imaginary rival

Anyway, after chatting with Yan An, Jiang Shiyu felt a lot more relaxed.

Although Yan An didn't put forward any substantive suggestions, nor did he guide him on how to go or how to do it, but... after those words in his heart, those suspicions about his mother bringing him to the south, Jiang Shiyu felt at ease. Not a lot.

There is even an urge to pull Yan An to tell all the grievances from childhood to adulthood.

But it was just impulsive, Jiang Shiyu didn't take action, and Yan An's mother also called to urge him to go home.

"You're not going to sleep at my house, are you?" Yan An hung up the phone and glanced at him.

"Ah," Jiang Shiyu responded, "I won't go."

"Okay." Yan An nodded, not intending to persuade.

The two of them walked all the way to Jiang Shiyu's house, and they separated after saying good night. Jiang Shiyu returned home and waited for Yan An to send him a message of "arriving home" before going to take a bath.

The mood... is indescribably happy.

It may be because of an outbreak, or it may be because of a confession.

Before this, Jiang Shiyu really felt that he could hold back everything, and there was no need to say anything, but now thinking about it... maybe he should say it.

After all, 80.00% of the misunderstandings in the world are caused by not saying anything.

Maybe... maybe I could have a good talk with my mother.

When the two of them sit together, they always have nothing to say, but if... they speak first, talk about something calmly, and ask their mother what they really think, wouldn't it be better to communicate?

Jiang Shiyu didn't know.

He has never tried to communicate with his mother, but tonight, he wants to try, at least he has this idea.

That would be a good start.

Jiang Shiyu stood back a little and let the water drip down from the top of his head. The warm feeling that flooded his ears made people feel very comfortable, as if every pore had been relaxed.

Yan An.

Jiang Shiyu was still thinking after he got out of the shower.

Yan An is really... amazing and strange.

Jiang Shiyu didn't understand where he got so much kindness and enthusiasm, and when facing him, he frankly praised him, sometimes so straightforward that people wondered if his EQ was not brought out at all when he was born, and sometimes... very careful.

where are you?

Don't cry, I'll be right over.

When Jiang Shiyu came out of the shower and wiped his hair, his mind was full of echoes of these two sentences.

Yan An is a straight man, and he is still a little homophobic... Although he does not admit it, he looks like a straight man who is a little homophobic.

Jiang Shiyu didn't dare to think, if one day his sexuality was exposed to him, how would Yan An treat him?

It is said that people have double standards, and it is impossible to have the same attitude towards strangers and friends when it comes to the same thing, but...with Ruan Yu in front, Jiang Shiyu was a little unsure about Yan An's attitude towards homosexuality.

gay.

Jiang Shiyu almost forgot when he found out that he was gay. There seemed to be no specific place for this kind of thing to happen. It was just that he had no interest in girls since he was a child. Instead, he felt that boys were more attractive to him. Things that you can understand if you think about it carefully.

If Yan An finds out that he is gay...

Will he suddenly alienate and flee like he did to Ruan Yu?

No, you can't let that happen.

To him... at least Yan An was someone he couldn't be alienated from.

It’s hard to find another person like this, who is not afraid of how bored he is and doesn’t dislike his character, who is willing to listen to him, ask him what he is thinking, take care of his eating habits, and make a nest with cotton. He got in.

Will be the first to say I'll be right over.

Yan An is a straight man.

He's an unlucky straight man who has liked Xie Lanlan for who knows how many years, but it's obvious anyway, Xie Lanlan just didn't notice him and fell in love with someone else.

So can't have any ideas.

Jiang Shiyu fell on the bed, pulled out the towel from under his head, and stuck his moist hair directly on the pillow, leaving it alone, he didn't want to move.

His mind was in such a mess that Jiang Shiyu didn't know what he was thinking, and he didn't fall asleep until very late.

The next day when his mother didn't come back, Jiang Shiyu didn't chase after him and asked anything, just waited patiently like before. The difference was that this time he knew what he was going to do when his mother came back—he really planned to have a relationship with his mother. Let's have a good chat, about the future, about some small bumps in my mother's heart.

I don't know what the conversation will be like, but Jiang Shiyu intends to take the first step.

Monday morning is the most difficult time for those who have trouble getting up.

Yan An set five alarm clocks for himself in advance, all of which were turned off precisely by himself. In the end, Jiang Shiyu made three phone calls to wake him up, and then he called Xie Lanlan for the second round of morning calls.

The three forces successfully met at the gate of Jiang Shiyu's house and walked towards the school gate together.

"To be honest, I think we are very similar to that kind of filming program." Xie Lanlan didn't know who to send a message to, and she never left her mobile phone early in the morning. "Walking food is like eating every day."

"Then don't eat it," Yan An pointed at her, "Kick you out of our trio."

"It's convenient for the two of you to live together," Xie Lanlan muttered without raising her head, "I will follow you, and I will follow you to death. The trio will always have my name."

"This early in the morning," Jiang Shiyu clicked his tongue, "it's not dead."

"I'm going to say die," Xie Lanlan continued, "I'm going to die now."

"Hey." Jiang Shiyu looked at her.

"Lin Daiyu is possessed by you," Yan An turned his head and glared at her, "Interview with you."

Xie Lanlan looked up at them.

"You're a little angry. Did you eat the explosives, or did the explosives eat you?" Yan An clenched his fists and handed them to Xie Lanlan.

Xie Lanlan put the phone away, pretended to take the microphone in Yan An's hand, and held it in front of her chest: "Hello, audience friends."

"Hello." Jiang Shiyu applauded cooperatively.

"Goodbye." Xie Lanlan put down the microphone.

"Crazy." Yan An couldn't stop laughing.

"Let's have breakfast first," Xie Lanlan also smiled, "What are you eating today?"

It's really a food show.

They sat at a breakfast stall, Xie Lanlan and Jiang Shiyu ordered glutinous rice, Yan An ordered steamed buns and camellia oil, and after eating, they walked slowly to school, like this every school day, leisurely and comfortable.

Not long after the first class on Thursday afternoon, Yan An suddenly kicked Jiang Shiyu. When Jiang Shiyu was about to kick back, he found that Yan An was looking up and following his line of sight. Sun Ke was standing Looking in at the door of the classroom.

Chang Ze leaned over, probably asking him who he was looking for, his expression was so close to having the words "I'll call out Xie Lanlan to you right now" engraved on his face, it turned out that Sun Ke was looking for Jiang Shiyu, and Chang Ze After conveying it, Jiang Shiyu felt a little baffled.

What are you looking for?

"Tell you something." Sun Ke walked to the corridor with him.

"Say." Jiang Shiyu said.

"I celebrate my birthday on Saturday," Sun Ke smiled, "If you are free, please invite Yan An and Xie Lanlan to play together."

"Huh?" Jiang Shiyu thought for a while, on Saturday...he really doesn't seem to be free.

Jiang Xing was going to look for him on Saturday, but it was not yet determined when he would come.

"If you're not free," Sun Ke paused for a while, "let Xie Lanlan come alone."

"...Can't you just call Xie Lanlan?" Jiang Shiyu was a little speechless.

"I wanted to shout directly," Sun Ke said with an expression of "what should I do?" "Chang Ze came over directly. It's not like you don't know that he is a trumpet. I dare to call Xie Lanlan in front of him today." , Tomorrow he dares to hold a college entrance banquet for me and Xie Lanlan's children."

Jiang Shiyu smiled face-saving.

"And I really want to ask you guys to come together," Sun Ke said with a smile, "Come together if you have time, and I'll send you the address."

"Send it to Xie Lanlan." Jiang Shiyu said.

"...Hey," Sun Ke said, "OK."

"Why is Sun Ke looking for Jiang Shiyu?" Xie Lanlan turned around and lay down on Yan An's table.

Yan An looked out, but couldn't see the expressions of the two of them clearly, and couldn't judge the nature of the conversation.

"I don't know," Yan An raised his hand and flicked her forehead, "What happened to you this morning?"

"Oh, just," Xie Lanlan rubbed her forehead, "It's annoying, there is a girl who likes Sun Ke very much, and she keeps saying bad things about me behind my back, and I was heard by the little mirror."

Qi Xunjing was suddenly called on, turned his head to look at the two of them, and nodded.

"Why?" Yan An didn't understand the logic, "She likes Sun Ke, why is she scolding you?"

"Because I'm close to Sun Ke, and I also like Sun Ke." Xie Lanlan spoke quickly, and the voice of the last few words was horribly soft, "She scolded me behind my back."

Yan An looked out of the window again.

Jiang Shiyu was still talking about something with Sun Ke. It stands to reason that these two people are not familiar with each other, so they shouldn't have talked for so long... It's because they only played a few games, so why not talk for so long?

"Anyway, I scolded everything." Xie Lanlan stretched her arms, looked up at Yan An again, "and scolded you too."

"...Oh," Yan An came back to his senses, "No, what are you scolding me for?"

"Because you are close to me," Xie Lanlan said solemnly, "She said that I used you as a spare tire, hanging on to Sun Ke and teasing you, you are like an idiot who hangs around me every day, and I hook up with Jiang Shi Yu..."

"...It's so complicated." Yan An frowned, "Isn't she a little too big of a brain?"

"It's so annoying." Xie Lanlan sighed.

As he said that, Jiang Shiyu walked in, glanced at them both, and said, "Sun Ke's birthday is on Saturday, and I asked if you could go."

Yan An didn't reply, he turned his head to look at Xie Lanlan first, and then slowly turned his gaze to Jiang Shiyu after a while.

"Huh?" Jiang Shiyu looked at him.

"It's nothing." Yan An shook his head, looked at Xie Lanlan, "will you go?"

"Should we go?" Xie Lanlan was also confused, "What if he also invites that girl?"

"Who is it?" Jiang Shiyu asked.

"A woman who talks a lot of nonsense." Yan An summed it up.

"Oh," Jiang Shiyu thought for a while, then looked at Xie Lanlan, "Go if you want, don't worry about others."

"...Then go," Xie Lanlan sat up straight and rubbed her face, "Are you two going?"

"Go, everyone has come to invite you." Yan An waited for Jiang Shiyu to sit inside, leaned his body, leaned directly on him, and turned his back, "Brother Xiaoyu, are you going?"

Jiang Shiyu said nothing.

His hand twitched twice, trying to push Yan An away, but he didn't want to push Yan An away, it was too close, and he could even smell the laundry detergent on Yan An's body.

It was a very strange emotion, he could just see Yan An's hair whirling when he looked over like this, two.

His grandma said that there are two people who are stubborn and will be very rebellious.

Yan An's temper...not too stubborn, she has a pretty good temper.

"May I ask you something?" Xie Lanlan leaned over and called.

"Huh? I, let's go," Jiang Shiyu recovered, but he still didn't push Yan An away. After thinking for a while, "You all go, and I will go too."