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Yan Lingling was woken up by the vibrating sound of the phone. Her dizzy head made her dazed for more than ten seconds before answering the phone. Ming's voice was very energetic: "Are you up? I bought breakfast and it's outside the door."

"Huh?" Yan Lingling was surprised, an arm suddenly wrapped around her waist, making her tremble, the phone slipped from her ear and fell under the bed, she leaned over to meet Lin Yi's slightly opened eyes, turned over and picked up the phone , said anxiously to the phone: "Wait a minute! Are you outside the door? Wait a moment."

Ran Ming replied.Yan Lingling got out of bed to wash up: "Get up, Ran Ming is outside the door." She moved quickly, and after she finished washing, Lin Yi put on her underwear and tidied up the bed.Yan Lingling dug out from the closet the long skirt she had bought and hadn't worn twice, and gave it to Lin Yi, and changed herself.

Ten minutes later, they invited Ran Ming and breakfast into the room.

Ran Ming glanced at the two of them, while Yan Lingling ignored them while sipping soy milk. To be honest, she didn't know how to explain the deep kiss with Lin Yi last night.They kissed in the dark for a long time, Lin Yi's lips brushed her neck and chest, and no one knew who fell asleep first in the end.In the early hours of the morning, she felt the softness of her chest when she was half asleep and half awake, and she wanted to open her eyes to see it, but then her dizzy head pulled her into a fragmented dream again.

Lin Yi ate his breakfast by himself, turning his eyes from side to side, looking at Yan Lingling for a while, looking at Ran Ming for a while, she bit the straw and sucked, and said with a smile: "You two are so strange. Ran Ming, nothing happened to us , right, Lingling?"

Yan Lingling was taken aback for a moment, and after meeting Ran Ming's gaze, he nodded hesitantly.

After racking his brains, Ran Ming didn't know whether to ask or not. After struggling for a long time, Ran Ming stared blankly at Yan Lingling: "You...you know?"

Yan Lingling nodded again.

Ran Ming raised his hand and stroked his half-length hair, rarely showing the embarrassment of a man in his twenties: "Hey, that, I didn't know how to say it back then..."

Yan Lingling raised his eyes, and Lin Yi looked at her with a flamboyant smile. She saw complacency in the other person's smile, and she also smiled: "I know. Aren't you going to work today?"

The subject was quickly shifted.They didn't chat for a while, and Ran Ming left first.Yan Lingling got up and was about to clean up the table. A message popped up on Lin Yi's phone. She looked at the phone and frowned, and then apologized to Yan Lingling. A customer came over. She wanted to go back to the company to pick up things and meet the customer in the afternoon.

When leaving, Lin Yi was going to take away yesterday's clothes in a bag. Yan Lingling's mouth was faster than her head, and she asked her to leave the clothes here and come back to get them next time. After all, it is not good to bring clothes to the office.Lin Yi agreed, she grabbed Yan Lingling's hand and squeezed it, and walked out of the room with her bag on her back.

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From that day on, Lin Yi began to send messages to Yan Lingling if he had nothing to do.It is different from the messages sent by Yan Lingling as a potential customer before, this time I send her whatever I think of, even things like being tired from eating will be sent to her with a sense of complaint.

But Yan Lingling is very busy.The rest time of that day seemed to be a busy start. The number of moving orders suddenly increased on the second day, and the moving team was not enough. On the most one day, Yan Lingling moved nine orders, and the last customer moved at ten o'clock in the middle of the night. a little.In this case, Yan Lingling's reply to Lin Yi was few and slow, which could easily be misunderstood as perfunctory.

The employees of the company do not have a fixed rest time. If they want to take a vacation, they must inform Wu Huan in the office in advance to arrange the work form, and take a vacation or ask for leave.Lin Yi made an appointment with Yan Lingling several times, but the other party didn't have time. One night, after nine o'clock, she called Yan Lingling. Yan Lingling was still on the way to move, and her tone was urgent and busy. She had already bought things and prepared. Lin Yi, who was going to the yard, hung up the phone and returned home unsteadily.

Yan Lingling realized that Lin Yi's attitude towards her had changed.This kind of behavior of sending messages to inform big and small things is like a sticky couple in love, but she feels that she and Lin Yi are not in this kind of relationship.The kiss that night was just an accident, not even drunk sex. After all, there is no "sex". The married Lin Yi likes the same sex, and will not refuse the invitation of a half-drunk same-sex.

After Lin Yi sent more than five messages in a row for more than half a month, and he only responded to one or two messages after a long time, a feeling of guilt that he did not want to be misunderstood by others arose. I called Lin Yi, and it took a long time for Lin Yi to pick up the ring.Lin Yi on the phone suppressed his voice, knowing that Yan Lingling, who knew he had disturbed her, felt even more uneasy. Under the noisy background sound of the small restaurant, through the phone, Yan Lingling's voice was a little distorted. After the greetings, she said: "I'm sorry Ah Lin Yi, I can't reply you anytime and anywhere, you don't have to tell me so much, just be happy."

Yan Lingling hung up the phone first.Brother Yun and Sister Mi finished their meal and told her to leave.She hurriedly said to the phone, "I will ask you out when I have time, bye", before Lin Yi had time to say what he wanted to ask, the busy tone rang.

Lin Yi stood outside the meeting room, unable to see the people in the meeting room through the frosted glass, she held the phone tightly, Yan Lingling's tone was relaxed, but no matter how you heard it, it sounded like you don't need to send me any more messages Meaning, why?Lin Yi was a little confused, she pushed open the door of the meeting room and quietly returned to her seat.

After that phone call, Lin Yi's news really decreased a lot, but he still kept posting it every day.Zicheng has entered midsummer. Due to the requirements of the company, work clothes must be worn in summer. The material of short-sleeved trousers is thicker than ordinary T-shirts and sweatpants. After the first order is moved every day, everyone is wet with sweat. Everyone is in a cycle of sweating, drying, and then drying.Yan Lingling doesn't sweat as much as other people, but she can smell the sweat on her body every time the last order is placed, and most of the customers who place the order have to follow the car, so she has to curl herself up in a corner and pray The air conditioner in the car can mask the smell of sweat a little.

Because of the hot weather, many customers who placed orders gathered in the early morning and evening. It was often late at night when Yan Lingling returned to the yard during this time.In a blink of an eye, another weekend came, Yan Lingling got off the car at the entrance of the alley as usual, and went to the courtyard with Sister Mi carrying a bowl of fried rice noodles. As soon as they walked to the courtyard, they heard the voices of Yan'er and another person discussing excitedly.Yan'er is working outside in the summer vacation. Because she has to get up early, she goes to bed very early every day. Why is she still up so late?Yan Lingling and Sister Mi looked at each other in confusion, turned around the door and saw Lin Yi and Yan'er sitting on a small bench, Lin Yi was holding a laptop in his arms, and the two looked excitedly at the computer screen.Brother Yun, who came back a step earlier, sat on the other side, smoking and laughing.

"Why are you here?" Yan Lingling blurted out when seeing Lin Yi for the first time.

"Come to see you." Lin Yi moved the laptop and said to Yan'er, "See you next time?"

Yan'er nodded, and stood up to take the supper from Sister Mi's hand. Lin Yi also stood up, put the laptop in the backpack next to the bench, and looked at Yan Lingling, as if waiting for her to give an order .

Yan Lingling took Lin Yi upstairs, and neither of them spoke.Yan Lingling was so busy that she didn't even clean up the room. She piled the clothes on the sofa aside, handed Lin Yi a bottle of mineral water from the office a few days ago, sat on the ground and asked Lin Yi if he wanted fried rice noodles .

Lin Yi shook her head. She sat on the small sofa as soon as she entered the door. She didn't expect Yan Lingling to sit on the ground far away from her.She wanted to say that it was cold on the ground, but before she could say anything, Yan Lingling opened the takeaway box and said first, "I'm sweating all over, it stinks. It's so late, what can I do for you?"

Yan Lingling's nonchalant attitude made Lin Yi feel emotional. She wanted to come to Yan Lingling a few days ago, but because a customer who was about to sign a contract asked her for information from time to time every day, and another customer was in the office recently. Going through the insurance process, she was worried that she would delay her work, so she endured until today.Yan Lingling acted as if nothing had happened. To her, she was the same as others, and only came to her when she had something to do. Also, sitting so far away, did she feel that she would dislike the smell of sweat on her body?

Lin Yi took a deep breath in his heart, suppressed the surging emotions, and said to Yan Lingling: "Lingling, let's have a chat."

With half a mouthful of fried rice noodles in her mouth, Yan Lingling raised her head in doubt, and she only realized at this time that Lin Yi sent her a message during this time, no longer calling her Lingzi like her colleagues, but calling her Lingling.This name is Yan Lingling's baby name. Since she was a child, only her family members would call her that. Even if other people call her by this name at the beginning, she will guide her into Lingzi later.

She nodded, swallowed the fried noodles in her mouth, and looked at Lin Yi quietly.Lin Yi's eyes are very bright. Under the continuous incandescent lamp, she cast her gaze from a slightly higher place: "What does Lingling think we are related to?"

what relationship?The beating speed of the heart gradually increased, Yan Lingling's hand holding the chopsticks moved slightly, his head tilted slightly, and there was a questioning tone in his affirmation: "Friend?"

friend.The corners of Lin Yi's eyes and mouth were slightly curved at the same time, and he asked softly and puzzled: "Does Lingling think that friends will kiss?"

Yan Lingling came to his senses, did Lin Yi think the kiss that night was serious?She swallowed her saliva, feeling a little flustered in her heart. She wanted to say that she might, but she opened her mouth and said another sentence: "You and Lan Lan have kissed, but you don't like Lan Lan."

So I don't think that kissing means liking to you, or it will evolve into other relationships.and……

"I drank too much. I don't remember what you said about Lan Lan." Lin Yi looked deeply at Yan Lingling and said softly, "What's more, you may have read it wrong."

How can it be?Yan Lingling smiled, and she shook her head: "You can't read it wrong. Also, you drank too much that night."

Lin Yi's lips moved slightly, but she didn't say anything, she moved to sit on the ground, leaning against the sofa, and faced Yan Lingling across the table, her eyes were serious and sincere: "Since you have been misunderstanding, then I'll just say it straight. Lingling, I like you. Although I drank too much that night, my mind was clear. At first I thought you liked boys, but I didn't think about it, but after that night, I want to be with you. "

A gust of hot air flowed from the heart to the ears and then to the forehead, Yan Lingling's eyes widened, and his mind was extremely chaotic.She held the chopsticks tightly and tightly, her eyes looked at Lin Yi, but she didn't focus on Lin Yi.Impossible, Lin Yi doesn't have such a deep connection with herself, what does she like about herself?Her lips trembled slightly, and it took a long time before she focused her gaze on Lin Yi, and said softly, "Lin Yi, could you be mistaken, why?"

"why?"

"what do you like about me?"

Lin Yi saw Yan Lingling's panic, and had to explain it clearly to Yan Lingling, otherwise she would just feel like she was just playing around: "I don't know. I can't tell the reason why I like this thing. It may be the impression of meeting for the first time. Too deep, it may also be your personality, has anyone ever said that it is very comfortable to associate with you, although your education level is not high, but you have your own set of rules for dealing with people, you are straightforward and cute, and you are very good to grandpa, oh, also Yes, I wanted to say it straight from the first time we met, you have a very good figure, and your figure makes my heart beat."

... Will these become the reason for a person to be tempted?

Yan Lingling didn't know, she only knew that Lin Yi's words made her want to cry.No one has ever told her so directly, on the love side, there are so many reasons why she likes herself.

Can't bear it.

There is heat generated from the eye socket.With a tear falling, Yan Lingling was at a loss and confused: "But, I've never liked girls."

The author has something to say: Yan Lingling is a child who lacks love. She doesn't even realize that she still has a low self-esteem in love, which is deeply buried in her heart.

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Sui Sui Nian: By the way, I learned to apply for a lottery last week, and then, without any surprise, I was hit with 2+2+3. I read that Zhihu said that 223 is the tolerance of the editors, and 223 means 112.Ah, I suddenly felt that the writing was really bad~~ But since I wrote it, let’s finish it. According to the progress of the rough outline, it seems that I can finish it in April. Come on and finish it first<(￣ˇ￣)/