邪门 的 爱情 出现 了

The road to St. Regis needs to go through a long tunnel. Jin Chu is sitting in the passenger seat, the lights are bright, and he can clearly see his face in the side mirror through the car window.

So, I just watched it for a long time.

Since he was a child, he has always had extraordinary confidence in his beauty, but even for him, the days after giving birth to Nan Yi fell into a complete depression.

It's hard to tell what has changed, maybe everything has changed.

Collagen is not enough, eyes become tired and cloudy.He couldn't give birth no matter what at the beginning, and after a long time, he finally had a caesarean section. I can't sleep well at night.

During that time, he seemed to be crying all the time.

He would cry when he woke up in the middle of the night, and he would cry when the incision hurt. When Nan Yi cried, he would cry too.

He suffered too much all of a sudden, too much suffering that he never thought about, so he felt that life seemed completely hopeless.

He even once said viciously to Xu Jiale: I hate children, and I really regret having Nan Yi.

The alpha who was feeding Nan Yi with a bottle was stunned for a long time when he heard this sentence, and waited until the feeding was over before sitting beside him and holding his hand.

"Jin Chu, I'm sorry, I'm the one who made you suffer, I'm sorry. Take care of your body slowly, don't worry... Also, don't dislike Nanyi, okay?"

Alpha's eyes were bloodshot, and there was exhaustion, guilt, and sadness in them.When speaking, the voice is hoarse.

Jin Chu looked at Xu Jiale and couldn't help crying again. The whole bedroom became hopeless and dull because of his intermittent sniffling sound.

That seemed to be the most difficult period of time for them, but in the end, they came through.

So Jin Chu seldom thought about it afterwards.

He doesn't like to recall suffering, doesn't like to taste setbacks, bad things, he just throws them all away.

……

After the Tesla drove to the entrance of the hotel, Xu Jiale got out of the car and gave the car card to the doorman. When he and Jin Chu walked into the lobby, Jin Chu, who had been silent all the way, suddenly said: "Jiale, your car It's very fragrant."

He smiled, and without waiting for Xu Jiale's response, he continued: "It's an A-level pheromone, it's really fragrant, and it's still after so long..."

At this time, the front desk smiled and asked politely, "Hi, welcome to St. Regis. Are you two staying here?"

It just happened to interrupt Jin Chu's words.

"One." Xu Jiale said directly.

Jin Chu turned his head and glanced at him, but didn't say much, but handed the passport to the front desk directly.

After checking in, Xu Jiale and Jin Chu took the elevator to the reserved suite together. After the bellman put down the suitcases, they slowly closed the door.

When he turned his head, Jin Chu was standing in front of a whole side of French windows looking out, the sky outside was suddenly dark.

"It's windy." Omega said, "It looks like it's going to rain at night."

His voice was still very soft, even somewhat brisk.

"Jin Chu." Xu Jiale sat on the sofa and said in a low voice, "Let's have a good talk—why did you suddenly come to City B to look for me?"

Jin Chu didn't answer right away, turned around and sat diagonally across from Xu Jiale, like a child who was a little distracted, first lowered his head and used his fingers to repeatedly pick and pull the small box of chocolates that St. Regis had prepared on the coffee table.

After a while, he raised his head, looked at Xu Jiale with those big peach blossom eyes, and said, "Jiale, I miss you."

When she first spoke, everything was as usual, but when she said the last word, the circles of her eyes were already slightly red.

— There will be this moment.

Xu Jiale had this hunch for a long time, but at this moment, he still felt terrified.

"After the breakup, I was very sad, but not because of the breakup with David."

Jin Chu opened a green package of chocolate and put it in his mouth, but until the chocolate was completely swallowed, Xu Jiale remained silent and did not speak.

So he continued with a bit of bitterness in his mouth, "I'm sad because I don't know what to do. I told you at that time: I don't feel love anymore, so I want to divorce. Resolutely divorced, I thought I could find love by going out, and I really tried that... But, that's not the case."

"In the beginning, there was indeed passion, but it soon disappeared—I felt bored when I saw the other person's face, and I didn't think it was as handsome as before. I didn't want to talk, because in fact, I didn't have anything in common. We used to be together. When I was young, I thought it would be very romantic to hold hands and slide down the hillside in the heavy snow, but it’s not. Skiing is not that fun, and it’s very cold. His nose is purple when it’s frozen. I don’t know why. , I don’t like this matter very much, even when I broke up with him in the end, I suddenly decided to bring it up because I thought of his nose.”

Xu Jiale has been quietly listening to the omega on the opposite side.

For a moment, he was vaguely distracted.

He remembered that when the two of them fell in love in college, he often had to help Jin Chu sort out his papers. That omega was very romantic and emotional, but often the logic of the argument was a bit lacking.

In life, this characteristic seems to be more obvious. Sometimes when Jin Chu speaks, he often can't grasp where the whole sentence will go.

What was he thinking at that time?

It was at this moment that I felt more and more absurd——

They were together because of inexplicable reasons, and then broke up because of inexplicable reasons.

In fact, it is not surprising that Jin Chu does this kind of thing consistently, but the strange thing is that he didn't feel anything at all in the past.

"So, at the moment of breaking up, I actually feel okay, even a little relieved."

Jin Chu continued to talk about his feelings: "Sadness is something to come later—Jia Le, I called you that time, but you didn't answer. In fact, I wanted to tell you that time, I miss you so much. "

Jin Chu peeled another piece of chocolate and ate it. Maybe he was trying a little bit to restrain his emotions, but the bitter taste of Heiqiao made him twitch his nose again, and whispered: "I always think about us. When the two were in love, when I was exchanging in Europe, you would suddenly appear at night to surprise me, so romantic. You said that this is what happens when you love someone. When you miss him, you just want to do everything you can See him soon—”

"I'm sorry to appear suddenly," Jin Chu raised his head, twitched his nose, and whispered, "But I just miss you so much, so I tried every means to appear in front of you, Jiale..."

He said that when he came back here, his voice finally choked up slightly, and he said in a trembling voice: "Can we go back to the past?"

Xu Jiale looked at Jin Chu, and in those few seconds, many pictures of the past flashed through his mind.

Seven years, being with one person for seven years, sometimes, I really think it will be eternity.

"Jin Chu." Xu Jiale took a deep breath and said softly, "I can't."

In the eyes of this omega, his love is like a switch, it is turned on when it is needed, and it is turned off when it is not needed, and it can still be intact as before.

He used to think he could ignore it, be like an old-fashioned alpha—be tolerant, tolerant, and tolerant, but he couldn't.

When he said that sentence, he didn't feel happy at all, only a sense of desolation welled up in his heart.

"Jiale..."

Jin Chu looked at him pleadingly: "Why?"

This omega didn't seem completely surprised, but still couldn't help asking.

His tears flowed down all at once, and he sobbed and asked again: "Why?"

Jin Chu is always so easy to break, her tears are as clear as dew, as long as she wants to cry, she can cry anytime, without any unnaturalness at all.

Xu Jiale looked at this omega.

He used to like him so much, so weak, so in need of love and affection.

But now facing Jin Chu like this, he is suddenly no longer obsessed.

This astonishing indifference made Xu Jiale feel a little flustered.

He used to think that the most charming thing about omega was its delicate beauty, but until this moment, he realized almost tremblingly——

If you have never been strong, how can that single weakness be beautiful.

He has really seen another kind of truly magnificent soul——

It is also a sharp sword, as soon as it is out of the sheath, it is so sharp that it points directly at the heart and never looks back.

It is also fragile, hidden under the hard shell, fragile like an egg that breaks at the touch of a finger.

It was the look in Fu Xiaoyu's eyes when he said, "That time a few days ago... was the kind of priceless thing that I will always cherish and keep in my heart";

It was Fu Xiaoyu who gave him the red keywords densely written on the whiteboard, and each word was just the sincere love of "I just like you".

Once the definition of beauty is changed, there is no way to go back.

Xu Jiale said in a hoarse voice, "Because I've already fallen in love with someone else."

Jin Chu stared at him blankly, tears streaming down his face silently, but he remained motionless.

It seems that from the beginning to the end, only this sentence really made this omega fall into a complete sluggishness.

He was completely silent, without saying a word, refusing any form of communication.

He just suddenly started to lower his head and eat the chocolates on the table, one by one, until he ate all the six chocolates in the small box into his stomach.

Xu Jiale had no choice but to pass Jin Chu a tissue when he left.

When he got off the elevator, his heartbeat was getting faster and faster, and what he kept thinking about was the look in Fu Xiaoyu's eyes when he was pulled away by Fu Jing just now——

Panicked, restless, confused.

Xu Jiale's heart suddenly beat violently and nervously. He didn't know the choice Fu Xiaoyu made when facing his furious father, just like Fu Xiaoyu didn't know his choice...

When he thought of this, his thoughts suddenly became chaotic.

When he arrived at the hall, he couldn't help but trot, the stormy weather outside was just as frenzied as his mood.

He was driving the Tesla in the rainstorm, but as soon as he got out of the tunnel and reached the North City block, the damn electric car showed that it needed to be charged quickly——

"Hold."

Xu Jiale hammered the steering wheel, and simply turned the car into this unknown parking space, then took a spare umbrella from the trunk, and ran in the direction of Junya Bieyuan in the heavy rain, while making a phone call.

The bell rang once, twice, three times.

Then disappeared in the rainstorm.

Xu Jiale hit again while running, the heavy rain blew his umbrella crooked, his dark blue shirt was wet and stuck to his body tightly, looking like a dog in distress.

The bell rang twice more, and this time it was finally answered——

"Hello!" Xu Jiale grabbed the phone to his mouth and yelled, "Fu Xiaoyu! Where are you?"

"Xu Jiale."

The voice was too low, so he quickly put the phone to his ear again, listening with his heart pounding.

"Xu Jiale!"

The voice on the other side suddenly became louder, but then Xu Jiale realized that it was not, the voice did not come from the phone.

He raised his head suddenly and saw a black Lamborghini parked on the road.

And that omega was standing by the car in the rain, holding the phone and staring at him obsessively.