paranoid like you

There was a sudden silence on the other end of the phone, and Fu Chaosi could hear the lively sound of firecrackers through the phone, as if his heart was beating restlessly.

Sure enough, it is interesting to go back to the motherland to spend the New Year.

"En." Ye Mo Xiang finally spoke.

"Just a hmm? That's all you want to say?" Fu Chaosi was upset.

Ye Mo wanted to pause for a while, "I... too."

"What is it?" Fu Chaosi was impatient. Since he couldn't see anyone, it would be nice to get some verbal reassurance.

"Fu Chaosi you..." Ye Muxiang sighed, "You clearly know what I mean."

"What do I know, I'm not you, how do I know." Fu Chaosi stood in front of the French window of the bedroom, looking at the moonlight outside the window, the corners of his lips curled up.

"I also... miss you." Ye Moxiang's voice carried his favorite ending sound.

"How much do you want?" Fu Chaosi pushed forward, "Is it the kind of thinking that wants to hug? The kind that wants to kiss? Or the kind that wants to go deeper and negative distance?"

"Fu! Chao! Si!"

"Okay, okay, let's stop making trouble." Fu Chaosi pretended to be calm, but in fact he was already happy, "Then wait for me to go back."

''Um"

Grandma's voice suddenly came from the other end of the phone, "Xiao Ye, come and eat dumplings."

"Go quickly, grandma is calling you." Fu Chaosi was reluctant.

"alright, bye."

As soon as she hung up the phone, Mama Fu knocked on the door of Fu Chaosi's room, which was not closed, with a plate of fruit.Smiled and said to him: "How about calling your little boyfriend?"

Fu Chaosi didn't hide it at all, took the fruit, "Yes."

"Okay, you caught up so quickly?" Fu Ma teased, "I thought you were the only one, and I guess you would never be able to catch up in this lifetime!"

"It doesn't count, we're not completely together yet." Fu Chaosi picked up an orange and stuffed it into his mouth, "But I don't care about that, I like him, as long as he doesn't hate me, I'm going to pester him. He Being harassed by me every day, I have almost done all the things that the target should do."

"Oh my God, are you ashamed, are you shameless?" Mama Fu chuckled and covered her mouth and nose lightly with her hands, "Why do you think I gave birth to such a shameless son like you? Listen to what you said, a boy Er is a good boy who is dutiful, so don't teach him bad things."

"Then I can't control so much anymore." Fu Chaosi said: "He can stop learning, but he can't stop me from teaching."

When Fu Chaosi went to Beijing, he was depressed. It was Fu Chaosi's mother who first discovered his problem.

At the beginning when he asked Fu Chaosi the reason, he didn't have the nerve to speak for a moment.Later, I was tortured crazy by myself, so I revealed my heart to my mother.

At that time, he wholeheartedly thought that his feelings for Ye Moxiang were buddies and friendship.He thought that the reason why he was sad was because the other party always had an attitude of being inseparable from his love.

Fu Chaosi has lived for so many years, and he is more proud than anyone else. He will always be the center of attention.He has a good family, a smart mind, and a handsome appearance.What he has is the envy of others.

He was used to the feeling of superiority, but he didn't know that not long after returning to the country, he unexpectedly met Ye Muxiang who loved and ignored him.

A person who is used to pride, how can he accept others acting handsome in front of him for a while.Although this person is indeed handsome, it is so handsome that he can't help but want to look more.

At first, Fu Chaosi felt that if one day he could defeat Ye Muxiang and convince the other party that he would be willing to lose to him, then this dissatisfaction would probably pass soon.

But seeing Ye Mu's thoughts these days, he kept making various assumptions for himself.What would happen if Ye Mu wanted to admit defeat to him, what would happen if Ye Mu wanted to ignore him anymore, what would happen if Ye Mu wanted to forget him?

But the more he thought about it, the more frightened he became. Later, he realized that he didn't want to defeat the other party at all, all he wanted was to see him every day.As long as Ye Mu wants to talk to him and smile at him, he is willing to let go of all his pride, even bowing his head to him.

Thinking of those, Fu Chaosi woke up from the dream at that time, sweating profusely, he could no longer lie to himself.

He finally couldn't bear it anymore, and told his mother what happened between him and Ye Mu.

Unexpectedly, after finishing speaking, his mother did not comfort or enlighten him, but educated him severely.But it's not because he likes a boy, but because he hurt the heart of a boy who likes him.

The Fu family immigrated to Chicago for many years, and they are very open-minded, but Fu Chaosi never expected that his mother would be so reasonable.

Mama Fu asked his opinion on what he wanted to do.

Fu Chaosi didn't even hesitate, and only said one word: chase.

After that, he dropped out of Tsinghua Junior Class and transferred to No. [-] Middle School.

Fu Chaosi brought his thoughts back to the present, and said to his mother: "Besides, your son is very innocent, how can you teach him badly? We all learn from each other and make progress together."

Fu's mother handed him a tissue and waved her hand, "Okay, okay, you can save this and tell your little boyfriend, I'm so tired, Mom can't listen to it anymore." She peeled another orange and handed it to him. He, "When will you bring him over and let us meet."

"There's a chance." Fu Chaosi took the orange, "He's quite shy sometimes, I'm afraid he won't."

"Oh, I really didn't see it. My son is still so considerate and considerate of others." Fu's mother smiled happily. Said, Mom gave him a big red envelope."

"Then this is considered an engagement red envelope? If he accepts it, will our matter be settled?"

Fu Mama couldn't laugh or cry, "You are too anxious, what is wrong with you! However, Mom believes in your vision, the person you are looking for must be a very good child. Parents will support you. However, you have considered the other party. family? Will they agree?"

Mom's words put a big stone on the tip of Fu Chaosi's heart.

Ye Moxiang's mother is gone, but he still has his father and grandmother.Although grandma likes him very much, the old man's thinking is old-fashioned after all. If he knows that he likes Ye Muxiang like this, I don't know if he can accept it.As for his father, Fu Chaosi didn't even want to think about it.

Forget it, take it one step at a time.

Westerners do not have the habit of celebrating the Lunar New Year. On the first day of the new year, Fu Chaosi was called out by Mark to go racing.

The car drove to a prairie in the west, the two got out of the car and sat on the grass, Mark took out a bottle of soda and handed it to him, "Zues, why did you leave the nightclub in such a hurry that night?"

Fu Chaosi smiled and said, "Of course there are people waiting at home."

"Hey, is that your Chinese boyfriend?"

"Why don't you know?" Fu Chaosi turned to look at him.

Mark laughed: "Did you forget that you and the girls saw your boyfriend that night? They were very sad afterwards, and it's a pity that they can't catch up with you anymore."

"Hey! But you're so cool, I always thought you Asians were stuffy and couldn't take this. But... /'Mark pushed his arm, "What's it like to be with a man?Are you having fun with the girls? "

Fu Chaosi took a sip of soda and said in disgust, "How do I know, I've never been on it before."

Mark's eyes widened in disbelief, "Hey, didn't you? Didn't you guys do it? With a man as handsome as you, he can resist not sleeping with you? Oh, my God! How do you describe this in China? Yes, gentleman, he is really a gentleman! However, you are really too rustic, and the fun of love is gone."

"That's right, we Chinese are very old-fashioned." Fu Chaosi glanced at him, "We Chinese keep our chastity until the wedding day."

Mark opened his mouth wide in surprise, "What? You are waiting to get married? Wouldn't it be suffocated? You will get sick, oh my baby, you are so pitiful."

"Let's go, go back." Fu Chaosi got up and left Mark behind, and said to himself: "Fart, I'm not a gentleman, so I won't stay until the wedding day!"

Just after the second day of the new year, Fu Chaosi was impatient. Originally, the winter vacation of the third year of high school was short. Before school started, he had to meet Ye Moxiang alone.

In the early morning of the third day of junior high school, Fu Chaosi ignored the persuasion of his parents and grandfather to stay, and went back to the country with his luggage.

As soon as he got off the plane, he didn't know if Ye Muxiang was at home, and he didn't call the other party, so he took a taxi directly to his door.

Standing in front of Ye Muxiang's house, Fu Chaosi was a little nervous.Suddenly, I can understand the joy of Xiaobie and his wife after their reunion.

He knocked on the door three times and got a quick response.

Ye Mo wanted to wear a light-colored striped sweater, opened the door, and suddenly appeared in front of him.

From head to toe, he looks like he loves deeply.

Ye Moxiang had an imperceptible joy on his face, "Why are you back?"

Fu Chaosi didn't answer the other party's question. He grabbed the door frame and looked around the quiet room suspiciously, "Where's grandma?"

"Grandma has gone to the country." Ye Mu wanted to look away from him, but paused, "I won't be back tonight."

"Excellent student, are you implying me?" Fu Chaosi walked in, took off his coat, wrapped her in his arms, and kissed desperately.

Fu Chaosi breathed heavily, kissed and said, "I think you're going crazy."

Ye Muxiang in front of him didn't reply with any words, but his actions had already expressed everything.

The two kissed from the door to the living room, and from the living room to the bed.

Two young and energetic teenagers, who have been together day and night, have never been separated for almost a day, but they are forced to separate because of the holiday.

Even Fu Chaosi himself did not expect that the days when he could not see each other would be so difficult.

Missing dilutes the remaining reason.

Fu Chaosi pushed Ye Moxiang down on the bed, lifted the hem of his shirt, and rubbed his waist vigorously with his hands.

The long legs of the two people crossed each other, rubbing against each other intentionally or unintentionally.

With the hands pinching his waist, he untied Ye Muxiang's belt, and rubbed his lips against his chin, "You're hard."

The tip of the nose moved along the jawline to the pinna of the other party's ear. The good smell almost drove Fu Chaosi crazy, "How about letting my brother serve you well tonight?"