邪门 的 爱情 出现 了

When Xu Jiale was about to arrive in Shuncheng, he called Fu Xiaoyu to ask for the exact location.

Perhaps it was not until this moment that the sudden event of "Xu Jiale's appearance" had a sense of reality.

It was also because of this that Fu Xiaoyu stood up and looked at the dilapidated scene around her, feeling a little uneasy.

Life seems glamorous, but in the final analysis, City B is about face, and so is that Lamborghini.

His home is this small Shuncheng, and as long as he thinks about letting Xu Jiale see all this, he already feels cramped and embarrassed in advance.

"Hey--!"

But Xu Jiale didn't let him immerse himself in these thoughts for long.

Just as Fu Xiaoyu was staring at the dry riverbed in a daze, she was suddenly patted on the shoulder.

"Long time no see, Fu Xiaoyu."

Fu Xiaoyu couldn't describe her mood at that moment.

Alpha in a black leather jacket was carrying a big cat bag, his hair was disheveled by the northern wind, and he was standing in the night with a smile on his face and looking at him.

Fu Xiaoyu thought, maybe he will always remember this scene.

"Long time no see, Xu Jiale."

He got a little clumsy.

Because the moment he said this sentence, he suddenly realized that for him, the meaning behind this sentence was: Nice to meet you, Xu Jiale.

"You've been here for half a day?"

Xu Jiale asked him: "Is there anything fun?"

Fu Xiaoyu quickly shook her head, of course not.

"Let's go for a stroll together." Xu Jiale didn't care, maybe his attitude was too natural, Fu Xiaoyu actually just walked into the amusement park side by side with him.

"How long has this been deserted?"

Xu Jiale looked quite interested, looking around in the dark night, walked a few steps, and stepped on the stairs step by step to the pirate ship.

There was a harsh creaking sound from the stairs, and the iron shelves of the entire facility trembled slightly. Xu Jiale didn't care, but naturally opened the painted iron door of the pirate ship, and then sat down in the front row.

Dirty.

Fu Xiaoyu hesitated for a moment, but still walked over, and sat silently beside Xu Jiale, the faint mint smell from Alpha's body drifted to his body along the night wind.

"I don't know either. When I was in junior high school, it was very lively here." Then he answered rigorously, paused, and then said softly: "At that time, when summer came, there would be a crowd at the entrance of the amusement park. The small night market sells popsicles, jelly, marshmallows and fried skewers, and many junior high school students and high school students come to play at night."

Maybe it was because he spoke in too much detail, Xu Jiale turned to look at him and asked, "You also come here often?"

"No." Fu Xiaoyu lowered her head: "At that time... I was taking Math Olympiad classes in the Children's Palace."

He never came to play, he just saw it when passing by.

Later, when he came back after graduating from university, the amusement park had gradually become deserted, which seemed to be the fate of every small northern town.

Fu Jing was very insensitive to these things, and just said loudly: There is no way, the young people are gone, who will go to that place to play, I don't know when no one will take care of it.

So how long has it been abandoned, he really doesn't know.

Xu Jiale smiled softly: "Because of mathematics, I missed the pirate ship and fried skewers. It's not worth it, Fu Xiaoyu."

He spoke directly but also jokingly.

But Fu Xiaoyu couldn't help but think, yes, maybe it's really not worth it.

For so many years, for his studies and to become a master, he only stared at the front. As for the scenery on both sides, he never looked at it.

But those scenery, like this once children's paradise, will not wait for him forever.

When he finished his work and remembered, some scenery was destined to be desolate.

"Today, I accompanied my dad to visit the grave."

He suddenly said in a dazed way: "The Tomb-sweeping Day is coming soon."

"En." Xu Jiale waited patiently for him to continue.

"Grandma and grandpa left very early, so I didn't feel too sad when visiting the grave." Fu Xiaoyu said, "But today is different. Today I suddenly thought..."

"Xu Jiale, if Han Jiangque really doesn't wake up again, Wen Ke will let him go one day, right?"

Alpha didn't speak immediately, but lit a cigarette.

The night in the north was deep and dark, so the cigarette butt became the only light of fire between them.

"Yes."

Xu Jiale said in a low voice.

"Fu Xiaoyu, you still miss him very much, don't you?"

"Well. Sometimes I think, if at that time, when Han Jiangque asked me to help him avenge Zhuo Yuan, I hadn't rejected him, would it be that today, he wouldn't...wouldn't be lying there. In fact I know that his brain is not working well, so I should help him."

Fu Xiaoyu stared at the cluster of flames on Xu Jiale's fingertips, and murmured.

This sentence has been stuffed in Han Jiangque's chest since his accident, and now he finally said it.

It had been more than a month, and Fu Xiaoyu knew that he was no longer as heart-piercingly sad as at the beginning, but the dull pain was long, tearing him apart long and continuously.

"The perpetrator is Zhuo Yuan, and Zhuo Yuan is the only one." Xu Jiale said slowly: "You said this sentence, remember?"

"You can't take everything on your own head in one go. This is actually a kind of irresponsibility-and this sentence is also what you said to Wen Ke."

Fu Xiaoyu remained silent.

"I understand the truth, but I just can't help myself, right?"

Xu Jiale took a puff of his cigarette, and his voice was a little hoarse: "Fu Xiaoyu, I can't comfort you by saying that everything will be fine and he will wake up. You are a smart person, so I won't say that. There are no answers."

"Han Jiangque has his own destiny. Everyone has tried their best, but whether he lives or dies is not determined by how much we blame ourselves and how sad we are."

Xu Jiale turned his head, stared at Omega in the faint firelight, and said softly: "Fu Xiaoyu, I know this sentence will be very negative and difficult for you to accept. But I think sometimes, you have to understand that people are very Small. Most of the time, you can’t even see your own destiny. If you don’t believe me, you can ask yourself, after living for 25 years, can you really take full control of your life? Can you live without any regrets? ? If you can’t even fully control yourself, how can you think that you can control the fate of others with just a little effort of your own?”

When sweeping the grave in the afternoon, Fu Jing actually said similar things, and he was secretly angry at that time.

But maybe in the bottom of his heart, he knew... Fu Jing was right, and Xu Jiale was right.

Fu Xiaoyu's fingers trembled suddenly, and she whispered, "Xu Jiale, it's been more than a month, I really should... let it go."

When he said the word "let go", his eyes suddenly turned red.

He knows what a rational decision is.

But Han Jiangque was his only and best friend, even if he just mentioned letting go, that kind of reluctance already made his heart ache.

"Not letting go."

Xu Jiale turned around and grabbed his hand, and gently placed it on his own chest: "It's here."

"He is your best friend. No matter whether he wakes up or not, you must always keep him in your heart." Xu Jiale's voice was low and powerful: "Then, go live your own life."

Amid the whistling wind, Fu Xiaoyu felt the beating of his heart. He imagined that Han Jiangque would live there forever, and the warm feeling passed from Xu Jiale's fingertips to his chest.

He sniffed sharply.

At that moment, he suddenly felt the cool night wind blowing into his long-suffering chest.

He was opened, and he breathed the air of this world freely again. At this second, he thought, he regained the courage to face life again.

"Meow……"

At this moment, Xia An who was in the cat bag finally couldn't bear to pick up the bag.

"Okay, baby." Xu Jiale stubbed out the cigarette and put it in the metal box he carried, then took the cat out of the bag and kissed it twice.

He immediately put Xia An in Fu Xiaoyu's arms, and said solemnly: "Fu Xiaoyu, be happy. I will trouble you to take care of my little princess these few days."

Fu Xiaoyu was a little embarrassed, but the cat's soft and fluffy fur made his fingers sink into it.

Xia An licked him, the cat's tongue was hot and wet, and Fu Xiaoyu was flattered.

"You, do you still want to go to Vietnam?"

Fu Xiaoyu hugged the cat, and then suddenly remembered the original intention of this meeting.

"Go." Xu Jiale looked down at his watch and said, "I can stay in Shuncheng for less than four hours for the flight at [-]:[-] in the middle of the night. How can I say the host, show me around?"

"Okay." Fu Xiaoyu said.

He took Xu Jiale to the street to get skewers. The barbecue restaurants in the small town are not so hygienic, but Xu Jiale still enjoyed eating, but he didn't forget to wipe the tip of each skewer with a tissue before handing it to him. .

Fu Xiaoyu drank a can of cold beer, and he suddenly thought that the skewers he missed when he was a child seemed to be made up for today.

Around the corner of the barbecue restaurant is the huge Jiefang Square, which is the busiest place in the small town. The colorful lights shine on the sky. The aunts are wearing colorful clothes, some are holding fans, some are holding colorful flowers, and they are walking with the uncles. The "Drunken Butterfly" was released publicly and danced in the square.

That, of course, is the signature earthy scene in town.

Fu Xiaoyu looked a little embarrassed at first, but Xu Jiale was carrying the cat bag, squinted his eyes and laughed, then turned to him and asked, "Fu Xiaoyu, are you going to play disco?"

Fu Xiaoyu quickly shook her head.

He's not crazy.

"Go—where jumping is not jumping."

Xu Jiale put the cat bag in the barbecue restaurant, and then pushed him into the room between the middle-aged uncle and aunt.

"Xu Jiale..."

Fu Xiaoyu's whole body was tense, but Xu Jiale had already followed the dance steps one step ahead.

The gorgeous colored light hit Xu Jiale's face, and Fu Xiaoyu looked at Alpha not paying attention to the unexpected world, and focused on following the dance steps.

At that moment, he suddenly felt that all the rustic and dilapidated things in this small town were no longer important.

Fuck it, he closed his eyes and jumped wildly, anyway, as long as he couldn't see other people's expressions, it wasn't him who was embarrassed.

They danced until the square dance team disbanded.

This was the first time Fu Xiaoyu felt sad for the disbandment of the square dance since she was a child.

He was afraid that Xu Jiale would propose to drive away, so he said eagerly, "Do you want to go to karaoke? There is a ktv kiosk in the shopping mall in front, and it's me... I don't know how to sing very well."

He was a little embarrassed, it was really strange that he couldn't sing and still mention it, but there were not many entertainments in the small town, so he had to make suggestions in a short time.

"Okay, time is running out, let's sing a couple of random songs." Xu Jiale went back to the barbecue shop and picked up the cat bag, with a few drops of sweat on his forehead, and said: "Eason Chan's songs, if you order them, I will know them. "

Fu Xiaoyu wanted to listen to the song "Bicycle", but Xu Jiale asked him to close his eyes and click, and his finger touched the song "No Man's Land", which was a song he had never heard before.

Xu Jiale was holding Xia An in his arms at the moment, when he saw that he clicked on this song, he was taken aback for a moment, and then took the microphone calmly.

"The worst crime in the world/It's called being too emotional

but i like the crime

Shocking / It's a pity that the world is also ruthless

Don’t dare to make a sound/Don’t dare to have wind/This love has no witness”

Alpha sang the last line, and suddenly closed his eyes slightly.

In the small ktv booth, Fu Xiaoyu looked at Xu Jiale intently without blinking.

If we talk about the moment when the love for Xu Jiale really fell.

This is the moment, he thought.

Xu Jiale is the alpha who miraculously appeared in front of him wearing a leather jacket in the night;

Xu Jiale is an alpha who would hold his hand and put it on his heart, telling him to "always keep Han Jiangque in my heart, but to live my own life";

Xu Jiale was the alpha who danced with him in the square dance in Shuncheng.

He wanted to have Xu Jiale.

There is no need for sound or wind.

Although there is no witness to this love, in his heart, the ground is shaken.