paranoid like you

Fu Chaosi's pupils shrank suddenly when he heard the other person's words, and his heart rose to his throat.It was as if someone had suddenly strangled his throat, and the strong sense of oppression made it difficult for him to breathe and tremble all over.

The teacher of the Admissions Office of Tsinghua University did not notice Fu Chaosi's abnormality, and continued: "Later, we investigated your information and found that you had excellent grades in the United States and won many awards in various competitions. The most important thing is that you are Professor Fu's student. grandson."

"Sure enough, the blue is better than the blue!" The man praised: "I often heard Professor Fu mention that he has an excellent grandson, and today I finally saw the real person. If there is no problem here, we will go through the admission procedures for you. You can go to school as early as next week."

Fu Chaosi didn't hear the words clearly at all, and all his attention was focused on the three words "Ye Muxiang", so much so that the admissions office teacher called him several times before he realized it.

"Student Fu Chaosi, what do you think?"

Fu Chaosi clenched his fists and forced himself to look calmer, "Teacher, I'll go back and discuss it with my family, can I give you an answer tomorrow?"

"Okay." The other party said with a smile.

After Fu Chaosi came out of the office, he didn't even think about going back to class, so he went straight out of school and came to Ye Muxiang's house.Knowing that Ye Mu didn't want to be at home at this time, she still waited outside the door all afternoon.

Until the night was getting darker, accompanied by the moonlight, I saw a tall and lonely boy walking towards him from a distance.

Fu Chaosi couldn't wait for the other party's footsteps, rushed over and grabbed Ye Muxiang's collar, yanked it to the corner of the alley, and said angrily, "Ye Muxiang, what do you mean? Pity or charity?"

Ye Mo wants to grab Fu Chaosi's wrist, pull it off from his collar, and look at him, "I never felt sorry for you."

"Then what do you mean? Do you want to be Lei Feng again? Just give me this opportunity?" Fu Chaosi felt that he was crazy, but the restlessness in his heart could not be calmed down no matter what, "You. do charity?"

"Grandma is too old to live without people, and I can't leave her alone in Qianyang." Ye Muxiang said word by word: "Yes, I recommended you to them, but you think my words are so convincing? If you're not qualified, it's useless for me to say anything."

"You!" Fu Chaosi's words stuck in his throat.

"It's my freedom to recommend anyone, it's your freedom to go or not. I'm not that great, but I haven't done anything out of conscience." Ye Mu tried to keep calm, "Fu Chaosi, you don't have to treat me like an enemy .”

"Grass!"

Fu Chaosi obviously had thousands of words to vent out, but now, like a choke in his throat, he punched the stone wall beside Ye Muxiang.

Then he left Ye Muxiang where he was, and left the alley without looking back.

Four days later.

Just after evening self-study, Ye Moxiang was about to go home, but unexpectedly received a call from Fu Chaosi.

"The roof of your school's laboratory building, come here now."

Ye Mo wanted to look at the phone that hung up without warning, clenched his fingers, sighed, turned and walked towards the laboratory building.

When he came to the roof, Fu Chaosi leaned against the edge of the platform with his head slightly lowered.There are beer bottles at the feet, and a cigarette is still in the mouth, and the blurred figure of the other party is outlined at night.

Fu Chaosi under the moonlight is quite cool.

"Do you know how to smoke?" Ye Mu regretted the words as soon as he uttered them. He obviously just wanted to ease the awkward atmosphere, but he asked a ridiculous topic.For Fu Chaosi, anything is possible.

"I used to smoke it when I was pretending to be aggressive in the United States. This is the first time I've returned to China." Fu Chaosi took out the cigarette from his mouth and handed it to him, "Do you want to try it?"

Ye Mo wanted to take half of the cigarette in his hand, put it to his mouth and took a puff, and coughed suddenly.

Fu Chaosi shook his head and smiled, snatched the cigarette from his hand, put it on his mouth and took a sip, then snuffed out the cigarette butt with his bare hands, "A top student, you really aren't suitable for this."

Ye Mo wanted to stand there with one hand in his pocket, but didn't answer.

Fu Chaosi looked at him with the corner of his mouth twitching, "My train tomorrow is going to Beijing."

"Hmm." Ye Mu wanted to say.

"Anyway, thank you." Fu Chaosi supported the platform with his arms, looking calm.

"No need."

Fu Chaosi took out a key from his pocket and threw it to Ye Muxiang, "When I'm not around, please take care of Yuanyuan."

"it is good."

"Excellent student, I'm leaving, you still cherish words like gold, can't you talk more?" Fu Chaosi said casually.

"Okay, you talk."

"You still remember that you promised to give me a favor during the training of the Olympic Games." Fu Chaosi withdrew his smile and looked serious, "Can I come back now?"

"Tell me, as long as I can do it." Ye Mu thought without hesitation.

I saw Fu Chaosi unbuttoning the front buttons of his shirt with one hand, and peeling off the collar on the left side, revealing his collarbone, "At the original position, give me another bite."

Ye Mu wanted to laugh, "Fu Chaosi, is this interesting?"

"Why, just such a small request is not enough?" Fu Chaosi raised his jaw and did not give up.

Ye Mu wanted to argue with the other party on such meaningless issues, he took a deep breath, and approached Fu Chaosi with the scent of tobacco blowing in the breeze.Grabbing his arm, he lowered his head slightly towards the familiar place, and swallowed with a single gulp.

At that moment, the smell of Fu Chaosi was on his lips and teeth, but he didn't hate it.

Fu Chaosi had been bitten many times by the other party, whether it was the collarbone, the tip of the tongue or the lips, the pain every time was vivid in his memory.

And this time, it was harder than every time before.

It hurts.

Hate the pain to the bone.

Ye Moxiang noticed his unbearable pain, and was about to let go.

But Fu Chaosi pressed his back and pressed it hard, "Continue, don't stop."

Fu Chaosi's scalp was numb from the pain, and his forehead was full of sweat.Even so, he still firmly pressed the opponent's head, not letting him let go.

He was afraid that he would forget, and he was even more afraid that the other party would forget, but the pain could make the memory unforgettable.

Until the end, Ye Mu wanted to push him away, "Enough!"

One second before Ye Mu wanted to leave his collarbone, Fu Chaosi felt the tip of his tongue gently licking his wound.

A sense of excitement that haunts your dreams.

A moment is forever.

Ye Mo wanted to take half a step back and look at him, but there was still blood on his mouth.Through the pale and cool moonlight, Fu Chaosi's eyes hurt.

Fu Chaosi raised his lips and took half a step forward, raising his hand to wipe off the blood stains on the corner of the opponent's mouth.Without asking the other party's wishes, he hugged him in his arms and whispered in his ear: "Ye Muxiang, don't forget me."

The corner of his lips passed over the pinna, leaving a light kiss there.Then, with residual warmth, it disappeared from sight.

The so-called farewell, most of the time, cannot remember the past, but a more long-lasting and unforgettable memory.

Early the next morning, Ye Mu wanted to sit at the desk and read a book, and Xiang Yang came to him, "Mu Xiang, do you know that Fu Chaosi is going to Beijing today?"

Ye Mo paused for a moment, then said lightly, "En."

"Then why don't you go see him off?"

"No." Ye Mo wanted to flip through the book calmly.

"Twilight." Xiang Yang lowered his head and pinched his nails, "To Fu Chaosi, do you..."

Before the words finished, Ye Mo wanted to interrupt, "He doesn't like men."

"But……"

"It's time for class, go back to your seat." Ye Mo Xiang mercilessly issued the order to evict the guest.

He is not as powerful as he appears on the surface, so he hates being exposed face to face.

In the following period of time, in order to take care of Yuanyuan, Ye Mo wanted to come to Fu Chaosi's house at least twice a day, once in the morning and once in the evening.Sometimes I would ask for leave with the class teacher and stay alone at Fu Chaosi's house for a whole day.

When Fu Chaosi left, he took almost nothing, even his clothes and expensive sneakers.

It is as if the owner has never left the house.The only thing that was missing was the few clothes that Ye Mu wanted to lend him to wear, which actually disappeared from Fu Chaosi's closet.

Ye Mo wanted to stand by the bed and pick up the photo placed by the bed.In the photo, Fu Chaosi is about three years old, with big eyes, very cute, but still reveals an arrogance that cannot be hidden even at a young age.

Fu Chaosi had been away for nearly half a month, and the two had no contact, not even the most basic greetings from friends.Only occasionally can I know some news about Fu Chaosi from Zhang Shuai, but very few.

Sometimes Ye Mu thought and even suspected that he was just having a long dream, that there was no such person as Fu Chaosi in this world, and his life was still the same as before, always peaceful.But there's nothing wrong with that, this is the life he should live.

One month after Fu Chaosi left.

The weather is getting colder and colder, Qianyang has entered the heating period.

Morning self-study, the physics teacher just handed out last night's test paper.Ye Moxiang was the only one with scores above [-] in the class.The teacher was furious on the podium, Ye Mu wanted to listen to it occasionally, but spent most of his time studying physics problems.

This English physics exercise book was brought from Fu Chaosi's home. The types of questions in it are very novel, most of which are foreign competition questions.

The preparatory bell rang, and the first period was the Chinese class of the head teacher.All around are the sounds of closing test papers or flipping books.Ye Mo thought that this physics problem hadn't been solved yet, so he still lowered his head and remained motionless.

The head teacher walked into the classroom with loud high heels. The head teacher always likes to talk about useless things before class, but Ye Muxiang's mind is full of physics problems that he wrote.

"Okay, before we start class, let's introduce a new classmate to the students. Welcome everyone."

No. [-] Middle School is the best high school in Qianyang City, and Ye Muxiang's Class No. [-] of the third year is the class with the highest rate of admission.For the situation of new students being transferred every semester, he was not surprised and indifferent, and he didn't even bother to show interest.

But the whispers of the classmates in the class still affected his thinking, and he couldn't help being a little upset.

"Let's introduce yourself first," said the teacher in charge.

"Hello everyone."

The familiar voice pierced Ye Muxiang's eardrum with a "bang", and rushed into the atrium along the veins.

The word "jie" on the tip of the pen can only become "jiao" in the end, and I can't write any more.

"My name is Fu Chaosi, I'm from No. [-] Middle School next door."