my man is poison

After dinner, Lin Qingfeng directly dragged Lu Shang into his room.Pressing him directly to sit on the edge of the bed, Lin Qingfeng looked down at Lu Shang, "Don't think that you followed me, I will forgive you!"

Lu Shang put his arms around his waist, let him sit on his lap, and said with a smile: "Is the anger still gone? Then punish me to kneel on the keyboard or kneel on the durian? I will definitely not say anything."

Lin Qingfeng smiled, "Did you learn it from Jianghuai? It's not serious at all!"

"I can't be serious in front of you." Lu Shang bit Lin Qingfeng's cheek and pressed his forehead against it, "Are you still angry? I have been ignoring me for the past few days, and I couldn't find a chance to speak. Sulking will destroy the body. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Hearing Lu Shang repeatedly muttering "I'm sorry", Lin Qingfeng felt uncomfortable. He was not really angry, but just felt ashamed. Lin Qingfeng couldn't hold back and asked, "Why have you been hiding your identity? If it wasn't for Jiang Huai Bang Po, are you going to keep silent on me, and then use two identities to see me make a fool of myself? Are you happy playing me?" Lin Qingfeng became more and more angry as he talked, and wanted to climb down. How could Lu Shang let him succeed? Hands clenched tighter.

Lu Shang took him into his arms and said with a wry smile, "Actually, I'm afraid you like 'Shang Lu' more than me."

Lin Qingfeng looked at him in disbelief, "Why do you have such an idea, I like 'Phanglu', maybe it's not just a fan's love for idols, but it's just a hazy, I can't say no I don't know whether I like it or not, but after meeting you and falling in love with you, I realized that it's not 'like', it should be more dependent."

Hearing Lin Qingfeng's words in person, Lu Shang finally gained some confidence in his heart. He suddenly felt that his thoughts at the time were so naive, and he was indeed a fan of the authorities, "How did I know that you would 'like' me so much, and now I finally knew."

The phrase "like" Lu Shang pressed against Lin Qingfeng's ear, and the hot air sprayed out and stained his ears red. Lin Qingfeng was embarrassed by what he said, and tried to change the subject, placing his hands on Lu Shang's head so that he could look at him , "You said, when did you recognize me?!"

Lu Shang looked directly at him, with smiles in his eyes, "It was probably the first time you mentioned me to 'Shang Lu', at that time I thought it was just a coincidence, and I paid more attention, who knew you didn't tell 'Shang Lu' at all. Lu' concealed it, and directly told a stranger the three-dimensional information."

Lin Qingfeng: "'Shanglu' is my male god! How could I hide it from him!"

"What about now? Am I still your male god?" The two of them are already hot when they stick together, and even the cold winter is about to be heated up. Lin Qingfeng was so numb that he quickly crawled off Lu Shang's lap When he got down, he shook his whole body and accused Lu Shang, "Stay away from me, it's really poisonous!"

Lu Shang was so teased by him that he couldn't help but grabbed him and kissed him a few times, "From now on, you will only have me as the male god, or you will be the exclusive male god, are you happy?"

Lin Qingfeng squeezed Lu Shang's face with both hands, "Why are you so thick-skinned! How could my cold male god be like you! You must be a fake! I don't want you!"

Lu Shang: "Whether it's the high-cold 'Shanglu' or me, it's yours. No refunds or exchanges after the goods are sold out, but I can allow you to like me more than that false Internet gimmick."

Lin Qingfeng rolled his eyes, "I'm jealous too! You're really good at it!"

"Because I think you are all mine and all alone."

Lin Qingfeng curled his lips, disdainful to him but did not refute, he gently approached Lu Shang, his voice slowly lowered, "Shang Lu really has a very special meaning to me."

Lu Shang didn't interrupt, waiting for him to continue.Lin Qingfeng hesitated for a while and chose to confess, "I knew that my parents' relationship was not good since I was a child. If it wasn't for me, they would have divorced early in the morning. But neither of them lived together reluctantly. I grew up with my grandma since I was a child. Occasionally, they would come back to see me during Chinese New Year. And I knew that my sexual orientation was different from others when I was in high school. I tried my best to hide it from my family, but my dad still found out. My parents went home as usual that day. , they fight when they are together, I can hear them in the room, I heard my dad say 'look you gave birth to such a disgusting thing, you are gay', my mother didn't say it for me In a word. They all regard me as a stain given by the other party, and they hate me so much."

Lin Qingfeng was depressed, his eyelids drooped to cover the pain in his eyes, Lu Shang embraced him, kissed Lin Qingfeng's cheek lovingly, trying to heal the pain in his heart.

Lin Qingfeng gave him a reassuring smile, indicating that he was fine, "I didn't feel anything at the time, I went out and only said a word to them: 'Mom and Dad, please divorce, I will live with grandma'. Then they divorced, Anyway, I was also brought up by my grandma, and it’s the same without them. In the third year of high school, I worked hard to study, just to make my grandma happy by getting into a good university, and let them see that I would be better off without them. On the day I got the notice from University A, my grandma was very happy and drank too much. She took my hand and asked me if I could change it? It made me sadder than my parents’ insults. I also only knew Phytophthora in that summer vacation. At that time, I regarded him as my only consolation. Every day I would listen to his radio dramas and fall asleep, and sometimes I would fantasize about what if My life is as good as in the radio drama. I have a happy family, a considerate family, and an excellent lover. Every time I wake up from a dream and laugh, and then wake up with nothing. It's just the sound of 'Pokeweed'."

Lu Shang suddenly understood the position of "Shanglu" in his heart, and he was also glad that "Shanglu" accompanied him through those gray years. If there was no "Shanglu", the two of them would definitely miss it.

Lu Shang patted Lin Qingfeng on the back, "Okay, everything is over, I promise that I will help you realize what you expect."

Lin Qingfeng grabbed Lu Shang's clothes, and his whole body was shaking. Lu Shang felt the wetness on his front. He knew that Lin Qingfeng was sad, so he could only pat him on the back, coaxing him like a child.Lu Shang kissed the top of his hair, "Look, now you have me and my parents, you just treat them as your own parents, they will love you too, we will always be together, in the future Tell grandma again, grandma will definitely agree, and life will only get better and better. Baby, don't cry, if you cry again, I will feel bad."

Lin Qingfeng immediately popped his head out of Lu Shang's arms, "I'm sad, but don't let me cry for a while!"

Lu Shang kissed his tears away, "My eyes are swollen from crying, but my heart hurts to death."

Lin Qingfeng smiled through his tears, and put his head on Lu Shang's shoulder, probably still a little teary, sobbing once and for all, which made Lu Shang's heart ache.Lu Shang patted Lin Qingfeng's butt, "Get up first, baby, I'll get some ice cubes to apply to your eyes, otherwise grandma will feel distressed if she sees it."

As he said that, he put Lin Qingfeng on the bed, and Lin Qingfeng buried his head in a favorable manner. Lu Shang gave him a funny look, and thought: I only know how to be shy now, and I was crying so hard just now!Lu Shang was afraid that Grandma Lin would fall asleep, so he quietly went to the refrigerator to get ice cubes. When he went out, he happened to see Grandma Lin sitting on a chair and didn't know what to think.

Lu Shang paused for a moment, then stepped forward to greet Grandma Lin, "Grandma, are you still up so late?"

Grandma Lin shook her head, she looked at Lu Shang, her cloudy eyes were still bloodshot, the pain and helplessness in her eyes finally turned into a compromise, Lu Shang's heart skipped a beat, this wise old man seemed to see everything clearly, no When Lu Shang spoke first, Grandma Lin asked first, "Is Xiao Qing asleep?"

Lu Shang shook his head: "No, I talked for a while just now, I was a little emotional and cried for a while, my eyes were swollen from crying, I put some ice cubes on them."

Grandma Lin waved her hand: "Go, I'll go and see him."

Lu Shang nodded, and slowed down the speed of taking the ice cubes.

Lin Qingfeng was still lying on the bed, and he would be fine when he recovered. He was playing with an MP3 player he bought a long time ago. It was full of radio dramas from Shanglu. He flipped through them one by one, thinking about the Thinking about it now, I can't help laughing.When Grandma Lin came in, she happened to see Lin Qingfeng giggling, she let go of the last bit of grievance, the child's happiness is what she wants most.

Lin Qingfeng thought that Lu Shang was back, but he turned around and found that it was Grandma Lin, and asked in surprise, "Grandma, why are you here? Why don't you go to sleep when you are not in good health?"

Grandma Lin pressed his shoulder to signal him not to get up, "How long have you been with Xiao Lu?"

"Grandma?" Lin Qingfeng was shocked. He didn't expect grandma to see through it so quickly. He wanted to explain but was preempted by Grandma Lin. Grandma Lin said: "Grandma guessed Xiaolu when she saw Xiao Lu, and gave you all the time when I was eating." Pick up vegetables, I wish I could give all the delicious food, grandma is someone who has been there, and can understand his intentions." Lin Qingfeng's face became hot when grandma said it.

Grandma Lin continued: "Grandma has no objection, as long as he treats you well, as long as you are happy, Grandma will be happy."

"Grandma..." Lin Qingfeng's eyes gradually turned red.

Grandma Lin rubbed Lin Qingfeng's head with rough palms, "Okay, grandma is going to bed." Grandma Lin's feet trembled a little when she stood up, she didn't ask Lin Qingfeng to support her, she let go of Lin Qingfeng's hand and was alone The person walked out tremblingly.Lu Shang was outside, and grandma told him to go in quickly, and went back to the room by himself.

At first, Lin Qingfeng just cried silently, then threw himself into Lu Shang's arms and sobbed softly, and slowly fell asleep. Lu Shang looked at his red and swollen eyes, and his teary face, and could only feel sorry for him and took a towel to him. He wiped his face and covered his eyes.