imaginary rival

Knowing that Jiang Shiyu would come back, Yan An was visibly relieved.

After hanging up the video and throwing the phone aside, the thing that was pressing on my heart suddenly disappeared.

Fortunately, fortunately, Jiang Shiyu had no intention of going back to the north just like that.

Yan An didn't know where his brain circuit went. Anyway, he was sure that Jiang Shiyu would come back. He felt relieved for no reason, and pulled out the video of the food blogger whose hands looked like Jiang Shiyu. several times.

The videos were uploaded one by one. Yan An noticed that the blogger had changed the shooting location this year. He didn't know if it was because of the change of the scenery or the lighting problem. Yan An felt that his videos looked much better after changing the location.

After watching the video, Yan An clicked on the software and checked the flight time.

Jiang Shiyu said that he would be back the day after tomorrow at the latest, and the earliest flight to arrive here the day after tomorrow was at 11:30, and there were flights until after [-]:[-] in the evening.

Yan An thought for a while, there is a certain distance from his place to the airport, and he can get up after eight o'clock in the morning.

After the summer vacation, he hasn't gotten up so early for a long time.

Cherish it, Brother Xiaoyu.

This is my last morning.

Yan An set an alarm clock for 08:30.

"Are you leaving today?" Grandma patted the back of Jiang Shiyu's hand, brushing her old palm against it, "Didn't school start?"

"It will open in two days. I haven't finished my homework yet," Jiang Shiyu said slowly while sitting beside his grandmother, "I have to go back early."

"School hasn't started yet." Grandma said.

"He is a sophomore in high school, he started school a few days later than me," Jiang Shiyu said, "I'm in my third year of high school."

Grandma was not convinced, and said a few more words, she wanted Jiang Shiyu to stay, but Jiang Shiyu really had to go back.

Not only because the school is about to start, but mainly because he promised Yan An to go back the day after tomorrow at the latest.

Today is the day after tomorrow at the latest, and the air tickets are all booked, so he has to go back.

Jiang Shiyu used his free time these few days to think clearly that the relationship between him and Yan An didn't need to be too far away, as long as he suppressed his emotions and kept Yan An from realizing anything, they could continue to get along.

Before the third year of high school, he was destined to be inseparable, so he hid himself, Yan An... The weird emotions on Yan An's side should have disappeared. Judging from the previous video, Yan An has returned to his previous state.

Then he has to return to his previous emotions.

As long as he holds back, they'll be best friends forever.

Just bear it.

Jiang Shiyu had endured various emotions many times since he was a child, but this time when he faced Yan An, he felt that he was fine.

After having breakfast with grandma, grandma called Jiang to wake up and took him to the airport. No matter how reluctant Jiang Shiyu was, he had no choice but to get in the car and went to his aunt's house to get his luggage.

Jiang Xing sat in the driver's seat and laughed for a while: "Shengsheng really likes you."

Jiang Shiyu sat in the back seat without saying a word.

"Come back for two days during the Chinese New Year." Jiang Xing started the car and talked to himself, but Jiang Shiyu ignored him.

The scenery outside the car quickly reversed, being pulled into a series of lines. Jiang Shiyu looked out of the window in a daze, and suddenly felt sleepy. He slid his fingers casually on the rear seat, and suddenly touched something with his fingertips. He subconsciously Turning his head to look over, his heart tightened.

Jiang Xing was still persuading him to come back and stay for two days during the Chinese New Year. He didn't notice anything wrong in the back seat until he passed a red light, and he glanced in the rearview mirror and saw Jiang Shiyu staring at the back seat in a daze.

He looked back and saw the bright red package stuck in the gap of the seat at a glance.

The boxy little thing, stuck there, when did it get stuck?Jiang Xing naturally wouldn't remember such a thing.

As soon as the originally not very lively atmosphere dropped to freezing point, the red light counted down and his heart beat, Jiang Xing pursed his lips and continued to drive forward.

After a while, he heard Jiang Shiyu gasp, and asked in a very puzzled and incomprehensible tone: "Don't you really feel sick?"

"What do you mean?" Jiang Xing asked.

"...This," Jiang Shiyu retracted his fingers and looked forward, "You really..."

"You're seventeen," Jiang Xing said, "You don't need me to explain what this is, do you?"

Jiang Shiyu was completely stunned, his stomach was acidic after another, something was stuck in his throat, he couldn't move up and down, it was so painful that he wanted to vomit.

What Jiang Xing said to him later, he didn't listen at all, his whole body was enveloped by that disgusting feeling that made him want to vomit, and he felt a lot better when he got out of the car and was blown by the wind.

Jiang Shiyu didn't know how his mother found out about Jiang Xing's cheating. Judging from this moment, Jiang Xing didn't seem to deliberately cover up anything. He was used to carelessness. He didn't think there was anything wrong with it. Throw it in the car, not afraid of being discovered by others.

Frank to disgusting.

"Hey," Jiang Xing walked up behind him, "Wait until the end of this year..."

"I won't..." Jiang Shiyu suddenly took a deep breath, looked up into Jiang Xing's eyes, "I won't come back."

"...What did you say?" Jiang Xing's eyes widened slightly.

"Even if I come back, it has nothing to do with you. I will come back to see grandma, but it has nothing to do with you, Jiang Xing." Jiang Shiyu took the luggage from him, his hands were shaking, that disgusting feeling was like a rising tide , Diffuse came up, "You make me sick."

Jiang Xing was stunned, and it took him a while to recover, and he actually laughed: "What about me makes you feel sick? That condom in the car? Or..."

Jiang Shiyu looked up at him coldly.

"I'm gay," Jiang Xing said in a low voice, "Does it make you feel sick?"

As he spoke, the smile on the corner of his mouth grew wider and wider, as if he had just gone to a cross talk theater, and the corner of his mouth couldn't stop: "Aren't you the same as me? Jiang Shiyu, you also like men, you and I Same, why do you think I'm disgusting?"

"It's different!" Jiang Shiyu's voice amplified suddenly, with irrepressible anger, "I will never be like you in my life! I will not marry a girl knowing that I like a man! More I won't cheat after confirming the object!"

As Jiang Shiyu said, he couldn't help but roared: "Even if I grow old alone, I can't be like you! You ruined the first half of my mother's life, you are a fucking scum!"

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Jiang Xing raised his hand violently, and just as he was about to slap Jiang Shiyu on the face, Jiang Shiyu raised his hand to grab his hand, gritted his teeth and pushed his hand away, even slapping him. Jiang Xing pushed them out.

The security guard had already noticed the situation here, and rushed towards this side quickly. Jiang Shiyu left without looking back with his luggage. He never looked at Jiang Xing again and entered the waiting room. Jiang Shiyu casually I found a seat and sat down, my heart beating wildly in my chest.

Jiang Shiyu sat for a while, then suddenly took out his phone, blocked all Jiang Xing's contact information, and then clicked on Yan An's dialog box.

say what?

What do you want to say?

Jiang Shiyu's fingers were trembling, and the feeling of dizziness before vomiting was attacking him one after another. He pinched his phone and thought for a long time before suddenly regaining consciousness.

I don't know when, when he had negative energy, he would subconsciously think of Yan An. Last time, too, he subconsciously dialed a call and was connected immediately.

The most frightening thing is that Yan An will definitely respond to him.

I can no longer rely on Yan An.

Jiang Shiyu put the phone back in his pocket, and kept taking deep breaths to stabilize his emotions.

A tall man came over and sat beside him, holding a box of biscuits in his hand: "Eat something?"

Jiang Shiyu glanced at him and shook his head.

"I heard you and your dad quarrel just now, I'm sorry," the man raised his legs, stuffed the biscuit into his mouth, and chewed it, "I heard it all..."

Jiang Shiyu picked up his luggage and was about to sit beside him when the man smiled: "Don't be nervous, I am too."

Jiang Shiyu sat in the front row.

The man didn't chase after him. When Jiang Shiyu boarded the plane, he found that he was still sitting there, laughing nervously. The biscuits had already been eaten, and he was looking at this side and smiling.

irritable.

Nausea.

Jiang Shiyu sat down, pulled down the visor, and constantly adjusted his state by taking deep breaths.

During the trip of more than three hours, Jiang Shiyu closed his eyes and slept for a while, then opened his eyes, looked at the time, closed his eyes again, opened and closed his eyes countless times, and finally returned to the south. When Jiang Shiyu got off the plane, he unexpectedly There is a feeling of coming home.

People are really creatures that can easily change with the environment. When Jiang Shiyu came here more than half a year ago, he was still in various discomforts. comfortable.

The underpants that never dry, the endless rainy season and the empty houses here are much better than the homes in the north.

Perhaps it is not the place where there are relatives that can be called home.

Jiang Shiyu felt a strange sense of belonging to this place, as if he felt comfortable all over.

He turned off the airplane mode of his phone, and when the signal returned, a few messages popped up. Song Guansheng also sent a few words, but Jiang Shiyu didn't listen, so he clicked on the taxi app and took a taxi.

Then it's about getting out of the airport quickly.

Jiang Shiyu raised his head, and when he was walking out with his luggage, a familiar figure suddenly appeared among the people waiting outside.

He suspected that he had made a mistake. He took off his glasses as he walked, rubbed his eyes, and then looked up. Yan An was standing there, playing with his phone with his head down, and hadn't noticed him yet.

Why is Yan An here?

Or is it that he and I have now developed a kind of telepathy, and Yan An can directly check his mood swings without relying on any information and phone calls, and then immediately come to comfort himself?

No.

This is too fucking bullshit.

"Jiang Shiyu!" Yan An saw him as soon as he looked up, and shouted.

Jiang Shiyu was stunned for a moment, and slowly walked towards Yan An's direction.Walking slowly seemed too uncomfortable, so it turned into a big stride, and after a while, I couldn't help but turned into a trot, and the wheels of the suitcase rolled impatiently.

"...Why are you here?" Jiang Shiyu stared at him blankly.

"I'm here to pick you up," Yan An put his hands into his trouser pockets, and grinned, "How about it, isn't it a special surprise?"

"Ah." Jiang Shiyu was still in a daze.

"It's that kind of thing. I didn't ask you about your flight or when you'll arrive. You thought you were going back by taxi alone." Yan An took the bag in his hand and walked forward, "As soon as I came out, I looked up, Wow! I have an acquaintance! Wow! It's Yan An! Wow!"

The shock in Jiang Shiyu's eyes hadn't subsided, and he couldn't make any expression for the time being.

Yan An snapped his fingers and asked with a smile, "Are you surprised?"

"I..." Jiang Shiyu said, the nausea that he had endured for too long on the plane suddenly surged up, his eyes widened, and he said in a low voice, "I want to vomit."

Yan An stared at him, "What did you say?"

"I'm a little..." Jiang Shiyu paused for a long time, then suddenly turned his head and rushed towards the toilet.

Yan An chased him with his luggage, watched him go into the toilet and vomited in the dark, Yan An went out to buy a bottle of water, and when he came back, Jiang Shiyu had washed his face with cold water, walked out, His face was ugly as hell.

Yan An waited for him for a while, and went to buy some wrapping paper. Jiang Shiyu shook his head, paused for a while, turned around and went back to the toilet, and vomited out the contents of his stomach.

This seems to be a bit different from the touching reunion that Yan An wanted.

What he originally thought was that Jiang Shiyu saw him, was shocked by surprise, hugged him and cried with snot and tears, but he didn't expect it, he didn't expect it.

Jiang Shiyu felt like vomiting when he saw him.

...It should not be the reason for seeing him.

Jiang Shiyu's complexion was very ugly, and he was thinner. It was hard to see it in the video, but now when he saw the real person, he realized that Jiang Shiyu's thinness was particularly obvious.

What kind of hometown is this?

Is my hometown a weight loss center?

Yan An was thinking while helping Jiang Shiyu carry his luggage upstairs.

The dust in the house was not as big as Jiang Shiyu thought. It seemed that his mother had come back several times. Yan An went to open the window and boiled hot water. The water came out and put it in front of Jiang Shiyu.

"What's wrong with you?" Yan An asked cautiously, "Are you airsick?"

"...No." Jiang Shiyu shook his head, took a deep breath, thought something wrong, "How long have you been waiting for me at the airport?"

"Ah," Yan An was stunned, "Not long after, you came out as soon as I arrived. It's a coincidence, isn't it?"

"Don't lie," Jiang Shiyu said in a low voice, "I can tell."

"... Tsk, I just waited a few hours longer," Yan An scratched his head, "I thought you came back early on the first flight, but it turned out that you were on the second flight, and there was nothing wrong with me. Didn’t I just stand there waiting for you, I found a place to play a few games and I’ll return it.”

Jiang Shiyu stared at him blankly.

"Are you surprised?" Yan An asked back the original question.

"...Surprise." After Jiang Shiyu finished speaking, he closed his mouth, his Adam's apple squirmed up and down a few times, looking at Yan An, he felt dizzy.

If he knew that Yan An would be waiting for him, he would definitely come back by the first flight, and he would come back even after putting on his wings.

Yan An was still the same as before, he crossed that sudden separation line, what about himself?Can I return to the way I was before?

"Give me a hug." Jiang Shiyu whispered.

Yan An turned to look at him.

"I said," Jiang Shiyu paused, cleared his throat, "give me a hug."

Yan An stood up at once.

Like being called by the teacher in class, he stood up straight, stared at Jiang Shiyu for a while, Jiang Shiyu also stood up, and the two looked at each other for a while as if handing over the national flag.

In the end, Jiang Shiyu raised his arms slightly and opened his arms. Yan An hesitated for a second, and also opened his arms and hugged Jiang Shiyu very hard.

The sense of belonging finally completely filled Jiang Shiyu's heart, and the unsteady impatience finally faded away. Jiang Shiyu put his arms around Yan An's waist, buried his face in his shoulder, and took a long breath: "Long time no see. .”

"...Welcome back," Yan An patted him on the back, "Little Hail...I miss you so much."

"...En." Jiang Shiyu responded.

The voice rang right next to his ears, and there was a low response, as if countless small particles in the air were stirred, all of them covered Yan An's body, like an electric shock, why didn't he realize that Jiang Shiyu's voice was so nice and nice before? It made him kind of want to run away.

Sensing that Yan An wanted to push him away, Jiang Shiyu hugged him tightly and said in a low voice, "Hold him for a while, just for a while."

Yan An sighed lightly, reached out and rubbed his back: "Did you feel wronged, brother Xiaoyu?"

Jiang Shiyu didn't speak.

Yan An rubbed his back twice, suddenly felt that something was wrong, touched Jiang Shiyu's arm, and the temperature from his palm was frighteningly hot.

"Damn it, Jiang Shiyu!" Yan An struggled away from him, touching his forehead with his hand, "You have a fucking fever! Are you an idiot!"

Jiang Shiyu stared at him for a while, feeling sick again, he pushed Yan An away and rushed into the toilet.