Love before marriage

Chi Heng didn't know where the unhappy and fruitless conversation between the two of them touched each other's backs that night, and he felt that Lu Mingyan had started to torture himself again.The torture this time was different from the previous ones, which used to break his psychological defenses and constantly destroy his spirit.Now, Lu Mingyan probably knows that no amount of warnings, no threats, no effect on Chi Heng, and Chi Heng also said, "I may know more than you now, try to lie to me like before, no possible".

Okay, there's nothing to justify, since that's the case... Lu Mingyan stopped talking and "lied" to him.

So, this time the torture was replaced by physical ones.It seems to want to make up for the three years of loss and hatred, and, for a long time, some kind of unspeakable desire that has been growing and spreading in the bottom of my heart.That kind of desire is not single but complex, not only lust, but also some kind of...extremely complicated emotions produced because Chi Heng is getting more and more out of his original plan and control: pain, restlessness from time to time, the first This time, there was a faint lack of self-confidence and uncertainty, and Lu Mingyan also began to be unsure about things and where the relationship between the two of them would develop. This would probably also stimulate the man's desire to conquer. The by-product of time, the more uncertain and difficult to control, the more you want to control and hold it firmly in your own hands.

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They are asked and entered every night, regardless of the time and place. It is good to be able to go to the bed in the bedroom in the dead of night. Sometimes in the evening, Chi Heng picks up Lu Xu and goes home to do it in the kitchen. During the meal, Lu Xu was also playing around beside Chi Heng.Half an hour or an hour later, Lu Mingyan came back.He brought Lu Xu a high-end music box, which he could tune and play, and let the child go to the study.For the first time, Chi Heng didn't feel anything, until the door closed, he was hugged from behind, and his clothes were lifted.Every time after that, as long as Lu Mingyan coaxed the child away, Chi Heng would inevitably feel anxious.

Sometimes Lu Mingyan wanted him, and sometimes he just leaned against the door and watched him, watching his every move.

There will be at least one hour every day, during that grueling period, his body does not belong to him at all, but is caught and played in the palm of the other party, a naked pet.

Lu Mingyan knows his body well, and is extremely familiar with his sensitive zones and points. Every time Chi Heng wants to escape or struggle too much, he will be pressed against his legs to prevent him from moving. The wrists will also be clasped together backwards.

When occupying and entering, the hot air and sweat sticking between the two of them simmered around, almost making them both in a state of slight hypoxia, but the most humid, hot and sticky place is still that place... At one point, a slight sizzling sound of water can be heard, and soon, a large area will be wet in the middle of the sheets.

Chi Heng felt that he was about to be overwhelmed. He wondered if it was because his sentence "I don't want to be treated like this by you..." that night offended the other party, so now he is being treated so harshly.

Forced to be helpless and helpless, Chi Heng had to use the excuse of being pregnant to refuse, saying that there is a child in the belly, don't do this...don't do this...

Lu Mingyan smiled lightly, and resting his hand on Chi Heng's forehead, he also put his hand on his lower abdomen, stroking it up and down.

"Aren't you going to give birth to it?" He felt the tension somewhere in Chi Heng, "so there is no need to be afraid of harming the child, because it will leave soon."

"Since you want to become a machine that is only responsible for producing embryos, you can't have feelings for 'them', so don't tell me that even if you only stay with you for a few days, you should love them well."

Chi Heng looked at Lu Mingyan steadily, but Lu Mingyan was not afraid of his gaze, on the contrary, he was interested, and stretched out his hand to pinch Chi Heng's chin, "Chenchen, if you really answer me like this, it would be too fake, I will suspect that you...have done something wrong."

Chi Heng lowered his eyelids and unconsciously pursed his lips.

Just kidding, Lu Mingyan raised one of Chi Heng's legs, and slammed into it again.

Chi Heng gritted his teeth silently, and repeatedly endured that fierce impact, the sheets under him were shifted, and if it wasn't for the pillows blocking his head, his head would hit the head of the bed.He had to stretch out his hands to tightly grasp Lu Mingyan's back, and occasionally there would be a red mark on his fingertips.

Two weeks passed in the blink of an eye, and soon, the day when the embryos were taken out arrived.

According to the agreement, Chi Heng went to Qi Ran's place early in the morning.And Xiaobao no longer needs to go there every day to receive treatment. He only needs to go there on weekends. Usually he goes to a kindergarten with special care. Go to normal elementary school like ordinary children.Chi Heng left early, so Lu Mingyan was responsible for sending the child off.

During this period of time, Lu Mingyan has been in contact with the child more and more closely. Xiaobao was very reluctant at first, always calling "Dad" and only wanting to be with Chi Heng and hugging Chi Heng. This is also autistic It is a characteristic of children with schizophrenia. Once they identify their "sustenance", they are satisfied and stubbornly hold on to it, and refuse to contact other people and things.But after so long of psychotherapy and Chi Heng's daily intentional guidance, Lu Xu has become more and more willing to contact outsiders. Although he is still very introverted and will not take the initiative, if other children come to him, he will not I will refuse or even run away like before. When I am in a particularly good mood, I will say thank you even if I don’t want to.

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Maybe Lu Mingyan felt that this child was too dependent on Chi Heng, and that he couldn't live without Chi Heng - it was indeed the case at the moment.He is trying to change this, by the way, to increase his leverage.Of course, it wasn't because of being close to Lu Xu that the relationship between Chi Heng and him would naturally improve. If it were so simple and easy, then everyone in this world wouldn't need complicated calculations.

Lu Mingyan knew that as he became closer to Lu Xu, and Lu Xu became less dependent on the only one person, Chi Heng would feel a sense of crisis.

If it was before, even if Lu Mingyan really snatched Lu Xu away, there would be no need for any compromise. As long as Chi Heng could be ruthless and endure enough days, Lu Mingyan would send Lu Xu back to him again, because any adult with a little heart would be happy. Unable to bear it, the child refused to eat, drink, or sleep, and went on hunger strike to protest.It is equivalent to the fact that this child belongs to Chi Heng completely, and no one else can take it away. Even if the father and son are torn apart for a short time, in the end, because of the child's protest and self-mutilation, it will be seen who can't bear to be hurt first.

If the child is not so dependent on Chi Heng, then taking it away is really taking it away.

He just wants Chi Heng to have a sense of crisis.

At first, Chi Heng didn't quite understand why Lu Mingyan liked playing with Lu Xu more and more, and patiently babbled with him, but later he realized that Lu Mingyan probably wanted to break his "monopoly" on Xiaobao ".

This is the real way to snatch a child from him, isn't it?

But after thinking about it again, Chi Heng felt that he had thought too much and it was complicated.It has become a habit for the two of them to calculate each other, and even this should be included.Perhaps, Lu Mingyan was just on a whim, so he was willing to spend time making trouble with children recently.