邪门 的 爱情 出现 了

Xu Jiale felt that he had to take it easy.

Last night, he suffered from insomnia again.

After finishing the Gantt chart, he hugged Xia An for a long time, but he didn't fall asleep until after three o'clock.

When I got up to shave in a daze in the morning, I looked at myself in the mirror, and for some reason, I thought of the scene where Fu Xiaoyu, who was in pajamas, leaned over to sniff his neck in the car last night.

His hands trembled——

I felt that the skin on the back of my neck was a little hot again, and the heat went all the way down, and I felt that something was wrong all over my body.

It's fucking early in the morning, and it's on and on.

Because of the extremely embarrassing breakup, even if it was just a thought, I dare not turn on the switch of sex easily.

Even if he has completely reversed that stupid decision, it seems inappropriate and inappropriate to just imagine the intimacy between two people before completely solving the problem and obtaining omega's forgiveness.

But of course he wanted to pay Xiaoyu, how could he not.

While hugging Xia An, lying on the bed and secretly flipping through the only previous photo of the two of them together.

Seeing Fu Xiaoyu in a white sweater, my heart would jump wildly, but I had to stop when I went down.

But he is so cautious and restrained to control the switch——

Last night, Fu Xiaoyu was almost beating the beat directly on the switch with his feet.

The most exasperating thing is that the conqueror was conquered carelessly, but he who was conquered fell into a chaotic situation. different experiences.

His switch is broken, something is wrong with his mind.

……

Xu Jiale threw the razor aside, hurriedly washed his face with cold water a few times, and then thought a little depressingly, really need to take it slow.

Xu Jiale hasn't thought about why and how to slow it down.

Before going out, he sent Fu Xiaoyu a message: Let me know if you feel uncomfortable.

Xu Jiale felt that this message was okay.

Yes, although I still take the initiative to care about it, it seems that I have a little initiative. After all, the topic and scope of the next conversation have been circled.

So he didn't send several messages to Fu Xiaoyu to update his status as usual.

He was really busy today, so he drove to Junya to pick up Nanyi in the morning.

The cute kid A Ruo from Amon's family celebrates his birthday today. Nan Yi likes A Ruo, so he prepared a birthday present early on, and will play at Amon's house for a day today.

Xu Jiale also thought that he was going to Thailand soon, and he had a lot of things to do in the past two days, so he happened to send Nan Yi to Amon's house today, and took time to invite the brothers to have a meal together in the morning The gathering was also considered to be for A Ruo's birthday, so I booked a cafeteria in a big hotel in advance.

Jin Chu also came together.

Since the two of them broke up in the hospital last time, he and Xu Jiale haven't had much contact.

After Jin Chu greeted Ameng and Ningzi who were familiar with him, he sat in his seat and watched Xu Jiale play with Ah Ruo, Nan Yi and a few other children on the lawn on the rooftop from a distance. drone.

The warm sun shines down, and it feels warm to watch.

That alpha was born to please the children, like a big kid king, the children jumped around him tiredly, even his eyes were shining.

Jin Chu just sat there, looking engrossed while eating.

He ate very slowly, perhaps because although there were many people in the restaurant, there was actually no Xu Jiale as a connection, he was not familiar with them, if he didn't eat, he would appear idle and out of place.

"Why did it suddenly rain?"

I don't know who smiled and shouted: "Brother Xu, come back quickly."

The rain fell suddenly, and the sun was shining brightly outside, but the raindrops fell down with a crackling sound.

Xu Jiale ran back with a large group of children. There were raindrops on his glasses and face, but there was still a smile on his face.

"Wipe it off." Jin Chu handed over a hot towel.

"Thank you." Xu Jiale took off his glasses, glanced at him with his long and narrow eyes, and then took them indifferently.But he didn't care about himself, but first squatted down and let Nan Yi and A Ruo carefully wipe the water drops on their faces one by one.

After wiping, Xu Jiale put the towel aside.

He stood up, took Nan Yi's hand and pointed outside: "Look, Sun Yu!"

"Wow!" Nan Yi was attracted to the attention, ran out and lay down in front of the glass door, after looking at it for a while, he couldn't wait to turn around and shout: "aiden! Look, it's so beautiful!"

Jin Chu hurriedly smiled at Nan Yi, and said softly, "Yes."

The sun and rain in autumn coat the whole world with a layer of wet golden light, which is magnificent and brilliant.

He looked at it for a long time.

After eating, Amon called a car and took a few children back to his home to continue playing, while the rest of the adults chatted for a while, and then dispersed.

"I called the driver, and he's coming to pick you up now." After sending the last few brothers off, Xu Jiale went back to the table and looked at his watch, and said in a low voice, "I have something to do this afternoon."

"Okay." Jin Chu responded, then raised his head again, and said softly, "Jiale, it's too stuffy here, go out and wait. I have something to tell you too."

"Ah."

Xu Jiale nodded, didn't say much, and got off the elevator with Jin Chu to the hotel lobby.

It was obviously still raining outside, but Jin Chu insisted on waiting outside.

He could only ask for two umbrellas from the front desk, and handed one to Jin Chu when he walked out.

This action is so common, but also so strange.

So when Jin Chu took the umbrella, he was obviously stunned for a moment, and he didn't even realize it until Xu Jiale had already opened the umbrella and walked out, he hurriedly opened the umbrella and chased after him.

"Jia Le, Wen Ke's wedding—"

The raindrops hit the umbrella, and Jin Chu had to raise his voice a little.

"Ok?"

"I thought about it, the air ticket and the itinerary are all booked, so let's not cancel it, and Nan Yi knows that he will go to the beach to attend Wen Ke's wedding before school starts, so it's not good to change his mind suddenly."

"……it is good."

Xu Jiale nodded, but said nothing.

When Wen Ke sent him the wedding invitation letter, it was during the time when he and Fu Xiaoyu broke up, and Jin Chu and Nan Yi were both in city b, so it was only natural that they would bring Jin Chu and Nan Yi with them.

Nan Yi had asthma before, so he took two weeks of leave to recuperate, but he was going to school soon.

So the previous itinerary was to spend a few days together in Thailand and after attending the wedding, Jin Chu and Nan Yi flew directly from Thailand to the United States.

And Xu Jiale still has some scattered things to deal with, so after the wedding, he will return to China with Wen Ke and Han Jiangque first, and then fly to the United States in a few days.

But things changed faster than any plan, not to mention outsiders, even Xu Jiale himself didn't expect it.

When Jin Chu talked with him in the hospital the day before yesterday, he said emotionally that he didn't want to go to Thailand, but he changed his mind for some reason.

Xu Jiale thought about it, but didn't ask Jin Chu why.

That's okay, you don't have to change your ticket or anything.

Although Jin Chu and Wen Ke didn't know each other very well, Nan Yi liked Uncle Wen Ke very much, so of course Xu Jiale also hoped that Nan Yi could attend Wen Ke's wedding.

"Your..."

Jin Chu couldn't help but spoke again: "That Mr. Fu will also go, right? Are you... together again?"

"Yes." Xu Jiale paused, "I'm still chasing him."

When Xu Jiale said these words, he suddenly raised his head and looked towards the sky.

"Wait--"

He looked at the rainbow looming beside the clouds, and for a second, he seemed to have thought of something, and hurriedly took out his mobile phone to take a photo.

When he was taking pictures, his expression was so focused... Jin Chu suddenly had a sore nose.

Jin Chu could only lower his head and look at the small puddle at his feet.

The sun shone down, shimmering, and the raindrops fell, but it still seemed to disturb the small puddle.

"Jia Le," Jin Chu murmured, "We're really... completely over, right?"

Xu Jiale held his umbrella and turned his head. At that moment, his expression changed from stunned to hesitant to speak.

Of course Jin Chu knew that what he said was completely outdated.

But that is also the word that has been circling in his mind recently.

It's really strange, when he mentioned the divorce, he had no concept of "it's over" at all; even when Xu Jiale told him in the hotel that he had fallen in love with someone else, even though he felt a shock at that moment, he still feeling like everything is hallucinating;

The sense of reality struck, but after Nanyi's asthma, it became more and more serious day by day.

Just today, he finally understood the source of that sense of reality——

The scene of Xu Jiale playing with Nan Yi and the others is so familiar, but it is covered by the sun and wrapped in a filter, like a story in a movie.

What he and this alpha share is no longer the current life, but the memories of the past.

Xu Jiale's current life is elsewhere.

His life, the moment he raised his mobile phone to take pictures of the rainbow, and the person he thought of when he looked at the rainbow.

They're really all over.

"Jia Le, I'm very scared. Did I really do something wrong to file for a divorce? I..."

Jin Chu didn't go any further, he was holding the umbrella tightly in his hand.

"Actually, we have been married for so many years. I know that you have always protected and tolerated me. Along the way, you have held an umbrella for me. By your side, I have never been exposed to rain. But..."

Amidst the ticking rain, Jin Chu's voice trembled slightly.

"From now on, you will never treat me like this again. All your protection will be given to that Mr. Fu, right?"

Every question he asked today seemed to have an answer.Therefore, every question is followed by the word "right".

There was clearly a bright sun and rain above his head, but Jin Chu felt so scared, like a violent storm standing in the dark.

In fact, he never knew that life was so steep and dangerous.

After standing under the umbrella for so many years, he was tired of the warmth and comfort, so he took a tentative step outside.

Obviously it was just a wrong step, just one step.

But when he looked back, there was no place for him under the umbrella.

Xu Jiale looked at Jin Chu for a long time, sometimes he felt weird, this omega was actually almost 30 years old.

He even had to take a deep breath before replying: "Yes, from now on, all protection and love belong to Fu Xiaoyu."

When he said these words, he suddenly understood the origin of that weirdness——

Jin Chu didn't mention love, that word was added by himself instinctively.

He sighed: "Jin Chu, I have been holding on to this umbrella for so many years. In fact, I get tired occasionally, but I still refuse to let it go, because I dare not think in my heart, if I can't hold on, if I don't To block the wind and rain, what will happen between us. When you divorced, you said you didn't feel love anymore. In fact, when I heard that sentence, my heart was actually empty. Love, really Will it be so tiring?"

He spoke these words very slowly, as if he was thinking of the past, his voice was a little low.

"It wasn't until I got together with Fu Xiaoyu that I realized a truth. Love is a relationship that can only exist between two adults. Therefore, who will hold the umbrella shouldn't even be a problem—"

Xu Jiale's gaze seemed to be looking at Jin Chu, but it seemed to be looking at the distant clouds through Jin Chu.

Of course he would think of that rainy day.

In the midsummer, he threw the power-off Tesla on the side of the road, and then ran towards each other at night with Fu Xiaoyu, kissing like crazy in the pouring rain.

It is a rare luck to have such a strong love in one's life.

He also didn't understand until now——

"Because if you really meet someone you love, you won't be afraid of the rain anymore."

He said softly: "Jin Chu, do you still remember, when you filed for divorce, did you want to change an umbrella, or did you really want to get caught in the rain?"

"I..." Jin Chu took a step back while holding the umbrella. This question threw him into confusion.

At this moment, the black phantom slowly stopped in front of the two of them.

Uncle Yu got out of the car and opened the car door for Jin Chu. Just as Jin Chu put away his umbrella and wanted to get in the car——

"When you get through the storm, you're not the same person you were."

Xu Jiale's voice was very low.

"What?" Jin Chu raised his head.

"Kafka on the Shore, remember."

"... Haruki Murakami."

It was the book he read in college.

Jin Chu thought blankly, when he was young, he seemed to have liked this sentence, but why did he become more and more timid.

"Jin Chu, do you know who the person who really needs our umbrella is?"

Xu Jiale suddenly pressed the car door tightly: "It's Nan Yi. No matter what happens between us, Nan Yi is our child, he is still young, and he is the one who needs us to protect him from the wind and rain."

"I won't run away anymore. After Wen Ke's wedding is over, whether you are ready or not, I have decided to fly to the United States to tell him the truth. I also found a child psychologist in advance to prepare for Nan Any psychological issues that he might have had after the escape. But the thing is, I'm the only one telling him that it's unhealthy—”

"We are divorced, but we can still love him as his alpha and omega fathers respectively. If we can tell him this firmly together, at least he won't be so afraid and uneasy."

Xu Jiale stared at Jin Chu, his eyes were more serious than ever before: "Jin Chu, I will always thank you for giving birth to Nan Yi - it was you who worked so hard to give birth to a little life, this is me The things that alpha can't do no matter how hard they try, are the greatest part of omega's nature. So for Nan Yi, think about it and be strong, okay?"