Love before marriage

Chi Hengjing got up quietly, his footsteps were slow and silent, he walked from the bedroom to the door of the study, poked his head in and took a look.

Sitting there, Lu Mingyan was flipping through a document in front of him. It was not a book, but a typed report.

Report?Now Chi Heng was even more disturbed.That night he went to the hospital by himself, and the medical examination and laboratory tests he got were disposed of immediately, crumpled up and thrown into the trash can by the side of the road, there was no way they could be retrieved again.

Chi Heng shook his head, feeling that he shouldn't have guessed in this direction at all.Could it be that Lu Mingyan couldn't be busy with his own affairs in the study?He should read financial reports and sales plans in advance.Thinking about it this way, Chi Heng felt that he had been worrying too much recently, and that he had kept an unspeakable secret, and people tended to become nervous, that's all, let's go back to sleep.

The words were so admonishing to comfort himself, but in the end, Chi Heng still didn't lie down obediently and went back to the bed, but went to the side hall to make a pot of calming tea, and carried it into the study together with the cup and tray.

Chi Heng walked very lightly, Lu Mingyan hadn't noticed him when he first came in.He gently placed the porcelain pot on the corner of the big desk, and the sound made Lu Mingyan raise his head.

The moment their eyes met, Chi Heng's heart skipped a beat for no reason.

"I slept well, why are you up?" Lu Mingyan asked first.

"I, I heard that someone came into the house, and I was not at ease, so... so I just got out of bed and took a look..." Chi Heng himself felt that this answer was so clumsy. key?The guilty conscience in this sentence is very obvious, but fortunately, Lu Mingyan didn't care.

"Have you been unable to sleep these few nights? I see that you often doze off and feel sleepy during the day, but it is difficult to fall asleep at night. Do you sleep too much during the day?"

While the other party was talking, Chi Heng quietly lowered his head, and with the corner of his eye, he kept scanning and scanning the report spread out on the desk, but he was a little shortsighted, and at such a distance, he couldn't see the content clearly at all.

"Well, maybe it's because I slept too much during the day, so I can't fall asleep at night. Adjusting the biological clock should be fine..." Chi Heng replied indifferently, focusing all his attention on the paper in the middle of the desk.He quietly moved towards Lu Mingyan, just wanting to get a closer look.

"It's better to go to bed early at night, so that you can adjust, otherwise, you will still be sleepy during the day." Lu Mingyan looked up at Chi Heng again, and found that he was getting closer to him.So he asked, "What's the matter?"

Chi Heng paused, and pushed the teapot at the corner of the table over, "I made a pot of calming tea."

Lu Mingyan curled the corner of his mouth, "Yes."

After waiting for a while, Chi Heng saw that he had nothing to say again, so he couldn't help but ask a few more words: "Why don't you go to sleep? When are you going?" As soon as he said this, he regretted it a little. It's like urging to share the same bed.

So, when Lu Mingyan looked at him again, he turned his face away in embarrassment.

"Well... Actually, what I mean is, if you drive all night, why don't you go to bed when you're tired? Going to bed early is good for your health. After all, you have to get up early the next day. If you sleep too late, you won't be energetic the next day... ..."

Lu Mingyan smiled, and replied, "It's ten o'clock, and I still can't sleep, so you go to bed first. Tomorrow is Saturday."

"..." Is it only ten o'clock at this time?Why does it feel like he's past midnight?

In the end, Chi Heng had no choice but to say "Oh", "Then you are busy with your work, I will go to sleep first."

Lu Mingyan nodded at him, "Well, go quickly." Then he turned his gaze back to the report in front of him.

Chi Heng stood there for a while, then slowly turned around and left.When he reached the door of the study, he stopped again, scratching and scratching on the door frame, and finally couldn't help turning his head back, and asked, "What are you looking at?——Can you tell me?"

"Oh, the premarital examination report." Lu Mingyan replied casually, not as nervous as Chi Heng at all, he was very normal and natural.

But when he heard the word "marital examination", Chi Heng's heart suddenly rose to his throat.

"We made it three months ago. I kept forgetting to take it. I just brought it back the day before yesterday."

Chi Heng turned around in a daze, and was dazed for a moment. After regaining his senses, he hurriedly nodded to Lu Mingyan, heaving a sigh of relief.

Three months ago, when they had just decided to get married, the two of them were going to have a premarital examination.At that time, Chi Heng's body was still in good shape, and he didn't feel any strangeness or discomfort at all, and the two of them hadn't even kissed at that time, and the night of passion only came later.

Seeing his relieved look, Lu Mingyan asked, "Are you a little nervous?"

"No," Chi Heng quickly shook his head, "I'm not nervous, why should I be. I'm just curious why you suddenly read the premarital examination report."

"I've been thinking about it, but I just got it back the day before yesterday."

"Anyway, both of us can't be more healthy. It's no big deal to take it early and take it late. Then, everything is normal in the premarital examination report?" Chi Heng asked cautiously.

Lu Mingyan lowered his head, staring at the results of the physical examination line by line, and frowned slightly.

Chi Heng noticed any of his subtle reactions, so he certainly didn't miss this crucial "signal".Chi Heng's heart trembled, he walked to Lu Mingyan's side, bent down slightly, and followed him to stare at the report.

"Every column of these indicators says 'normal', which means there is nothing wrong with it. Moreover, the premarital examination results are also confirmed to be combined. Do you think there is something wrong?" Chi Heng restrained the anxiety in his heart and asked cautiously.

"Overall, there is nothing wrong with it, but..." Lu Mingyan pointed to him, "It's not normal."

At that moment, Chi Heng's mind exploded with a "boom".

Lu Mingyan didn't notice the turmoil in Chi Heng's heart, and continued to tell him, "Although the normal fluctuation range is from zero to seven, the average adult male is a few tenths. Your ratio has climbed to six.[-]. Is it too much?" High?" Lu Mingyan paused, "There must be special circumstances..."

Chi Heng stared blankly at Lu Mingyan, and a thought popped into his mind: It turned out that his body had already had signs at that time, but everything seemed so normal that he didn't even notice it.

Chi Heng tried his best to calm the turbulent emotions in his chest, and maintained a steady voice and whispered: "Since zero to seven are normal, it means there is no need to worry. I think I should still be very healthy..."

Lu Mingyan also said: "You have a bad stomach, lethargy, drowsiness, rashes and irritability these days, maybe it's because of your imbalance."

Chi Heng was taken aback for a moment, then nodded quickly, "Yes, yes, yes!" It was as if he had been pardoned.

"Then let's go to the hospital tomorrow, it's the weekend." Lu Mingyan said.

When Chi Heng heard this, he almost choked again, and hurriedly refused, "No, no, we don't need to go, and it's not because he's sick." He was going alone, how dare "we"?

"But how do you know the problem if you don't go to the hospital? Maybe you need to do an in-depth examination."

In-depth inspection?Chi Heng felt furious.

"Let's go to the hospital, don't worry, don't be afraid of trouble." Lu Mingyan said.

Chi Heng was silent for a while, "Okay, I will go to the hospital, but I really don't need to trouble you to accompany me, I'm a big man, I can do it myself."

How could Lu Mingyan not understand Chi Heng's meaning? In fact, Chi Heng just didn't want him to follow.At that time, Lu Mingyan didn't think too much, let alone think deeply, he just thought that Chi Heng's self-esteem and independence made him still not used to relying on others.

Lu Mingyan replied: "Okay, I will send you to the hospital tomorrow, and I will pick you up after the examination."

"I can drive by myself, why do I need you to send it, it's not..."

Lu Mingyan smiled at Chi Heng, and interrupted him softly, "You don't want to be accompanied by others. If you have no problem, then I won't follow. But I am also very responsible for this matter. I have been forgetting to get the report back in time. Otherwise, you could have discovered it earlier, so you wouldn’t have delayed until now, right? You have to satisfy your own independence, I have no objection, but you can also satisfy me along the way, okay?”

These words sounded so imperceptibly coaxed, but the tone was serious and sincere.Chi Heng lowered his head slowly, and couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth slightly.

It was really hit by what you said, you do have a "big responsibility" for this matter.

It was also at this time that Lu Mingyan put down the report in his hand and pushed Chi Heng out of the study, "Go to sleep."

Back in the bedroom, Chi Heng thought that Lu Mingyan would go back to the study after sending him over. When they parted, the other party's hand was taken off his shoulder, and Chi Heng suddenly grabbed his fingers very hard.

Chi Heng's palms were very hot, and they were all wet with sweat.

Lu Mingyan glanced at him, "What's wrong?"

Chi Heng gritted his teeth, as if he wanted to speak, but he was still speechless.That night you had sex with me willingly, who would have thought that there would be a child.Besides, they never thought about getting anything extra from this marriage.Even if you tell Lu Mingyan about this, so what?Take this to ask the other party to be responsible and fall in love with yourself?Or can the burden be shared?No way, it will only increase the embarrassment between the two of them.

Some people may be used to blaming other people for their reasons and mistakes once they recall the past and find out the reasons, but Chi Heng is just the opposite.He tends to fall into the dead end of "it's all my fault", thinking that the current consequences are caused by his own carelessness.

It even included not using a condom that night, because he felt that even if the two lived together, it was unlikely that such a relationship would happen, so he didn't buy it.Not even a lubricant.And the next day, his body felt a little bit wrong, and his lower abdomen was always filled with a weird feeling of fullness, but he didn't pay attention to it.If I could have noticed at that time, buying contraceptives, even if it is a laxative, might not be the result.

He was so annoyed by his own confusion that he couldn't speak. A person who has always been meticulous and cautious everywhere fell into this most unprepared thing. Now besides paying for his mistakes, how can he blame others and make others responsible?

If he had been a woman born fertile, perhaps he would have been less afraid of the child.But he wasn't, so he felt that his unethical ability was like a monster, and the seed in his belly was a little monster. Once people knew about it, what would they think of him?fear?Curiosity?malicious?disgust?

Chi Heng took a deep breath, maybe this child can't be kept.