One thousand reasons to break up

It was raining heavily, and Bai Tingmo really couldn't figure out why Gu Youxue wanted to accompany him to the school playground for a walk after eating, but the more he couldn't figure it out, the more he let Gu Youxue follow him with an umbrella Gu Youxue didn't speak behind her back. Gu Youxue's attitude tonight was very abnormal. Not only did she not have the original cheerfulness, but she also lacked the innocence that a freshman in high school should have. And despair, even in the dim street lights, still shone with a cold light.

Why go to the school playground?Ordinary people come to school during the holidays, will they be considered stupid, right?

Maybe it's because this is the place where the text message was received?

That's right, on that snowy night, I was silently invited by Bai Ting to come here, but I didn't meet, so I received a breakup text message, and the place was here.

The one who was said to love you all his life, on January 2013, 1, Gu Youxue really thought that Bai Tingmo would say unrequited love words to herself, and she foolishly walked to the playground in the face of the heavy snow. There is no playground, waiting for so long.

Waiting text message: Let's break up.

It was snowy then, and now it is raining heavily.

The scene of the sad time, the weather is always surprisingly similar, the heavy snow is gone, but the cold wind blowing on the face is really chilling.

"Honey, what's the matter with you?" Bai Tingmo looked at Gu Youxue, although he didn't speak for a long time, but he still didn't feel comfortable taking a walk. On the contrary, there was a trace of unconcealable pain in his silent expression, and he couldn't help asking with concern.

"Bai Tingmo." Gu Youxue recalled countless thoughts. Although the surface was calm, there was already an undercurrent in his heart.

"Huh?" Bai Tingmo stretched out his hand to hold Gu Youxue, but Gu Youxue gently pushed him away.

"I want to tell you a story." Gu Youxue said.

"Story? Usually you want me to tell a story. Why is it the other way around today?" Bai Tingmo replied jokingly with a smile, wanting to break the embarrassment, but seeing Gu Youxue looking at him very seriously, he really didn't know what was going on. what happened.

"I've wanted to tell this story for a long time, but I've always been afraid." Gu Youxue took a breath.

"Afraid? What are you afraid of?" Bai Tingmo asked.

"I'm afraid you think I'm sick." Gu Youxue still didn't change her expression. "So, please don't take everything I say next as a joke. Please believe that the story I tell is true, even if it is seen by outsiders. It really is an impossible story, promise me that, okay?"

Looking into Gu Youxue's eyes, Bai Tingmo seemed to understand something.

"Okay, I promise you."

"Also, when I talk again, don't interrupt. I'm afraid that if you interrupt, I will be shaken and confused. This story won't be too long. Give me 30 minutes and just listen to me, okay?" Gu You Snow asked.

"Well, tell me." Bai Tingmo agreed, and took a few steps forward. "Our two umbrellas collided, which made you drenched in a lot of rain."

"It's okay." Gu Youxue said, "Then I started?"

"Ah."

Gu Youxue took a deep breath with all her strength, feeling heavy in her heart, as if she couldn't say a word, but Gu Youxue knew in her heart that if she did this, it wouldn't affect Bai Tingmo, but for herself, it was a long-term pain rather than a short-term one. pain.

"Bai Tingmo." The rain was pattering.

"let's break up."

The raindrops hit the umbrella, and what shook were indeed two uneasy hearts. After Gu Youxue said this, she felt that her vitality was seriously injured. For a while, she couldn't continue to explain. Although Bai Tingmo's body shook slightly , His brows trembled a little, but the other big movements and expressions didn't show at all.

Even the words, did not say a word, Bai Tingmo did not ask the reason.

Does he know he can explain?

Gu Youxue looked at Bai Tingmo calmly, but there was anger in her eyes that couldn't be concealed for a long time, and she couldn't help but start to get scared. Didn't she really hurt Bai Tingmo by doing this?

"I..." You never liked me anyway, so why put on such a gesture and care about my explanation for what I said?

"I like you very much." Gu Youxue lowered her head, her tears were mixed with the rain, and Bai Tingmo didn't notice.

"That's right, I like you very much, I love you very much." Gu Youxue added, "But that was ten years ago."

"Ten years?" Bai Ting spit out two words silently.

"That's right, ten years ago, more than ten years ago to be precise, at that time, we really met for the first time." Gu Youxue recalled, "I fell in love with you when I was in the freshman year of high school, but I There was no way to say it until the second year of high school, our relationship began to get closer and we were together, but in the third year of high school, everything changed."

"You may not believe it, but if you don't believe it, then listen to it as a story." Gu Youxue said, "Actually, I came back from the future. I am already 26 years old, and I have been dumped ten years by you." I still can't forget you in [-], I thought I could forget you, because I'm getting married, but God made such a joke with me—let me go back to my high school days, the most terrifying thing is, See you again."

"That's right, when I met that, you once played with my feelings and never cared about you again. You may not understand what I'm talking about now, so I'll explain it to you seriously." Gu Youxue I became more and more excited "Ten years ago, when we were in the second year of high school, we fell in love. To be precise, I fell in love with you. As for your feelings for me, I once thought that you fell in love with me too, so During that time, I was very happy, but after the third year of high school, two weeks before the winter vacation, which is about this time next year, and a little further forward, on January 1th, you invited me to the playground, which is here."

Gu Youxue pointed to where she was standing.

"It was 2013, January 1th. Many people said that today is lovers' day, because they love you forever, so many couples confessed their love that day. I thought, you asked me to come, what's the matter, love words to me Said, yes, I was very innocent at that time." Gu Youxue looked at the street lamp beside her, "This lamp is the brightest, so I stood under this lamp and waited for you, this playground is the same as now , empty."

"That day, I didn't wait for you, but I waited for a text message from you. The content was very simple, only three words, let's break up."

"I naively thought that you were joking with me. I called, but you didn't answer. I made several calls at that time. I called as I walked. I was covered in snowflakes. I forgot to take my umbrella, but you still didn't answer. I was very disappointed that day. I hoped to hear what you had to say. I thought I could ask questions after returning to the dormitory, but you didn’t go back to the dormitory that day, and I learned the next day that you went abroad.”

"That's right, I left a text message, but I didn't call or meet anyone. I don't know the reason. I only know that the teacher informed you that you changed schools and went abroad. I thought I would never see you again."

With tears in Gu Youxue's eyes, she stared at Bai Tingmo, "I really thought so, but most of the time, the more I thought it wouldn't happen, no matter how incredible it was, it happened."

Bai Tingmo still listened, did not speak, and breathed very calmly, without interrupting Gu Youxue's words.

"But, I don't know why you have become like this." Gu Youxue lowered her head, "Although you are still you, you give me a different feeling, at least not the one you gave me in high school. Feel."

"I don't know why, is it because you have been accommodating me in high school, so you have been enduring your own character, and in the end you couldn't stand me anymore, so you broke up with me. I thought about it for a long time, and I think this is the only possibility and the only one. reason."

"Although now I meet you again, and you are very kind to me, you let me see another side of you, I admit that I like you, I like you again, no, to be precise, I never have Stop liking you, but after meeting you again, I know that I should let you go."

"If we continue like this, the previous things will repeat itself, you will get bored with me, give in, and leave me without looking back, do you know that I'm scared?" Gu Youxue choked up, "I'm afraid of that fear, That sense of loss, that pain that fell from the sky."

"What if I say I can't?" It was Bai Tingmo who said this. Hearing this, the other party couldn't help but interrupt.

"You once said you couldn't." Gu Youxue mercilessly interrupted Bai Tingmo's rhetorical question, "You once said, many, many such love words, of course I also said, but the final result is——you I have forgotten it, but I still remember it after more than ten years. It's not because you are not dedicated, but because, maybe there are some things that I really let you down, so you don't even want to tell me the reason for breaking up. I'm not blaming you, or I don't believe you, I just don't believe myself, I'm afraid."

"The person who said to accompany me to see the snow for a lifetime is gone. I don't want you to be the second person who promised for a lifetime, but left in a blink of an eye, or you will definitely be the second person, but I can stop you now. Make that kind of promise." Gu Youxue said, "Because I want to understand, you are indeed too young at this time, and we really know too little about each other. I used to think that I knew you enough, but I couldn't figure out why you I would do that, but now I find that I don't know you enough, I never really knew you."

"Haven't you ever known me?" Bai Tingmo raised his eyebrows, "For example?"

"A lot of details, you might find it ridiculous if you tell them." Gu Youxue smiled awkwardly, "I remember when you were in high school, you went to the cafeteria. Fire-roasted fish and steamed duck, now you basically only eat vegetarian dishes, and I have never seen you eat what you loved before."

"You didn't know how to drive in high school, but now you have better driving skills than my dad."

"Your grades in high school were mediocre. Although language subjects were the top ones, they were only average in other subjects. It was definitely not as strong as it is now. Is it because my grades were too poor at that time, so you have been lowering the score ==!?"

"I..." Bai Tingmo was speechless for a moment.

"Also! In high school, I only chased you in the second year of high school. Why did we start in the first year of high school? Did God insist that I start an unending relationship with you in high school? And in this case, it doesn't feel like I'm chasing you, but you're chasing me?" Gu Youxue asked back, "And we didn't do any deviant behavior in high school?"

"For example?" Whitehall asked silently.

"Did we do that kind of thing in high school?" Gu Youxue asked Bai Tingmo, "Forget it, you don't know anyway. We had a very normal and innocent relationship in high school. We rarely held hands, let alone that kind of thing."

"You mean? Go to bed?" Bai Tingmo asked.

"Yeah, what else?" Gu Youxue was a little nervous, hey, a mentally grown-up in his 20s was raped by a teenage-smart child, this year's attack was really thorough.

"Didn't you say that you have been working for more than 20 years old? Although you are only 16 years old physically, if you are 26 years old mentally, you shouldn't make any fuss about going to bed, right?" Bai Tingmo asked.

"Me." Gu Youxue was really embarrassed to say everything about herself ==!Hearing Bai Tingmo's words, it is estimated that he has... played with many people.

"I didn't make any fuss, I just found it a little strange that you were taking too much initiative." Gu Youxue pretended to be calm.

"That's right, you're already 26, and you've been in bed quite a few times?" Bai Tingmo asked lightly.

"No!"

Without thinking about it, Gu Youxue spit out the word directly.

Although this was indeed the correct answer, it was the first time that Gu Youxue discovered that her reflexes were so incredibly fast.

"Still?"

"...Yes." Damn it, I still said it ==!

There's nothing embarrassing about it, at least from the vantage point of the love morality of being loyal to a lover, Gu Youxue has a very good explanation for what she said, that she still can't let go of Bai Tingmo after ten years.

"Oh." Bai Tingmo didn't say much, the corner of his mouth raised slightly, but he soon became serious again. "Can you continue talking?"

"Hello? What do you want me to continue? Do you really think I'm telling a story?" Gu Youxue was a little angry, "It's true that you don't know anything, so you can write it off so cleanly, but for me, I can't bear it anymore gone."

Indeed, at times like this, everyone feels that they are just telling stories, right?

Time travel and rebirth, who would believe it==?

So only I can deceive myself, maybe I get up tomorrow and put it back on again?This kind of thing has not appeared in the novel.

That's right, maybe when I wake up tomorrow, I still have to go to work as usual, go on a blind date as usual, be forced into marriage as usual, and marry Ding Shan as usual==!

Hehe, it's funny, I haven't been back for half a year, I'm almost used to this place now, how could it be so abrupt to go back?

"No, I didn't think you were telling a story, I just wanted to know how sad you are." Bai Tingmo said lightly.

"Then you may never know. How can you speak this language clearly? I just want to know if you believe me or not." Gu Youxue asked.

"Of course I do. I don't believe it. But just because I believe in you, it doesn't mean I agree to break up with you." Bai Tingmo walked up to Gu Youxue and confirmed his answer with his eyes.

"..." Gu Youxue fell silent.

"Although I can't tell you the reason why I broke up with you before, I can tell you why I believe your ridiculous stories." Bai Tingmo slowly moved his head close to Gu Youxue's ear.

"Because me too."

☆、Do you still need a love letter?