Watching you quietly outside the window

Lan Ye's sobs gradually eased, and he calmed down.After Chen Jun helped Lan Ye clean his body, he began to quickly prepare for the trip. This was the trip he had planned since November. He brought a tent, a double air mattress, and two thick quilts. Several pieces of clothing and a package sealed in a black plastic bag.Lan Ye helped him carry some small items, such as food and drinking water, and he carried the heavy ones by himself.He put the big and small bags next to a garage, took out the remote control from his pocket, and opened the garage door. Inside was a red Porsche sports car that he hadn't touched for two years.Some fine dust fell on it, Chen Jun backed the car out of the garage, put the package on the back seat of the car, and said softly to Lan Ye: "Come on." He gestured.

Lan Ye looked a little surprised, he was stunned for a while before sitting in.Chen Jun closed the garage, and slowly drove the car to the main road. From the corner of his eyes, Lan Ye looked out of the car window, with his hands on his knees, looking very cautious.Chen Jun smiled and said, "Why are you nervous? This car is not stolen."

"I don't think so."

"I bought a Rolls-Royce before, but I sold it later, and the business failed." Chen Jun shrugged nonchalantly, "It's all in the past."

Lan Ye turned his gaze, and Chen Jun just happened to look at him too, "It doesn't matter, you will gain wisdom if you suffer from it, and you will become stronger if you can withstand setbacks!" He added.

Lan Ye didn't continue to ask questions as curiously as the others, and shifted her gaze out of the car window again, looking at the unknown scenery.

The buzzing sound of the car starting shook the eardrums, and the single frequency made Chen Jun a little sleepy. He put a CD into the disc area, and the melodious and quiet piano music came into his ears, and he became more energetic. He glanced at the mechanical watch on his wrist: 9:10.He stepped on the gas pedal.The melody of the track changed slowly, and Lan Ye suddenly said softly: "Yuriko Nakamura's "Flower Letter"."

"I still have her "Moon of the Fire Night" here, and her melody is very beautiful." Chen Jun became interested and tuned the music to "The Moon of the Fire Night".

"What's the name of the song before "Hua Xin"? I haven't heard it before."

Chen Jun looked it up, "Maxim's "Somewhere in Time"" he replied.

"Maxim's pieces should be the kind with a particularly strong sense of rhythm... I have heard his "Flight of the Bumblebee" and "Croatian Rhapsody."

"I guess, he should have fallen in love at that time." Chen Junhu made up, "If a person finds someone he likes, his feelings will become much more delicate than before, and there will be more throbbing and excitement in his heart than before. Worried, whenever I see him, I am overjoyed, and become mature, know how to give to others, realize how to care for others, and stop being selfish..." When he said this, he felt that he was talking about himself, his nose was sore, He paused for a moment, "So he took these complex emotions and expressed them in his music, playing a completely opposite melody than before."

"Can you play this piece?"

"Of course, but there is no piano now."

Lan Ye laughed softly, turned his gaze sideways, and faced out the window.

The journey was relatively long, and Chen Jun controlled the speed at 120 mph. At noon, he asked Lan Ye to take out the food he brought. Lan Ye said that he was not very hungry and only ate a hamburger in order to reach the destination quickly. On the ground, Chen Jun didn't stop and continued to drive, Lan Ye broke the food into small pieces and fed them into Chen Jun's mouth.After lunch, Lan Ye took out the cigarette case and smoked two cigarettes. Chen Jun opened the windows on both sides a little, and when the smoke dissipated, Chen Jun closed the windows and said, "It's just a good time to catch a cold. Smoke some."

"I'll try my best." Lan Ye put the cigarette case into his trouser pocket, and didn't smoke after that.

At around 6 o'clock in the afternoon, Chen Jun drove into the mountainous area from the main road, and the sunset began to sink, shuttling through the dark green mountains, and reflected some faint blush among the white clouds.Lan Ye poked his head out facing the setting sun, and there was endless blue water below the mountain. Lan Ye said excitedly: "It's the sea! The sea! Wow!"

"This is where you want to take me?" Lan Ye's eyes widened.

"I discovered this place a long time ago. It is not a scenic area. No one has developed it. If I have free time, I will drive here by myself and watch the beach and listen to music."

"So beautiful!" He was really just a child, and there was an undisguised innocence in his words.

Chen Jun parked his sports car on the snow-white beach, set up a tent by the sea, inflated the air mattress and spread it in the tent, and spread out a layer of quilt.The two sat in the tent, looking at the place where the sea and the sky meet. At this time, the setting sun just fell to the boundary line blurred by water mist, like a burning flame, gradually sinking into the cold sea water.

The sky became darker with the sinking of the setting sun, and the Huoshaoyun was extinguished by the icy dark blue, and returned to its original grayish white, swimming slowly in the sky.I don't know how long it took, the sky was completely dark, the sky was filled with dozens of times more stars than in the city, and there was a white porcelain half moon.The field of vision was covered in black, and the surrounding scenery became blurred. They moved their eyes to the brightest direction-the sky.A gust of evening wind blew by, and Lan Ye shivered, Chen Jun put his arms around him, and Lan Ye came over and leaned gently on his shoulder.The sea breeze whipped up some black waves, hitting the delicate sandy beach, dissipating the temperature of the sand, Lan Ye retracted her feet into the tent, and said softly: "It's so cold."

Chen Jun wrapped the quilt around him, "Do you have a fever again?" He put his head on Lan Ye's forehead and smiled softly, "No fever."

Lan Ye was also laughing, but he couldn't see clearly, only his bright eyes were curved, reflecting the moonlight.

"It's... so dark here."

"Are you scared?"

"With you, don't be afraid."

Saying that, the two laughed lightly again.

"Let's play a game." Chen Jun turned on the flashlight function in his mobile phone, and took out colorful paper boats from the mysterious black bag, each of which contained a candle.

Lan Ye opened her mouth in surprise, "You have already thought about it?"

"Give me your lighter." Chen Jun took the lighter, lit the candles on the paper boat one by one, and put them in the sea water.The field of vision gradually became brighter, and the faint light of candles in the eyes flickered quietly on the undulating sea surface, illuminating the ripples of the sea surface with golden light, drifting to farther and farther directions.

Lan Ye opened his eyes wide, under the candlelight, his eyes glowed with water, "Wow! So beautiful!" He said a little excitedly.

"This way it won't be dark." Chen Jun stared at Lan Ye's side face looking at the sea, scrutinizing his every expression, as if he wanted to engrave his every moment of change in his mind, Lan Ye noticed that Chen Jun was watching He turned his head with a soft smile that had never been seen before on the corner of his mouth.

Their looking at each other quickly turned into staring. People who are in love need only look at each other for more than 3 seconds, and sparks will be sparked. This sentence is true. Chen Jun put his hands on his shoulders, he likes it very much This boy couldn't help but love him, he looked at him affectionately, his heartbeat was constantly accelerating, he said in a low voice and softly: "Lan Ye, I like you." He said it without concealing it.

Lan Ye sensitively turned her gaze to one side, but did not move, it was a tacit waiting.Chen Jun leaned into his ear, "You are so beautiful." Chen Jun kissed his cheek, and then gently slid between his two thin lips. They kissed in the dim candlelight, and the ups and downs of the tide unknowingly changed. It became a romantic melody, echoing in my ears again and again...

They kissed for a long time, until the kiss was almost suffocating before letting go of each other's lips.They lay down in the tent, they didn't have the idea of ​​continuing to do it, they just looked at each other infatuatedly.Lan Ye's stomach made a gurgling sound, and Chen Jun reminded him: "Hey, are you hungry?"

"A little bit." He replied vaguely.

"Let's eat." Chen Jun sat up, took out two ham and egg sandwiches from the food bag, and handed one to Lan Ye.Lan Ye took a bite, he ate slowly, staring at the ground, as if thinking about something.After eating for a while, Lan Ye suddenly said: "I also went to the beach when I was a child. My mother took me there when I was about six years old." It was the first time he took the initiative to bring up family matters.

Lan Ye said expressionlessly, "There are so many people on the beach. I wanted to pick up some beautiful shells and conch shells that I saw in books, but I couldn't find them. The ones on the beach were all unrecognizable debris." He said It was very calm, as if going back to the past, "I finally picked up one, a purple conch, and I wore it, hung it around my neck, and wore it for a whole year. Later, the children from the neighbor's house came to play, and she was very special. Like my conch, she cried and asked for it, but if I didn’t give it, she begged my mother, and my mother said that the big brother should let the little sister.”

"You gave her the conch?"

"In the end I gave it, and then she played with it for two days and broke the conch."

"I also collected a lot of shells and conch necklaces when I was in the jewelry business, but I sold them all later." Chen Jun dug out two chocolates from the bag, threw one to Lan Ye, and continued: "I I went to university when I was 15 years old, and it was very popular for college students to start a business. I majored in accounting, but I didn’t like that kind of major, so my dad forced me to apply for it. I learned design by myself and worked as a designer in a clothing company.”

"But do you know?" Chen Jun took a sip of water, "All the clothing styles I design, the company belongs to their most famous designers."

"Too much." Lan Ye frowned.

"Society is like this, it's so fake." Chen Jun exhaled, "But I can talk, and the directors of the company know that those styles are designed by me, so I always flatter them and make friends with them. The designer's place was taken."

"Then you must have been very famous at the time, right?" Lan Ye lowered her head, seeming to purse the corners of her lips, "I've never heard of your name."

"I gave myself a stage name called Miracle, narcissistic, right?"

"You are a miracle?" Lan Ye looked at him in surprise, "I have collected your Snow Wing series!"

"Later, I started a company by myself. I was so crazy at that time, I was directly engaged in the jewelry business, and the value of jewelry kept depreciating. Fortunately, the styles I designed were purchased in large quantities and did not lose money." Chen Jun smiled indifferently. , "Do you know how I went bankrupt?"

"I can't guess..."

"I deposited my money in a bank with high interest rates, but all the people who went to that bank for loans were jewelers. I couldn't get my money back. The bank went bankrupt. I went, and then I couldn't get my money back." Chen Jun Shrugged, "I was very depressed at the time, but when I thought about it later, it was my fault. If I had deposited the money in the National Bank, these things would not have happened."

"You can sue the bank!" Listening to Lan Ye, he was really excited, he was so innocent and cute.

"What's the use of suing, and I don't want to drive the bank staff to a dead end. After all, many big depositors are suing him. He has already lost his fortune. At least I will sell the jewelry I have so that I won't be completely poor."

"I wanted to borrow some money to start a new business. No one was willing to lend me, including my brothers and sisters, and my parents. I told them I was broke, and they knew the sky was falling. All kinds of complaints, I asked them for money, but they refused to give them life or death, saying that if they go bankrupt, the house will have to be paid out.” Speaking of this, Chen Jun paused, “Since then, I don’t regard them as relatives , each going their own way in the future, at that time, I learned to be independent, to bear and resolve my own pain."

Lan Ye didn't speak, but just looked at Chen Jun, with admiration and worry in his eyes.

"But it's okay to go bankrupt. If I were still a businessman, I would never have met you." Lan Ye still looked at him, and Chen Jun held up Lan Ye's chin and pulled his face into himself, "When I met you, put my All losses have been made up."

They kissed again, and the paper boats on the sea floated to the distance, some of them had been extinguished, and the vision became blurred again. Chen Jun hugged Lan Ye, pulled up the tent, and lay on the air mattress.Chen Jun took off the rainproof fabric on the top of the tent, and what caught his eyes was the sky full of stars.