Possess you little by little

?Night is endless, and it is difficult to see beautiful stars in Haicheng, which never sleeps.However, there are exceptions. In the remote villas far away from the city, the bright moon hangs quietly in the sky. The sky above the huge villa immersed in darkness is full of stars. .

Through the bright moonlight outside the window, one can see the vast expanse of white in the master bedroom. The pure white cabinet, pure white curtains, pure white room, pure white wardrobe, and pure white big bed are obviously clean and pure. White, I don't know if it's because of the night or why, but there is an inexplicable coldness in the whole pure white room.

"Right——" Cha Yueying bounced off the big white bed, staring blankly at the star-studded night sky outside. The night wind came from the window, and the slightly cool chill brought Cha Yueying back to his senses.Still trembling, he turned on the light on the wall, wiped his pale face with both hands indiscriminately, and felt the cold sweat on his hands without any surprise.

Wiping off the cold sweat with a paper towel, Cha Yueying lifted the pure white quilt on her body, walked to the desk and opened the drawer, took out a pack of high-quality cigarettes, took out one and lit it, took a quick deep breath, and then slowly exhaled the smoke in her mouth .The cigarette held by her right finger flickered on and off in her hand, but Cha Yueying had no intention of touching it again, she just quietly stared at the flickering sparks.

"Of course, you're here too, right?" Cha Yueying couldn't help showing a bitter smile as she recalled everything that had happened during this period of time.On the last night of the young Cha Yuekage's last night in the Forest of Kirigage, she seemed to have contracted a cold. After returning home, she was groggy and had a high fever.When she opened her eyes again, Cha Yueying had already been replaced by Cha Yueying who was living in that dungeon, but Cha Yueying was very clear about the puzzling situation of her body.

I am afraid that Ran was reborn before himself, so that the scene of alienation and disgust in the forest of fog and shadows occurred.Ever since Anran leaped desperately from the window, Cha Yueying would think of that tragic jump for countless sleepless nights, and the scene that made them parted from life and death echoed like a curse.Also echoed in his mind was Feng Yihan's words: "You once had a child, but you all joined forces and forced him to death." It was then that he knew that before An Ran jumped off the cliff, he already had his flesh and blood in his stomach , presumably the reason why An Ran came back suddenly was because she had her own child.

But what did I do to him and the child?Not only did they not give them a warm home, but it also made An Ran's family ruined and desperate. "Bastard..." What happened to me back then, that I did something so inferior to a beast.

After An Ran completely disappeared in her own world, Cha Yueying asked herself countless times, does he regret it?The answer is self-evident, he regretted it countless times, and even wished to go back to the day before the accident, so that everything could be changed, so that they were still recognized as the happiest couple.After completely losing An Ran, Cha Yueying realized that An Ran's position in his heart was deeper than he imagined. The play can really be done, even if it is just a beautiful misunderstanding, knowing that it can't be done, but I can't control my attracted heart.

Cha Yueying met An Ran much earlier than the "reunion" in An Ran's memory. The plan had already started when Yi Chun transferred to another school. In order to understand that cold female who was hard to get close to, Cha Yue Ying observed him in the dark long ago. every move.

During the period of following An Ran, Cha Yueying's perception of An Ran has changed drastically.He always thought that An Ran was the kind of arrogant and arrogant person, and he always thought that he didn't fit in because the An family pampered him too much. The profile and the time he's been following him have changed drastically.

An Ran is a strange existence. Although she is a female, she has a power that is inferior to that of an awakened one. This can be seen from his study of each subject. It can also be seen that such a strong female who can endure hardships will definitely not be arrogant and self-willed He exists, but he is not at all gregarious and alone all day long. After reading his profile, Cha Yueying became interested in him for the first time, and followed him for a while.

After following Cha Yueying, she thought that with such a good family background and excellent grades, it was reasonable for An Ran not to look down on those awakened people who were not as good as him. A cold person must be controlled by a very powerful awakener.

But when he saw the boy who would squat on the side of the road and feed the stray cats and dogs with a smile, when he saw the noble boy who didn't dislike the dirty cats and dogs at all, and even rubbed their hair affectionately when they came over , and the female teenager who will use her ability to help the weak when encountering injustice, the coldness and arrogance are crossed out in the small book, and he thinks that maybe this little female is a cold-faced and warm-hearted person.

His guess was right, and An Ran always surprised him in the follow-up.Until the evening when it suddenly rained heavily, he was trapped by a sudden heavy rain after finishing his reading before the library closed. Cha Yueying looked at the slightly frowning brows of the beautiful young man like a fairy, and couldn't help stretching out a thought. The urge to soothe him.

It's just that before he could say anything, An's suspension vehicle parked in front of Anran, and the middle-aged driver on the vehicle anxiously opened his umbrella and came out of the rain. An umbrella.

Cha Yueying couldn't help laughing at herself a little, laughing at her self-indulgent sentimentality, like the kind of existence that is favored by the heavens and loved by the An family, how could she be bothered by such a trivial matter.What surprised him was that An Ran took the umbrella from the driver and walked straight to him, "Here, be careful on the road."

When he was surprised because he was too shocked, An Ran took his hand and forced the umbrella into his hand. His hand was very beautiful, just like his voice, there was a slight coolness, which made people want to Pull it in the palm of your hand to warm him up.I don't remember where I heard that people with cold fingers are actually very warm inside. At that moment, Cha Yueying felt that this statement was true.

When I regained my composure, what I saw was a slender figure from the back who was sharing an umbrella with the driver and whose clothes were slightly wet.The middle-aged driver was full of concern but slightly disapproving words came from the heavy rain, "Young master, how can you give the umbrella to others, you are a weak female, what should you do if you catch a cold in the rain?!" That's right, in the An family's In my heart, no matter how good the young master is, he is still a weak little female who needs to be cared for.

"He needs it more than I do." The corners of An Ran's mouth curved slightly, "Don't worry, Uncle Huang, just go back and ask Aunt Li to cook some ginger soup for me. I'm very strong." An Ran said with great pride Lifting up the sleeve of his right hand, "Look, the bulging muscles are hard, feel it if you don't believe me."

Uncle Wang looked at the young master's arm with black lines all over his head, and saw the bulging little cutie with three black lines sliding down his forehead. Master, little females don't grow muscles.

It's just that Cha Yueying didn't expect that when An Ran met again, not only did she not recognize herself, but she even mistook herself for someone else.He said he forgot his name, but he never had time to tell him his name.

Before meeting An Ran, Cha Yueying never knew that there are such stupid, innocent and clean people in this world. When people look at him, their hearts will be so soft that they can't wait to send him the best things in the world. The pure and flawless angel was finally dragged into the brutal purgatory by his own hands.

Perhaps this is the bad nature of human beings. When he was there, he didn't feel anything because he was used to his goodness. When he was gone, he would recall everything in the past.Only then did I realize how important the existence of An Ran is. People always regret and cherish it after losing it. What is even more sad is that he destroyed the bright moon that only belonged to him because he lost the sun.

Cha Yueying thought that he would never find someone who loved him so purely and deeply. The person who loved him so fiercely and desperately, like a moth to a flame, had been killed by himself in that bloody ground with corpses strewn all over the field. night.But because of a ridiculous obsession, I forced to death the person who loved me the most in the world.

Cha Yueying always thought that it was hatred that kept him moving forward, his existence was for revenge, everything else was unimportant, there was nothing he could not give up, even his own feelings he could easily contribute to revenge.But when he lurked for many years with the help of the Yi family and finally wiped out the An family, he realized how ridiculous the blood feud he thought was.

That was just a distorted obsession. When he destroyed everything in An's family and forced An to die, not only did he not feel relieved, but he also felt that he jumped off the cliff with An Ran and died that night.It was then that he realized that what supported him for so many years was not the so-called deep hatred, but the wife who loved and trusted him wholeheartedly. However, he was blinded by the so-called hatred and could not see anything. He also pushed himself to a dead end.

There is nothing greater than heartbreak, when Feng Yihan whipped himself hard with a whip stained with salt water, when pieces of flesh were cut off from his body, what he felt was relief instead of pain, and he wished that Feng Yihan would whip himself The more severe the beating, it's not that he has a tendency to self-torture, but that only when Feng Yihan beats himself, will he feel that the crime on his body is a little lighter.

Feng Yihan didn't come down to the dungeon until three full days and three nights later, and Cha Yueying, who was dying of hunger, could no longer think about why he didn't come, only the anticipation and relief of death remained.At that time, he wondered if he could meet An Ran if he died, and if he met him, would he forgive himself?He thought that An Ran must have hated him badly, and would never forgive him easily, but it didn't matter... No matter how long it took, no matter what he did, he would ask for An Ran's forgiveness, and make up for his sins.

When he thought that he would fall into eighteen levels of hell after death, and was afraid that he would not be able to see An Ran, when he opened his eyes, he was reborn ten years ago. At this time, nothing happened, and he could still stop You can do it all over again.This time he still has a chance to make amends, no matter what, he will not make the mistakes of his previous life, and in this life he will definitely give An Ran a happy and beautiful home.

Looking at the lights of thousands of families in the distance, tears slipped silently from the corners of Cha Yueying's eyes, "Of course, one life is for one life, let's forget everything before and start over, okay?" The world is so cold and hard every minute.