Love before marriage

Before tonight, Chi Heng was already mentally prepared. After all, there are too many signs these days, and he can't ignore them.But he was so excited during the showdown, which was beyond his expectation. He thought he could tell the truth calmly, and then confronted him coldly.But the fact is that the moment he spoke, his emotions lost control.

In front of Lu Mingyan, he seemed unable to be as indifferent and distant as he was to other people, and he could even stay out of it.

Until now, after closing the door heavily to isolate the outside world, his fingers still trembled uncontrollably.

A person who loves you so much and doesn't want you to suffer half of it, but has the heart to perform some kind of surgery on you immediately after your car accident.If you want to say that he is cruel, but his heart towards you can almost soften into water, if you say that he is not cruel, but he deceives you like that.After all, he was raised from a family background, with different means and thinking.Ordinary people can calmly do this level?Sensible to the point of cruelty.

Chi Heng was lying on the bed, staring fixedly at the ceiling with a pair of red eyes.

Even if he found out about this before he got married, he might not be able to get rid of it, let alone now?You know, same-sex marriages must last at least three years before they can leave.

Chi Heng didn't know why he suddenly thought of divorce.Maybe he just wanted to be alone.A person, simply, without love, will not have any emotional entanglements.

At that moment, he suddenly understood Zhou Xueli's furious mood and attitude after learning that he had a child, because the human heart is too unpredictable, and the person who seems to love you may hurt you the next moment.So now he should be thankful that Lu Mingyan just let himself lose a memory, and didn't deliberately let himself have a child?

Chi Heng laughed at himself and closed his eyes silently.

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From the day he made this decision, Lu Mingyan must have thought of two outcomes: being undiscovered for the rest of his life and being discovered.He thought that Chi Heng would be keenly aware of it, but he didn't expect him to react so strongly. A person who never gets angry is extremely emotional. In the end, the tear fell on the back of his hand so scorchingly.

Shocked to the extreme, Lu Mingyan froze on the spot, almost unbelievable.

Probably because Chi Heng was too conniving, even when Xie Tang racked his brains to destroy and retrieve it back then, when Lu Mingyan didn't take the initiative to explain, Chi Heng thoughtfully didn't question it.Every time he sees a sign, Chi Heng doesn't make random guesses.

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Stomach began to tighten for no reason, Chi Heng turned over and curled up his body.It may be that the emotions were too intense and the movements were too big just now, which affected the quiet fetus.But the abdomen is not that kind of pain, but a feeling similar to fetal movement, like a child slapping the belly with a small fist inside, probably to comfort its "mother".Chi Heng put one hand on his abdomen and pressed it tightly, as if he was feeling the subtle sensation there.After his emotions gradually calmed down, the fetal movement also slowly stopped, and the little guy retracted his little hands and feet.It may want to touch "mother" with its palm, but at that time its palm could not be opened, so it could only curl up.

At that moment, Chi Heng had an inexplicable telepathy, the child seemed to be telling him that he couldn't wait to come out and accompany him.

Chi Heng turned his head gently and slowly fell asleep.

When Lu Mingyan came back, he saw Chi Heng lying quietly on the bed, breathing deeply.Lu Mingyan took off his coat and went to bed, gently hugged Chi Heng into his arms, and smoothed his messy hair carefully.

He looked at Chi Heng quietly for a while, and a certain emotion spread in his heart. He didn't feel so distressed just now, but now he has it.He then lay down, pushed Chi Heng's forehead hair aside, leaned over and kissed him, starting from the eyes, little by little to the lips, just kissing like this, uncontrollably emotional, when he held Chi Heng's lips, it was almost He used to bite, but he was afraid of waking people up, so his movements could only be restrained and very light.

He understands Chi Heng's temperament very well.If Chi Heng already had someone in his heart, then he would not be ambiguously bound up with other people, and the colder his attitude towards others, the more he would reject them.The closer he gets, the more defensive he will be.

If he wanted this person, he couldn't wait until Chi Heng gradually forgot about Xie Tang, and waited a long time to heal that scar.Use tricks to make Chi Heng forget about him, and keep him by his side without showing any trace.Even if he knew that Chi Heng would find out one day, he would still do it because there was no other way.

There is simply no way to wait.

The next morning, Chi Heng woke up in Lu Mingyan's arms.When I opened my eyes, there was silence, and the sound of even and gentle breathing was heard beside my ears.Everything was as if nothing had ever happened, and what happened yesterday seemed like a nightmare.

Chi Heng sat up slowly, the soreness in his eyes still reminded him that yesterday was the truth.

After he got up, Lu Mingyan woke up not long after.The two left here early in the morning.Apart from being silent all the time, Chi Heng seemed to have regained his original calm, his face was indifferent, and there were no good or bad emotions.When Lu Mingyan called him, he would answer, but he rarely spoke.

After getting in the car, Lu Mingyan wanted to say something, but Chi Heng's stillness made him feel that it was useless to say anything now, and it was superfluous.What else can he say?Chi Heng, who should confess, already knew.

The moment when Chi Heng's emotions became intense last night really made Lu Mingyan completely flustered, and for the first time in his life, he couldn't speak anything.But now he is much calmer, after all Chi Heng is still by his side, well, visible and tangible, as if he will never lose him no matter what.

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When the two returned home, Lu Mingyan went to park the car. When Chi Heng saw a few letters in the mailbox, he took the key and opened the lock to take out the letters and take them back.He opened the door, hung his coat on the hanger, and went straight to the study.He has the habit of checking letters, so he opened the seal in time and carefully checked the contents of the letter.A few were invitations to collaborate at work, others were thank-you letters or postcards from clients, and there was one particularly large one at the end.Chi Heng tore open the seal forcefully, and all the contents inside fell out. When he looked down, his expression changed immediately.

At this time, there were footsteps outside, and Lu Mingyan entered the room, and then his voice came from the living room, "Chenchen, what do you want for lunch? Let's go eat outside." He asked as he walked inside .

Chi Heng immediately put away all the scattered photos and stuffed them back into the envelope.At this time, Lu Mingyan just came in, "Why did you come to the study as soon as you came back? Seeing that you are not in the living room, I thought you went to the bedroom first."

"I just came to the study to sort out the letters." Chi Heng calmly sorted out the pile of letters in his hand, and put them together in the cabinet.