Love before marriage

It was already 12:30 at night when Chi Heng got home, the light was still on in the living room, but no one was there.

He collapsed on the sofa weakly, very tired, and he didn't want to care whether the people in the bedroom were still there.

Compared to the panic in the hospital, Chi Heng calmed down as soon as he got home.He thought back to the days when he lived together recently, and it was indeed a peaceful and stable life.Both myself and Lu Mingyan are very busy, so we meet sooner or later, and when we get home, the two big men naturally don't communicate about family matters, and they don't have a relationship in their careers, so they have nothing to say.After living together for such a period of time, they never even had a quarrel.This living condition is similar to when Chi Heng was single.

If today's incident did not exist, this stability might not be broken.No, no, their relationship had changed subtly and irreversibly the night of skin-to-skin.

More than 40 days ago, at the buddy's wedding banquet, I lost a bet two years ago to be the best man. At that time, Chi Heng laughed and said that he would not be able to get married until he was 35 years old. Unexpectedly, he would be engaged to Lu Mingyan two years later. That buddy was still teasing him at the time, the person who least wanted to get married was the one who got engaged the earliest.

Not long ago, he and Lu Mingyan lived together before marriage. Chi Heng thought that it would be okay to be the best man even if they were not married anyway, but Lu Mingyan didn't agree. It was the first time the other party said no to him.

So, the good-looking best man who was promised just disappeared, and many people at the wedding banquet made fun of this and toasted him in turns.Chi Heng answered readily. He is also a wine lover, and he drank to his heart's content that night. The crowd kept making noises until the middle of the night, and Chi Heng became very intoxicated by the mellow alcohol.Later, Lu Mingyan came to pick him up, and the two of them stumbled and fell on the big bed at home together.

Drunkness made Chi Heng feel a little inexplicably emotional, and somehow he kissed her first.A kiss at the top of the water is more like a frolic after drunkenness.At first, Lu Mingyan paused, but he just stared at Chi Heng for a moment, then got up and left.If everything can stop here, then there will be no follow-up development between the two of them, let alone the current situation, and the so-called "stable" relationship in Chi Heng's mind will not be broken.

Just when Lu Mingyan carried him to the bed and got up to leave, Chi Heng suddenly stretched out his arms and hooked him around his neck, and said softly and hoarsely, "Don't go..." Then, he slowly pressed his lips against his. up.

In this case, there are only two possibilities for the man who can push the person in his arms away: one is that he has a very serious problem in that area, the kind that is completely incompetent and unable to do what he wants.The second is that he really doesn't feel anything about this person.

That night, they didn't stop.And he tossed very fiercely, the heavy and rapid panting sound never stopped from the beginning to the end, and the sound of shameful water stains and low moans filled the room.And Chi Heng could hardly get out of bed the next day, and the marks on his body slowly faded after several days.Later, the two were relatively embarrassed and silent for several days.

Perhaps, it was because that night was so intense and intense that it would not be an exaggeration to describe it as out-of-control madness.It's true that Chi Heng picked the fire first, but he felt that no matter how emotional Lu Mingyan was, he wouldn't be to this extent.Was Lu Mingyan sober that night?

After that, there is today's situation.

There may be a very small number of men who are gifted and have the ability to conceive and have children. They will be easier to conceive the first time, but it will be difficult to conceive later.Chi Heng didn't know if he was also in this situation.Perhaps, he will only have this one child.

It's true that the test results are wrong. Both X-rays and CT may be wrong, and it's just a blood sample artificially. Wouldn't it be more likely to be wrong.Besides, cancer is always diagnosed, not to mention...

The complicated thoughts in his mind were like rolling balls of yarn, tangling back and forth, becoming more and more messy. He tried to recall all the details of that night, but no matter how he tried, he couldn't remember them all.He felt a little sorry for this unexpected child, but he felt a little awkward and weird in his heart.

Just thinking wildly like this, Chi Heng didn't know how long he had been lying on the sofa, the heating in the room was very good and the air conditioner was turned on in the living room, so he didn't feel cold while lying down like this.He fell asleep tired and drowsy.

Beijing's winter nights were extremely cold, and the nights were foggy. When Lu Mingyan came back, his clothes were heavily damp.

The law and order in the high-end residential area is excellent, and the security guards know almost every resident inside.At that time, Chi Heng had a stomachache and his face was pale, and it was the security guy who helped him take the taxi.When Lu Mingyan went downstairs to ask, the security guard told him.Then Lu Mingyan drove to the hospital, but he couldn't find Chi Heng. Unfortunately, the two missed it.

Their house was on the 23rd floor. They took the elevator up and walked along the smooth marble corridor to the end. The dark brown security door was not closed, so Lu Mingyan knew that Chi Heng had returned.

He closed the door casually, threw the car keys on the table, and walked into the living room.

Chi Heng lay motionless on the sofa, his eyes were lightly closed, and his breathing was steady.The coat was still neatly put on him, and his slender fingers were folded on his chest.The slightly thin chin and the light blue under the eye sockets reveal how busy and haggard he has been these days.

Lu Mingyan was slightly taken aback, and stood a few meters away, not wanting to be alarmed.He went to the bedroom to get a thin blanket and covered Chi Heng.Then I went into the bathroom and took a hot shower. It was too cold to come back with the car window open in the cold winter of Beijing.

Chi Heng opened his eyes in a daze, and found that the light in the living room had been turned off, and the bright moonlight was shining in through the large floor-to-ceiling windows.

Lu Mingyan stood sideways by the window, his black eyes drooping slightly.A cigarette was about to burn out between his fingers, but he didn't seem to realize it.

Chi Heng lifted the thin blanket and sat up, and put on his slippers.

Hearing his movement, Lu Mingyan turned around and glanced at him, "Go to the bedroom and sleep."

I don't know if it's because of smoking or because he stood by the window for too long, but his voice was slightly hoarse.

Chi Heng nodded, "I have to take a shower first." He got up and went to the bathroom.

When he was taking a shower, he was still a little absent-minded, he didn't know what he was thinking, or he didn't think about anything, just letting his thoughts wander endlessly, but by the time he recovered, more than half an hour had passed.He hastily turned off the water, wiped it off, put on his pajamas, and walked into the bedroom.

Lu Mingyan was lying on his side on the side of the big bed, as if he had fallen asleep.Chi Heng went around to the other side of the bed, sat down first, then lay down halfway, taking advantage of the dim light outside the window to look at the man beside him.

They have only known each other for two years, and they have lived together for only two months, but they are going to get married soon.Thinking about it this way, Chi Heng himself felt a little unbelievable.

Perhaps Lu Mingyan is the same as him, and the purpose is to maintain the previous living conditions after marriage without interfering with each other.Therefore, the two people respect each other as guests, and practice "be in love and stop with courtesy" to the end.

Chi Heng's lack of relationship experience does not mean that he is a person with low EQ. On the contrary, he can be keenly aware of many details.

Recently, Lu Mingyan has something on his mind, and it's an unusual thing, maybe someone is about to show up.He was rarely flustered, even though he couldn't tell from his words, deeds and expression, Chi Heng could feel it.

Chi Heng turned over and told himself not to think too much, just take one step at a time.He looked at the time and found that it was already 02:30, it was too late, he had to go to sleep quickly or he wouldn't be able to wake up tomorrow morning.

However, at this moment, the phone on his bed vibrated suddenly, and Chi Heng frowned. Five minutes later, the phone vibrated again to remind me a second time.Chi Heng had no choice but to unlock the screen and take a look, a text message popped up suddenly, which instantly made him sleepy.

"Baby, are you asleep?" ——From an unfamiliar number.

Chi Heng was stunned for a few seconds, then he came back to his senses and told himself that probably some affectionate young man sent a text message by mistake, and accidentally sent it to his number, so don't worry about it.He put the phone back and lay down again.

Three minutes later, the phone vibrated again, and the screen suddenly lit up.

Chi Heng had no choice but to take another look.

The new text message only has two words: "Chen Chen".

The drowsiness dissipated suddenly, and Chi Heng sat up.

His father died early when he was a child, and his mother habitually called him this nickname in order to express his missing for his father.The nickname must be known only to people who know him and are very close to him, but when this strange number comes up, "Chenchen"? !

Especially against the background and confusion of the word "baby" in the last text message, this title seems to be some kind of extremely private ambiguity that only the two of them know.

Inexplicably, who is this... this person? !

Lu Mingyan heard Chi Heng tossing and turning in his light sleep, he opened his eyes slightly, and subconsciously wanted to grab Chi Heng's hand, but Chi Heng just got up and got out of bed, leaving him in vain.

Lu Mingyan's drowsiness also dissipated, he raised his head slightly, and saw Chi Heng walking out with his head down, holding his mobile phone, and tightly closed the bedroom door.