Qi Kuocheng said

Liu Songxin stood up with difficulty, and limped towards the man at the pier in Heichao Street.

Everything seemed to be at a standstill, Su Jian only had eyes for this man who seemed to be walking towards her with all his strength.

He has always been that way, and he still is.Nothing has changed, he hasn't changed, and he can't change either. As always, he evades, avoids, refuses, hurts as always.

Is this really what I want? I want to walk away, but all my attention is on him, I can't look away, I can't take a step.

Finally, Liu Suxin came to a place that was only one step away from him.Su Jian woke up, no way, they, no way.

Su Jian backed away tremblingly.Liu Songxin took a step forward, and he took a step back, their eyes intertwined.He could see that Liu Songxin was getting more and more desperate and cold.

However, there is always a knot between us that cannot be untied.If possible, I really want to open my arms and hug you with all my strength.if it is possible.

Su Jian backed away, backed up.Taking a deep look at Liu Songxin, he ran away and disappeared into an alley.

"Hahaha" Liu Songxin laughed loudly, the hot tears melted the congealed blood, mixed together, wantonly mocking himself who was so unbearable and humble.

I want to let go of everything about you and start a new life, but you suddenly appear like this, right in front of my eyes.

Sudden stomach churning, Liu Songxin vomited wildly while holding the street lamp.There are faint traces of blood.

It seems that after centuries, the stomach has finally been emptied.I finally emptied my heart.

If time can come back, I wish I never met you.

"Su Jian, you bastard!" Liu Suxin finally exhausted his strength and looked at the street lamp sitting on the ground, shouting towards the empty street.

The only thing that replied to him was the silence that no one responded to.Liu Songxin stared at the entrance of the alley and started talking to himself.

"Brother, you are a liar, a liar. You have clearly said that it will last forever. Why can't I find you again when I look back?"

"I have been following your footsteps since high school and pestering you every day. Even if you said that you are a straight man and it is impossible to accept me, I am not as uncomfortable as I am now."

"Following you, from high school to university, and then from university to graduate student, doctor, my life revolves around you alone. Only you are there."

"Brother, if you can know how happy I was when you chose to accept me, you can probably know how desperate I am now."

"We spent such a happy but short year together. I thought we could always be together and never be separated. Oh, God still won't let me go, and you won't let me go either"

"Why do I suddenly find out that you are my brother? Why is it you? Why?"

"Oh, so the so-called husband and wife look is nothing but the same blood flowing in our bodies mocking us naked."

"Why? Why can't it be the younger brother? That day, there was such a heavy rain."

"Oh, you are kneeling in the rain, begging me to let you go. I don't want you to be hurt, and I don't want you to be embarrassed. If I let you go, who can let me go?"

"I thought you would figure it out. It was only today that I really understood that you may really not be able to let go in this life. Oh yeah, I'm already like this, you still have to run away from me."

"You can't let go, isn't it because I have the same blood as you? Then I let it drain, okay, do you want to come back?"

Liu Suxin took out a knife from nowhere, and cut open his wrist calmly, blood gushing out.

"Let's flow, let's flow. He will come back after you are all done." It seemed that he could not feel the pain, but seeing the blood flowing, he felt an extreme pleasure.

He watched the blood flow more and more on the bloody ground, but his smile became brighter and brighter.

"Little sulfone, are you crazy? What the hell are you doing?"

Su Jian, who was hiding at the entrance of the alley, had already burst into tears, and in the brief moment of wiping away her tears, Liu Suxin was bleeding profusely.

He ran over, tore off his shirt and tied the wound tightly.Liu Songxin, who was pale and passed out, ran frantically to his car.

"Little sulfone, please, please be safe"

"I was wrong, it's all my fault, as long as you're okay, you can do whatever you want when you wake up. Okay, little sulfone"

"You will be fine. At that time, I promised you to go sketch together before the sunrise on the sea. I promise you, as long as you wake up, we will go, okay?"

Su Jian murmured to himself with a trembling voice.Putting Liu Suxin on the co-pilot, looking at the shirt strips stained red with blood, his heart felt as if someone had torn it apart.

In this life, there is nothing that can make me hurt like this anymore. It is because I am too stupid that made him become like this

He stepped on the accelerator and flew towards the hospital.

"Xiao Su, I'm sorry."

"Little sulfone, you must hold on. Don't forget, you said that you will always be by my side forever. Don't, don't leave me alone."

"As long as you wake up, I will definitely give you everything you want"

Tears blurred his vision, and he promised Liu Suxin over and over again.

"Doctor hurry up and save people" When he arrived at the hospital, Su Jian rushed to the emergency room with Liu Suxin on his back.

"Hurry up, hurry up, get ready for surgery. Get your blood type tested, prepare your blood bag, and get ready for the surgical instruments," the doctor hurriedly ordered when he saw that the situation was not good.

"He's type ab," Su Jian hurriedly told the doctor.

"Don't worry." The doctor nodded, said soothingly, and walked quickly to the operating room.

Everyone quickly and methodically pushed Liu Songxin to the operating room

The moment the operating room closed.Su Jian seemed to be drained of strength.Suddenly fell to the floor.

On his hands, on his clothes, and his blood, it hurt his eyes deeply.

Looking at the red light that was on, he was thinking, how did they get to this point?

It was the memory of the night that was still full of love back to that day.

"Ah Jian, I don't want to eat this." Liu Suxin hugged Su Jian who was cooking in an apron from behind, and said with a smile.

"Don't you like sweet and sour short ribs the most? Why don't you eat it today?" Su Jian took it seriously, frowned, turned her head back, and just brought her face to Liu Songxin's lips.

"Hehe" Liu Suxin kissed him heavily, smiling in his ear, ambiguously.Exhaled, kissed lightly, and bit his earlobe, "Because, I want to eat you"

The hoarse voice was blurred.Su Jian's eyes dimmed, he turned off the fire, pushed Liu Songxin to the wall, pressed him down and kissed him hard.

"You're courting death," he said emphatically and bit him hard, Liu Suxin let out a cry of pain and took the opportunity to break in.Looting every inch of oxygen and every trace of sweetness in its mouth.Never give up until the other party begs for mercy.

Liu Suxin was about to suffocate, but Su Jian kindly let him go, but left a string of delicate kisses on his neck.

Liu Suxin took a few deep breaths of oxygen, held Su Jian's head in his hands, and gnawed on him heavily.However, Su Jian's hands went to the back, pulled out the clothes, warm palms were on the back, and the chest kept making trouble.A burst of itching passed down his back, and he felt an unbearable itching.

Unable to withstand the teasing any longer, Liu Songxin tore off the apron on Su Jian's body, and was about to unbutton him when the doorbell suddenly rang

"Ignore him." Liu Songxin was dissatisfied with Su Jian's sudden stop, touched his head again and then kissed him.

"Ding dong ding dong" the doorbell rings non-stop

"Who is so annoying?" Liu Suxin had to stop.

"Hey, let's continue at night. Pack it up quickly." Su Jian patted Liu Songxin's head, and placed a soft kiss on his lips.

"Well, let's continue tonight." Liu Songxin, who was appeased, was still a little dissatisfied.

"Yes, yes, continue at night, you go and open the door"

Liu Songxin kissed him heavily again, and then went out to open the door satisfied.

However, the moment the door opens, the moment you see the person outside the door.There was an instant silence inside and outside the door, looking at each other in amazement, and there was a long silence.

"Xiao Su, who is it?" Seeing that there was no movement for a long time, Su Jian asked at the kitchen door with a half carrot.

Liu Songxin didn't answer him, and didn't even turn to look at him.He just stared blankly at the door, his face pale.

"What happened to Xiao Su. Who is it?"

"Father, why are you here?" Liu Suxin finally plucked up his courage, called out, and looked back at Su Jian, feeling uneasy.

Did you finally find him? Liu Songxin was a little uneasy, but he would not give up this hard-won love no matter what.

"Little sulfone" Father Liu walked into the door, and saw those carrots and Su Jian wearing an apron.The faces of the two of them were so similar that they turned pale.

"He..." Father Liu raised his finger and pointed at Su Jian, "you said that the man you chased after high school to now is the man who is not wanted by him, he is the one who doesn't want him." Surprised, Father Liu couldn't help but raise his voice.

"Dad." Liu Songxin stood in front of Su Jian, "Dad, I know it's hard for you to accept that I like a man, but, as I said, as long as I am alone, no one can separate us." Liu Songxin held Su Jian tightly. hands, a little trembling.

Su Jian squeezed his palm and was about to step forward to say something, but Liu's father slapped Liu Songxin so hard that Liu Songxin bumped a few steps, Su Jian hugged him tightly in distress.

Seriously said to Liu's father, "Uncle, if you have anything, just rush over. I'm the one who turned the corner. If you want to hit me, hit me, little sulfone. He didn't do anything wrong."

"You..." Father Liu seemed to be so angry that his face was trembling slightly. Seeing the unanimous firmness on the two similar faces, he was struck by lightning.

"Little Su, does it hurt?" Su Jian ignored Liu's father, touched Liu Suxin's face in distress, and gently blew upwards.

However, Father Liu felt even more irritated. He staggered and fell down on the sofa. Like having a heart attack, he clutched his heart and breathed heavily.

"Dad, Dad, what's the matter with you?" Liu Songxin was taken aback, and immediately leaned over to help out.

"Nie Yuan, Nie Yuan" Father Liu replied in despair.

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