Love before marriage

As the sun was setting in the evening, Chi Heng took Lu Xu home, took off his shoes and entered the room, and sat on the sofa with one big and one small.As usual, Lu Xu kissed Chi Heng on the face first, then sat obediently on Chi Heng's lap, reciting words and sentences face to face, which was what Chi Heng taught him in the morning.There are eight words and two sentences every day, and Xiaobao will reward a digital biscuit for each correct answer.

Because during this period of time, he has been eating and drinking well, unlike the past when he had to move around with Chi Heng from time to time, Lu Xu gained a few pounds of flesh during this period, his small hands were fleshy, and his face became more and more tender. The child with problems, or in other words, he is considered relatively good in that group. After all, some children can't even speak well.Chi Heng thought of the rehabilitation institution for children with autism that he took Lu Xu to last weekend. Every child made people feel distressed.If Lu Xu was a perfectly normal child, then Chi Heng might not love him so much. It's not that he doesn't like his own child, but he probably wouldn't love him so much that he can't give it to anyone, not even Lu Mingyan.For the autistic Lu Xu, Chi Heng can compromise everything, otherwise he can choose not to come back at the beginning.

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"Snack time is over," Chi Heng gently grabbed the child's arms and made him stand up unsteadily, "Can you pack your luggage with Dad? We have to go."

Lu Xu didn't know what it meant to pack his luggage, but he nodded when Chi Heng spoke, and nodded with a silly smile, as if he thought it was a fun thing.

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Chi Heng took out the big suitcase, opened it and put it on the ground, and began to organize his things and put them in one by one.At the beginning, Lu Xu also imitated Chi Heng's movements to help pick up some small objects. She ran back and forth with short legs, carried her own toys, put them into the box, and went back and forth several times.

Chi Heng couldn't laugh or cry, "Xuxu, we don't bring toys, we can't fit them."

Lu Xu blinked, looking puzzled.

Chi Heng half squatted down and looked at the child, "Little fool, we are moving, we are leaving here, not playing games or going on an outing, picking important things to take away, understand?"

Lu Xu understood "leave here", the smile on his face disappeared, he kept shaking his head, "don't go, don't go, okay?"

Chi Heng patted his head, "Dad didn't leave alone, we went together, we can no longer live here, Xuxu don't worry, Dad will never leave you again." He gestured, "Let's leave together. "

Lu Xu was still not very happy. He drooped his head, and the corners of his originally uplifted eyes drooped.

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Chi Heng continued to coax him, "Xuxu, be good, listen to your father, okay, I'll make you some delicious cakes and egg tarts later."

In the past, Lu Xu could cheer up "Xibing" no matter how unhappy he was, but this time he didn't. He stretched out his small arms that were not long enough to hug Chi Heng's neck, and begged in a soft voice, "Daddy, Daddy!" Don't go, I don't want to..."

Chi Heng asked patiently: "Why don't you want to leave, can you tell Dad the reason? You don't like Lu..." He suddenly didn't know how to address Lu Mingyan in front of the child, "Xuxu, didn't you say you were afraid of that uncle?"

Lu Xu nodded honestly and gave a "hmm".

"In this case, wouldn't it be better for us to move out? Leave the person you are afraid of."

Lu Xu thought about it seriously, but still shook his head, "It's not a bad person..." Although he blamed his uncle for always making some unpalatable food when his father was away, and trying to make people eat it in different ways, and his words were not pleasant, fierce Yes, but Lu Xu could still feel that kindness and harmlessness.The most important thing is that it is very comfortable and happy to live here, without having to travel back and forth and move like before.So it's okay to live with the strange uncle, after all, comfort overcomes fear.

Lu Xu continued to repeat that sentence in a soft child's voice: "Dad...don't go, we won't go..."

Chi Heng was a little helpless, couldn't stand it anymore, touched the back of the child's head and asked, "Why does Xuxu like to live here? Is it the same in other places?"

Lu Xu said: "Big."

"Then dad will take you to live in a bigger one."

Lu Xu was not happy, shaking his head like a rattle, he grabbed Chi Heng's hand, trying to pull him to stand up.

Chi Heng stood up, and Lu Xu took his hand and led Dad straight to his small bedroom.

He let go of Chi Heng's hand, and rushed towards the small bed, hugging the carved foot of the bed.

"I like this, Dad." Lu Xu laughed happily, his eyes narrowed like crescent moons, and he hugged the foot of the bed and shook it.

Chi Heng walked over, smiled and pinched Xiao Bao's face, "Little fool, I bought you with just one bed, why are you so easily satisfied?"

Xiao Bao was pinched and giggled, his crisp childish voice was like a bell.Pointing to the small wind chime on the top of the bed, he said contentedly: "Dad, look, the stars... the little stars..."

"What are stars? If you like them, Dad can buy you moons, more than that."

Lu Xu murmured, "I want this." He hugged the foot of the bed tightly like a Transformer, wishing it could become one.

Chi Heng looked at Xiao Bao, and smiled unconsciously. Slowly, the smile disappeared again.

When I was a teenager, my father passed away early, and I lived with my young mother without a fixed place. For quite a period of time, I was in a state of vigilance and not getting enough to eat, which made my personality more dull and unsociable.He can't let his children do this, especially Xiaobao has autism, let alone allow this to happen.

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The current state is not very good for Chi Heng, but it is indeed the best state for the child, at least better than before.

Forget it, Chi Heng thought, if you don't move out for a few days, you may not be able to find a good house in time if you move out in a hurry, so it's not good to run around with Xiaobao.At least find the house first.

"All right, all right, I'll do whatever you say, we won't go, we won't go." While talking, he picked up the child, feeling that the little guy was much heavier than before, and it was still a bit difficult to hold it now.

After receiving this answer, Lu Xu put her head on Chi Heng's chest contentedly, and said inexperiencedly, "Thank you...thank you."

"Yes, now I know how to say thank you, what reward do you want?"

Lu Xu didn't answer the question, but shook his head and groaned, as if he was laughing at himself and didn't pay attention to what Chi Heng said.

Chi Heng asked Lu Xu to look at him, and repeated the words, "Little Lu Xu, do you want a reward or not?"

Lu Xu froze for a moment, then nodded excitedly.

"Then what do you want? What kind of food?" Chi Heng took this opportunity to deliberately train him.

"Food..." Lu Xu said while thinking, "Big pancakes."

Chi Heng took the atlas of children's knowledge and put it in front of Lu Xu, and asked him to turn it over by himself, "If you want to eat, just turn that page."

Lu Xu looked at it for a while, finally stayed on one page, and then pointed it to Chi Heng, "This is it."

Chi Heng said: "This is a small cake, not a big cake. Xuxu, you were wrong just now."

Lu Xu blinked, nodded half-understanding, and obediently repeated, "It's a cake, not a biscuit."

"Awesome!" Chi Heng kissed Xiao Bao on the cheek, "Remember, try not to forget next time. I'll make it for you right now. Let's go to the kitchen with Dad."

Xiaobao followed happily.

Because it is for children, the portion is small but the ingredients are very real. Vegetable wheat cakes are used as the bottom of the cake, and eggs, pure cheese and fresh milk are placed in the oven for half an hour. Wait for the residual temperature to pass, it is the simplest and simple cheese cake.

After waking up with the cake on the desk, Lu Xu looked at it eagerly, with puppy-like eyes.He wasn't tall enough, not as tall as a desk, and he couldn't take it down by himself.

Chi Heng said: "I can only eat half of it today, and I can't eat too much. I will have dinner later." He cut the cake in half, put half in the refrigerator, and handed the other half to Lu Xu.Lu Xu clasped his hands, talking incoherently with excitement, and finally finished "Thank you, Dad", and his saliva was already drooling.He happily held half of the cake, trotted to the living room, carefully placed the cake on the coffee table, then went to the kitchen to find Chi Heng to get a spoon, and ran back excitedly after getting it.

Lu Mingyan seldom let his children eat these things. He felt that Chi Heng was too fond of them. Sometimes when he saw Xiaobao eating cookies, he would just cut them off without crying.Chi Heng is not around occasionally, the food that Lu Mingyan cooks for the children is unpalatable, unlike Chi Heng's cooking, it is delicious and nutritious, the meat and carrots that Xiaobao doesn't like will be chopped into fine pieces and mixed into the vegetable porridge Stew it so the kids will eat it.

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Xiaobao ate two bites in a row and found it very delicious. Although the taste made at home is definitely not as sweet as the cake shop, it is very satisfying.Holding the cake, he ran into the kitchen again, dug out a large spoonful and handed it to Chi Heng's mouth.

Chi Heng smiled and said he didn't want to eat, because there was only a little bit, and he finished it in five or six bites.But Xiaobao refused to obey, and must feed his father.Chi Heng had no choice but to swallow a mouthful. The custard has a strong taste and low sweetness, which is suitable for children.

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When Lu Mingyan came back, one big and one small were feeding each other in the kitchen.

Chi Heng stopped when he saw the person coming back. Lu Xu just finished eating the cake, put down the dishes contentedly, washed his little hands, and slipped to the study to play puzzles as Chi Heng said.

Lu Mingyan leaned against the kitchen door, his face was a little tired, as if he had been busy all day.

"Chi Heng," he said slowly, "Are you going to let Lu Xu call me uncle for the rest of his life?"

Now that Chi Heng was Lu Mingyan, he was unnaturally reflexive when he opened his mouth. He was silent for a while, and didn't know what to answer.

Seeing that he didn't reply for a long time, Lu Mingyan didn't want to ask any more questions, so he turned and left.

Chi Heng suddenly said: "When will we go and go through the divorce formalities?"

Lu Mingyan paused.

Chi Heng walked up to him, said those words, and then unexpectedly calmed down, "Aren't you also free? Qi Ran told me that you can choose other people. If in the future, you... you and other people People... So I think that this marriage is no longer necessary, and it may become an obstacle in the future."

"As you wish, I will do it tomorrow," Lu Mingyan looked at him coldly, "Chi Heng, as soon as I give up, you will wish to cut off all connections, wish to become strangers immediately, and it is best not to see each other again. Once you leave me Just choose someone else, won't you be sad at all?"

He asked so straightforwardly, Chi Heng stood there in embarrassment, speechless.

Silence, can only be silence.

Just as Chi Heng was about to explain something, Lu Mingyan's cell phone rang, and he picked it up to answer a few words, and walked towards the door while listening to the phone.It's not good for Chi Heng to interrupt again.

Lu Mingyan hung up the phone, picked up the car keys, and went straight out.

The door is closed.

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At that moment, Chi Heng suddenly thought that even if he was nervous and uneasy when he was with Lu Mingyan before, it was still good, not this kind of alienation.Now that the two of them are in the same room, it seems like torture to Chi Heng.In the past, when Lu Xu was just pregnant, doing anything for the child was a bit tormented, and he always felt that it was a punishment for his carelessness, but now, he loves the child so much that he is willing to do anything for him.

Is it really unpredictable?

Now, I have persisted until here, but how far I can go next, and what will happen next, can never be predicted.He was very afraid that he would change, become weak, compromise, and pass.

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That night, he didn't know if Lu Mingyan would come back for dinner, so he called to ask, but no one answered.Chi Heng made shrimp and corn soup for Xiaobao to let the child eat first, and covered the cooked meal by himself. When Lu Mingyan hadn't returned at [-] o'clock in the evening, Chi Heng guessed that he should be out to socialize, so he ate first by himself up.

Later, when it was time to go to bed, Chi Heng put the child to sleep, covered him with a quilt, and stayed by the side of the crib to watch the soundly sleeping puppy for a while, then got up and left to go back to the bedroom.

Now that things have come to this, Chi Heng feels that he is not qualified to live in the master bedroom anymore. The master bedroom is the master's sleeper, and his status is nothing more than a sojourn, so he can't stay in the master bedroom shamelessly.Chi Heng moved common things such as towels and cups to the small study, planning to sleep here from tonight.

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It was very late and Lu Mingyan didn't reply, Chi Heng fell into a heavy sleep, in a light sleep state.He vaguely played back the words that Qi Ran told him today.

Within half a month, the embryos were raised.At that time, Chi Heng didn't think much of it, but now thinking about it, he feels a little hairy. Is it so easy to grow an embryo?Qi Ran said yes, but Chi Heng found it difficult because he tried tonight.Soothing himself in the bathroom in an unskilled way after taking a shower, there was not much pleasure to speak of, just a little semen collected, and then he used a long and thin catheter.Since the incident last time, Chi Heng has more or less been in the shadow of pipes and other utensils, and resisted the discomfort in his heart to get them in. His body was shaking like a sieve, but he managed to hold back and poured them in. I didn't suffer as much as last time.

But that thing is a liquid after all, it will inevitably be squeezed out, especially when you stand up, it will flow to the base of your thigh.

Chi Heng hated himself very much, but there was no small plug, so he limped back to the small study, and then immediately lay on the bed, lying on his stomach, not daring to move, breathing lightly, for fear that there would be a big movement, and finally poured water The ghost thing that went in trickled out again.

Then Chi Heng just fell asleep like this, and I don't know if it will work this time tonight...

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When Lu Mingyan came back, there was a lot of movement. The sound of a bunch of keys hitting the ground woke up Chi Heng, who was in a light sleep.He woke up but didn't go out to look, but listened vaguely.The light in the living room was on, and the sound of Xi Suo's footsteps, and then the sound of glasses colliding, should be drinking water.

Chi Heng listened half asleep and half awake for a while, it seemed that Lu Mingyan didn't go back to the bedroom, but was in the living room.Chi Heng felt that since the master bedroom was returned, it was necessary to tell Lu Mingyan, otherwise he might have been sleeping in the living room.

Chi Heng got up, put on his slippers and went out.

Lu Mingyan didn't take off his suit jacket, but his tie was thrown on the ground. He just casually fell on the sofa, his hair was slightly disheveled, and he covered his eyes with the back of his hand, as if he had fallen asleep.

Just looking at this scene, Chi Heng felt that Lu Mingyan must have been drinking, and as soon as he got closer, there was a strong smell of alcohol.How much did he drink to become so drunk? Almost no one dared to pour alcohol on Lu Mingyan, and he didn't need to look at people's faces. Could it be that he drank so much voluntarily?

Chi Heng went to the kitchen to make sober tea and brought it with a tray. He helped Lu Mingyan up and handed the cup to his hand.

Eyelids hurt from being stimulated by the chandelier above his head, Lu Mingyan frowned and had to open his eyes. He drank too much alcohol and his vision was a little dizzy.He couldn't hear anything for the first few seconds, and then he realized that there was a voice coming from his ear. He glanced to the side and saw that it was Chi Heng.

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"This is for sobering up, drink it before you go to sleep." Chi Heng stuffed the cup into Lu Mingyan's hand, "Go to the bedroom and sleep later, the sheets and quilts are fresh."

Lu Mingyan took a sip of tea, feeling that the thing was too bad to drink, so he put it down after taking a sip.He took off his coat, threw it aside, and lay down on the sofa again.

Chi Heng stood beside him for a while, and found that Lu Mingyan was still motionless.Chi Heng walked over and put Lu Mingyan's arms up.Lu Mingyan tasted good wine, even if he was drunk, he would not lose consciousness or lose control of his limbs, so he sensed that someone was supporting him, so he stood up cooperatively.

Chi Heng put him on the bed in the bedroom, he couldn't help but stumbled, and the two of them fell on the bed together.At that moment, Chi Heng almost touched Lu Mingyan's chest, being so close, he smelled something else on him, someone else's.

Chi Heng was very familiar with the aura on Lu Mingyan's body, and could smell anything strange, not to mention that strange smell was so unique, that unique aroma.

On Pei Xuan.

Chi Heng was particularly impressed.

At that moment, Chi Heng was a little stunned, his mind went blank, and all his movements stopped, forgetting that he was still pressing tightly on the opponent.

When Chi Heng came back to his senses, it was Lu Mingyan who grabbed his shoulders to make him stand up.

After getting Chi Heng up, Lu Mingyan also sat up, leaning against the head of the bed and lighting a cigarette.

Others may go crazy and reckless when they are drunk, but Lu Mingyan is just the opposite, he is more rational and indifferent.

He took a deep puff of the cigarette, and the dense smell of smoke might make his voice less tired and hoarse, "Chi Heng, you should think clearly whether you want to provoke me or not."

He didn't look directly at Chi Heng, but turned sideways. Due to drinking, his temple hair was slightly disheveled, which should be a little less aggressive than usual, but Chi Heng didn't feel this.On the contrary, the sharp and deep silhouette of the other party's profile revealed a hint of inviolability in the bedroom where the lights had not been turned on in time.