Love before marriage

"Mother" and "father" had different feelings for the fetus in the initial period. After Chi Heng made up his mind to accept the child, "motherhood" became his instinct—to love the child unconditionally.It's a beautiful human nature that has nothing to do with gender.But this kind of love doesn't have to be manifested in the way of adoring oneself for the sake of the fetus, making all kinds of demands on other people, as if one should be served and pampered unconditionally just because she is pregnant with a child.Moreover, a lot of love is hidden, especially for adults. Who would say "I love you" and "I love children" all day long?Only when it comes to critical moments can it be expressed.

Lu Mingyan is different, he loves his child because he likes Chi Heng.Therefore, the first few sentences he asked when he came in were all related to Chi Heng.After all, men are not born with motherhood, and it is difficult for him to truly experience Chi Heng's sour and sweet complex emotions before the child is born.At the beginning, if Chi Heng really decided not to have children, he would fully respect his decision, and then choose the best surgical method to minimize the damage Chi Heng must suffer.

Chi Heng is not perfect, he doesn't have a high emotional intelligence in love, and subconsciously draws a clear line between himself and others, he feels that he has to rely on himself to feel at ease in everything, and there is no need to worry about other things.You tell him that love requires intimacy, that two people are beautiful together, and so on, he may ask in surprise, "So what?" So the purpose of his marriage at the beginning was just to complete the task.

But people will change. He never thought that he, who has always been estranged and indifferent, attaches great importance to his career, and is used to socializing freely, will do what he is doing now.

While Lu Mingyan was thinking, Chi Heng turned around, showing a faint smile, and his voice was a little hoarse from exhaustion.

"I will rest at home in the future, and nothing like today will happen again."

In fact, Lu Mingyan mentioned the matter of resigning once or twice, but Chi Heng himself did not express such a willingness, because career is too important to a man.Chi Heng looks like he doesn't think about it at all, but in fact he has been weighing it in his heart.And he's always one step ahead of people's expectations.

The words that Lu Mingyan had originally prepared were useless now, so he nodded, "Okay."

Dr. Cheng opened the door with the medical records between them, and spoke seriously and briefly about Chi Heng's condition, "It's been almost five months, blood volume has increased, blood pressure has increased, and occasional bleeding is considered normal. It's just that Chi Heng's body is quite special. , the entire abdominal cavity is stretched very thin, so the movement is large, and the inside is directly torn, resulting in a lot of bleeding, which must be artificially stopped. This is not the same thing as a miscarriage, that is, the fetus was probably shaken by you. Do a B-ultrasound to confirm. The fetus is now big and still moves, so strenuous exercise must not be allowed during this period."

Lu Mingyan breathed a sigh of relief.At the moment of the most panic, my heart seemed to be scratched and wrinkled by force, and it hurt. Now I can finally recover, but there is still a lingering feeling of palpitation.

Chi Heng is also under the tense shoulders of Panasonic, "It's okay..." At that time, he realized that he might lose this child. The unprecedented panic and pain completely overwhelmed everything else, and he couldn't care about anything else. There was no rational analysis Did she really have a miscarriage?In retrospect, I realized that although I was bleeding at the time, it was actually not painful.

Dr. Cheng opened the door and beckoned to the two of them again, "What are you waiting for? Go for a B-ultrasound."

Lu Mingyan hurriedly asked, "Can I go too?" There was almost a longing expression on his face, which made Dr. Cheng laugh, "Of course."

Dr. Cheng said to Chi Heng while walking, "Your body is special, but it doesn't mean that you are weak and sick. Your physique is still good. You don't get any diseases that you are prone to during pregnancy, and you won't have a miscarriage so easily. .If the fetus miscarries at this time, it will not only bleed, but fall down with flesh and blood, and the pain will be excruciating."

Compared with the sadness and fear when he first came to the hospital, Chi Heng is much calmer now. Although he is relieved, he still feels a little sorry, after all, his body has caused too much trouble.

"You two's reaction..." Dr. Cheng smiled and shook his head, "I'm afraid you've never seen a miscarriage before?" He looked at Lu Mingyan again, and jokingly said, "Mr. Lu, you not only smashed the camera and yelled at the reporter today, You even rush to stop cars in the middle of the road, with so many cars in Beijing, you are not afraid of being hit. Also, the current media reporters can’t afford to provoke them, and they will launch public opinion violence to deal with you, which will also have a bad impact on your company.”

In fact, Lu Mingyan felt that it was not an exaggeration to ruin their jobs.But now he just replied lightly, "That kind of person cannot be dealt with in normal ways."

It is estimated that the front page of tomorrow's newspaper will be Mr. Lu's 'all red' appearance, but Lu Mingyan doesn't care, because even if he is really abused and swallowed up by public opinion, he can still handle it, but Chi Heng can't suffer this again.

Lu Mingyan asked: "Is there any way to improve Chi Heng's physical condition? The abdominal cavity is thin and easy to be injured. Is it dangerous to have surgery in the future?"

Dr. Cheng replied: "He was not like this before, it was all because of his son, how do you want him to improve?"

Chi Heng recalled the moment when he was slammed by Su Yu, his viscera seemed to be squeezed into a ball, and he might have had some internal bleeding in his abdominal cavity since then, and then he slapped and pushed people vigorously.

"If you want me to say that you two are too anxious, you should postpone the wedding until the baby is born. Why do you want to advance?"

"It's me," Lu Mingyan said, "It's me who can't wait."

Dr. Cheng asked puzzledly: "Aren't you already living together? Isn't it the same before and after marriage? What's there to wait for?" He glanced at the two of them and said with a smile, "I'm alone Those who have been single for a long time do not know much about the fun of marriage. But since you are so impatient, I guess it must be very interesting." Speaking of this, Dr. Cheng thought of something again, and he urged again, "I know tonight is your wedding night , but I'm sorry, I have to spend the night in the ward."

"Ah."

B ultrasound room.Chi Heng lay down on the clean sheet, and raised his hand to undo the loose hospital gown.But when I think that Lu Mingyan is here, I can't help being a little nervous and shy, and when I think of the two leaning against the head of the bed at home, Lu Mingyan covered his hand and gently stroked his abdomen. Into a very private atmosphere.

He really didn't feel too embarrassed to unbutton it, so he just turned up his jacket.

Dr. Cheng prepared the equipment, and when he saw Chi Heng's stomach, he was also shocked. Although the skin there seemed to be fairer and smoother than before, even under very dim light, there was a slight glaze glow, but It is also because of this that the blood vessels that lie across each other become more and more clear.

Dr. Cheng was stunned before saying, "I suspect that your belly is less than one centimeter thick, and you have a very special physique."

"Don't look at the doctor. If you look at it too much, your scalp will become numb and you won't be able to bear it. If you don't dare to operate on me in the future...can we hurry up and see the baby?" In order to alleviate the discomfort of others, Chi Heng tried his best to use a teasing tone, But in the end the other two were silent.Chi Heng stretched out his hand and patted the back of Lu Mingyan's hand, his face was a little red, "Look at the developing device."

Lu Mingyan held his hand.

Dr. Cheng patted Chi Heng on the shoulder, told him to lie upright, and then picked up the tools to start.

The picture on the developing device came out very quickly, and it was so clear that people could hardly look directly at it.

The shape of the fetus is already more obvious, the hands and feet are squeezed together, the small head is bent down, and the whole person is curled up into a small ball.

"The fetus is about [-] centimeters long from head to toe and weighs about [-] grams. Its limbs are well developed and it can obviously kick and move. Its hair is growing, slender eyebrows have grown out, and its eyeballs can move, but they can only be closed. "

I don't know whether it was excitement or nervousness, but Chi Heng's body trembled uncontrollably. He sat up with his elbows propped up, and Lu Mingyan went to help him and let him lean on him.

"It's only three hundred grams..." Chi Heng stared eagerly at the mass of color development, and kept muttering, "It's less than a catty, but why does he look so big..."

Dr. Cheng had to laugh at his ignorance of common sense about pregnancy again, "The whole screen is occupied by the fetus, it must look big, but how big is your belly?"

He changed the angle of the image above again, this time looking at the side of the fetus, with two small hands clenched into small fists.

"This baby is quite heavy. It weighs [-] grams now. When it is cut out, it may weigh more than five catties. Although it was born prematurely, the weight is not bad at all." Dr. Cheng joked, "I'm afraid he knew he was going to get it from your belly. Come out earlier, so grow up as soon as possible, I said why you have not grown meat, and you have grown to him." The fetus is no longer "it", but "he"-finally get rid of the poor embryo status , is also a dignified "person"!

Lu Mingyan hugged Chi Heng and watched it together. He didn't speak. In fact, he was speechless. He was in a state of extreme relief and distress, and there were no words to express that feeling.

The image changed again, and Dr. Cheng said: "Your pelvis has been enlarged. Dozens of treatments are indeed not in vain. It will expand spontaneously later, so you will feel slight pain in the crotch from time to time."

Chi Heng's heart finally fell back to reality, and his vision gradually became hazy. He raised his hand and rubbed his sore eyes, feeling that no matter how much suffering, risk, and dedication, it was all worth it, let alone resignation.Moreover, the fetus is probably connected with the "mother" who is connected by flesh and blood. The baby has grown so big that no one has worried about it.At first, I used pregnancy rash, abdominal pain, allergies, etc. to remind the "mother" to pay attention to the body. Later, Chi Heng paid attention, and the fetus was quiet.Knowing that she should come out early so as not to make her "mother" suffer too much, she also seized the time to grow up quickly, and knew not to grow too big, so she told "mother" with her appetite that there is no need to eat so much and it is enough.