Qi Kuocheng said

Compared to g and s working hard for Ke Chu, the housekeeper and c are much more relaxed.

Recently, since Li Jinjian moved into the villa, c lived in the housekeeper's room aboveboard.Although every time he heard the sound of the housekeeper taking a bath, he would feel distracted and burn himself, but he never tired of it.Well, shouldn't it be a shake?

This night too, C climbed into the bed while the butler was taking a bath inside, holding a book and putting on makeup, but he didn't know what he was thinking.

The sound of running water kept ringing in his ears, and C became more and more anxious.I tossed and rolled on the bed several times, and it has been like this for several days.However, in the past few days, when the butler came out of the shower, he was always looking at the book intently, although he didn't realize it at all, he even took the book down

But today, c is obviously far more anxious than the previous few days.

He walked to the door, just about to open the door to go in, and quickly jumped back on the bed, rolled several times, then stopped and stared at the bathroom in a daze

Finally, he wiped his face.As if making up his mind, he walked to the door of the bathroom.He put his hand on the door for a while, but didn't move.He didn't know what was waiting for him with this action, maybe he knew, but at this moment, he had no hesitation.

C closed his eyes, then opened them again.Then, with an effort, he broke through the door.

The scene inside really hurt his eyes.He should have thought of it, because when he was struggling at the door of the bathroom, there was no sound of water in it.

What's inside is not boundless spring.However, a young man with chestnut hair, wearing casual checked pajamas, stood in front of the mirror and looked at his face quietly.

He looked at it so seriously that he didn't even know the bathroom door was open.

In the mirror is such a man.She has chestnut hair, a straight nose, and thin lips that are sexy and indifferent.It was very different from the butler's slightly thick lips.

He just looked at the person in the mirror, the beautiful Danfeng eyes gradually lost their brightness, and a few thin wrinkles were added to the corners of the eyes and forehead.And on his face, there was another faint red scar, which became more obvious when he looked closely.

The butler touched his face with his hand, this face, after years of hiding, became so strange.He couldn't figure out whether the kind old man in the daytime was himself, or the young man in the mirror was himself.

This face, I want to let it see the light again, but it is the eternal pain in that person's heart.

The butler patted his face again and sighed deeply, as if saying goodbye.Then, he picked up the piece of dough on the left hand side, intending to cover it little by little. Then, he heard the door knock.

He looked towards the door, and saw that man, with tears in his eyes, staring at his face in shock.In the eyes, there is love, hatred, and nostalgia, but more pain.

He had always known the paranoia of the man at the door.He loves himself, so he loves with all his heart.He hated himself, so he hated without hesitation.Now this face is the one he hates.

How he will treat himself, I really don't know now.What I promised, I will not be someone else. At the moment of this exposure, this promise is like irony.

C got closer and closer, step by step towards the man whose fingers were stiff in mid-air, who was always staring at him with anxiety and anxiety.Every time you take a step, you stop and stay silent for a while.

This short journey will always come to an end.Finally, he came to him, and he stood in front of him.

The two looked at each other until c's tears finally couldn't help falling down.He reached out and touched the chestnut hair that had been shining brightly in the sun.His fingers slid across those eyes that were always gazing at him full of love, and lightly touched the thin lips that had kissed him.

Finally, at the moment when the tears fell completely, C's hands tightly grasped his shoulders, and with a smile mixed with tears, he slowly said "I, hate you"

At this moment, the butler felt completely relieved, he could finally embrace him with his true self.

Regardless of C's struggle, the butler held C tightly in his arms.Regardless of C's hands and feet and beat himself, just thinking, just hug him quietly like this.But c's words made him sober.

c said, where is the butler, you return him to me.

c said, I don't want to see you, return the housekeeper to me.

Enduring heartbreak, the housekeeper reached out to the piece of human skin.

Then in the next instant, the butler appeared. C saw this strange but familiar face, and finally fell into his arms and cried.The butler just smiled and patted him on the back, letting his tears wet his chest.

Until the crying stopped after seeing you, the housekeeper hugged C, carefully put him on the bed, wrung out the towel, wiped his face, and then lay down beside him.

And C just curled up quietly, with a look of letting Er pick.The housekeeper turned off the light, left a kiss on his forehead, and then, the room was quiet and peaceful.

Suddenly, C jumped up and sat on the butler with his legs crossed.Before the steward could react, he swallowed all his words into his mouth, and there were only ambiguous sounds intertwined with each other.

Stewards are always submissive and responsive.Even if the tight-fitting plaid pajamas finally fell to the ground, there was no complaint.Then came the pain and the heat.It's the weird pleasure and uncontrollable ambiguity flowing from his mouth.It was the man's sweat and frowning anxious to confirm something.

Everything was taken for granted, everything went smoothly.

Until the sky turned white, the room gradually calmed down, but at the last moment when he passed out, what he saw was the man's tears.Is he still sad?

When I woke up the next day, I saw C lying on the bedside pitifully like a puppy.As soon as I woke up, I asked like a pug, "You are awake, are you thirsty? Do you want to drink water? Does it hurt or hurts?"

"You're making my head hurt." Hearing this, C immediately shut up, with another extremely aggrieved expression.

The butler ignored him and tried to sit up by himself, but his whole body was so sore that he couldn't make any effort at all. In the end, he had no choice but to give up.Sighed deeply, "Help me up"

C immediately became excited, carefully helped the butler up, and placed several soft pillows behind his waist.Apart from some aches and pains on the butler's body, his lower body was still dry and comfortable. It could be seen that someone had already washed and applied medicine.

"That, that, yes, I'm sorry. I, I didn't mean it, I did it on purpose." C lowered his head and confessed.He also doesn't know why he suddenly became animalistic

The housekeeper saw the head with eyes lowered in front of his eyes, and his heart softened in a mess.Can't help rubbing his head, sighed "I want to wash up"

"Okay, okay" C immediately jumped up, reached out to help him out of bed, "Be careful" carefully helped him into the bathroom, squeezed toothpaste for him, and handed him a water glass.Waiting quietly for him to brush his teeth, he twisted the towel and handed it to him.

C looked at this old face, but thought of the young face under this face, like the one I saw by accident last night.

Resisting the urge to tear off this mask, he just stared.He knew that such an approach was nothing but torturing himself while torturing him.However, if he has always been like K, how can there be an excuse to continue to love?

However, that face is like poison, once I saw it, I just wanted to keep looking at it and never let it out of my sight

"c" the butler put down the towel, looked at c who was staring at his face, touched his face, and said, "yesterday was just an accident, I promise you that I won't belong to someone else, I will do it. I am the butler, It's the housekeeper of this family, and it's also yours. It won't be someone else, don't worry."

C stared at the butler's trembling voice but pretended to be soft, and silently shouted "No, it's not like this, it's not like this", but he couldn't say a word.

The butler patted C on the head with one hand, and asked with a smile, "Why are you in a daze, I'm hungry"

"Oh..." C lost the original excitement, nodded in a depressed mood, and helped the housekeeper to the kitchen.He hesitated to serve the somewhat mushy porridge that he had prepared a long time ago, and then sat across from him, not knowing what he was thinking,

Although the color and smell of this porridge are so strange that both humans and gods are angry, but the housekeeper does not dislike it, and people eat it deliciously one after another.

However, the opposite line of sight cannot be ignored by oneself.Finally, the butler sighed helplessly, "What's growing on my face? Why are you staring at my face today?"

c's eyes dodged for a while, but still fell on his face "You are like this" c stretched out his hand and pulled his face, and asked "is it uncomfortable?"

The butler laughed, shook his head, and replied seriously, "Except for a little nervousness, it's not too uncomfortable." The discomfort is just in my heart.

C bit his lip, the other party knew that what he asked was not this kind of discomfort, what on earth did he want? It forced him to live with such a face, but he still allowed the other party to feel uncomfortable.Now, he gave him the answer he wanted, but he was still not satisfied.

The painful thing is that I am sober enough to clearly understand whether the other person is uncomfortable or not, and at the same time feel empathy, but still can't let go.

"You don't need to be like this." As the butler's voice came, there was a cold touch on his biting lips.

The butler trusted C's bitten lip with his hand, looked at him and said, "Whether it's uncomfortable or not, it's my own choice, and it's my own volition. You need to blame yourself."

"If it wasn't for me..." the butler stopped, walked slowly to C's side, and hugged C's head tightly into his arms from behind, "it's all my fault anyway."

"I'd rather these were your punishments. I accept them. I can wait until the day you can actually accept them. And until then, I've been your steward, your steward. Okay?"

C turned around and hugged his waist tightly, his shoulders kept shaking.But at this moment, it seemed to be a relief.