Possess you little by little
Chapter 40
"However.. there is a sentence that I have... never said to you. I know.. It's too late now, and I have never been qualified to say this sentence... But in the end, I couldn't help but want to tell you... .I’m sorry...I..love..you....” When you wanted to hear it, I didn’t dare to say it, but now...you don’t care, but I only dare to tell you at this time ....
"Well, don't.. cry, I'm not worth it.. you cry, people who deserve your tears.. don't make you cry.. so don't cry.. I'm not worth it..." You belong to better people, I, who have done so many wrong things to you, have already lost the qualification to love you, but I don't want to admit it.
"Finally.. I want to ask you a question.. Our meeting.. was a misunderstanding.. Did you have a little... not because of the person you remember, but just because of Cha Yueying... me. ...and like me...." After a long time... Cha Yueying, who didn't get an answer, spat out another mouthful of blood, the smile on the corner of her mouth became more bitter, her eyelids became heavier, and Cha Yueying slowly closed her eyes tiredly and unwillingly.
'Of course.. If there is a next life, let's not be enemies, but true lovers.. How about it? '
When the heavy eyelids were about to close completely, An Ran whispered a few times in Cha Yueying's ear, and saw that the person whose eyelids were about to close opened his eyes suddenly, the amber pupils that were dim at that moment Ambilight, Tea Moon Shadow's pale and bloodless face has a smile that melts ice and snow, like the last blooming of flowers before they wither, like the picture of spring flowers blooming after severe winter, warm and sad, fresh and desperate, just like The fireworks burnt out the last color, a teardrop flowed from the corner of Cha Yueying's eyes, and she lost her breath on An Ran with a childlike and innocent smile.
"Shadow—————" Yi Chun, who fell on the ground blankly like a lost child, stared blankly at the two people forming a world by themselves, as if no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't reach the direction, her tears were silent slipped from the eye socket.
afternoon.Interstellar Nursery.
The sun is shining warmly on the ground, and the cicadas on the green trees are accompanied by the hot summer weather, which makes people feel inexplicably irritable.
"What do you want to do?!" The slightly immature words had a taste of bluff, Bai Zhe's cute and clean boy watched vigilantly the few figures blocking his way. Tall, the boy's clear eyes were full of imperceptible fear.
"I don't like you, I want to teach you a lesson for everyone." The boy who spoke was obviously the leader of several children, tall and fat, but there was jealousy that could not be concealed in the eyes of the older boy.
'It's just a newcomer, it's just that his face looks a little better, so why can he get everyone's favor. '
"Why...why, did I offend you?" The ignorant words were innocent, and they had nothing to do with them, so why did you dislike me.
"I said you guy, don't think that the people who come to adopt you like you, so they don't have to pay attention to us. It's just that your face looks a little better, so there's nothing to be proud of." The boy who was slightly shorter behind the lead boy said nothing. Yue said, with a strong jealousy in his words.It's just a newcomer, why do those adopters only look at this kid and rush to adopt him.
"That's right. Don't think that you can look down on people because you are beautiful, but what's so great about being a newcomer." Another skinny little ghost said.
"Looking down on people, I didn't..." Looking down on people, I never thought about it that way.
"There is no misunderstanding. We have tolerated you for a long time. Today I am here to tell you that a newcomer should look like a newcomer, and I want you not to be too arrogant and complacent."
"Don't talk so much nonsense with him, teach him a good lesson, so that he can no longer be arrogant, and let him know some rules."
The boy who took the lead rushed over first, and the children behind him also followed, surrounded the small boy in the middle, and threw fists at Little Yichun like raindrops.
"If you want to look down on others, if you want to be arrogant, we will teach you a lesson today."
"Why don't you scratch his pretty face and see what else he can use to seduce people in the future."
Someone among the children suggested it. After the beatings found something that had fallen from the child, the boy who took the lead picked it up suspiciously, "What is this, a photo...." The half-cut broken photo....
It seemed to be a very important thing. Little Yichun, who was beaten bruised and swollen, snatched the photo from the leader boy's hand, and held it in his arms very preciously, "Don't touch my things, don't touch it with your dirty hands!"
"Heh... It seems that you treasure this photo very much, take it here."
"Let go quickly, hand over the photo quickly."
"No." Xiao Yichun desperately protected the photo, no matter how many people tried to snatch it, she never let go.
"Damn it...hit him until he lets go."
Someone pulled Yi Chun's hair, someone beat herself, and her whole body felt as if it was falling apart.A look of sadness flashed in Yi Chun's eyes, and he bit his lips tightly with his teeth, swallowing all the pain in his stomach, and bright red blood flowed out from the corner of his mouth.
"Stop! Get out of here before I get angry." A figure jumped down from the tree and said slightly displeased.I wanted to take a nap here, but they were so loud that I couldn't sleep at all.
A clear voice sounded, and several people were stunned for a moment. "What are you, you dare to control us." The boy in the lead turned his head displeased, and when his eyes touched the boy's handsome face, he was slightly stunned for a second.
"Heh... what am I? You don't even know who I am, so you dare to speak rudely. Don't you want to stay here anymore! Get out of here, or..."
"Head...head, he is..." the skinny boy whispered tremblingly in the lead boy's ear.
"What... let's go." A trace of fear flashed in the eyes of the boy who took the lead, and he ran away quickly with a few people.
Yi Chun, who was lying on the ground, looked at the person with difficulty, his eyes were full of doubts.Who is he and why are they so afraid of him.
"You are injured, can you stand up by yourself?" The boy looked down at the figure with a bruised nose and a swollen face, with a gentle mask-like smile that he had long been accustomed to, and stretched out his hand in a friendly manner.He was really surprised why he didn't cry out for pain, beg for mercy, or cry.
Yi Chun looked hesitantly at the hand in front of him, then at the person coming, and unconsciously squinted his eyes.So dazzling, his smile is as bright as the sun, why can there be such a bright smile on a human face.The outstretched hand stopped in mid-air, Yi Chun hesitated whether to hold his hand, and at the moment Yi Chun hesitated, the little boy gently grabbed his hand that was about to retract.
The eyes opened wider, and the warm touch from the fingertips quickly flowed through the whole body like an electric current.The first time someone held my hand, are human hands so warm?With the help of the boy, Yi Chun stood up from the ground in pain, and the photo fell from his body to the ground.
The boy glanced at the photo on the ground, looking at Yi Chun's bleeding lip from bitten, a trace of resentment flashed in his eyes. "It hurts! Why don't you cry, don't be afraid that you will be safe, so you don't need to bear it anymore when you cry." Mingming really wanted to cry, why did he hold back, the bigger his eyes are opened, the tears will not flow easily, so he is like this To stop the tears from flowing.
"It's okay, don't be afraid, you're safe." The erratic boy hugged the unknown figure in his arms, and said comfortingly, "I will protect you from now on, and won't let anyone bully you."
The pupils contracted for a while, and Yi Chun felt a warm current flow all over her body, and the tears she had been suppressing slipped down her cheeks in an instant, like a cat's choking sound, and finally turned into a loud cry.
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"Ying, why did we come to this point?" Ying, I know you like innocent and clean people, but people will always change, no one can be innocent forever.From the moment you stretched out your hand to me, my feelings for you may be extreme, but they have not changed from the beginning to the end, but you will never see it.
I used to be naive, but naive people can’t survive in this cruel world. Countless painful experiences told me that if you don’t want to be the target of siege, you have to learn to pretend. Adults like obedient and well-behaved children, and children also like it They form a group of their own, and if they don't blend in, they will become aliens in their eyes.In order to make myself popular, even if I don’t like it, I have to force myself to smile innocently. There are some things I don’t want to do, but I have to do them in order to live a better life.
It’s just that since when did we, who were so close before, become alienated? You clearly said you would protect me in the future, didn’t you?Why are you protecting that bitch now? !When did it start, was it when I sent the wolf to stab An Ran, or earlier when you were attracted by An Ran and could no longer see me.It is obvious that everything is a play on the spot, but we are too naive after all, people's feelings cannot be controlled by ourselves, if everything can be done again, I will never let you have the opportunity to get close to An Ran!
Time is a butcher's knife. In the flood of time, that innocent self has long since disappeared. No matter how beautiful the coat is, it can't wrap up my rotten heart. Sometimes I can't help being disgusted with the ugly self that has changed beyond recognition.I thought I could wear that pure coat and grow old slowly with Moon Shadow, until I met that An Ershao who was held in the palm of my hand and cared for him until I grew up, and when I met that kind person who was as clean as white paper, I felt like He began to be jealous and hate irresistibly, especially after he stole Ying's attention and made Ying pay more and more attention, he became more and more hated by Ying.
No matter how she thinks about it, Yi Chun realizes that the relationship between him and Ying became more and more distant after An Ran intervened.All of this is Enron's fault!It is his existence that makes Ying farther and farther away from me. If he didn't exist in the first place, Ying would only be mine.
Tremblingly picking up the gun on the ground, Yi Chun staggered up from the ground, his pale face and staggering steps all showed the precarious state of the owner of the body. "An Ran—the most damnable thing is you! You are obviously dead, why did you come back?! Why did you come back to grab a photo with me?!"
"go to hell------"
With a "bang——" gunshot, Yi Chun only felt a sharp pain in his chest, and slowly turned his head to look at the person who should not have appeared here. The gun in Yi Chun's hand fell to the ground, and then the person also fell A mouthful of blood was spat on the ground.
It turns out that being shot through the heart by a bullet hurts so much, Ying must have felt so uncomfortable just now, "Ying..." Vision began to blur, Yi Chun exhausted all her strength and moved towards the direction where Cha Yueying fell to the ground with difficulty, her hands stained with blood Trembling forward. "Shadow... I'm here to find you..."
"It's just the two of us this time... No one will step in between us again, you finally belong to me." It's so good...
As if sensing that the danger had been lifted, An Ran weakly withdrew the ice shield erected in front of her eyes, and raised a weak arc towards the person coming.When the dust settled, Feng Yihan hugged the blood-stained person under Cha Yueying's body, hugging him tightly as if he wanted to embed him in his body, "Don't be afraid, it's fine." The sun passed through the dark clouds and through the window The light shone on the two people who embraced each other tightly, and the breeze blew up the pure white curtains, as if foreshadowing that tomorrow would be better.
"Well, don't.. cry, I'm not worth it.. you cry, people who deserve your tears.. don't make you cry.. so don't cry.. I'm not worth it..." You belong to better people, I, who have done so many wrong things to you, have already lost the qualification to love you, but I don't want to admit it.
"Finally.. I want to ask you a question.. Our meeting.. was a misunderstanding.. Did you have a little... not because of the person you remember, but just because of Cha Yueying... me. ...and like me...." After a long time... Cha Yueying, who didn't get an answer, spat out another mouthful of blood, the smile on the corner of her mouth became more bitter, her eyelids became heavier, and Cha Yueying slowly closed her eyes tiredly and unwillingly.
'Of course.. If there is a next life, let's not be enemies, but true lovers.. How about it? '
When the heavy eyelids were about to close completely, An Ran whispered a few times in Cha Yueying's ear, and saw that the person whose eyelids were about to close opened his eyes suddenly, the amber pupils that were dim at that moment Ambilight, Tea Moon Shadow's pale and bloodless face has a smile that melts ice and snow, like the last blooming of flowers before they wither, like the picture of spring flowers blooming after severe winter, warm and sad, fresh and desperate, just like The fireworks burnt out the last color, a teardrop flowed from the corner of Cha Yueying's eyes, and she lost her breath on An Ran with a childlike and innocent smile.
"Shadow—————" Yi Chun, who fell on the ground blankly like a lost child, stared blankly at the two people forming a world by themselves, as if no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't reach the direction, her tears were silent slipped from the eye socket.
afternoon.Interstellar Nursery.
The sun is shining warmly on the ground, and the cicadas on the green trees are accompanied by the hot summer weather, which makes people feel inexplicably irritable.
"What do you want to do?!" The slightly immature words had a taste of bluff, Bai Zhe's cute and clean boy watched vigilantly the few figures blocking his way. Tall, the boy's clear eyes were full of imperceptible fear.
"I don't like you, I want to teach you a lesson for everyone." The boy who spoke was obviously the leader of several children, tall and fat, but there was jealousy that could not be concealed in the eyes of the older boy.
'It's just a newcomer, it's just that his face looks a little better, so why can he get everyone's favor. '
"Why...why, did I offend you?" The ignorant words were innocent, and they had nothing to do with them, so why did you dislike me.
"I said you guy, don't think that the people who come to adopt you like you, so they don't have to pay attention to us. It's just that your face looks a little better, so there's nothing to be proud of." The boy who was slightly shorter behind the lead boy said nothing. Yue said, with a strong jealousy in his words.It's just a newcomer, why do those adopters only look at this kid and rush to adopt him.
"That's right. Don't think that you can look down on people because you are beautiful, but what's so great about being a newcomer." Another skinny little ghost said.
"Looking down on people, I didn't..." Looking down on people, I never thought about it that way.
"There is no misunderstanding. We have tolerated you for a long time. Today I am here to tell you that a newcomer should look like a newcomer, and I want you not to be too arrogant and complacent."
"Don't talk so much nonsense with him, teach him a good lesson, so that he can no longer be arrogant, and let him know some rules."
The boy who took the lead rushed over first, and the children behind him also followed, surrounded the small boy in the middle, and threw fists at Little Yichun like raindrops.
"If you want to look down on others, if you want to be arrogant, we will teach you a lesson today."
"Why don't you scratch his pretty face and see what else he can use to seduce people in the future."
Someone among the children suggested it. After the beatings found something that had fallen from the child, the boy who took the lead picked it up suspiciously, "What is this, a photo...." The half-cut broken photo....
It seemed to be a very important thing. Little Yichun, who was beaten bruised and swollen, snatched the photo from the leader boy's hand, and held it in his arms very preciously, "Don't touch my things, don't touch it with your dirty hands!"
"Heh... It seems that you treasure this photo very much, take it here."
"Let go quickly, hand over the photo quickly."
"No." Xiao Yichun desperately protected the photo, no matter how many people tried to snatch it, she never let go.
"Damn it...hit him until he lets go."
Someone pulled Yi Chun's hair, someone beat herself, and her whole body felt as if it was falling apart.A look of sadness flashed in Yi Chun's eyes, and he bit his lips tightly with his teeth, swallowing all the pain in his stomach, and bright red blood flowed out from the corner of his mouth.
"Stop! Get out of here before I get angry." A figure jumped down from the tree and said slightly displeased.I wanted to take a nap here, but they were so loud that I couldn't sleep at all.
A clear voice sounded, and several people were stunned for a moment. "What are you, you dare to control us." The boy in the lead turned his head displeased, and when his eyes touched the boy's handsome face, he was slightly stunned for a second.
"Heh... what am I? You don't even know who I am, so you dare to speak rudely. Don't you want to stay here anymore! Get out of here, or..."
"Head...head, he is..." the skinny boy whispered tremblingly in the lead boy's ear.
"What... let's go." A trace of fear flashed in the eyes of the boy who took the lead, and he ran away quickly with a few people.
Yi Chun, who was lying on the ground, looked at the person with difficulty, his eyes were full of doubts.Who is he and why are they so afraid of him.
"You are injured, can you stand up by yourself?" The boy looked down at the figure with a bruised nose and a swollen face, with a gentle mask-like smile that he had long been accustomed to, and stretched out his hand in a friendly manner.He was really surprised why he didn't cry out for pain, beg for mercy, or cry.
Yi Chun looked hesitantly at the hand in front of him, then at the person coming, and unconsciously squinted his eyes.So dazzling, his smile is as bright as the sun, why can there be such a bright smile on a human face.The outstretched hand stopped in mid-air, Yi Chun hesitated whether to hold his hand, and at the moment Yi Chun hesitated, the little boy gently grabbed his hand that was about to retract.
The eyes opened wider, and the warm touch from the fingertips quickly flowed through the whole body like an electric current.The first time someone held my hand, are human hands so warm?With the help of the boy, Yi Chun stood up from the ground in pain, and the photo fell from his body to the ground.
The boy glanced at the photo on the ground, looking at Yi Chun's bleeding lip from bitten, a trace of resentment flashed in his eyes. "It hurts! Why don't you cry, don't be afraid that you will be safe, so you don't need to bear it anymore when you cry." Mingming really wanted to cry, why did he hold back, the bigger his eyes are opened, the tears will not flow easily, so he is like this To stop the tears from flowing.
"It's okay, don't be afraid, you're safe." The erratic boy hugged the unknown figure in his arms, and said comfortingly, "I will protect you from now on, and won't let anyone bully you."
The pupils contracted for a while, and Yi Chun felt a warm current flow all over her body, and the tears she had been suppressing slipped down her cheeks in an instant, like a cat's choking sound, and finally turned into a loud cry.
************************************************** *********
"Ying, why did we come to this point?" Ying, I know you like innocent and clean people, but people will always change, no one can be innocent forever.From the moment you stretched out your hand to me, my feelings for you may be extreme, but they have not changed from the beginning to the end, but you will never see it.
I used to be naive, but naive people can’t survive in this cruel world. Countless painful experiences told me that if you don’t want to be the target of siege, you have to learn to pretend. Adults like obedient and well-behaved children, and children also like it They form a group of their own, and if they don't blend in, they will become aliens in their eyes.In order to make myself popular, even if I don’t like it, I have to force myself to smile innocently. There are some things I don’t want to do, but I have to do them in order to live a better life.
It’s just that since when did we, who were so close before, become alienated? You clearly said you would protect me in the future, didn’t you?Why are you protecting that bitch now? !When did it start, was it when I sent the wolf to stab An Ran, or earlier when you were attracted by An Ran and could no longer see me.It is obvious that everything is a play on the spot, but we are too naive after all, people's feelings cannot be controlled by ourselves, if everything can be done again, I will never let you have the opportunity to get close to An Ran!
Time is a butcher's knife. In the flood of time, that innocent self has long since disappeared. No matter how beautiful the coat is, it can't wrap up my rotten heart. Sometimes I can't help being disgusted with the ugly self that has changed beyond recognition.I thought I could wear that pure coat and grow old slowly with Moon Shadow, until I met that An Ershao who was held in the palm of my hand and cared for him until I grew up, and when I met that kind person who was as clean as white paper, I felt like He began to be jealous and hate irresistibly, especially after he stole Ying's attention and made Ying pay more and more attention, he became more and more hated by Ying.
No matter how she thinks about it, Yi Chun realizes that the relationship between him and Ying became more and more distant after An Ran intervened.All of this is Enron's fault!It is his existence that makes Ying farther and farther away from me. If he didn't exist in the first place, Ying would only be mine.
Tremblingly picking up the gun on the ground, Yi Chun staggered up from the ground, his pale face and staggering steps all showed the precarious state of the owner of the body. "An Ran—the most damnable thing is you! You are obviously dead, why did you come back?! Why did you come back to grab a photo with me?!"
"go to hell------"
With a "bang——" gunshot, Yi Chun only felt a sharp pain in his chest, and slowly turned his head to look at the person who should not have appeared here. The gun in Yi Chun's hand fell to the ground, and then the person also fell A mouthful of blood was spat on the ground.
It turns out that being shot through the heart by a bullet hurts so much, Ying must have felt so uncomfortable just now, "Ying..." Vision began to blur, Yi Chun exhausted all her strength and moved towards the direction where Cha Yueying fell to the ground with difficulty, her hands stained with blood Trembling forward. "Shadow... I'm here to find you..."
"It's just the two of us this time... No one will step in between us again, you finally belong to me." It's so good...
As if sensing that the danger had been lifted, An Ran weakly withdrew the ice shield erected in front of her eyes, and raised a weak arc towards the person coming.When the dust settled, Feng Yihan hugged the blood-stained person under Cha Yueying's body, hugging him tightly as if he wanted to embed him in his body, "Don't be afraid, it's fine." The sun passed through the dark clouds and through the window The light shone on the two people who embraced each other tightly, and the breeze blew up the pure white curtains, as if foreshadowing that tomorrow would be better.
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