his cold voice was firm and frank, with a rare gentleness in this snowy night.

"Even if the end point is known, the halfway is unknown. I am willing to enjoy the unknown scenery, to experience, feel, and remember. Enjoying the process is equally important to me."

Chen Yuzhang's eyes widened slightly, his pupils shrank slightly, and he stared blankly at Lu Xinghe.

Lu Xinghe was draped with a blanket printed with game characters, standing upright in the wind and snow, behind him was the reddish sky illuminated by snow, and in those pale eyes was a peaceful desolation.

The loneliness of the wind and snow.

Looking at Lu Xinghe like this, Chen Yuzhang felt a surge of sadness and happiness in his heart.

He is much luckier than Lu Xinghe, his lover is loyal and passionate, like a burning fire, warming his darkened heart long ago.

He is luckier than Lu Xinghe.

"Okay~ What's wrong?" Duanmujin said casually as he lay paralyzed on the lazy sofa in the warm spring-like bedroom on the other side.

Duanmu Yin pinched the center of his eyebrows, sighed, and said, "That's fine, I thought you and Professor Lu really broke up."

"Huh?" Duanmujin turned over and sat up, with a small pimple between his brows, and said a little irritablely: "Little Yinzi, I don't know what's going on when people ask me that, why are you asking that?"

"Is there a problem?" Duanmu Yin calmly looked at the irritable Duanmu Jin.

"Yes! Of course there is!" Duanmujin scratched the little curly hair on the other end with his hand, and his tone was obviously impatient, "Everyone is talking about Lu Xinghe, it's so annoying. I haven't been there, what a big-headed ghost!"

"Nowhere, are you living in someone's house with a faceless face?" Duanmu Yin raised his eyebrows.

"Little Yinzi, pay attention to your wording!" Duanmujin threatened: "Dare to describe your brother and me with shamelessness, be careful that brother beats you!"

Duanmu Yin lowered his head and looked at his own figure, and then at Duanmu Jin's figure, he was not afraid at all.In a fight, at most, it would be a lose-lose situation.

"You didn't answer the question directly."

"Oh, isn't that because of convenience? My little house and here are so-far away from Lu Xinghe's house, do I have to go to the hotel every time?"

Duanmuyin crossed his arms, raised one corner of his mouth to look at Duanmujin with a half-smile.

Duanmujin felt guilty, turned his head to one side, and his eyes fell on the wooden box in the middle of the table, feeling even more guilty.

"If you really don't take it seriously as you said, why did you order that starry sky watch?" Duanmu Yin followed Duanmujin's gaze and landed on the table, not accustomed to Duanmujin, and asked bluntly.

"Who said it was for that old man?" Duanmujin was stubborn and denied it to the end.

"Success, it's whatever you say, I won't argue with you." Duanmuyin stood up, picked up the tray, and when he walked to the door, he looked back at Duanmujin, who was lying dejectedly on the beanbag sofa, and said.

"Duanmujin, when you are dumped, don't cry to me."

"Go away! You're the one crying, and your whole family is crying! If I cry, I'll be a dog!" Duanmu picked up the pillow beside him and threw it over.

Duanmuyin chuckled, pulled the doorknob and closed the door. Hearing the sound of "dong", he shook his head, and refused to admit it.

The bedroom was quiet again, Duanmujin lay down for a while and then followed the punctured balloon, all the anger dissipated, and he thought of Lu Xinghe again.

He took out his mobile phone and opened Guangxin, the chat record with Lu Xinghe was still in the afternoon one.

"Didn't you say you like me, why don't you send more messages." Duanmujin muttered, and clicked on Lu Xinghe's Guangxin business card.

The profile picture is the photo of the aurora on the table in Lu Xinghe's study room. The nickname is very simple, with only one word star.Duanmujin changed the remarks a long time ago, changing the simple star to Uncle Lu.

But now Uncle Lu didn't have a single message, which made Duanmu Jin helpless.

He glanced at the heavy snow outside the window, and remembered that Lu Xinghe said he was going to Chen Yushang's house.I don't know if you are still here now, are you home?Or was it blocked by heavy snow on the road?

When Duanmujin thought that Lu Xinghe might be blocked by heavy snow on the road, he became anxious.Two hands poke out a line of words quickly, and just about to send it, it is interrupted by the vibration of the mobile phone.

Duanmujin exited the chat page with Lu Xinghe, and saw a message sent by Ji Yun.

I poked it impatiently. When I was playing in the nightclub a few days ago, the second-generation ancestors wanted to say that Ji Yun sent him home drunk. He owed Ji Yun a favor and wanted to pay it back.

Adhering to the principle of what happened at that time, he asked Ji Yun what he wanted.Ji Yun blushed and said that he wanted to add Guangxin, but even though he was reluctant, he had no choice but to join because of the booing of the second generation ancestors around him.

Ji Yun can be regarded as sensible, and after adding it, he quietly lay on the list.It is only every three or two days that he sends some innocuous greetings, and it is still the same now, asking if he is outside with such a heavy snow?

"Everyone knows to send a message to care about me, but you old man doesn't know how to send a message to ask."

Duanmujin got angry and stopped sending messages to Lu Xinghe, and started chatting with Ji Yun.Anyway, they are all old men in their 30s, so they will definitely take care of themselves.

On the balcony on the other side, Chen Yushang yawned, grabbed a corner of the blanket on Lu Xinghe's body, and returned to the warm room.

Lu Xinghe shook the snow from the blanket, spread it on the carpet, and let the floor heating dry the slightly damp blanket.

"By the way, Xing Xing, how is your professorship evaluation going?" Chen Yuzhang opened the balcony door and asked.

"It's next year." Lu Xinghe didn't care much about this, but he was always annoyed by Associate Professor Zhong.

"Aren't you planning to resign next year and go back to help uncle?" Chen Yushang rubbed Erha's fleshy neck that ran over.

"Well, that's what I planned. But the teacher said that the tomb of the Regent King will be opened next year, so I hesitated." Lu Xinghe was thrown to the ground by Erha who trotted over, and he patted Erha who swung his face with his big tongue , hide aside.

"Go down, you're dead again."

Erha shook his face and was happy, and obediently sat aside, his big fluffy tail quickly swung from side to side and wiped the floor.

"That's good, you used to focus on Da'an Shi." Chen Yuzhang gently poked Erha's forehead with his index finger, seeing that Erha was playing with each other.

"It's okay. I used to choose history because I liked it at that time, and it's enough now. If I can successfully participate in the excavation of the regent's tomb, I really have no regrets."

"Don't plan to keep doing it?" Chen Yuzhang understood the meaning of Lu Xinghe's words, and looked up at Lu Xinghe in surprise.

"No plan." Lu Xinghe shook his head, and said: "My dad has been very tired these years, it's time to retire, I don't want him to be like grandpa."

Chen Yuzhang thought that Lu Xinghe's grandfather passed away exhausted at the age of 48, so he no longer persuaded Lu Xinghe to persevere in his interest.For him and Lu Xinghe, father is the only important family member.

[The author has something to say: A lot of cuties have gone away in the past two days, is Ah Ting ugly?Or is the pace too slow?Life is not easy, Ah Ting sighs~

Ah Ting decided to release a big news tomorrow, foolish gold will never be kept for the Chinese New Year! !

So, little darlings, order a favorite, leave a recommendation and a monthly pass, Ah Ting and Uncle Lu will refill together, and Uncle Lu will give you a bear hug! 】