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Fang Yan was in a daze all the time, he couldn't accept the fact that his family members and Zhao Wei were beheaded.But probably all the tears were used up when he was in prison, so Fang Yan didn't cry.In fact, objectively speaking, he is not a crying bag, but at a certain moment he really collapsed.

He doesn't know what Zhao Wei likes about him, and he will never have the chance to know.

On the day of the execution, he wanted to go, but Wei Xianzhi locked him in the room. He didn't eat for a day. When the "dumb" came to him, he felt that he was getting sick again. This was a bad sign. Every time he got sick, he would Fang Yan felt anxious about the outside world as if he was dead.

Zhao Wei told him that he can't always rely on others, but he has always been like this. If he can procrastinate for a day, even if he has made up his mind several times to start all over again, this tiny determination will soon be defeated by reality.

He was scared.

Fang Yan suffered from insomnia after the mute came to accompany him to finish the meal, probably because he felt that another day was wasted, so he tried his best to keep a little tail of the day.This is of no use, Fang Yan just went to bed late, every time he wakes up and opens his eyes, it will be afternoon.

The more you are afraid of wasting, the more you end up squandering.

Fang Yan is not a person who thinks too much, but since he became blind, he has started to think about his life and future.He didn't know if this was a good thing, because he wouldn't do it if he thought about it, but it would only increase his troubles.If he is still as muddle-headed as before, he will probably feel that his life today is wonderful.

Those who live better are either extremely diligent or have some sense of crisis.

Fang Yan has no foresight, his fears are because he has experienced it before.He knew that he couldn't rely on anything, and if he wanted to have a safe and stable life, he had to do something by himself.

He groped and stood up, he slept too late yesterday and now his head still hurts.Fang Yan didn't touch his own pole, he didn't dare to call anyone, so he searched beside his bed, but he couldn't find it after searching for a long time.He was afraid that others would throw away his things as garbage, so he finally got up the courage to call the servants.

The servant said that Wei Xianzhi ordered it to be thrown away. If Fang Yan likes it, he can buy a better one.

Fang Yan is now blind and relies on this thing a lot, but these servants just throw it away without asking himself.Besides, Wei Xianzhi never came, how could it be his order.Fang Yan is trembling and suspicious every day. He thinks that the servants must not like him. He is even more afraid. Why are people so unpredictable?

Then he trembled and panicked.

"Mr. Fang, what's wrong with you?"

Fang Yan shook his head, and the servants couldn't see why they came here, so they resigned.

In fact, this pole was indeed thrown by Wei Xianzhi. He was stumbled and didn't think about what it was for for a while, so he asked his servants to throw it away, but if he could care more about Fang Yan or If you think about it for a moment, it won't be the case.It wasn't until he was back in the house that he remembered the purpose of the pole, so he summoned his servants to ask them to buy it tomorrow.

The cause and effect are so simple, but it made Fang Yan fall into a long-term anxiety.

He didn't rely on him at all. Today is the pole, and tomorrow it may be himself.Zhao Zhi said that Wei Xianzhi liked him, but he didn't believe it at all, but if he said that Wei Xianzhi just wanted to keep him by his side, he believed it very much.Wei Xianzhi can live as long as he can with good intentions. He has never had a moment of his life in his own hands.

Fang Yan's insomnia got worse, he fell asleep almost after the sky was polished, and he was still asleep when Wei Xianzhi arrived.Wei Xianzhi looked at him carefully and felt that he seemed to be getting thinner again. He gently sat on the edge of the bed and turned his face to look at Fang Yan's face, remembering every detail very clearly.

He stretched out his hand and lightly touched Fang Yan's cheek, and Fang Yan woke up slowly like this. Wei Xianzhi felt a little guilty, so he quickly withdrew his hand and found a topic.

"Let's go to Quanzhou in a few days."

Fang Yan sat up and didn't speak for a long time.

"Why... are you going to Quanzhou all of a sudden?"

"It's not sudden, it was settled a long time ago."

Hearing what he said, Fang Yan just smiled, thinking about it, how could Wei Xianzhi tell himself such a big event in advance, and now it is just a routine to notify himself.He didn't really want to go with Wei Xianzhi, so he felt that he was just a piece of luggage, Wei Xianzhi took it with him if he wanted to, and if he threw himself away halfway, it would be better to stay in the capital, at least he was familiar with this place.

"I'm still here..."

"Fang's family is gone and Zhao Wei has been beheaded. Who can look after you if you stay in the capital? If no one is looking after you, how will you deal with yourself?"

Wei Xianzhi's words were aimed at Fang Yan's pain.Fang Yan laughed dryly and said "but, but", but he understood Wei Qin's words in his heart...it seemed that there was nothing wrong with it.His face was pale, Wei Xianzhi saw his lips tremble a few times, then he closed his mouth and stopped talking.

"Think about what else you need to bring, and remember to order the servants to buy it."

"My, that pole..."

Fang Yan wanted to say something, but Wei Xianzhi stood up and was about to leave. He didn't hear what Fang Yan said, so he asked again. Fang Yan thought that he dared to say something when he asked something he shouldn't, so he shook his head and said He didn't say anything just now.Wei Xianzhi hesitated for a moment, and wanted to shake his hand, but thought that Fang Yan would recognize him, so he had to give up, thinking that he was still involved in business, and left.

Fang Yan sighed when he was far away, his chest was extremely stuffy, Fang Yan took a few deep breaths, told himself to relax, relax, relax, and said important things three times!

In fact, he also has his own likes and dislikes, but now he is dependent on others, no one thinks highly of him, he dare not even speak loudly.It turned out that he was clearly not like this, and now that he has become like this, it is also impermanent.His eyes are blind, his voice is not good, and his life has been eaten away bit by bit. Of course, the culprit is not Wei Xianzhi, Wei Xianzhi is just one of them.

Regardless of the rich clothes and good food back then, or the current situation, he can't rely on himself.Even the traffickers and pawns can still have enough to eat. He has read the books of sages but dare not even go out.In the end, he can only be manipulated by others, and no one else cares about what he thinks or what he thinks.He likes Wei Xianzhi, but he also thinks that if someone can listen to the pain in his heart and ask him to do anything at this moment, he will be willing.

Fang Yan wants to be cared about and remembered.

But he is not qualified.

After all, these are all his own doings.

In the end, Fang Yan followed Wei Xianzhi to Quanzhou. On the way, Wei Xianzhi said that he didn't rent so many carriages and let him sit with him.Xiao Lian, who witnessed the whole process, said: Hehe.

Fang Yan is not at ease, this journey will take several months, if this embarrassment continues, he will be very awkward before he arrives in Quanzhou.So he hesitated all day and finally plucked up the courage to express his wishes very tactfully.Of course Wei Xianzhi was not happy. Originally, because he was oppressed by Chen Wu and the others, he hadn't gotten close to Wei Xianzhi recently, so he was unwilling to let Fang Yan go when he finally seized the opportunity.

He lied that he would let that dumb person (actually it's you! Hehe) sit with Fang Yan from now on. Fang Yan thought it would be better than sitting with Wei Xianzhi, so he nodded and agreed.

The next day, the two of them sat in the car and didn't say anything...

On the third day, the two of them didn't say anything...

On the fourth day, the two of them didn't say anything...

On the fifth day, I still haven't said...

How did a good public-funded tour end up like this!Wei Xianzhi couldn't sit still anymore and took the initiative to strike up a conversation with Fang Yan, because he was writing in Fang Yan's palm, so what he could express was only a few words.Fang Yan's words gradually increased, but most of them were recalling how kind Zhao Wei was to him, and Wei Xianzhi began to turn sour again.

So he took the initiative to bring up a face-slapping topic. He asked Fang Yan and Wei Xianzhi how they were.

Fang Yan sighed.

"I'm envious of this person... quite ordinary."

Wei Xianzhi is going to die of anger, okay?

You can't speak so much, why don't you go to heaven!

Unwillingly, he asked why.Fang Yan smiled and stopped talking.

Wei Xianzhi hesitated for a moment, intending to ask one last time, but after the questioning, he gave up, and asked Fang Yan if he still liked Wei Xianzhi.Fang Yan nodded.Huh?nodded!OK!Why didn't you say it earlier!Did I tell you that I still have to play dumb?

"Then why did you leave in the first place?"

Fang Yan was taken aback.

"You... when did you come?"

"It's always been me."

Dare to say bad things about him in front of the Lord... Hehe, it's exciting.

"You've been playing dumb?"

"I thought you didn't want to see me."

Fang Yan smiled reluctantly.

"You, you don't like me in the first place, I'm blind, and I'm useless. I understand you, you won't, you won't want to see me again. But speaking of it, you really, really worked hard to tease me .”

Fang Yan felt very sad. He originally regarded the mute as a good person. Although he didn't come every day, he could still talk to him occasionally. Now even this person is gone. Wei Xianzhi has probably been laughing at him in his heart all the time. Laughing that he couldn't even take care of himself, and even fell down in front of him several times stupidly.

How can this Wei Xianzhi pretend so well?

Is he interesting like this!

He was still yelling "envy, envy", Wei Qin probably died laughing in his heart, he was so stupid.

"You... put me in the station in front."

"Why!"

"If you want to tease me, you should be satisfied now, now."

Fang Yan's not crying has greatly exceeded his expectations, and he felt very, very uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that he couldn't speak well.

"I don't want to see you again, although, although I can't take care of myself, I would rather die than see you again."

He couldn't say any more, and he almost collapsed.

"It was fine just now, didn't you also say that you like me, why are you making trouble again!"

Fang Yan's eyes were a little sour.

"You actually talked about me. No, no, you have been playing me all the time. I have been played by you for so many years. It is also because I don't have a long memory that I was deceived by you again."

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Originally, I only wanted to write ten chapters, but now it seems... QAQ