One thousand reasons to break up

For the first time, with Bai Tingmo in that situation, he confessed his love as a joke. What is Bai Tingmo's attitude towards himself?

Although Bai Tingmo didn't reject himself at that time, he didn't say much, he just pretended not to hear it, but this seemed to be a more terrible answer - often not getting an answer, it was more terrible than getting a sad and sad answer, Because it requires you to guess, figure out, and understand the other party's inner world that they can't figure out.

The fluttering fallen leaves are like the heart of a young man, blown into the air by the wind of secret love, but finally deposited on the ground by the gravity of reality.

Gu Youxue originally thought that after that confession, Bai Tingmo would look at herself like a monster, maybe from now on, she and him would fade out, and there would be no intersection, but this is not the case, Bai Tingmo treated herself as always attitude, chatting as if nothing had happened...

That's right, most people would take it as a joke when they hear boys confessing their love to each other. Only I can see this joke as real.

Gu Youxue shook her head, she just felt that she was funny, so she didn't think about it any more.

At that time, it was already the first term of the second year of high school, and the relationship between myself and Bai Tingmo hadn't made any substantive progress, or it had been maintained, a rather strange relationship. Obviously I liked Bai Tingmo, but I had been avoiding Bai Tingmo, and Bai Tingmo had always been Find yourself very generously.

Sometimes it is, to eat?

Sometimes yes, borrow something?

Sometimes yes, in the shower...

Except for the last one who didn't agree, everyone else followed Bai Tingmo, but Bai Tingmo's attitude of thinking that nothing happened is really annoying - ten!point!No!Cool!

I remember when I was in the second year of high school, there was a make-up class, the dormitory was closed for lunch break, and all students were required to take lunch break in the classroom. At that time, I and Bai Tingmo were no longer at the same table, but one in front of the other.

That's right, it's one in front and one in back. When you're in class, you can see the back of Bai Tingmo's head just by looking up... a little further down is Bai Tingmo's back... a little further down... .... well blocked by books ==!

During that afternoon nap, Gu Youxue and Bai Tingmo were both studying by themselves, and the other students basically fell asleep on the table. Suddenly, Bai Tingmo turned around and told Gu Youxue that he couldn't solve a math problem.

Gu Youxue didn't dare to look directly into Bai Tingmo's eyes, so she just took Bai Tingmo's test paper, looked at the questions, then took out the draft book, lowered her head and began to explain to Bai Tingmo.

The scenery outside the window is the same as my own heart. When the wind blows, the fallen leaves will float away from the ground. Although some things have already sunk to the ground, they only need a gust of wind to fiddle with them, and they will dance again.

"Do you understand?" Gu Youxue finished speaking hastily, and seeing Bai Tingmo remained silent, she raised her head and asked.

She raised her head too violently, and her forehead directly touched Bai Tingmo's forehead. The two looked at each other like a torch. For a moment, Gu Youxue even forgot to move away. She just felt that Bai Tingmo in front of her was shining in the afternoon sun outside the window. Under the sky, it was incomparably dazzling, incomparably glamorous, incomparably, breathtaking, so that I could no longer look away, and I didn't have the courage to lower my head.

And Bai Tingmo seemed to enjoy this posture very much, looking at the shy Gu Youxue all the time, although his heart was a little throbbing, but the feeling of jubilation of the heartbeat made people feel unexpectedly beautiful.

Just looking at each other, just a touch on the forehead, I feel that every inch of my skin has become hot and longing, longing to be the same as my forehead, touching the other party, there is no distance, if I really touch it, I will What is it like?

Bai Tingmo moved closer, letting his nose touch Gu Youxue's.

Why, even though Gu Youxue is a boy, Bai Tingmo still feels it, a feeling of peace of mind, as if this is his temperature, the feeling of breathing the air that the other party is also breathing, makes Bai Tingmo more and more unable to bear it .

What happens if you kiss...

Gu Youxue will be frightened, right?

Looking at Gu Youxue's current appearance, Bai Tingmo obviously lost his mind, and Bai Tingmo realized that he once said to himself - I like you.

like me?

Are two boys dating?I've heard of it before, but it feels far away from me.

How do two boys fall in love?It's the same as men and women, hug, but even if they are not lovers, two boys who have a good relationship will hug.

Kissing?It seems that even if they are not couples, some boys who have a good relationship will kiss when they are joking.

H...?

When I think about it, I think it looks weird, disgusting and scary ==!

But when Bai Tingmo looked at Gu Youxue in front of him, he didn't feel disgusted at all. On the contrary, it made people have a possessive desire to embrace him. But why, since the other party confessed to him, he has always been indifferent to him hot?Does he think I rejected him?

"You, do you like me?" Bai Tingmo was a little embarrassed, and said slowly.

Eh?Bai Tingmo still remember this incident?

Gu Youxue instantly wanted to find a hole to bury herself in, why did she bring up this matter at this time, TAT, Bai Tingmo, you definitely did it on purpose!

"Then, why don't you chase me?" Although Bai Tingmo looked calm on the surface, he couldn't calm down in his heart. He was completely confused. He didn't know why he would say such things to a boy.

I......

I?Why didn't I chase you?

Gu Youxue was shocked. Although she still didn't speak, her eyes were already full of doubts, as if she was asking Bai Tingmo how I should chase you.

"Could it be that you like someone and don't go after him?" Bai Tingmo pursed his lips to keep himself from laughing, Gu Youxue's cute expression is really cute, her eyes are full of doubts, she looks like a child The same, the cute feeling of not knowing anything, and their posture, Gu Youxue's neck is tilted, from Bai Tingmo's perspective, it is very cute!

"Me? How can I chase after you ==!" Gu Youxue's heart beat rate has completely exceeded the normal range, so Bai Tingmo has promised himself?Or is it another tactful way of refusing?

"...Hey, don't you just plan to say, I like you, and it's over?" Bai Tingmo couldn't help complaining, "At least, you should have a love letter!"

Love letter ==?Bai Tingmo, this is, you want me to write a love letter to him?

Why ==?Bai Tingmo, are you out of your mind?Why do you want boys to write love letters to you? Could it be that your eyes are blunted from reading girls' love letters, and you need to read a few "alternative" love letters written by men to yourself to relieve eye pressure?

Gu Youxue was stunned.

"I don't even have a love letter, and you say you like me. Are you playing with me?" Bai Tingmo looked a little angry.

"No!" Gu Youxue immediately responded, he is real, he has a good impression of Bai Tingmo, this kind of affection comes from the heart, and runs through every cell, as if as soon as he sees Bai Tingmo, the whole person is energetic Youxue knows very well that she really likes Bai Tingmo.

"Well, then I'm going to inspect the goods tonight, so come on."

The air exhaled from Bai Tingmo's mouth is so warm, I really want to just get close to it, but what if the students around me see it?

Although most of the students around are asleep, and a small number of students are also reading, it seems that they don't pay attention to this place at present, but what if, if they are seen, doesn't Bai Tingmo feel that he is bored to death?

So the two of them maintained this posture, and they didn't go any further, and they didn't intend to move away... Originally, I thought that according to the normal situation, there would always be one party, muster up the courage, kiss down, Just like in Korean dramas, but just when both sides mustered up their courage - the bell rang for the end of the nap.

They coincidentally "separated".

Then Bai Tingmo turned around, as if nothing had happened just now, and Gu Youxue also instantly returned to the so-called mastery mode, and began to silently look at the physics equations.

But both of them were affected by the indescribable feeling just now, and the excitement was already deeply imprinted in their hearts.

In the evening, when she returned to the dormitory, Gu Youxue was still hesitating whether she should take the so-called love letter == to Bai Tingmo.

Fuck, why did I trust Bai Tingmo so easily, and really foolishly wrote a love letter? I am complete, I don't have any writing skills, and I don't have any experience in writing love letters!Still like this, I wrote a so-called love letter, if it was really given to Bai Tingmo, it would be a wonder if I didn't die of laughter!

"Gu Youxue!"

"Ah!" Gu Youxue turned around on tiptoe, holding a toothbrush in her hand, and looked at Bai Tingmo in horror.

"Do you dare not deliver the goods?" Bai Tingmo raised his eyebrows.

......puff!

Gu Youxue spit out all the mouthwash in her mouth, and she became refreshed after hearing this sentence. Do you really want to see it?

Gu Youxue's eyes were filled with resentment and pleading, as well as various flashes of survival complex that Bai Tingmo didn't understand (...)

"That." Gu Youxue took it out of his pocket, and Bai Tingmo looked at Gu Youxue's shy silent and lowered head, wondering if he was so scary?

and......

Bai Tingmo was embarrassed when he saw the red paper in Gu Youxue's hands, "Why did you give me the money?"

what?

Gu Youxue slightly raised his head and looked at his hand. He didn't dare to raise it too high, otherwise his blushing face would be seen by Bai Tingmo. When he saw the RMB in his hand, Gu Youxue wanted to die I have my heart.

It's the first time for me to make such a fool of myself when I grow up so old...

"Yes, I'm sorry." Gu Youxue took back the money, took out the "love letter" she had thought about for 3 self-study sessions in the afternoon and 3 evening self-study sessions in the evening, and handed it to Bai Tingmo.

Then someone stood there, not daring to move, silently waiting for Bai Tingmo to "give orders" after reading the so-called "love letter".

Bai Tingmo opened the love letter and looked at it. Although there was nothing remarkable about the entire "love letter", but for some reason, a trace of warmth ignited in his heart. For the first time, Bai Tingmo realized that the words really made people feel happy. The powerful force that makes people's hearts move, but it is not so much the words, it is better to say that the person who writes the words, the kind of love seems to really jump out of the paper...

"Why are you so nervous...I won't eat you again..." Bai Tingmo put the love letter in his pocket, "Let's go, I'll invite you to have supper."

So there was Gu Youxue's first late return to the dormitory.

But Gu Youxue didn't feel any guilt or guilt as a sophomore in high school. She just felt that today was very warm. At least, Bai Tingmo didn't reject her, and even accepted the "love letter" that she didn't know what she wrote. .

So, is this a promise to me?

Uh, it's so noisy, who is playing Conan's theme song ==!

Oh yes, the phone...it's Bai Tingmo's.

"Hello?" Someone said lazily.

Bai Tingmo on the other end of the phone was unhurried, but his tone was full of murderous intent, "Gu Youxue, do you dare to let me go?"

Whoosh! 2 minutes to be conscious, 2 minutes to put on the down jacket and run downstairs at a speed of 100 meters. Bai Tingmo's car is already waiting.

Gu Youxue looked at her phone, it was 4:20, and she had an appointment to meet at 4 o'clock. If Bai Tingmo had come earlier, wouldn't she have been waiting for her for a long time?

"Sorry, I fell asleep a bit."

"Dream about me?"

...Trough, Bai Tingmo, are you an immortal?

Bai Tingmo looked at Gu Youxue's tangled look from the rearview mirror of the car, and smiled involuntarily. It seemed that he had guessed right, but he still wanted to know what he dreamed about, more specifically.

"Drive well, don't think too much." Gu Youxue muttered, looking out the window.

I couldn't help laughing. If Bai Tingmo didn't make that phone call, I would continue to dream and remember the beginning of myself and Bai Tingmo, the strange love letter, and what happened after that.

But it doesn't matter whether I recall it or not, at least now, he is by my side, and it is a perfect, brand new beginning.

Gu Youxue enjoyed this very much. In the dream and outside the dream, it was Bai Tingmo's world. Leaning against the car window, she looked at Bai Tingmo's profile in the driver's seat.

etc!Bai Tingmo, don't you have a driver's license?

Thinking of this, Gu Youxue's face instantly distorted. Bai Tingmo was the only one who saw Gu Youxue's sweetness, excitement, and fear from the rearview mirror.

He is such an expression god...

Bai Tingmo shook his head and drove away with peace of mind.

☆、I want to be with you tonight