Watching you quietly outside the window

In the afternoon, Chen Jun took Lan Ye to go shopping. He bought a milky white round neck pajamas for Lan Ye. It was furry. Lan Ye was dressed like a polar bear.That day, there was a discount on bicycles in the supermarket. The original price of famous brand bicycles was several thousand yuan, but the current price was only more than 600 yuan. Chen Jun chose a white bicycle with reddish patterns for Lan Ye.Lan Ye seemed to like shopping very much. Every time he passed by something he liked, Chen Jun was very excited as if his eyes were shining, but he never asked Chen Jun for it, and Chen Jun could only observe it by himself.Chen Jun bought a bunch of small parts with Lan Ye's eyes, and the big and small bags filled the baskets of both of them to the brim.For dinner, Chen Jun took Lan Ye to the snack street to eat some fast food, and they continued to stroll on the street.The big supermarkets were closed, so they rode to the crowded night market. In fact, Chen Jun didn't like to go to the night market. The quality of the things there was too poor to be used, and he was not very good at bargaining.

Not far in front, an aunt pulled her neck and shouted: "Come on, couples are quitting couples! It's cheap and cheap, and the stall is about to close!" A bunch of people were instantly confused.Chen Jun saw Lan Ye's eyes stopped there, and said, "Let's go and have a look too."

They pushed the cart, and Chen Jun took a look at Da Ma's booth. The inferior products, and some of the rings were painted off. Chen Jun really wanted to buy a couple ring for Lan Ye, but he wanted to buy a good quality one. After a while, he turned to Lan Ye and said, "The quality is a bit poor, go and have a look elsewhere."

Lan Ye has already picked up a pair of iron couple rings, which are two snakes inlaid with glass diamonds, "I think it looks pretty." The pair he held in his hand is indeed very beautiful.

"Is it okay to buy this pair?"

"Boy, are you buying it for your girlfriend?" The old woman who sold the goods jumped over like a thief.

"No." Lan Ye said very unconvincingly, the environment was noisy, and the woman couldn't hear clearly, "Girls don't like this, if you buy it for boys, it's okay." When it comes to buying for boys, the woman looks disgusted "Auntie doesn't lie to you, only two men can like this."

Hearing this, Chen Jun felt a little uncomfortable.

"I just want to buy it for men." Lan Ye raised his voice, although it wasn't very heavy, but he spoke very clearly, strange eyes from around him glanced over, he saw that Lan Ye's hands were tightly clenched on the trouser line, but Unswervingly looking at the surprised old woman, why is he so indiscriminate?Chen Jun was a little impulsive and wanted to pull Lan Ye over.The old woman moved her eyes and noticed Chen Jun standing next to him. She was even more surprised, "You two buy it?" She opened her mouth exaggeratedly.

"How much is this ring?" Chen Jun asked calmly.

"You two are...the one?"

Various interesting discussions came from my ears:

"I saw gay for the first time!"

"They all look pretty good-looking, why are you still standing there? Taking pictures!"

"Fuck, it's disgusting, it's a pity that you look so serious."

"We can't understand..."

Different focus of discussion from rotten women and straight men.

"Auntie, are you so old and so rotten? I'm his brother." Chen Jun bit back solemnly.

When the people around heard Chen Jun's words, they immediately dispersed.

The old woman smiled awkwardly, "I didn't mean that." Several people who bought the ring put the ring back in place, glanced at the old woman maliciously, and muttered: "Is the joke too much?" leave.

"My brother likes this ring very much, tell me the real price." Chen Jun picked up the couple's ring that Lan Ye liked, and weighed it in his hands.

The price tag marked 60, and I bought it for 10 yuan.

After buying the ring, Lan Ye said that he didn't want to go shopping anymore and wanted to go back.Chen Jun pushed the car out of the night market with him, and rode to the apartment. Along the way, Lan Ye didn't say a word. He felt that Lan Ye might be angry because he said he was his younger brother when he bought the ring.

Back home, Lan Ye sat on the sofa without saying a word, clasped his hands together, stared down at the ground, expressionless. "Are you taking a bath?" Chen Jun asked.Lan Ye didn't answer, but pursed her lips.Chen Jun approached Lan Ye flatteringly, and put the ring on the ring finger of his right hand, "It looks good on you." He gently lifted Lan Ye's chin so that he could see his face.

"Ah Jun." Uneasiness and anxiety appeared in his eyes again, "Do you think our relationship..." He paused, "Is it disgusting?" Overhead.

"I've never thought about it that way before." Chen Jun supported his shoulders and said very gently, "But you have to speak according to the occasion." Even if it's a comfort for him to change direction.

"This world is too fake. Everyone wears a mask and tells lies..." He spoke very softly, and he could only hear it when he listened carefully. "I want to be an honest person and tell the truth no matter what. , at least it can change the world a little bit, make it real...I don't want to lie, and I never want to..." He was so weak, like a transparent glass bead, crystal clear, but easily broken, and that As strong as he was, Chen Jun hugged Lan Ye tightly, he didn't know how to answer the words that Lan Ye said that touched his heart.When he was a student, he more or less thought about being an honest person, but he didn't dare to do it, because of various factors, he became so false, and talked about topics that he didn't like with people he didn't like...

He hugged him like he was hugging the real soul he once had back then, "then stick to being honest and don't be changed by the dirty world."

In the past, Chen Jun had also been attracted to some beautiful women, but it was just liking their superficiality, and he got tired of it after a few days. He realized that his liking for Lan Ye was not only superficial, but also his Inside, all of him, he likes all of him.They have similar thoughts, and when he comes into contact with him, their common ground emerges little by little, which makes him care more about him and even more unable to abandon him.

When he went to watch "Titanic" in theaters with his friends, he always felt that the hero and heroine in it developed too fast, and the relationship came out of nowhere.

Early the next morning, Chen Jun hurried to work as a tutor, and made a purple potato rice ball and seaweed soup for Lan Ye for lunch.

When Chen Jun was the last tutor, the thought of meeting Lan Ye soon made his heart fly. He kept looking at his watch, and even the students found that he was not normal, so he asked casually: "Teacher, are you in a hurry? ?"

"No, it's okay." He argued.

The student's eyes shifted to the iron snake ring on Chen Jun's left hand, as if he understood everything, he said with a smile, "Teacher, are you dating a girlfriend?"

"Hurry up and do the questions, don't think that just chatting with me will save you one problem." Chen Jun changed the subject.

The students just kept silent.

When Chen Jun arrived home, it was almost 11 o'clock. He thought Lan Ye would be sleeping, so he opened the door quietly, but found Lan Ye sitting on the sofa. After seeing Chen Jun, he stood up excitedly.For a moment, Chen Jun thought of the woman waiting for her husband to come home.

"Ah Jun, have you eaten yet?" Chen Jun was a little surprised that Lan Ye took the initiative to talk to him.

"Not yet, just eat some snacks..." before finishing speaking, Lan Ye interrupted, "I made seafood noodles for you."

Chen Jun glanced at the dining table subconsciously. There was a bowl covered by a cover. He walked up to it. The bottom of the bowl was still warm. He opened the cover. The fish balls were a bit burnt, but the overall feeling was good. "You did it?" Chen Jun's heart began to churn, a little excited.

"It's made according to the method you said, it's not as delicious as yours." Lan Ye replied lightly.

Chen Jun ate very fast on purpose, making Lan Ye feel that he liked it very much, but in fact the taste was not very good, and both of them knew it well.Lan Ye looked at him, when the eyes of the two met, Lan Ye smiled shyly, turned his face, and when Chen Jun finished eating the whole bowl of noodles, Lan Ye went to the balcony to smoke.

Before going to bed, Lan Ye smoked another cigarette. There was a faint smell of tobacco on his body, which was not the bad smell of many smokers, and Chen Jun didn't hate his smell either.When turning off the lights, Lan Ye reached into Chen Jun's bed and held his hand.Lan Ye didn't take off the ring, and Chen Jun could feel the hard metal in his hand.Under the unclear outline, he couldn't see Lan Ye's face clearly, but he guessed that Lan Ye must still have that melancholy and restless expression. He leaned close to Lan Ye's face, kissed his cheek lightly, tenderly Said softly: "Don't think too much, go to sleep."

Lan Ye turned over and faced Chen Jun, without saying a word, he closed his eyes, his breathing gradually became steady, and Chen Jun didn't feel sleepy until he was sure that he was asleep.In the past few days, he has been suffering from insomnia. For some reason, there is always a string that is particularly tight. He is always afraid that Lan Ye will disappear.

However, such worries did not come out of thin air. At noon the day before the November holiday, Chen Jun called Lan Ye to the office excitedly and asked him where he wanted to go on November. Jun talked about the places he likes to go to, and Lan Ye finally replied: "I want to go to the beach." Chen Jun asked him if he felt uncomfortable, Lan Ye shook his head, and Chen Jun put the back of his hand on his forehead, yes cold.The students in the class came in to ask questions, Lan Ye subconsciously pushed Chen Jun's hand away, turned and left.

After Chen Jun finished his lecture in a hurry, he ran to the classroom to look for him. He was not in the classroom, and Chen Jun ran to the bushes in the library. Lan Ye was sitting under the wall smoking.He turned his head slowly, as if he knew that Chen Jun would come, bent his eyes, smiled faintly, almost without smiling, and said calmly: "Aren't you going to take me to the teaching office?"

"How can I be willing?" Chen Jun sat down next to him, "You should also smoke less, it's not good for your health."

"Then don't smoke until you are in poor health." Lan Ye took a deep breath, extinguished the cigarette, and threw it into the trash can. "Class is about to start, let's go back." He stood up and walked towards the teaching building. As if deliberately avoiding Chen Jun, Chen Jun followed. The two were still in the bushes at this time. The bushes had not been pruned for a long time, and the bushes were so lush that they could completely cover them.Chen Jun grabbed his arm, and Lan Ye broke away without any particular resistance. He didn't continue to move forward, but the weak resistance seemed to be an unclear acceptance. Chen Jun grabbed his arm again, "Lan Ye Ye." He pressed him against the wall, "What's the matter with you today?" Their faces were so close that they almost touched each other, Chen Jun stared at him, and Lan Ye instantly opened his eyes wide, "I..." He said vaguely, avoiding Chen Jun's sight, "It's nothing." Chen Jun turned his face away out of desire, imitating the way he saw in the movie, clasped Lan Ye's hands with one hand, He cupped his jaw with one hand.Because it was the first time he had done this, his movements were quite arrogant. When he pressed Lan Ye's hands against the wall, there was a crashing sound. Lan Ye frowned, and he resisted slightly. He raised his eyes and looked at Chen Jun. , with elusive emotions in his eyes, "Ah Jun..." He spoke very softly, blowing to Chen Jun's eardrum like a stream of heat, he struggled with his arm, it was more like a change of direction than breaking free To tease him, Chen Jun pressed his wrist even harder, and stepped forward to kiss his slightly parted lips.Chen Jun's feeling was correct, when he kissed Lan Ye, Lan Ye's tender tongue was stirring in his mouth, licking every part of his mouth, even biting the tip of his tongue, they kissed for a long time For a long time, Lan Ye almost always took the initiative to attack. It was not until the preparatory bell for class rang that Lan Ye let go as if she suddenly woke up.