邪门 的 爱情 出现 了

The night sky was still cloudy after the rain, and the road was actually a bit slippery.

The motorcycle Wen Huaixuan rented was rather old, Xu Jiale wanted to drive the people behind him away, but whenever he wanted to accelerate, he had to twist the handlebar several times, and the result was that he couldn't drive very fast.

But I don't know whether it was Wen Huaixuan's understanding, or what Wang Xiaoshan said, obviously they didn't intend to catch up at all.

Fu Xiaoyu sat on the back seat of the motorcycle, breathed in the salty air of Phuket Island, and...the faint scent of mint on Alpha in the wind.

For a moment, he suddenly thought of "Eating and Drinking Men and Women".

I think of the picture of the old-fashioned Jiazhen finally perming her wild curly hair, sitting on the physical education teacher's motorcycle and driving away.

The rebellion and joy implied in that scene once inspired all his imagination about love.

And it wasn't until tonight that he finally sat in that position.

It's just... It doesn't seem to be quite the same as he imagined.

In his movie screen, it turned out to be an alpha wearing a white vest, black stockings, and a pink rabbit tail behind his buttocks, riding a broken motorcycle in the sea breeze, carrying him into the night.

Life seems to be more absurd and crazy than movies.

Fu Xiaoyu suddenly thought.

At the beginning, there were sporadic small vendors selling fruits and grilled fish on both sides of the street. Gradually, there were no vendors or pedestrians.

Fu Xiaoyu lowered her head, and silently tugged Xu Jiale's rabbit tail.

"Get out of the car and take a walk?" Xu Jiale quickly received his instruction, and slowly parked the motorcycle on the side of the road.

In this way, they walked side by side to the deserted beach, the moon was hiding behind the clouds, and under the sky was the black sea with surging tides.

Between the sea and the sky, it seems that they are the only ones left.

The vast night sky and the sea are connected at the end of the field of vision. It is a nearly endless black, which makes people extremely small.

Fu Xiaoyu instinctively resisted this insignificance.

He took off his slippers, stepped on the soft white sand with his bare feet and walked forward slowly.

The clear footprints of five toes slowly extend to the place where the beach meets the sea.

Omega's back looks a bit stubborn in the night.

It seems that he insists on leaving a string of traces of himself in this infinity.

Xu Jiale looked behind for a while, then suddenly took off his shoes and ran after him.

He stood beside Fu Xiaoyu, walking side by side with omega, while looking down at the sand on omega's white toes: "Hey..."

"What are you thinking?" he asked softly.

"do not know."

Perhaps it was because the drunkenness had not subsided yet, Fu Xiaoyu's answer was with a rare directness that didn't bother to think about it.

"Well, what do you think of my sexy dance tonight?" Xu Jiale asked suddenly after a pause.

"..." When Fu Xiaoyu turned her head, she glanced at Xu Jiale first, and then couldn't help but glance at the rabbit tail on Xu Jiale's buttocks.

Xu Jiale felt the omega's gaze.

"Then—" He stood still, and suddenly made an exaggerated stretching movement of his right leg, then flicked the rabbit's tail, and asked again: "Please respond."

Fu Xiaoyu raised her head and looked at the alpha in stockings stretching her legs like no one else was there, a smile appeared in her eyes, but then she silently pursed her lips.

"Still can't make you laugh."

Xu Jiale sighed self-deprecatingly: "The whole night, everyone was crazy, but I never made fun of you."

Fu Xiaoyu raised her head, expecting to see Alpha showing a disappointed expression.

But Xu Jiale looked at him with deep and focused eyes.

"Xiao Yu, we never really talked about the day we broke up. It's just that every time I mentioned it, I knew you were still sad. Because you were sad, you resisted. You didn't want to really laugh, and you didn't want to... Finish that song, right?"

Fu Xiaoyu said a little stubbornly: "Is it that important to smile or not? Laughing doesn't mean anything, it doesn't mean reconciliation, it doesn't mean nothing happened."

Xu Jiale was still looking at him.

It's hard to imagine that when an alpha wearing such a strange costume looks at him, he still has eyes that seem to hold his cheek with his hands... with a gentle touch.

Fu Xiaoyu's heart suddenly felt sore and painful.

Yes, actually Xu Jiale was right.

He was indeed resisting, resisting the emotions that Xu Jiale brought to him tonight, those emotions that seemed to want to soften and crush his heart little by little.

No Man's Land only heard half of it, and his hasty departure was more like an escape.

Because it is a particularly painful thing to resist the emotions that are constantly surging in my heart.

So he looked less like himself than ever, but more like a cat with its back arched and a hedgehog with its thorns erected.

Fu Xiaoyu sat on the beach, took out the sand one by one, put her bare feet into the small sand pit, and then buried her feet in the sand again, patting her feet flat again and again. .

After doing all this, I thought he could calm down, but he finally couldn't bear the words he wanted to say the most.

"Xu Jiale, in fact, before we broke up, I never thought that relationships would be so difficult. At that time, I also knew about your family situation, but falling in love with you, pursuing you, everything was so fast and natural, and there was no time to be sad. I In fact, I am not afraid of difficulties, I just..."

Fu Xiaoyu looked at her feet that were not in the sand: "Tell me, can we...can go back to the past?"

Omega's voice drifted away in the sea breeze, sounding slightly hesitant.

This may be his deepest uneasiness and depression all the time.

"Can we go back to the past?"

Xu Jiale also sat down next to Fu Xiaoyu, and said softly, "Xiaoyu, do you know when this idea first came to my mind?"

"It was when you solemnly told me that you wanted to pursue me."

Alpha looked at the sea under the moon, took a long breath, and bent the corner of his mouth: "Don't laugh, but at that time, my feeling was that I had been hiding in my nest all the time, but you suddenly threw me away. A firecracker came in, and it just blew me out with a bang. 'Can I go back to the past', that's what I thought, Xiaoyu, you'll probably never understand how I felt at that time—— The joy came with the panic, the joy was real and so was the panic. I didn't even think we'd be together forever."

Fu Xiaoyu turned her head and looked at Xu Jiale raptly. This alpha showed the despondent look they had when they first met for a long time.

Perhaps it was because Xu Jiale's description was too vivid, he couldn't help recalling that confession, the sick alpha tried his best to keep rejecting, but finally said "yes" helplessly to him.

It turned out that Xu Jiale felt like a panicked fox that was blown out of the hole by him at that time.

"Why?" Fu Xiaoyu asked seriously: "Why can't we be together forever?"

"Because...before I met you, I had experienced too many failed intimate relationships, even including a marriage."

Xu Jiale said calmly: "Xiaoyu, I'm different from you. You have drawn your sharp sword and showed your sharpness, but I have accepted that failure is the norm. As a giver, the more you fail after giving, the more you will experience it again. Doubt yourself: Does the more you pay, the cheaper it gets, or is my value only in giving?

So every minute and every second I was with you, I was actually telling myself that it would be over—if I didn’t do a good job of this psychological defense, I couldn’t even be with you tremblingly at the beginning . "

"You think I might have broken up with you."

Fu Xiaoyu keenly understood what Xu Jiale meant.

They were in love with each other without a doubt, and the existence of Nan Yi and Nan Yi's illness were indeed the fuse.

But for a long time, the pessimistic background that lingered in this alpha's heart was the real reason for the breakup.

Xu Jiale didn't believe in intimacy, and he didn't believe that they would be happy, so he suddenly collapsed and gave up easily.

Xu Jiale looked at Fu Xiaoyu.

He still has too many apologies for the breakup.

He finally just smiled helplessly: "I'm sorry."

That once again gentle sorry suddenly made Fu Xiaoyu's nose sore.

He also thought of Xu Jiale's expression when he held him and sang softly "Life is like a wilderness".

In fact, he had always felt Xu Jiale's cunning, but for the first time he seemed to understand the helpless weakness behind the fox's cunning.

"You said that you never thought that feelings would be so difficult, but I actually understand that it is so difficult. And after breaking up, I really faced this matter. The difficulty is not feelings, or even me. Marriage and children, the difficulty lies in people—how do people face the flaws and weaknesses that have been hidden in their hearts for many years.”

Xu Jiale lowered his head, staring at the omega's feet buried in the sand.

The gold anklet was still exposed, hanging on the white ankle.

"Xiao Yu, you are worried about whether we can go back to the past. But the me in the past was actually not honest. Even when we were the best, I felt that I was secretly loving you, wearing shackles, and pretending to care and love you as if nothing had happened. , pretending to be cool, pretending to just give you what you need."

"Only after this time, did I really face myself."

When Alpha said this, he suddenly grabbed Fu Xiaoyu's hand and stood up.

Fu Xiaoyu was a little at a loss, a pair of bare feet were exposed from the bunker just now, and there was a lot of sand.

Xu Jiale pulled him and walked towards the beach, then turned around to face him.

"I've never danced in porn before, and I felt a bit ashamed doing it before I took the stage.

Xu Jiale looked up at the moonlight, and said in a low voice: "But the strange thing is that after I really jumped up, I didn't care how I twisted, how I jumped, and how others laughed. It seems like a trivial matter to say this, but it's really me. It was the first time I felt brave... This time, I didn't pretend to be cool, but I really felt free—that kind of power, once it exists, it will never leave easily."

"Xu Jiale..."

Fu Xiaoyu stepped on Xu Jiale's instep because she didn't step on her foot firmly.

But Alpha suddenly wrapped his arms around his waist tightly.

In the salty sea breeze, the scent of mint is closer.

"Once people can face their true self, they will suddenly feel that time and life are too precious. You know, I originally wanted to persuade Jin Chu when I returned to the United States, or find a way to bring a psychologist with me. Say, but now that you think about it—there really shouldn’t be any more waiting.”

"Tomorrow is the wedding, Xiao Yu, no matter whether Jin Chu tells me or not, I will confess to Nan Yi before the wedding."

Fu Xiaoyu couldn't help being slightly stunned: "Really?"

"Well." Xu Jiale said calmly: "It may be very difficult now, but I think one day he will understand that what his father lacks the most is courage. Before a wedding that belongs to true love Explaining everything to him is the honesty I finally found, to myself, to him, and...to the one I love."

Fu Xiaoyu took a long breath.

Under the night sky of Phuket Island, he felt that the sea breeze seemed to blow into his chest, gradually opening him up.

"So you ask me, is it important whether you smile or not?"

Xu Jiale's voice was very low: "Damn, of course it's important. Fu Xiaoyu, every second I spend with you is too important."

"Cat, I want you to be happy every second from now on. So, don't be afraid that you won't be able to go back to the past, we will have more and better futures."

Xu Jiale wanted him to be happy every second.

Fu Xiaoyu still didn't answer.

He was surprisingly silent, but quietly stepped on Xu Jiale's other instep with the other foot.

Xu Jiale also smiled slightly.

"Come on, let's dance."

Alpha was stepped on by him like this, leading him to walk slowly backwards on the seashore, and the waves roared more and more wildly, ruthlessly washing over their intertwined toes.

He and alpha in stockings and a rabbit tail performed a strange and romantic pas de deux under the moon.

His heart was as turbulent as a wave, and when he looked up at Xu Jiale's face, he always felt that many words were about to come out.

But maybe the sea under the moonlight is so magnificent, he still didn't say it in the end.

……

Fu Xiaoyu sat on the back of Xu Jiale's motorcycle again.

Because Xu Jiale was wearing this outfit, he even left his mobile phone with Wang Xiaoshan, so he asked Fu Xiaoyu to send a text message to Wang Xiaoshan, planning to go back to the entrance of the resort to get the mobile phone from him.

The sea breeze on the return trip was even stronger, and Fu Xiaoyu felt that her hair was blown back messily, but this wild feeling was more like a picture in a movie.

"Xu Jiale." He called aimlessly in the wind.

"I'm here." Xu Jiale roared in the wind.

"Xu Jiale," Fu Xiaoyu said again, he put his arms around Alpha's waist lightly, and said nonchalantly, "I think you can dance pretty well."

"Hahaha." Xu Jiale laughed happily in the wind, lifted his butt on purpose, and shook the pink rabbit tail at Fu Xiaoyu: "I think so too."

The motorcycle drove for a while, because it was close to the center of the resort, and it was no longer a desolate scene.

The vendors on both sides are very dense, some sell coconut milk, slippers and clothes, and the bustle is like a small night market.

There are tuk-tuks with dazzling lights on the road. This kind of Thai-style car looks like an iron frame covered with a roof, but the speed is very fast. The tuk-tuk still has the Divine Comedy Jiangnan Style from many years ago.

Because there were more vehicles going back and forth, Xu Jiale's motorcycle slowed down a bit.

"Is it almost there?" Fu Xiaoyu asked.

"Well, we will arrive at the hotel in two intersections."

As Xu Jiale replied, he twisted the handlebar and wanted to drive through the intersection, but at that moment, a tuk-tuk suddenly sprang out from the dark road on the right ahead of him, and rushed straight towards them. come over.

At that moment, there was no time to have any thoughts, Xu Jiale turned the front of the motorcycle completely by instinct to avoid it, and the tuk-tuk was also turning the steering wheel at the same time——

With a distance of less than one meter, the two cars almost collided.

But then, there was only a loud "bang". Because the motorcycle itself was relatively old and thin, it lost its balance in this sharp turn, and even the people and the car fell to the ground.

Xu Jiale was in a daze, there were no adjectives that could describe how terrifying it was to be on the verge of dying in a car accident.

He almost didn't think about anything, he got up from the ground completely subconsciously: "Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu—"

Fu Xiaoyu fell right behind him.

Xu Jiale's entire brain was blank, and he completely ignored the tuk-tuk driver, and almost scrambled to Omega's side, hugging his Omega in his arms.

"Xiaoyu, baby, is there something wrong? Where does it hurt?"

Xu Jiale's face was pale. When holding the omega, he clearly smelled blood, but he didn't know where it came from.

Just because he couldn't find it, his hands trembled even more uncontrollably.

He wanted to touch Fu Xiaoyu's body to make sure, but he was afraid that touching Fu Xiaoyu's body would make the omega hurt even more.

Fu Xiaoyu didn't react at all, she was already hugged by alpha.

He had never seen Xu Jiale so afraid, the long and narrow eyes behind the slightly skewed lenses were almost full of fear.

He was just feeling dizzy at first, as if he had lost his mind for a few seconds, but perhaps it was Xu Jiale's expression that frightened him, and he thought he was seriously injured, but he hadn't seen it yet.

For a while, I couldn't help my lips trembling slightly, but after feeling it carefully for a long time, I said softly: "Fart, butt hurts."

It seemed that when he fell down, he fell to the ground directly, and his butt really hurt.

"Hold……"

Xu Jiale's voice became hoarse, and he subconsciously wanted to hold Omega in his arms again to see what was going on, but he didn't know why his hands were suddenly so uncontrollable, so he couldn't use any strength It seemed that his eyes were red with anxiety, and his teeth were almost crushed.

Fu Xiaoyu regained consciousness a little bit, and asked anxiously, "What about you? Are you alright?"

"Hey... I don't think there's anything wrong with omega, but you..." At this moment, the tuk-tuk driver who got off the car just now couldn't help it anymore, took two steps forward, and timidly used Halfway through his stuttering English, he pointed to Xu Jiale's arm.

Xu Jiale and Fu Xiaoyu followed his fingers and looked over.

"Hold!"

Only then did Xu Jiale realize it.

The smell of blood did not come from Fu Xiaoyu.

He was wearing a small vest with his arms completely exposed, so that when he fell off the motorcycle just now, his forearm was completely scraped off a layer of skin. Now it seems that the bright red blood has completely flowed down the forearm Come down and stain his vest red.

From the moment he saw the wound, he suddenly reacted.

The heart-piercing pain just came up from the arm, and the nerves were throbbing with pain, the pain was heart-piercing.

"I, fuck me..."

This time, Xu Jiale cursed weakly because of the pain.

It's just that in the few seconds just now, when he was holding Fu Xiaoyu, he really didn't feel anything at all.

"Xu Jiale!"

Fu Xiaoyu finally came to his senses, he couldn't say anything for a while, and stared at Alpha who was holding his injured arm with the other hand to stop the pain.

"I'm fine..."

Xu Jiale couldn't manage his expression well anymore: "Are you really okay? Apart from the pain in your butt, are there any injuries?"

I am okay.

Fu Xiaoyu's lips trembled, but she couldn't speak

In fact, after waking up from the initial dizziness, it only took a few seconds to realize that he was really fine, and even the trauma was only a small scrape on his leg, and only a little blood came out.

It couldn't be compared with Xu Jiale's injuries at all.

Fu Xiaoyu looked at the alpha sitting on the road with blood on his body, grinning and inhaling.

At that moment, he really didn't know why, but two completely different emotions of wanting to cry and wanting to laugh came to his heart like a wave at the same time.

The corner of his mouth twitched, once, twice, but in the end, big drops of tears flowed down first.

It's all so absurd.

But his emotions finally burst, not in the dancing under the moon, not in the singing of No Man's Land, but at this moment.

In his heart, there was only this alpha who hugged him tightly a few seconds ago, asked "Is there anything wrong" with a pale face, but couldn't even feel the pain in his body.

That was the stupidest scene he had ever seen in his life.

"Xu Jiale..."

He suddenly rushed forward and hugged Xu Jiale tightly. He wrapped his arms around the alpha's neck, whimpered like he had long missed, "You're fucking sick."