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Wei Xianzhi heard from Yan Beicheng that Fang Yan didn't want to work in his shop anymore and wanted to find something else to do.He thinks about it, Fang Yan has stayed in that run-down shop in Yanbei City for a few months, no matter how he thinks about it, he should be bored.

"In that case, I will take him back to the Wei Mansion."

"You misunderstood. He wants to live in my shop at night and work elsewhere during the day."

Wei Xianzhi: "..."

Cooperating with myself, I won't be able to see Fang Yan for a whole day.

"No, I don't agree."

"It doesn't matter whether you agree or not, Fang Yan has already found a job."

Wei Xianzhi's expression was gloomy.

"You let him resign, or you won't even want to see Chu He."

Yan Beicheng was amused, and thought that this Wei Qin had really learned a lot, and knew that someone would take the blame.

"It doesn't matter what I say, it's up to you to say it."

"I don't care! You have to help me with this matter!"

Yan Beicheng smiled and ignored Wei Xianzhi.

Wei Xianzhi couldn't really prevent Chu He from seeing Yan Beicheng, so he could only find Fang Yan by himself.He went to the shop in Yanbei City and waited for almost a day, and Fang Yan didn't come back until it was dark.

"When did you come, come?"

"I waited all day."

Fang Yan was a little embarrassed to hear him say that, so he laughed dryly and didn't know what to say.

It happened that Yan Beicheng came in from the backyard at this time, and when he saw Fang Yan came back, he asked him to help him prepare dinner.So Wei Xianzhi was left out in the cold again.When the three of them were eating, Yan Beicheng felt that the atmosphere was rather delicate, so he asked a question. "Fang Yan, are you still used to being with my little sister?"

Fang Yan nodded.

"The whole family is very kind and treats me very well."

One of Wei Xianzhi heard Yan Beicheng mention the little sister, and suddenly thought that Yan Beicheng and that girl named Chang Xiaomei seemed to be relatives, and he began to think again that Yan Beicheng was not a good person. Wei Xianzhi often suspected that Yan Beicheng took revenge on himself. Because of the things Yao did, he and Fang Yan were always torn apart.

"That Sanyu family has a lot to do with you."

"I think you should stop guessing. If you really want to know something, you might as well ask Fang Yan yourself."

After finishing speaking, Yan Beicheng went out with a bowl, so only Wei Xianzhi and Fang Yan were left at the table.The two were silent for a while before Wei Xianzhi said a word.

"Why do you always refuse to go back to Wei Mansion with me?"

Fang Yan thought for a while.

"In this way, I feel more at ease in my heart. I don't know why, although I am tired every day, my heart is much happier than before."

"But I can't see you every day like this, but I feel very uncomfortable in my heart. If you go back to Wei's mansion with me and it's closer to that Sanyu's shop, I won't stop you from going out. Why do you make concessions like this? Still have to resign."

Fang Yan didn't know how to answer, so he didn't say anything else.

With his reaction, Wei Xianzhi began to feel uncomfortable again.

The two were silent for a while before Fang Yan spoke slowly. "I have a lot of things I want to tell you these days. You always feel that the trivial things you do in the shop are just the most trivial things, and you don't even want to take a second look at them."

Fang Yan paused slightly.

"But you and I are different. These are extremely important to me. I know in my heart that you despise these the most, but I don't want others to look after me like that anymore."

After hearing this, Wei Xianzhi couldn't understand.

"Fang Yan, since I like you, naturally I can't let you do such heavy work. Isn't it good for you to grow flowers and plant grass every day in your free time, and take care of the things in the house?"

"You just want to hold me in your hand."

"I haven't thought about it that way."

Fang Yan smiled.

"Can you swear?"

Wei Xianzhi doesn't believe in ghosts and gods, so he naturally dares to swear.

"Okay, swear, swear..."

Fang Yan interrupted him before he finished speaking.

"You just swear that if you tell half a lie, Fang Yan will die like hell."

Wei Xianzhi didn't know what to say. Although he didn't believe it, he didn't dare to take Fang Yan as a bet.So he didn't say anything, and he held his breath in his heart, thinking that Fang Yan must have learned badly from Yan Beicheng, a Bichi.Hearing his silence for a long time, Fang Yan said again: "I have thought about it for a long time these days, including, including what Zhao Wei said to me before he died. You let me, let me raise flowers and grow grass, but I always feel that ...If I go back to the Zhao Mansion, then I am no different from those flowers and plants, the left and right are just decorations."

"You, why do you think so?"

Wei Xianzhi was a little speechless for a while, he opened his mouth but didn't know what to say.

"Before, I always wondered whether you liked me or not. For a while, I thought you had some friendship with Prince Lian. Thinking about it, it's true. It's better to like Prince Lian than me."

"There is nothing between me and Lord Lian."

"Before I was blind, I just lived in a daze. With my appearance, even others liked me. Fall in love with me."

Fang Yan lowered his eyelids slightly.

"Falling in love with me must be a very embarrassing thing for Xianzhi."

Wei Xianzhi really has such thoughts, he is a real villain who is the best at deceiving people, and now he can tell some lies at will to make this matter go away.But for no reason, he didn't want to lie to Fang Yan anymore. He had thought about how Fang Yan would react if he found out about his thoughts, but now everything was clearly on the surface, and he didn't have the slightest idea. Panicked, he admitted it shamelessly.

"I thought so."

"Xianzhi, I don't blame you. It's not because I don't feel sad. It's just that I didn't even care about myself before, and I always thought that it would be great if I died. I always feel... In fact, other people are like this. Belittle me, but, it's not because I gave them the reason to belittle me, how can I blame others. "

Wei Xianzhi laughed lightly after hearing this.

"Since you don't hate me, why should you keep me at arm's length?"

"I just hope that one day falling in love with me will no longer be an embarrassing thing."

Fang Yan moved his fingers, hesitated for a long time before groping to grab Wei Xianzhi's hand.

"Xianzhi, you are such a person. I know too well that you have some friendship with me now, but if one day this friendship disappears, you will not feel sad at all even if I die in front of you. Not to mention Now I no longer, never want to rely on others, even if I am still the same as before, I dare not have no plans in the future."

"I promise I will take care of you every day I live."

After Wei Xianzhi said this, Fang Yan didn't seem to believe it at all, he just smiled.

"Xianzhi, I can't believe you."

In fact, Wei Xianzhi also understood that he had lied to Fang Yan for so many years, Fang Yan could not believe him.Although Fang Yan is stupid, he is not so stupid after all.

"Speaking of which, you and I haven't gone out together yet, I wonder if you have time tomorrow."

"Have."

The two of them had an agreement, and it was also a date. Wei Xianzhi came to the shop to find Fang Yan early in the morning, and Yan Beicheng watched the two of them show their love and abuse the dog.At first the two went their separate ways, after a while Wei Xianzhi took Fang Yan's hand naturally, and they just walked among the crowd.

For some reason, both of them felt a little sweet in their hearts.

At noon, the two of them went to eat, and when they were almost finished eating, Wei Xianzhi wanted to pay the bill but was stopped by Fang Yan.

"Let me come this time. I'll go to my little sister's house to help, and they will pay me."

"Forget it, you should keep those few copper coins for yourself."

"Just let me pay once." Fang Yan clasped his hands together and begged Wei Xianzhi for a long time.

Wei Xianzhi was unwilling, because in his conception, he should support Fang Yan.Recently, he has been unable to understand Fang Yan more and more. This feeling is like Fang Yan is about to fly away from his palm. Every time he thinks of this, Wei Xianzhi will be very scared.

"I've taken your wish, but I'll pay the money."

"I am very happy to get my salary today, but I just want to share and share this happiness with you."

Wei Xianzhi became even more frightened after hearing this sentence. He felt that Fang Yan was about to grow wings and fly away. He liked Fang Yan so much. If Fang Yan ran away, he would never survive, so he said viciously: " But I earned these copper coins and showed them off in front of me."

Fang Yan's face was very ugly after hearing what he said.

"I just think……"

"It's useless for you to think about anything, and it's not that you don't know your own situation."

"It's too much, too much for you to say that!"

Wei Xianzhi snorted and laughed.

"Is it not good for you to keep the little bit of money for yourself? It's not that I can't afford you, and I still use you to rush to give me money?"

"You, you don't understand..."

"Okay, okay! If you say I don't understand, then tell me what's on your mind!"

Fang Yan was so angry that he could hardly catch his breath. He felt his eyes were a little sour. Fang Yan didn't understand why Wei Qin's attitude towards him was so vicious.

In fact, it was he who was pressed by Wei Xianzhi in such a way that Fang Yan really understood, so he said: "I think... I want you to treat me as a person... I know that I am not worthy of respect from others, but I also need some Dignity, and you never think about my thoughts."

Wei Xianzhi saw Fang Yan crying.

"My heart, my heart is really uncomfortable. You, how can you say you like me while trying to trample me under your feet..."

Seeing him crying all the time, Wei Xianzhi was also upset.

"After all, you just want to leave me."

Fang Yan was stunned for a moment after hearing this, he wiped his tears hard, and walked to Wei Xianzhi's side gropingly, Wei Xianzhi noticed that Fang Yan was touching his face, just as he was about to say something, Fang Yan slapped him.

Wei Xianzhi's face was hot, and he couldn't believe that Fang Yan hit him.

"you you!"

"Do you know how much, how much I like you! I really hate myself, because I helped you, I don't know how many times I dreamed that my cousins ​​wanted my life! The favor you gave to Lord Lian, but let I can't sleep peacefully every night to pay back! Since I was a child, I have done so much for you, you don't remember it! You still always say such hurtful things!"

Fang Yan hadn't said so many words for a long time, he was a little out of breath, he gasped a few times, his voice was broken.

"Tell me! Do you like me or hate me!"

He grabbed Wei Xianzhi's collar and slapped him again.

Wei Xianzhi was in a daze.

Fang Yan cried very badly, his whole face was weeping, Wei Qin felt aggrieved when he saw him crying.

"You have been refusing to go with me, do you know how long I have been in fear!"

Wei Xianzhi was infected by Fang Yan's emotions, so the two hugged each other and cried.

Just like two neuropathy...

After the two of them finished crying, Fang Yan took Wei Xianzhi's hand and said to him: "Now I can support myself anyway. I have never felt this way in my life. If you insist on destroying these things, you will let me do it again." Die once."

"If I follow you, what will I do if you run away!"

"I'm blind and in poor health, where can I go!"

Wei Xianzhi wiped the tears from his little face.

"Then when can you go back with me?"

"I'll go back when I'm no longer looked down upon by you. I, I don't know how long it will take. Anyway, we just work hard together."

Wei Xianzhi wrinkled his face and reluctantly agreed.

As for whether Wei Xianzhi became a good person in the future, and whether Fang Yan lived hard, that is another story.

In fact, the relationship between Fang Yan and Wei Xianzhi has never been pure. Fang Yan liked Wei Xianzhi at first because Wei Xianzhi's love for him can make him feel a little superior.And back then when Wei Xian had nothing, there was a kid from a rich family who worshiped him so much, and his ugly heart was inexplicably comforted.

Two people with deep inferiority complex hugged each other to keep warm.

They are each other's vanity.

They are also each other's most precious people.

【Finish】

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