imaginary rival

The situation is a little awkward.

Jiang Shiyu glanced at the people present. The girl who confessed to Sun Ke was no longer there, and several members of the basketball team had also left the field. After the number of people decreased, everyone's interaction could be clearly captured.

The girl's confession was too sudden just now, Sun Ke was afraid of what Xie Rando was thinking, so he had already dragged her to a corner and explained it well. At this moment, the pink bubbles between the two of them were almost overflowing, very exciting .

Not long after Jiang Shiyu sat down, the plate of non-spicy barbecue that Yan An had ordered was brought out. He ate and glanced at Yan An from time to time.

Yan An poured wine for him, chatted with Chang Ze next to him, would often look at him, then leaned over, put his arm directly on his shoulder, and squeezed hard twice, trying to give him strength.

I don't know how long he has liked Xie Lanlan, but the feeling of losing love... especially the feeling of being destined to lose love, is very uncomfortable.

"Come." Yan An handed over the wine glass.

Jiang Shiyu looked at him.

"It will all pass," Yan An said firmly, "I won't think about it when I'm drunk."

Jiang Shiyu nodded seriously, after drinking this glass of wine, Yan An immediately poured him another glass, Jiang Shiyu didn't refuse.

After one night, Jiang Shiyu drank a lot of wine with Yan An, and everyone toasted together. When he walked out of the night market, he felt that the road would not go away. The sky was spinning, and there was a propeller on his head. All shaking.

Yan An's condition wasn't very good either, he was dazed when he saw it, Jiang Shiyu leaned over and asked, "Are you drunk?"

"No!" Yan An stared and said loudly, "I can drink three more bottles!"

"Both of you go home and drink," Chang Ze said next to him, "Anyway, I can't take it anymore, and I'll have to vomit when I go back."

"It's fine for you to vomit here." No one knew who answered.

"How immoral," Chang Ze said, "otherwise you can take off your clothes and let me carry them around."

Seeing that the topic became more and more disgusting, Jiang Shiyu hurriedly dragged Yan An to the other side, walking to the side of the road to take a taxi.

He is not very stable when walking right now, and he has to take Yan An with him, because he is a little afraid that the two of them will get twisted into a twisted ball as they walk.

"Are you okay?" Xie Lanlan bought two bottles of mineral water and handed them over.

"It's okay." Jiang Shiyu took a deep breath, he was a little dizzy, much better than Yan An, "Will he not be scolded when he goes home after drinking like this?"

"No!" Yan An yelled.

"Yes." Xie Lanlan didn't understand what Yan An was trying to do after drinking in the river after he came to have supper, and finally got himself drunk.

"Then I'll take him to my house," Jiang Shiyu looked at her, "Sun Ke wants to take you home?"

"...Yeah." Xie Lanlan nodded, and laughed a few times, "We just hit the road casually."

"Remember to send a message when you get home." Jiang Shiyu said.

"Okay, okay, I know," Xie Lanlan said, "I'll call a car for you two first."

"What kind of car is it called? I don't take a car." Yan An stood up unsteadily, "I want to walk back!"

"I don't know the way." Jiang Shiyu squatted and said.

"Brother Xiaoyu, waste," Yan An clicked his tongue twice, "I've been here for more than half a year and I still don't know my way."

Jiang Shiyu didn't lift his head, but squatted down and gave him the middle finger.

After Sun Ke stuffed all the people there into the car, the car called by Xie Lanlan also came over. Xie Lanlan confirmed that Jiang Shiyu was conscious but a little dizzy, and then he was relieved, saying that she would go to Yan An's parents. Said, remember to send a message when you get home to report your safety.

"You too!" Yan An yelled vigorously while sitting in the car.

The driver uncle couldn't hold back his laughter.

"...God, what is the purpose of drinking so much." Xie Lanlan laughed.

Jiang Shiyu smiled and didn't say a word, and waved to Xie Lanlan from the car window. After the car drove out for a while, Yan An became quiet. There was a very slow song in the car, and Jiang Shiyu listened carefully. It was discovered that it was a love song about a broken relationship, which was very suitable for Yan An's mood at this time.

"Brother Xiao Yu," Yan An suddenly leaned over and muttered, "Let me tell you, there will be many good people in the future."

"Ah." Jiang Shiyu turned to look at him.

It was too close, the breath would spray on the face, Yan An had no sense of distance, Jiang Shiyu could only hide back, Yan An followed, his eyes stared straight at him, his eyelashes seemed to be wet, The lips also seem to be wet. I don’t know, I can’t see clearly, and I dare not look.

Yan An is a straight man.

Jiang Shiyu has been thinking about this matter recently.

He's a straight guy who just fell out of love.

Can't have any thoughts, and can't have any thoughts.

"University, work, you meet all kinds of people in various places," Yan An burped, and Jiang Shiyu almost slapped him on the face, "No, you don't have to keep guarding one person all the time, I understand the truth, and you should understand it too.”

"Hmm." Jiang Shiyu responded at the beginning.

"Just look away!" Yan An let go of him and fell back on the seat again, "Grass is everywhere in the end of the world!"

"The young man must have drunk too much." The driver uncle was so happy that he couldn't stop.

"Well," Jiang Shiyu said, "I'm sorry."

The driver uncle quickly said that it was all right, and after sending the two of them to their destination, he said to pay attention to safety before leaving.

Jiang Shiyu helped Yan An into the elevator, turned his head and stared at him seriously, and he couldn't help but laugh: "What are you doing?"

"You can drink quite well!" Yan An said loudly.

"Don't shout!" Jiang Shiyu hastily pulled him.

"Did I yell!" Yan An stared at him, "No!"

Jiang Shiyu smiled helplessly.

He opened the door and entered the room, but his mother was not at home, so Jiang Shiyu dragged Yan An into the room and pressed him on the sofa: "Don't move, I'll go and boil some hot water."

Yan An nodded, it's good that he doesn't make trouble when he's drunk.

Jiang Shiyu turned on the hot water and came out to take a look at Yan An. He didn't know how to take care of a drunk person. He just took off his clothes and pants and threw them on the bed. Oh, and he had to use a towel to wipe his face or something. , Yan An is still conscious at the moment, and should be able to rinse his mouth.

Wiping his body is definitely not for him.

Jiang Shiyu poured the water, and when he was carrying it out, Yan An sat up and glanced at him: "Do you know what the biggest regret in my life is?"

"What?" Jiang Shiyu put down his water glass, collected his mood, and prepared to listen to his long speech.

Although I don't know what Yan An is going to say, there is a high probability that it has something to do with Xie Lanlan.

He drank like this tonight because of Xie Lanlan, and what he said in the car was because of Xie Lanlan, he and Xie Lanlan were childhood sweethearts.

Jiang Shiyu clicked his tongue.

"The biggest regret in my life," Yan An pointed at Jiang Shiyu, "It's you."

"What?" Jiang Shiyu was stunned.

"You!" Yan An said at the top of his voice, "Run away without singing tonight!"

"... I'm sick," Jiang Shiyu sighed, and put the water glass into his hand, "Drink some."

Yan An drank the water in the glass in one breath, sat up straight, his eyes were quite clear, but the words he spoke were not sober.

Jiang Shiyu was too lazy to listen to him. Yan An usually talked a lot, but after being stimulated by alcohol, he talked even more. Whenever he saw the lights in Jiang Shiyu's house, he would babble a few words. Jiang Shiyu took him to He went to the bathroom to wash up, and took another towel for him to wipe off the sweat around his neck and arms.

After finally putting Yan An on the bed, Jiang Shiyu went to take a bath anyway, smelling of alcohol and falling asleep uncomfortable.

After coming out of the shower, Yan An had been lying on the bed and thinking about it for a while. Jiang Shiyu sat over and just heard him singing: "Shu Ke Shu Ke Shu Ke Shu Ke, Shu Ke who jerked off..."

"No way," Jiang Shiyu laughed, "Your song directly exposed Shu Ke's private life."

Yan An stared at the ceiling for a while, and when Jiang Shiyu lay down, he said loudly: "Come and listen to a song if you have a chance, Brother Xiaoyu!"

"Don't shout," Jiang Shiyu stretched out his hand and pinched his arm, thought for a while, and then said, "Wait until there is a chance, and I will sing for you for a thousand years."

Yan An fell silent.

Jiang Shiyu thought he was asleep, turned over and lay flat, the dizzy feeling in his head was completely far away from him, and it seemed that the propeller on his forehead was taken off after he lay down, and his whole body felt tingly. A sense of relaxation.

This feeling made his eyes sour, and he wanted to fall asleep directly. Jiang Shiyu touched his phone and looked at it. Xie Lanlan's safety message hadn't been sent yet, so he couldn't sleep yet.

"Jiang Shiyu," Yan An said suddenly, "You are so wicked."

"...What's wrong with me." Jiang Shiyu put down his phone.

"You clearly know that I'm afraid of ghosts...you know that, right?" Yan An asked.

"I know." Jiang Shiyu said.

On the night when they first met, Yan An was obviously afraid of ghosts when picking up small hailstones.

"You know I'm afraid of ghosts, but you still want to sing about the female ghost in front of me. Are you wicked?" Yan An said, "Damn it, I've never seen such a wicked person like you..."

Jiang Shiyu sat up, turned on the bedside lamp, and looked at Yan An: "What did you say?"

"You are immoral." Yan An said.

"The previous sentence." Jiang Shiyu said.

"The female ghost in front?" Yan An blinked, "Is there this song?"

"...Damn it," Jiang Shiyu took a deep breath, "I'm talking about waiting once in a thousand years, who brought the female ghost ahead of time? Where did the female ghost come from, where did you steal it? ?”

Yan An was stunned for a while, then sat up and yelled at Jiang Shiyu: "Fuck, I misheard, I thought you were going to scare me, fuck..."

"You've got a sip of wine in your head." Jiang Shiyu continued.

Yan An ignored him, smiling very happily, couldn't stop being so happy, Jiang Shiyu could only follow him, and the two of them sat cross-legged on the bed for a long time, until Jiang Shiyu's cell phone vibrated, and Xie Lanlan's message sent In the group.

Jiang Shiyu gave her an early rest, and when he put down his phone and looked at Yan An again, he couldn't smile. The embarrassment and sadness he felt for Yan An might not be one-tenth of what Yan An felt in his heart.

It was very bleak.

Yan An was happy for a while, then fell back on the bed: "Is Xie Lanlan home?"

"En." Jiang Shiyu responded, and changed the topic casually, "Why are you afraid of ghosts? Aren't those all fake?"

Yan An glanced at him and said: "I was very afraid of ghosts when I was a child. Although I knew it was fake, I couldn't help but think about it. I dare not close my eyes when I wash my hair. I am afraid that when I open my eyes, I will see a human face." ,Walking in the dark, someone suddenly grabbed my hair or something...Maybe it was because I was scared by watching The Grudge with my dad."

Jiang Shiyu was inexplicably chilled by his description.

"And..." Yan An suddenly paused when he said this, and patted the pillow, "Lie down first."

Jiang Shiyu said oh, and lay down, not getting too close to Yan An.

But the moment he lay flat, Yan An arched himself over, his face almost pressed against his shoulder, and whispered: "This is my secret, and no one knows it except Xie Lanlan."

Jiang Shiyu looked up at him blankly.

"The week when I watched The Grudge with my dad when I was young, a person jumped off the building," Yan An's voice became softer, "It happened to fall right in front of me."

"Yan An." Jiang Shiyu panicked.

"That's right, it fell down. If it wasn't for an uncle who pulled me, he might just hit me," Yan An said in a low voice, "My parents didn't know about it, they thought I just saw him jump off the building Now, only Xie Lanlan knew that he fell in front of me... so I have always been very afraid of ghosts."

"I'm sorry," Jiang Shiyu reached out and rubbed his head, "I shouldn't have asked."

"Don't keep saying I'm sorry," Yan An held his wrist, "You asked, and I told you, it means I can tell you about this matter, you have nothing to be sorry for me, and you have nothing Holding a knife to force me to say...why do you keep saying I'm sorry?"

Jiang Shiyu hesitated for a while, but didn't withdraw his hand, and let him hold it like this.

"You're like a walking apology machine." Yan An frowned, "Don't tell me you're sorry."

"...Okay." Jiang Shiyu nodded.

"Anyway, this matter... just passed away, and the brother who jumped off the building didn't die," Yan An took a deep breath, "I was... mainly because I was a little afraid of blood. Bloody, don’t ghosts have a lot of blood on their bodies, it’s like going to the hospital to grab a blood bag.”

"Not necessarily," Jiang Shiyu said, "There are also ghosts without blood on their bodies."

"Really?" Yan An turned to look at him.

"Yeah," Jiang Shiyu said, "Don't ghosts love to be clean or something? What if someone went to take a bath, you wouldn't be able to tell."

Yan An stared at the ceiling for a while.

Jiang Shiyu also stared at the ceiling, thought for a while, then turned over with hesitation and stretched out his arms to hug Yan An very hard.

"It's okay," Yan An said, "There's no need to say goodbye to life and death..."

Jiang Shiyu slapped him on the back, and Yan An laughed out loud from the beating, and stopped talking.

After a while, Yan An was a little sleepy and yawned: "Jiang Shiyu."

"Huh?" Jiang Shiyu responded.

"Are you sick?" Yan An pressed on his chest, "You're jumping a little..."

"Shut up." Jiang Shiyu slapped his hand.

"Hurry up." Yan An insisted and finished speaking.

"...Sleep," Jiang Shiyu lay down helplessly. He suddenly remembered that they slept together before, and Yan An pulled his clothes corner, "Are you afraid of the dark? Why don't you turn on the night light?"

"I'm not afraid of the dark," Yan An said, "Go to sleep."

"En." Jiang Shiyu responded.

After a while, Jiang Shiyu felt that Yan An's breathing gradually calmed down, and he stretched out his hand, and gently grabbed the corner of his clothes.

Jiang Shiyu turned his head to look at Yan An, didn't move, moved his body towards him, finally sighed, closed his eyes and fell asleep slowly.

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