Love before marriage

After sleeping intermittently for several hours, the sky turned gray and white, and Chi Heng, who was sleepy, was stripped from his mattress.Seeing that his face was covered in sweat from sleeping, Lu Mingyan raised his hand to wipe it, and Chi Heng was woken up by him.

The eyes just waking up are always soft, at least not as deserted as when Chi Heng was awake.

He hugged Chi Heng into his arms, "Waiting for me?" His voice was soft but tired, with a slightly joking tone, "You're still tempting me..."

Chi Heng didn't respond at first, he paused for a long time, startled, suddenly pushed away the person in front of him, sat up hard, then got off the bed without saying a word, and walked out without looking back.

But within a few steps, Chi Heng was forced to turn around when his wrist was grabbed.

"Is it that difficult to admit that you have me in your heart?" Lu Mingyan looked at him quietly.

Chi Heng didn't reply, just kept breaking free from the opponent's hand, and walked out after breaking free.

Lu Mingyan hugged him from behind.

The moment the familiar aura suddenly hit him, Chi Heng was anxious, yes, this aura that once reassured him would only make him nervous now.Chi Heng said irritably: "What are you doing! Are you not tired from playing outside? You are not tired, I am tired, I want to sleep..."

Lu Mingyan asked, "Why did you sleep on my bed?"

Chi Heng tried his best to walk out, like a bison that couldn't be pulled back, but Lu Mingyan held on tightly.

"tell me why."

Chi Heng still didn't say a word.

Lu Mingyan pushed harder, and Chi Heng felt a pain in his wrist.After a while, he had to give up the stalemate, and turned around suddenly, "I thought you wouldn't come back! Never come back to spend the night again, why can't I sleep if the bed is empty here... I didn't mean to..." Chi Heng frowned , Why should I explain this? I shouldn't talk nonsense at all and just leave.

"If you want to ask, you can ask, but let me go first." Chi Heng suddenly remembered that the child was still sleeping in the small bedroom next door. He was afraid of waking the child, so his voice suddenly became softer, "Don't use such force."

Lu Mingyan smiled lightly, and let go quickly.As he closed the door, he said, "You were very anxious just now, as if you were about to lose your temper. If you weren't pulling you, you would have disappeared a long time ago."

Chi Heng was flustered, but he still pretended to be calm, "What door are you closing? I'm going out right now..." He struggled to grab the doorknob.

However, Lu Mingyan took advantage of the situation to hold his hand, pulled it a little harder, and gently pressed him against the door.

Chi Heng didn't know where the irritability in his heart came from, but he knew that kind of emotion was a bad emotion, which could easily make him irrational and impulsive, so he told himself that it was no big deal to calm down.

He began to explain as calmly as possible: "I was lazy and didn't go back to my room. If this incident misunderstood you, it was my fault. I apologize to you."

"I don't want your apology." Lu Mingyan looked at Chi Heng intently, with a little redness in his eyes, "Chi Heng, do you know, I really want you to seduce me once, even once..."

That inelegant word made Chi Heng feel inexplicable... as if sleeping there was really deliberately seducing him, which was somewhat embarrassing.Even if it didn't happen this time, it happened once before, and it was done out of necessity.I really don't know if it was intentional or not, but every time Lu Mingyan spoke, he poked Chi Heng's sore feet or back scales, which always reminded people of bad memories.

Chi Heng turned his face heavily, not wanting to make any eye contact with the person in front of him.At that moment, a desperate thought flashed through him: If this trend continues, no matter how much you struggle, no matter how you think about it, it will be useless, even if your own body cannot belong to you, if he wants his own body, if he can, then take it, what? It's okay to toss and ravage, it's a big deal to admit it, but just don't force yourself to love him.

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"Chi Heng, for your mother, you can endure the Su family brothers for many years, don't care about fame and power, and don't fight for anything. Xie Tang, you can forgive him and don't pursue past right and wrong. With Qi Ran, you can also face it calmly. Don't care about the previous holidays. You can accommodate many people, and you are even protecting many people, the Su family, children, friends... For the sake of Dr. Cheng, it doesn't matter if you bear the consequences yourself. For your so-called life, so-called stability, The so-called... the person you want to protect, you can tolerate almost everything and forgive everything, so what about me? Chi Heng, what about me?"

Chi Heng was stunned for a while, and didn't speak for a while, even his expression was blank.

Perhaps Lu Mingyan is right. For the sake of the so-called overall situation and stability, Chi Heng can really tolerate a lot. It's not that he deliberately wronged himself and endured it, but that the more mature a person is, the more familiar he is with the hardships of life, the less inclined he is to blame others. Because I understand that everyone has difficulties, and no one exists just to oppose you.Su Jinfan is the eldest son, who lost his mother in the early years. Su's father and the whole Su family depend on him to support him. It's okay, Chi Heng acquiesced.

Because of her lover's constant cheating, Su Yu's personality is domineering and sensitive, and he was embarrassed several times, but Chi Heng didn't care about it, because he felt that Su Yu's life was probably not easy, so why should he kick him again.

Kindness, but not cowardly, tolerance, not tolerance.

Including Xie Tang, Qi Ran, Dr. Cheng, Zhou Xueli, Lu Xu... Those who forgive are forgiven, and those who protect are protected.

Yes, it seems that Chi Heng considered everyone and tolerated everyone, but only one Lu Mingyan was excluded.

"Chi Heng, why can't you let me be one more person?" Lu Mingyan held Chi Heng's face in both hands, and let Chi Heng look at him, "Why am I a special case, a special case that you will not consider or forgive."

These words made Chi Heng very irritated, and the reason was that he himself had never thought deeply about just doing things by feeling. "There's no reason, it's just like that..." He struggled to break away from the opponent's hand, "I...don't know, I don't know!" He didn't understand why Lu Mingyan said these words, "Can you let me go! Let me go, I I'm so tired and I just want to rest now..."

However, Lu Mingyan was relentless and kept asking, "Because you love me, isn't it?"

Chi Heng couldn't listen at all, his heart was in a mess.

Perhaps, for a person like Chi Heng who doesn't even know who he loves in his heart, and who always subconsciously hypnotizes himself that love is not important and I have never really loved anyone, only the method of exclusion can find the true love. The person he buried in his heart.

Because, the person who hides the deepest in my heart is always a special case different from other people, and is the only one.

It may be a blessing to have someone with Chi Heng's personality around him, no matter whether he is an enemy, ordinary friend or brother, as long as he is not a lover.

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"You love me, Chi Heng." Lu Mingyan's tone was extremely affirmative.

Chi Heng covered his ears in despair, "Whatever you say, let me go, I want to rest..." I don't know if it was from anger or embarrassment, the tips of his ears were swollen red.

Now the two really can't communicate well, as long as they confront each other head-on, it will definitely be a fierce collision.Either Lu Mingyan lost control of his emotions or Chi Heng lost control, and he would never be able to communicate normally.

Seeing Chi Heng's state, Lu Mingyan couldn't listen to what he said, so he had to take a step back to give Chi Heng a little space. As soon as he was free, Chi Heng immediately grabbed the handle and wanted to open the door, but at that moment, Lu Mingyan was alone. Stretching out his hand towards Chi Heng, Chi Heng didn't have time to open the door and escape, he just shrank towards the corner of the wall like a frightened beast.

"What are you doing?" He asked sharply, already his face was alert and his whole body was stiff.

Lu Mingyan reluctantly withdrew his hand, signaling him to relax, "I just want to hug you, not punish you."

Maybe it was the emotionless and punitive sex before that made Chi Heng unbearably shadowed, it couldn't be called sex, it could be called sadistic love at most.Although Chi Heng held on at the time and did not show any fragility or sadness, the bad influences are often subtle and unconscious.This led to later, whenever Lu Mingyan got too close, Chi Heng's back would uncontrollably shiver, and his body stretched subconsciously.

Lu Mingyan's heart ached, but he grabbed Chi Heng's hand, "Chenchen, I'm sorry, it seems that I really cast a shadow on you."

Chi Heng wished he could dig a hole in the wall, and he closed his eyes in pain, trying to calm himself down, "Can you just let me go, at least let me be alone now..."

Lu Mingyan paused, and replied: "I can't agree to this." He approached, dragged Chi Heng out of the corner without any explanation, and hugged him tightly, no matter how much Chi Heng struggled and tore, he remained motionless.

Always just getting rid of, but being hugged tightly, but considering that the child is sleeping late, he can't yell directly.After a lot of body movements, he was still exhausted, as if he had to give up, he suddenly stopped moving.

Lu Mingyan felt that the person in his arms had finally become quieter, and he was powerlessly lying on his chest, suppressing the rapid panting. After a while, he really looked like a little beast struggling to the point of exhaustion and even breathing very heavily.

Chi Heng was trembling in his arms, Lu Mingyan wanted to hug him tighter, but he was afraid that Chi Heng, who had finally stabilized after being disturbed again, hugged Chi Heng's waist tightly, and slowly helped him onto the bed side, sat down while pressing his shoulders, and rubbed him into her arms recklessly.

"It's just these few days, but I think you're going crazy," Lu Mingyan held Chi Heng's face in one hand, and put his other arm around him, bowing his head to kiss.But Chi Heng turned his face slightly, and shrank back behind him.

"Chenchen, can you let me hug you, just give you a kiss..."

Chi Heng didn't say anything but didn't agree.

Lu Mingyan gently stroked Chi Heng's back with his palm, "Don't take off your clothes, don't do anything, just hug you, okay?"

The tone is as soft as one can imagine, almost as if it has texture.

Lu Mingyan raised Chi Heng's chin, of course it could only be by a small amount, if it was too large, he might be rejected.He tilted his head so that it formed a clever angle, and he could easily kiss it.

He likes to suck Chi Heng's lips, bite up and down, make it slightly wet, and then suck it again and rub it.Chi Heng's teeth were closed tightly, and Lu Mingyan followed him, just kissing his lips intently.

The corners of Chi Heng's tightly closed eyes twitched slightly, and his previously pale face slowly turned a little red.

The intense unease and resistance at the beginning gradually weakened, and after a few minutes, Chi Heng's tense body eased slightly, and his waistline, like his entire defense line, finally began to become soft and easy to break.

Lu Mingyan seemed to be waiting for this moment. After the kiss was over, he slowly hugged Chi Heng's body onto the bed.

He kept his word and promised to do it without taking off his clothes or doing anything, although the kiss was not "just one kiss" as he coaxed.

He covered Chi Heng with a blanket, forming a relatively airtight space.

This will make it easier for Chi Heng to relax.

While stroking Chi Heng's hair, he said to him, "Qi Ran called me and asked me to improve your pregnancy rate, so I can't let you torment yourself anymore. Chenchen, I found that you... have a bad temper now." I don’t yell at me, but I like to challenge the limits of my body. Last time, I took contraceptive pills indiscriminately, and I still took so much. Now I don’t want to get back.”

He didn't take off Chi Heng's clothes, but lifted his hands and put his hands inside, and began to caress him gently.

The body is not like the heart and the mouth, which are always disguised in layers. It is absolutely honest and straightforward, and it will go where there is pleasure and pleasure.

Slowly, the body began to burn like a fire. Although the fire was small, it could not be stopped.Chi Heng was imprisoned in that small area by Lu Mingyan, "ravaged" wantonly, a slight movement would touch his fiery chest and skin, Chi Heng had to close his eyes, his hair was disheveled.

No matter what Lu Mingyan did to him, no matter what embarrassing voice he made, or what kind of actions he made, all of these were ignored and disappeared into the ambiguous darkness...

"Ah..." When the other party's fingers left his body lightly and suddenly, Chi Heng couldn't hold back, and let out a low cry. At that moment, he regained normal consciousness, and it was the first time he regained consciousness, but his body was still intact. Not quite coming out of that joy.

The body that was dry at the beginning gradually became wet, moist, and sticky under the caress, like waves that are getting higher and higher, rushing towards the climax without stopping.

Not only did the pants get wet, but even the bed sheets were probably not spared.

It's almost ashamed to die.

No matter how tired or weak Chi Heng was, he quickly got out of bed, ran to the bathroom, ran barefoot without even putting on his slippers.

"What are you doing running so fast... Be careful of falling..." Lu Mingyan was a little startled by Chi Heng's movements, and the person who was so soft just now pushed him away and jumped off the bed.While talking about landing, Lu Mingyan immediately got out of bed and followed, "Chenchen, slow down."

It is almost like fleeing in panic to describe this scene.Chi Heng seemed afraid that Lu Mingyan would follow, so he slammed the door to stop him outside.

Lu Mingyan, who was almost hit on the nose by the door, couldn't help being stunned for half a second. After realizing it, he slammed on the door, "Chenchen, please slow down, don't toss yourself..."

Chi Heng locked himself in the bathroom, gasping for breath.

Lu Mingyan was a little anxious and worried, "Let me in quickly."

Chi Heng walked towards the faucet with trembling legs, and he looked down at his trembling hands.Just now when Lu Mingyan was in Lu Mingyan's arms and passionately moved on the bed, he couldn't help touching Lu Mingyan indulgently, from touching his abdominal muscles until tremblingly poking into his pants.

Lu Mingyan was also very forgetful at the time, all his thoughts and desires were on Chi Heng, how could he notice that his "things" were stolen.

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His fingertips were stained with white, sticky, slippery... After all, they were stolen, and he didn't dare to stay for too long or touch them too much. Lu Mingyan didn't notice it at all, and only thought that Chi Heng was too emotional. Fumbled a bit.If it was normal, no matter how fast Chi Heng moved, he might be aware of it, but it happened to be the most irrational and defensive moment.

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It seems that it is indeed a little different from his own, and the smell is also different... Chi Heng stopped the chaotic thoughts in his mind, took a deep breath, and while the heat was still remaining in his body, while some place was still shrinking Close, shrink, close... He gritted his teeth, and put his fingertips into his body...

I don't know if it will end in failure like the previous few times.If he succeeds, then in a few days, he will be able to hand over the jumping pregnancy test to Qi Ran and say, "I did it."

Chi Heng obediently opened the door, yelled a few times but didn't answer, he didn't know what he was doing inside, and seemed to be able to hear the sound of water.Lu Mingyan went to the drawer in the living room to find a spare key, and opened the locked door.When he entered the door, Chi Heng seemed to have just put on his trousers. Hearing the voice, he looked up reflexively. The red marks on his face did not fade away, and there was a hint of panic in his eyes.

Lu Mingyan approached, "Bleeding?" As he asked, he stretched out his hand and was about to untie Chi Heng's pants.

Chi Heng flicked his body and backed away again and again, "What are you doing...don't..." There was an inexplicable guilt in his voice.Of course, Lu Mingyan wouldn't think that Chi Heng was guilty or suspicious, because he didn't think about it at all, he just felt that Chi Heng still had afterimages of being frightened.

Lu Mingyan said, "I just want to see if you bleed."

"No," Chi Heng quickly replied, "I'm fine, just my body is sticky, I washed it with water, nothing else." Water was still dripping from his fingers.

Lu Mingyan stretched out his hand, "Follow me back to the bedroom and sleep."

Chi Heng looked at the hand extended by the other party, in a daze.

Lu Mingyan maintained that posture, "Chenchen, are you still afraid of me?"

Chi Heng lowered his head, hesitated for a moment, then slowly stretched out his hand, and put his hand on the opponent's palm.

A smile appeared on the corner of Lu Mingyan's mouth, and he gathered his five fingers together.

In the past, Chi Heng didn't want to cooperate with those people, so he always looked for a place to hide himself. No matter how hard he searched on the day of the operation, he couldn't find anyone else. After being located by the chip, he locked himself in a small room again and never opened the door.And the more people there were, the more he resisted and the less cooperative he became.Later, every time Lu Mingyan came over alone, he stood outside the door and knocked on the door while coaxing him out.Only when Lu Mingyan picked the door lock, Chi Heng might not get mad, he would be angry but at least he wouldn't do it, but if others said it, Chi Heng would probably do it directly, which would be prone to accidents.

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Chi Heng lay down on the bed in the bedroom, pulled the blanket to cover himself, stretched out his hand and gently pushed Lu Mingyan, "You are also wet and sweaty, go and wash."

Lu Mingyan looked at Chi Heng, Chi Heng's eyes flickered a little, thinking that the other party had already seen the clue?Just as he was about to say something else to divert the other party's attention, Lu Mingyan suddenly reached out and pinched the tip of his sweaty nose, and he was taken aback.

"Is it hot?" Lu Mingyan asked.

Chi Heng nodded, "Yeah", "It's a little hot..." As he spoke, he realized that he was still covered with a blanket, so he quickly opened the pile and put it aside.

Lu Mingyan looked at Chi Heng, and couldn't help smiling. Every time after making out, Chi Heng was in a daze state, and his reaction was far less sharp than usual, even a little silly.

Chi Heng pushed Lu Mingyan's chest again, "Go quickly."

"Okay, okay, you sleep first, I'll go right away."

The person finally left, and Chi Heng breathed a sigh of relief. After confirming that there was a sound of water in the bathroom, he stretched out his hand to touch himself. Fortunately, the liquid he managed to get in did not drip out and wet his pants again like the previous few times.

He thought for a while, then quickly stood up on his head, leaning his back against the bed.

While standing on his head, he thought carefully whether he had left any clues and whether the other party could see it. After thinking for a while, he felt that there should be no, and he became more and more relieved.

After 10 minutes, the sound of water in the bathroom stopped, Chi Heng stopped standing on his head, put his legs down, turned over, and fell asleep soundly.

In order not to let Lu Mingyan see the clue, Chi Heng was more cooperative for a while...to increase the pregnancy rate.Every night, as a routine of making out, although Chi Heng would not take the initiative, and Lu Mingyan forgot, he would not specifically remind him, but he would accept the other's caress and was willing to make his body sensitive.The ability to retract and release lust has finally been cultivated, but now it is all restored.

In the beginning, the two of them were in the bedroom. Every night before turning off the lights and going to bed, Lu Mingyan would hug him and kiss him. Sometimes it was just a kiss, sometimes it was a little deeper, but no matter how deep it was, it would only be the same as that night To an extent, not really that.After all, this is an important matter that kills people.

In terms of sex, even if Lu Mingyan is a little better than Chi Heng, he is still in the stage of actual combat exploration, like a child discovering a new thing, hooking around, teasing and teasing, likes to tease Chi Heng until he is out of breath, unable to stop.

Chi Heng used to feel that he was very calm, but now he can't. He would never take the initiative to say that he likes such kisses and touches, because he lacked the ability to perceive happiness since he was a child, and later he became more restrained and indifferent. All kinds of degrees, and the myth of being undefeated for several years in the career, these are just the realization of a plan, no different from completing the tasks assigned by the teacher when I was young.Regardless of whether he hated Lu Mingyan before, or plotted against him, at least those people had strong emotions.Maybe... Maybe I really fell in love with someone, because there is such a big difference between before and after.

In the bedroom, Chi Heng always restrained himself from making a sound. He couldn't bear it anymore, and would bite himself, his wrist, and his lips.In order to avoid this, Lu Mingyan carried him to the living room, on the sofa, or on a big rocking chair.Sometimes when the intimacy is over, Lu Mingyan will hold Chi Heng in his arms, and put a thin blanket on Chi Heng's body, and the two of them will watch the night scene through the floor-to-ceiling windows together, and if they are lucky, they will even see a big moon.

When the atmosphere was harmonious, Lu Mingyan also said, "Chenchen, you give up this position and let me come back. Be obedient like this. Let's just do it like this, okay?"

Chi Heng was silent for a while, and said, "I want to be my own master."

Lu Mingyan smiled and said, "I never regarded myself as your master." But if you look carefully, this statement is not quite right. In the past...before I really fell in love with Chi Heng, I seemed to be the master.At that time, Chi Heng was so pure, he liked someone as much as he liked, and he was willing to give everything, regardless of whether it was worth it or not. Playthings are similar, but rarer ones.

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Lu Mingyan thought that Chi Heng hadn't figured it out yet and hadn't fully accepted it. After all, it took a while to go from strong resistance to resignation. After a while, he should agree to give up his position and return to his previous state.However, Lu Mingyan had a vague feeling that it wasn't that simple. Chi Heng... was a bit unpredictable.After all, the current Chi Heng is no longer the youthful boy who only centered on him.

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Two weeks later, the pregnancy test turned off as Chi Heng wished, and he showed it to Qi Ran and said, "My mission is complete."

Qi Ran didn't doubt that there was him, he just thought that the fusion would be smooth because of the increase in the rate of conception, how could he have guessed that the sperm was not Chi Heng's.Lu Mingyan didn't know either, so he wouldn't tell Qi Ran about it, neither of them knew.

Chi Heng said calmly, "I successfully completed the task, should I be given more authority, and... some internal information."

Qi Ran laughed, "I really don't know how to describe you, Chi Heng, you are really... strong in career, terrifyingly strong, it's all because of this," he easily picked up the coffee in front of him and drank it Take a sip, "I really admire you for this, don't worry, when I write the results into a report and submit it, your authority will naturally increase accordingly, and more in-depth information... will also be passed to you, to your On the exclusive magnetic card, just wait and see."

Qi Ran smiled and said: "Completing the task is a very happy thing. Don't be so serious, can you? You are really the same as Lu Mingyan. Why are my bosses like this? Can you be more interesting." The words of complaint, but in a joking tone, are not really complaining, on the contrary, it may express a kind of approval.

Chi Heng couldn't laugh, no matter how funny Qi Ran was, he just couldn't laugh.

"By the way, I have said a word of reminder countless times, but I still have to repeat, Chi Heng, at least three tests a day, pay close attention to the growth of the embryo, and when it grows to a small fetal bead, it will be taken out. Then About two weeks later, I will tell you in advance when the operation is ready. There should be no accidents. Even so, you should pay close attention to it. If there is any deformity, it must be removed in advance. Autologous fusion, There is a certain probability of deformity, and it cannot be born, so it must be close and close, and it cannot be overgrown, for sure! At least three times a day! I will send someone to deliver the testing instrument directly to you."

Chi Heng nodded slightly and remained silent.

Qi Ran asked: "What's wrong, you're in a bad mood? Did you quarrel with Lu Mingyan? Haven't you reconciled? Besides, he is also responsible for this matter. If the pregnancy rate does not increase, it will definitely not work," said Chi Heng. On the contrary, Qi Ran was really happy and joyful, he let go of a big stone in his heart, and joked with a smile, "Mr. Chi, tell me, should you reward him yourself?"

Chi Heng lowered his head heavily, feeling his heart being pulled into a ball.

This matter is tantamount to killing their children with their own hands.

"What's wrong?" Qi Ran patted Chi Heng's hand, "This is something to be happy about, what are you doing like this?"

Chi Heng endured the red eyes, raised his head, Qi Ran was startled.

"A few days ago, you told me that if I do well, I can remove my child's name, so... when will Lu Xu's name be erased?"

"Ah," Qi Ran was stunned for a moment, and then realized in the next moment, "So this is the matter, I thought you were going to tell me something so surprisingly serious, don't worry about this matter, it will be soon..." He took a long breath, "You scared me just now, with the expression of wanting to eat people..."