Chi Heng is not good at disguising, but sometimes he has to. After all, adults are not children. Only in front of the closest and most trusted people can he unscrupulously reveal his truest emotions and personality. At other times, he will more or less It's almost an adult's instinct to hide.

In the eyes of others, Chi Heng may have been quite stable and calm, sometimes even a little cold.People with the status of a test product like him rarely talk about trying to squeeze out the other party's control, rare exceptions, and talents.However, in Lu Mingyan's view, Chi Heng is still a little impulsive and tempered... Ordinary people, when they are anxious, they will yell and fight, and they will cry a little when they are extremely sad, and they are even a little immature in some aspects, such as educating children You can't dote or indulge, but Chi Heng can be said to be obedient to Lu Xu. Now Lu Xu is not called Chi Heng's father, probably because he has heard the word "Chen Chen" a lot, and he is also a little kid. Followed by calling, but the pronunciation is inaccurate and seldom really called correctly. I guess I don’t know what those two words mean, but just imitate the pronunciation, and they all call "Zheng Zheng" with a small tongue.

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Compared to Chi Heng who is not good at disguising, Lu Mingyan doesn't want to.Because he never wastes any time on things that he thinks have no meaning or value, so he can do whatever he wants.Of course, because his status and identity gave him the capital to do so, Chi Heng couldn't do it. If he did, he probably wouldn't be able to protect himself.

No wonder he came up with the idea of ​​amnesia with Chi Heng, it was necessary, because if he didn't, he might not be able to pretend that I had forgotten you.When he was in a state of forgetting the past and not remembering his identity and relationship with Chi Heng, he could treat Chi Heng with pure tenderness, just like before.However, once I remember everything, it is really impossible to be pure. The antagonistic relationship between the two people, the years they have experienced and the complicated entanglements are all there, making this relationship impossible to be pure. It must have brought strength and belonging. of.Pure tenderness is good to a certain extent, but it may not be so deep, and it may only be love and care forever. It is good that there is no wind and waves, and it may be safe for a lifetime, but once you encounter setbacks and accidents, It's possible that the two just broke up.If it wasn't because Lu Mingyan remembered it later, when Chi Heng left, he wouldn't have been so obsessed and crazy, and he might not have taken the initiative to go normal.Liking is a feeling that can be let go. Once that feeling hurts yourself, you can still let it go decisively and rationally.But love is not, it is not a feeling that can be let go if you want to, it is rather to torture each other for a lifetime and never let go.

Therefore, Lu Mingyan would never miss and linger on the so-called past, that kind of warmth was as fragile as a bubble.

The so-called nostalgia is just an excuse for the weak to change the status quo and the future, and he doesn't need it.

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A few months ago, in the closed room, the almost masochistic sex cast a certain shadow on Chi Heng, which was left by Lu Mingyan.But at the same time, there is also a shadow left by Chi Heng in his heart, which was the sudden disappearance three years ago.A part of his world was forcibly hollowed out and could not be filled. A strong person like him is extremely disgusted with fear and panic, but Chi Heng repeatedly let him taste this torment.Chi Heng has been tormented in his heart for three years, this is not a shadow.From then on, he decided that no matter what method he used, he would be locked up or imprisoned, or even directly threatened with children, as long as the result didn't care about the process.It is not accurate to say that he doesn't care about the process at all. Of course, he would hope that this process can minimize the damage to Chi Heng.But he forgot one thing, just because he is the one who inflicts the damage, even a small amount of damage will be magnified countless times.If it was just a stranger at the highest level of supervision, just a stranger, Chi Heng would be completely indifferent.

Their respective weaknesses are only in the hands of each other, but they are used to torture and restrict each other, and to love each other.

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Lu Mingyan heard the sound of children playing inside the house from outside the door, opened the door and went in, and saw Xiao Bao and another child running around in the living room, laughing while running.

There is a guest at home, Dr. Cheng.His child is older than Dian Dian, and his elder brother can play with his younger brother.During this week, Dr. Cheng came here more often, and it was not the first time Lu Mingyan saw him.

Chi Heng originally had a faint smile on his mouth, and he was chatting happily, but when he saw Lu Mingyan come back, the smile on his face disappeared, not on purpose, but subconsciously.

Lu Mingyan greeted Dr. Cheng briefly, and said to Chi Heng, "I haven't been able to find a useful document. Come to the study and help me look."

Chi Heng knew that there were no documents, he just wanted to talk to himself alone.He was silent for a while, got up from the sofa, and walked to the study.

But Lu Xu ran over and stood between him and Lu Mingyan. The child hugged his father's leg, but turned to stare at Lu Mingyan and said, "Don't bully... bully... my father."

Lu Mingyan stretched out his hand to grab the little guy, who was startled.Usually children will run away quickly when they are frightened, but Lu Xu didn't run away, but grabbed his father's trouser legs tightly, not only did not let go, but also very hard, as if glued to it with super glue.But a child is definitely no match for an adult, so Lu Mingyan picked him up with too much effort, "Xuxu is obedient, you can play in the living room."

Lu Xu repeated that sentence very persistently, "Don't bully Dad...don't..."

"Don't bully," Lu Mingyan's patience with children was finally worn out, and he responded to his "instructions" softly, and said, "I will return Dad to you in a while, and then I will cook for you, eat Think about what you want first."

Lu Xu is a snack foodie. The word "eat" successfully diverted his attention. He put his thumb into his mouth and sucked it.

"You're holding the child in the wrong way. Don't hold it like this. Your back will easily become unstraight." Chi Heng took the child from Lu Mingyan's hands.As soon as he landed in his father's arms, Xiaobao turned on the caterpillar mode, hanging on Chi Heng's body as if he had no bones, his little head resting comfortably on his shoulder, and his thumb was still in his mouth and he didn't take it out.

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Chi Heng held the child for a while, then carefully put the child down.But as soon as his feet touched the ground, Xiaobao continued to beg for a hug with his arms open.

Chi Heng couldn't refuse Xiaobao's longing look, so he had no choice but to bend down.Lu Mingyan was about to speak, but this time Doctor Cheng spoke for him.

"Chi Heng, you better stop hugging. Generally, children run and jump by themselves when they reach the age of two, and I won't hug him when they turn one. Your Lu Xu is already four years old this year. If you hug him so often, he will become dependent. of."

Lu Xu's running and jumping ability is worse than that of children of the same age, and his stability is not good. He falls easily when he walks too fast. Children of the same age are very different.The more this is the case, the more attention should be paid to the daily training of the child, but Chi Heng can easily be impatient with Xiaobao. For example, when running, he falls on his knees a few times and his palms are red and even cuts and bleeds. He doesn't want the child to run again .He couldn't bear not to agree to any request from Lu Xu.

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Chi Heng didn't pick up the child again, but squatted down by himself. Lu Xu hugged his neck and rubbed gently.

The father and son could hug like this for an hour or two, and Chi Heng didn't feel tired from squatting in the slightest.

Doctor Cheng had no choice but to smile and said, "Dian Dian, you bring my brother here."

Little by little, Lu Xu was pulled away.Lu Xu looked aggrieved and glared at Lu Mingyan.

Dr. Cheng felt a little strange. Before Lu Mingyan came back, Lu Xu was not like this... He was too tired of Chi Heng and wanted his father to stay close at every step.But as soon as Lu Mingyan came back, Lu Xu acted... as if Lu Mingyan would rob him of his father.

Dr. Cheng didn't think too much about it, but thought it might be fun for the family, so he smiled, "Let me see Lu Xu, you go to the study."

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After closing the door, Lu Mingyan's first words were, "Pregnant?"

Such a short word made Chi Heng's heart hang. After a moment of silence, he nodded, "Yes."

Lu Mingyan must have learned about this from Qi Ran.Qi Ran only thought that Chi Heng succeeded and that it was the embryo of his own sperm egg, but he didn't know the real truth, so Lu Mingyan didn't know either.Chi Heng told himself to stay calm, it's not good to show any guilt at this time.

"Chi Heng, why did you agree?" After receiving an affirmative answer, Lu Mingyan's heart sank, and his voice subconsciously sank a little.

"I must agree!" Chi Heng replied.

"You can give up this position and come back to me, you don't have to choose this."

Chi Heng immediately asked back: "Go back to your side and continue to give birth to you?"

Lu Mingyan was blocked for a moment, paused for a moment, and then said: "...Chenchen, I will not hurt you."

I really had nothing to say before this sentence came out.

Hearing this, Chi Heng laughed, "You have been hurting me, from the past... to the present, all the time."

Lu Mingyan sighed imperceptibly, and approached Chi Heng, but Chi Heng was slightly startled, and started to back up, saying as he backed up, "I didn't do anything wrong this time, and I didn't violate the rules. It's within my duty...don't punish me……"

"I won't punish you, and I don't have that right now," he could only stop in his tracks, "You'd rather conceive and then take it off than with me...?"

"Giving up this position means that I have to return to my previous identity. I don't want to have children, I don't want... I am also human, I want to be my own master and strive for my own dominance. Is it wrong?"

"That's right, you can come here however you want," Lu Mingyan said, "but I won't allow you to try to leave me."

Chi Heng suddenly raised his head and stared at him.

Lu Mingyan continued: "The last punishment was to exercise my authority over you, because you broke the rules of the organization. However, in order to keep you from leaving me, it is my own business to do what I do."

"Like three years ago, suddenly disappeared, if you dare to come again."

Chi Heng stared at him firmly, "How about doing it again?"

"I was negligent last time. I will not make the same mistake again. If you dare to leave, I will definitely find you, and I will find you within a week. At that time, don't be a Lu Xu's father."

Chi Heng endured the anger rising up in his heart and tried his best to suppress it. After a moment of silence, he replied in a low voice, "I know, I won't."

Lu Mingyan's eyes finally softened a little, "Chi Heng, it doesn't matter if you hate me, I don't want to be able to clear things up until now. You are constantly forcing me to give up on you, but I can't do this. There is no need to discuss it, so don't blame me for forcing you."

Chi Heng lowered his head.

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Lu Mingyan hugged Chi Heng whose back was against the wall and had nowhere to escape, and leaned into his ear and said, "Chen Chen, you just said that you want to be your own master, and you want to fight for your own dominance. The original answer was, no, your initiative can only be in my hands. But I don’t think I can push you too hard, so I’m willing to let you continue to try a few times.”

Chi Heng's back was almost stretched into a stiff straight line. He wanted to push the person in front of him away, but the hand he stretched out was grabbed by the other person and pressed tightly on his chest.

"Chi Heng, you are too stupid, and you don't understand this organization at all, and you don't know how scheming those people are. The water here is very deep, and I don't know the details of many people. Chi Heng, they will hurt you!"

"Is there a difference?" Chi Heng asked back, "You are hurting me too..." He sneered terribly.

Lu Mingyan was speechless, yes, Chi Heng was right, and he admitted it.But admit it, he doesn't want to say or explain anything more, because every time the two of them talk, no matter whether it starts peacefully or not, they will eventually reach a deadlock or turn into an endless loop, like this time, they turned into an endless loop of hurting each other.

He felt that superfluous explanations were meaningless at the moment and were just a waste of time.Therefore, it is enough to only seek a result of warning Chi Heng and making him pay attention.

"You're right, but," he simply pinched Chi Heng's chin and forcibly raised Chi Heng's face, "Even if it hurts...it can only be done by me."

Before Chi Heng could react, his lips were pressed by the other party.

Lu Mingyan obviously knew that Chi Heng would struggle, and had already firmly suppressed the limbs of the person in his arms.

The predatory sucking made Chi Heng unable to react in time, let alone resist. The breath on Lu Mingyan's body was almost a kind of intoxicating drug to him, forcing him to lose his reason and ability to resist.

The opponent continued to expand his territory, moving to Chi Heng's earlobe, neck, and chin...

However, Chi Heng smelled Pei Xuan's scent again on Lu Mingyan's body. The tainted cold fragrance was very faint, but Chi Heng recognized it.

At that moment, he suddenly struggled very hard, Lu Mingyan was afraid of hurting him, so the strength in his hands was much lighter, and he let go of Chi Heng.

Chi Heng gasped slightly from being kissed, but his gaze was extremely cold, "Can you stop hugging me after you touch someone else! It makes me feel sick..." His voice was slightly hoarse and trembling.

I don't know if it's trembling with anger.

Lu Mingyan didn't understand the meaning of this at first, so he was stunned for a moment, but he soon remembered what was going on.But he was not in a hurry to explain, but hugged Chi Heng tightly with his strong arms again.

Chi Heng shouted coldly: "Didn't you play with my body a long time ago, now that you have a younger one... let me go!"

I don't know why, but the desire to kiss suddenly burns up like a flame, and the desire to possess becomes strong.Maybe it's because he doesn't know how to explain clearly to Chi Heng, the words seem pale at the moment and troublesome and time-consuming, he wants to hug him directly, then touch, kiss, press...

It is probably because he has been too estranged from Chi Heng for a while, flustered and worried at the same time, which made him slightly want to possess the person and let this person belong to me. Possess and conquer to acquire.

However, these cannot be understood by Chi Heng, and no amount of explanation will help.

Lu Mingyan hugged Chi Heng again, hugged him into his arms, and said in a very ordinary tone: "Chenchen, I am not your master now, nor do I want to be your master. We are still married, and I want you."

Lu Mingyan took off the coat that was accidentally contaminated by other people's breath, and let it slide on the ground.

"Chenchen, you misunderstood me. I only have you and no one else. I... just want to have sex with you..." He kissed Chi Heng's forehead, "I hugged you... just with my fingers ..." His tone of voice was the same as usual, and there was absolutely no intentional ambiguity in his language, let alone a provocative low-pitched whisper. However, there were the most erotic words in that most ordinary way of speaking, which made people even more bizarre Panicked with shame.

When it comes to that night, Chi Heng inevitably feels a little guilty.He was silent for a short while, but was regarded as tacit consent by the other party's wishful thinking.

"...Don't," there was no other way but to delay the attack, "...There are people outside," and there were several people, "I have... children in my stomach."

Lu Mingyan laughed with an obvious arc, which seemed to indicate that he was in a good mood.That smile made Chi Heng feel like he was going to do it directly in the study, but the restraint on his body was suddenly loosened, and Lu Mingyan reached out to brush his messy hair.

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Dr. Cheng couldn't help feeling a little worried when he heard the faint quarrels coming from the study.Of course he didn't know that the relationship between these two people was not what it used to be. After all, Chi Heng never said this or how much he had experienced. How did he know.

He thought that the relationship between the two should be the same as before, but after all, he is a delicate person. The moment he heard the quarrel, he panicked, and thinking of Lu Xu's different attitudes towards Lu Mingyan and Chi Heng just now, Dr. Cheng was inexplicable. Thinking of the possibility of domestic violence, it is unlikely, but once it is guessed like this, it will be easier to think about it, and the worry will immediately spread. He hesitated for half a second, and decided to get up and take a look.

With all his strength, he quietly opened the door of the study room a small crack.

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He lowered his head, and before he dared to look carefully at what was going on inside, a suppressed groan broke into his ears first, low, but not that low, but forbearing, mixed with a trace of imperceptible intolerable.

Dr. Cheng's whole body trembled, and just at this time, his eyes finally lifted up slowly - he saw the scene inside.

He silently and quietly closed the door again.

He felt that he finally understood what Lu Xu's phrase "no bullying" meant.

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