Watching you quietly outside the window

After the [-]th holiday, I entered the life of the three-point line again, but on the first day, Lan Ye didn't come.A colleague in the office asked him, "Chen Jun, what did you do on the [-]th? Why do you have dark circles under your eyes?" He said perfunctorily, "I've been tossing about those messy things at home."

When school was over, Chen Jun went to the place where students put their bicycles on the second floor of the car shed. Students from several classes came to pick up their bicycles. When they saw Chen Jun, they were surprised and greeted him with a smile.Chen Jun looked around in the garage, but Lan Ye's car was not there.There was a slight wave of fluctuation in Chen Jun's heart. He ran to the security room and asked the security guards on duty during the National Day holiday. One of them said that a fair-looking boy took his bicycle away yesterday.That must be Lan Ye, he has been to school!Why didn't he come to me?Chen Jun clenched his fists, his thoughts became complicated and messy, and he felt a little more sour in his heart.He held the car and stayed in the garage for a long time, until the sky was once again a dark blue hue of melancholy, he sighed, and kicked the pedals hard.The moonlight in the night sky is still so bright, as if washed.Chen Jun rode back to the apartment, he looked up at the sky with few stars.The dark blue sky, the silent night, the shadow of the blue night appeared in his mind from time to time.He said to himself: "The monthly exam will be tomorrow afternoon, can you come? We have an appointment." As he spoke, he smiled wryly, what am I doing?It's just lovesickness...

When he got home, Chen Jun assigned the students in the class to the examination room according to their grades. Lan Ye's grades were at the middle level, so he should be assigned to the temporary class. He hesitated for a while, and then felt that something was wrong. The order of the other students in the examination room was also disrupted, and they were randomly assigned in a seemingly disorderly manner.

Early the next morning, Chen Jun printed out the distribution of the examination room and posted it on the corner of the blackboard. He looked at Lan Ye's position, but he still didn't come.Some students asked Chen Jun why he messed up the order of grades, and Chen Jun made up a sentence: "I just took your class, and the previous grades were all reduced to 0, everyone is equal."

The students cast that kind of admiring gaze again, children are easy to deceive.

Chen Jun was sitting on the podium, and Mrs. Li from the political group was also in charge of the classroom. She was the kind of person who couldn't sit still, walking around the classroom with the sound of high heels.Chen Jun remembers that when she was in high school, a teacher walked all over the place like her, and lost his train of thought in answering questions.

The preparatory bell rang on the classroom broadcast, and Teacher Li began to unpack the test papers.At this time, someone knocked on the door, Chen Jun felt a shock in his heart, and turned to the door with a strong premonition, Lan Ye hurried in, he glanced at Chen Jun, a little excited, showing a faint smile, then turned around Go back to your seat.

Teacher Li glared at him, and said sternly, "Do you know about today's exam? You're here so late, are you serious?"

Chen Jun immediately interrupted her, and said in a calm but retaliated tone: "Let's hand out the papers quickly, he is not late, he is just a little later than others." Teacher Li, Teacher Li immediately twitched. The appearance of a person who is about to turn 50 is really disgusting, but Chen Jun is getting used to it, because he is handsome, and many older female teachers flirt with him like this .

"Mr. Chen, you are too spoiled by the students." Teacher Li cast a sneaky glance at him, then lowered her head as if shyly, making the students in the examination room burst into laughter.Chen Jun looked at Lan Ye, who was also smiling softly, with a tired expression in his smile, and he lowered his eyes again.

During the exam, Lan Ye became more and more tired, and even fell asleep in the middle of the exam.Chen Jun walked to his seat and pushed him. He slowly raised his head, revealing his hand covered by his face, still wearing the couple ring he bought that day.Chen Jun felt a little sad again, Lan Ye rubbed her rosy eyes and continued to answer the question.Chen Jun leaned into his ear and said softly: "Hold on." Lan Ye was stunned for a moment, then nodded slightly.

The setting sun quietly paved the red half of the sky, and then slowly fell, the school bell echoed lowly in the corridor, Chen Jun hurriedly sent the examination papers to the Academic Affairs Office, and hurried back to the classroom.Seeing that Lan Ye was still sitting on the seat, he was relieved.

When all the students in the classroom were gone, the afterglow of the setting sun was over, the lights in the classroom were not turned on, and the scenery inside seemed a bit blurry. Lan Ye's face was facing the window, and the weak light coming in from outside gently sprinkled on his delicate cheeks , with a layer of silver light edge plated on it.Chen Jun closed the front and rear doors of the classroom and walked towards him. He saw Lan Ye swallowed softly, and his protruding Adam's apple fluctuated up and down. He knew Chen Jun was approaching.

Chen Jun hugged him from behind, Lan Ye stood up suddenly, turned around and hugged his waist tightly as well, Chen Jun stroked his thin back, the strength gradually became stronger, and even became a fierce rubbing, Lan Ye The pointed chin rested on his shoulder, and rubbed her face against his neck vigorously.Chen Jun felt that his clothes were stained with warm moisture, and he knew that Lan Ye was crying silently.

Chen Jun stroked his fluffy hair, and said in a low and deep voice, "Lan Ye, I miss you so much."

He felt the back of his clothes being tightly grasped, and his skin was aching from being grasped. He heard Lan Ye's sobbing. He didn't know how to soothe his heart. All he could do was hug him tightly.

They hugged each other tightly in the classroom, and the time passed by in the sweetness of reunion, until the flashlight beam in the corridor came in, and the security guard knocked on the door and asked, "Is anyone there?" They let go in a panic .

In the evening, they rode back to the bachelor apartment together. Lan Ye was very tired. He simply washed up and fell on the bed without even changing his clothes.Chen Jun pushed him and whispered softly: "Get up and change into your pajamas."

Lan Ye lazily turned over to Chen Jun's side, slowly opened his eyes, "I'm so tired." He said softly, letting out a breath.

"Then you have to put on your pajamas and sleep again, Lan Ye, Lan Ye?" Chen Jun called his name softly.Lan Ye frowned, eyes still closed, Chen Jun exhaled, helped Lan Ye take off his coat, and carefully helped him put on his pajamas and covered him with a quilt.He glanced at his watch, it was not yet 8 o'clock, and he was not very sleepy. Chen Jun took out the lesson preparation notes in the bag, turned off the lights in the bedroom, and went to the living room to prepare lessons.

The next morning, when Chen Jun woke up, Lan Ye was not in the bedroom. Chen Jun walked to the living room in a daze, and saw Lan Ye smoking on the balcony. Wearing white silver earphones.

At this time, the sun is still deep red, and it can be seen directly without being dazzling at all, covering the surrounding clouds with a faint pomelo red.A gust of wind blew in, lifted his fluffy bangs, Lan Ye narrowed his eyes, and exhaled a cloud of thick smoke, which gradually spread around him.

"What are you listening to? Can you let me listen?" Chen Jun walked up to Lan Ye, followed his line of sight to look at the gradually brightening Chaoyang.

Lan Ye took off the earphones and put them on Chen Jun's ears, a soothing melody mixed with a touch of sadness rang into her ears.Chen Jun whispered: "Yoshiki's "Without You", do you also listen to light music?"

"You know him?" A light flashed in Lan Ye's eyes, looking at Chen Jun excitedly.

"Of course, he is one of my favorite musicians." Chen Jun said with a smile, "I have also played his other repertoire."

"Ah Jun, can you play the piano?"

"In the second year of junior high school, I was in the tenth grade of piano."

"Amazing!"

"If you like, I can teach you." Chen Jun looked down at Lan Ye affectionately, and hugged him, "If you like, I can teach you anything."

For breakfast, Chen Jun made two bowls of chicken cakes with minced meat and lettuce and ham sandwiches. Chen Jun has lost his appetite for many days in a row. In the morning, his body may need it. He ate 8 sandwiches.

On the way to school, Lan Ye suddenly asked, "Ah Jun, did you go to the beach on November?"

"Didn't go." Chen Jun exhaled, "What about you?"

Lan Ye didn't speak, and a more melancholy look appeared in his sight again.

Chen Jun added: "Hey, it doesn't matter if you don't go and I go by myself."

Lan Ye turned her head and looked at Chen Jun in confusion. Chen Jun hurriedly said, "When we have time, let's go together!"

"En." Lan Ye hesitated for a few seconds before answering lightly, a smile seemed to appear on his face, but it was fleeting.

It was another full day of monthly exams. At noon, Chen Jun wanted to go out to eat with Lan Ye. When he saw Sun Ming and several other boys gathered around Lan Ye, he couldn't help but stop outside the door.Sun Ming sat next to Lan Ye, put his arm on Lan Ye, and asked with a smile: "Lan Ye, you have been getting very close to the head teacher recently, and you will take the math test this afternoon. Did you get the test questions from him?" ?”

"Yes, yes, good things should be shared together! The teacher lent you all the lesson preparation notes!" The boy next to him booed.

Lan Ye frowned, and said in a low voice, "I didn't."

"Stop pretending, then why do you go to the office alone with him every day not to ask questions?" Sun Ming's face changed, "Be honest and hand in the questions, we are still good buddies."

"I've already said it, but I haven't." Lan Ye said coldly with a more serious tone.

"I've never seen you get so close to any teacher. Our head teacher is a nice person, so you have to sneak in and teach me how to get close to him?"

"Are you two related?"

"That's right, otherwise why does the head teacher always take the initiative to find you?"

The boys who gathered around laughed ironically.

"It has nothing to do with you." Lan Ye wanted to stand up and leave, but Sun Ming and a few other boys held him down and forced him to sit where he was. We can’t lower our grades, and besides, our class’ overall grades will also be raised!” Sun Ming lied and coaxed.

"Have you finished?" He didn't give in at all.

"What do you mean? I took the initiative to talk to you to give you face, why are you pretending to be cold every day?" Sun Ming tightened his arms and was about to choke his neck, "Do you still want to hang out in class?"

This sentence angered Chen Jun, he slammed the classroom door open, startled the students in the classroom, Sun Ming hurriedly let go of Lan Ye, his face was as stiff as a person with cerebral palsy, making people sick to the stomach.

"What are you doing there?" Chen Jun roared, he got angry at the students for the first time, the eyes of the class focused on where Lan Ye and Sun Ming were, and Chen Jun strode into the classroom, "What time is it? Do you want to dig a hole and ask questions?"

"Teacher Chen..." Sun Ming stammered, "We...we're just joking!"

"Lan Ye is in poor health and always falls behind in class. I will prepare notes for him to follow the progress. Do you have any objections?" Chen Jun couldn't help but hammered the desk hard, and the boys around Lan Ye shrank back subconsciously After a while, including Sun Ming.Chen Jun then sternly said: "If your grades are poor, don't you know how to make up for it before the exam, and want to get something for nothing? Sun Ming, if you fail in math, I will remove your position in the sports committee!"

"Lan Ye, come out." Chen Jun gestured.

Lan Ye stood up under everyone's surprised eyes, and followed Chen Jun out of the classroom.

The two walked to the corner of the corridor where there was no one, and Chen Jun hugged Lan Ye all at once, "Are they bullying you?"

"Not yet, you're here." Lan Ye lowered her head.

"This group of boys can really bully the weak and fear the strong. I hated this kind of people the most when I was in high school."

"The way you look angry is really scary." Lan Ye seemed to force a smile, "It's too scary."

"How is the math review? If you don't do well in the exam, I will be angry!" Chen Jun approached his face affectionately, and kissed him lightly, "There are more than 40 minutes to the exam, go eat something Bar!"

"I want to read the main points of the book for a while." Lan Ye looked at Chen Jun, as if asking for his approval.

"Then let's go to the supermarket and buy something to eat."

At this time, three or five boys walked by with a large bag of snacks. Chen Jun let go of Lan Ye, and said in the tone of the teacher's order to the students: "Follow me."

Chen Jun himself thinks that he is an acting school, and he can pretend at any time, but Lan Ye lives a very real life without any falsehood. He doesn't lie, doesn't like it, and doesn't want to say it. Make up a reason that everyone recognizes like that.