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Lin Yi's mother was never polite in front of her daughter.Hearing her daughter's mocking tone, she was unmoved.It seems that after so many years, the members of Lin Yi's family have become accustomed to the way of communication with guns and sticks. Anyway, we don't often live together, and we don't often contact each other.

There was no answer, and Lin Yi was not in a hurry.Knowing that she hadn't eaten yet, Lin Yi cooked a bowl of noodles and asked her what she was doing in Zicheng while serving it to her.

The person on the sofa rolled his eyes obviously, took the noodle bowl, and spoke very fast: "Come over and have a look, can't you? Stay here for a few days, and I'll give you the hotel fee."

Lin Yi took a deep breath, suppressed his irritability, walked into the room with a glass of water, closed the door and squatted by the bay window to call Yan Lingling.

The bell was picked up as soon as it rang, and Yan Lingling's voice was extinguished. After the two asked each other about dinner, they were silent for two seconds through the phone. Lin Yi glanced at the door behind him and asked, "Lingling, what do you want?" What are you talking about?"

Yan Lingling's light breathing came from the earphones, Lin Yi's heart arose, and panic began to spread.

Yan Lingling: "I think, I think we should not be together for now."

The heart that jumped to the throat fell back to its original place, and the spreading panic also stopped, and Lin Yi found that he was actually calm. "Okay," she said, "how's the counseling going, is the treatment session over?" Her voice was steady, her right hand twirling the headphone cable.

"It's not over." Yan Lingling replied, "I still need to go there two more times."

"I think..." she continued, stopping quickly.

Lin B: "Huh?"

"I think..." There was a swallowing sound, and Yan Lingling seemed to be drinking water, "Lin Yi, I want to get better." She seemed to have made up her mind and spoke faster. It's only been four times, but the effect is remarkable. Recently, she talked a lot with the counselor this time, and she felt that her mind was opened.

She also became interested in psychological counseling.

Yan Lingling thought about changing it last year, because she knew that the job of a porter could not be done for a lifetime, but she actually liked this job very much.Meeting Yu Bin into the detention center made her suspicious of the job. The unreasonable loss of money and energy made her uncomfortable, and being bullied in the detention center made her loathe herself.But through these few chats, with the help of the counselor, she realized that it was not her fault or the job's fault that these things happened.

"I want to take the adult undergraduate course, and then pass the psychological counseling qualification certificate. If I have the opportunity, I will study more in depth." Her voice became lighter, "As the counseling teacher said, I usually come into contact with As a manual laborer, many professors who do research in sociology, psychology and anthropology will take the initiative to experience these jobs. Since I like my current job and I am interested in the psychological counseling industry, I can combine the two to make a living in my own life. environment, do more.”

Lin Yi stopped twisting the headphone cable, and she could feel the joy and longing of Yan Lingling's words.

"Although I know it's very difficult. After all, I haven't graduated from high school, and I don't have the vision and thinking of a college student, but my grades were not bad when I was in school. The consulting teacher gave me an assessment and said that I have the ability to understand words and learn by myself. I think Try it." Yan Lingling realized that she was very confident in her words, and after a long series of words, her voice became softer: "Lin Yi, do you think my ideas are unrealistic?"

"No." Lin Yi answered simply.She has always known that Yan Lingling is the kind of person who works at the bottom of the society but has deep thoughts. Due to her personality, she is very optimistic about people and the world, and she has a grateful heart.

she's fine.There are a lot of good things that people with higher education do not have.

Yan Lingling laughed softly, and Lin Yi followed suit. The atmosphere at both ends of the communication was full of hope and warmth.

The door of the room was pushed open, and Lin Yi's mother stood at the door for two seconds, then turned and left, leaving the door half open to remind Lin Yi that she was still here.

The walking figure leaked into the room from the half-open door, Lin Yi stared at the shadow, and for the first time took the initiative to tell Yan Lingling that his parents had quarreled and divorced some time ago, and that his mother was at his home now.Yan Lingling quietly listened to her dissatisfaction and disdainful complaints, occasionally answered, and no longer persuaded and comforted her as before. When the phone was hung up, both of them realized that the phone call made them very relaxed. ——Whether it is Yan Lingling's longing for the future or Lin Yi's real troubles, because of the other party's listening, it turns into a happy mood.

As if bewitched, Lin Yi didn't react until he opened the cabinet and took out the quilt that had been useless for a long time. The call started, and Yan Lingling said that the two should not be together anymore.

She took out another clean quilt cover, and when she tucked the corner of the quilt into the corner of the quilt cover, she made a decision in her heart, she wanted to chase Yan Lingling again, this time, she would not let herself be dragged down by her family.She will use a wall to block all the negative emotions about her family and prevent them from appearing in front of Yan Lingling.

The time for chasing someone again starts when Yan Lingling finishes her counseling. During the recent period, Yan Lingling should focus on the counseling and not distract her.

Once a person makes a decision, he has patience no matter what he does.So when his mother pulled Lin Yi and asked her to sleep in the bed with her, Lin Yi rarely agreed.I have no memory of things from my childhood.But this time the mother and daughter shared the same bed, which was the first time since Lin Yi was a teenager and his parents returned home from work.

For the first time in over a decade.

After sitting on the bed together, I am not used to being late. Fortunately, the two quilts have become a clear dividing line, which can create the illusion of two beds pushed together psychologically.After lying down with the initial discomfort, I got used to it after a few minutes.

Lin Yi is used to swiping his phone with the bedside light on before going to bed, but this process tonight is obviously impossible.

The bedside lamp was on the other side of her mother's bed. As soon as Lin Yi lay down, the bedside lamp was turned off, and then another voice belonged to him, "Lin Yi, talk to me for a while." A woman in her fifties, I am used to speaking in a high-decibel voice, but once in a while, Lin Yi replied with a "huh" in such a soft voice.

In fact, the mother and daughter have never had a heart-to-heart talk.When Lin Yi was young, she still wanted to talk to her mother, and she also wanted to talk to her about dressing, menstruation, and the things you said when you were a teenager, as the classmates said. Like me I like his things, but the willingness to chat is broken by the parents' incomprehension and their one-sided criticism of grandma.Lin Yi will always remember that once her mother saw her wash the leaked underwear with cold water, the first sentence she said was "Why did you come so early, we didn't come until we were fifteen or sixteen years old."

At that time, Lin Yi didn't say anything, and stretched out his hand to cover the toilet door.

"When I was with your father, I didn't have any feelings." In the dark environment, the woman's voice was very low. Lin Yi opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling, hearing a sense of sadness.

The voice in the ear tells a story. A 20-year-old girl, because her father passed away very early, in order to get rid of the harsh family environment in the deep mountains, relying on the relationship of her brother-in-law's family, she got married to a decent and wealthy family in the town.There is a man who works in the back office of the school, and the hostess runs a small restaurant for the students. The income is good and the family is rich. The host and hostess has a 20-year-old boy. The boy is very tempered by the hostess. Poor, with a mixed personality, but he has a good skin and is a well-known handsome guy.

After the boy graduated from junior high school, he failed to enter high school, so many matchmakers came to this house to match the boy, and the boy who agreed to date was very beautiful. In order to get an entry ticket to the boy's house, the 20-year-old girl, with the help of her brother-in-law's family, took the initiative to make a move at her brother-in-law's house the first time they met.

The boy knows the taste by eating the marrow, and maintains this relationship.

Soon after, people from the brother-in-law's family went to tell the hostess that the girl was pregnant.The hostess felt that her son could not harm other girls, so she persuaded her son to get engaged. Soon after the engagement, there was news of the girl's miscarriage.The family felt even more guilty, so they half persuaded and half forced the boy and girl to stay together.More than a year later, the two got married, and after another year, the girl became pregnant and gave birth to a daughter.

Less than a year after giving birth to their daughter, the two parents went to work along the coast.They stayed home for a few years, started some small businesses with the help of the boy's parents, but they didn't last long, and finally went to the coast. It wasn't until their daughter was a teenager that they returned to their hometown with years of savings.

The development of the story is in line with the imagination of the 20-year-old girl back then. She got rid of the deep mountains and lived in a brick house in the town. Become friends with intellectuals like teachers.But there are also many plots in which the boy's mother-the mistress of the family looks down on the girl and treats the girl badly in terms of words and behaviors.

So, you hate my grandma.The voice around him narrated several passages in the story back and forth, and Lin Yi made this obvious decision from the story.But even so, it's not an excuse that you treated grandma badly back then, let alone that you suspected that you killed grandma.

"I don't want to hear it anymore." Lin Yi tightened his grip on the quilt, and interrupted the narration simply.

The narrator stopped, was quiet for a while, and then continued: "Your father will often dislike me. This time I just went to cut my hair short, and he scolded me for a long time. I can't go on anymore, and I filed for divorce."

"He agreed. In the end, I couldn't bear it. It's been a long time, it's meaningless, so stop it. I just came to live with you for a few days to let your father calm down. I know you hated me since you were a child, so don't be angry. I will cook for you for a few days, as if you have returned home. Anyway, you have to go home for a few days every year."

Lin Yi didn't speak, she really wanted to ask, do you know why I hated you since I was a child?But she couldn't open her mouth, she was afraid that if she opened her mouth, she would start crying, which would be quite useless.

"I'm thinking about it these days, and I don't care about you. Your brother said that you like girls. It should be true. You can pass your father's test, and don't worry about me. Your father's test is actually very easy for you, anyway. Don’t go home... Did you go to someone else’s house for the Spring Festival this year? I know, I know! You and your grandma have very similar personalities, and you all hate me. Your grandma is gone now, and you are outside alone Live a chic life...it's okay, it's okay...Anyway, I bought insurance, so I'm not afraid of getting sick. Even if your father doesn't like me, he can't drive me out of the house if he doesn't get a divorce. I still have a lot of money in my hand. It can be used to eat for many years... Although I have suffered a lot in my life, I have a better life than many people, I can see it..."

Chattering chattering chattering, Lin Yi's anger in his heart dissipated in the endless chattering, leaving only helplessness.As expected, my skill is not as good as that of someone who has lived for more than fifty years.In this long series of nagging, Lin Yi was actually relieved.

The hate for so many years is like a fist hitting cotton, it can't be realized, it can't be relieved, and the object of the hate doesn't take it seriously.

not interesting.

boring.

Lin Yi closed his eyes and interrupted the voice in his ear: "Does the house have a real estate certificate?"

"Yes, isn't that written your name?"

"Yeah." Lin Yi turned over and turned his back to the people around him, "I will sign up for a tour group for you tomorrow, so you can go to the southern island for a few days. The weather there is just right during this time."

The people around him also turned over, and their voice became louder: "Then you can check my phone for me tomorrow, it doesn't seem to be good for taking pictures."

"..." Lin Yi lifted a corner of the quilt, exposing his slightly hot feet, "I'll take you to change it tomorrow afternoon."

There is no sound around me.

Lin Yi closed his eyes and began to feel sleepy.

The sound of even breathing around him sounded quickly, but Lin Yi couldn't fall asleep for a long time.One thing after another popped up in her mind, she remembered that her grandma's birthday was more than a month later, and she was going back to her hometown to give incense to her, she wanted to chat with her friends, how to chase after Yan Lingling again, she Thinking about the story I just heard, from a certain point of view, this story is quite "inspirational"...

She thought a lot, and she didn't know when she fell asleep. When the alarm clock woke her up, she sat up from the bed and found that she had no dreams all night, and her whole body was relaxed.

The author has something to say: it's almost over, there should be only one chapter left, and it will be tomorrow~~

After writing here, I found that my outline was lonely, and it was not suitable for writing this kind of story.But it's still fun to write, haha~~