hold hands again

The weather at night is a little bit cool, the sky is dark because of the nightfall, only the shadow of the moon hangs upside down in the sky, reflecting the light and shadow of the moon.At this time, a figure was leaning against the front of the car, looking at the mobile phone that it was already past 10:20, Song Min didn't know why he became more and more uneasy.When Lin Jingan came out, it was always around 10 to 15 minutes. This was the first time that Lin Jingan came out so late, and he was already out of the car and waiting at around 15 minutes.

But standing outside, countless panics hit my heart, my eyes were fixed on the rotation of the pointer, my heart was pounding, and then my eyes continued to scan the people coming and going on the street.

When it was 30 minutes, Song Ming had quickly locked the car, and quickly ran to the cafe where Lin Jingan worked.When he saw the closed door of the cafe, his hands couldn't help shaking, almost running wildly to find someone.

His heart was beating very hard, as if it could jump to his throat in the next second, his hands were tightly clenched into fists, his eyes kept looking left and right, but there was no one in this familiar surrounding.

"By the way, the phone." Annoyed, he turned on the phone, and when he dialed out, he could only hear the cold sound of the machine being turned off, and Song Min's heart immediately fell under the ice cover.

Something must have happened, otherwise it would be impossible for Jing An to shut down the phone, and not come out for so long?

Fear of helplessness made Song Ming unable to move his feet even a step, but he still ran wildly in a daze.Sweat soaked the clothes inside and stuck to his body. The sweat from his head fell into the clothes drop by drop, but he continued to search.After being exhausted and having searched all the surrounding streets and alleys, Song Ming could hardly breathe.

He couldn't imagine what would happen to that person at all. For the first time, he felt his incompetence and helplessness, and it was so engraved in his heart.

Unable to find it everywhere, Song Ming could only prepare to take a car to the police station to call the police.It's just that the weather was not beautiful, and it rained heavily on the way back.Moving with difficulty, his feet were extremely tired but he still ran to the side of the car in the heavy rain.His vision was blurred, and he didn't know whether it was sweat or tears, until he heard a call in his ear.

Staring blankly at the figure that was still recognizable in the night, Song Ming quickly ran to Lin Jingan's side, hugging the lost and recovered figure tightly. "Hmm..." Hearing the other party's uncomfortable voice, Song Ming quickly let go, but his face turned pale when he saw it.

"Get in the car, let's go to the hospital." Lin Jing'an was gently hugged, and he had already entered the car under his exclamation. With his hands on the steering wheel, he could still see those hands tightly held, but his fingertips But his nails were severely carved into the flesh.

Painful, yet sober.At this time, there was no sound in the car, neither Song Min nor Lin Jing'an spoke, only the pale-faced Lin Jing'an and Song Min with bulging veins were in the car.He didn't speak all the way until he went to the hospital and bandaged the wound. When Song Min was about to carry him up in the parking lot again, Lin Jing'an stopped Song Min from moving.

Song Min put down his movements a little stiffly, and put Lin Jing'an down slowly very considerately, but his hands were still supporting him, and there was no sign of letting go.

"Sorry, I was careless and made you worry." Lin Jingan lowered his head, the low air pressure just now made his tone look uneasy, and the other hand slowly placed on the top of the car, stretched and tightened grip.

"It's my fault. I didn't blame you for not talking just now. I blamed myself for not running out at the first time. I should have gone out to find you when I noticed something was wrong. I am very annoyed. I feel like a failure. I didn't protect you well, sorry, I didn't speak because I couldn't calm down, and I was afraid that what I said would make you sad, but your sudden apology made me feel even more hateful, fool, the most important thing is that you are fine now. I'm so happy that you still worry me now."

Song Min's hand touched Lin Jing'an's face. Looking at the bruised and swollen face and the blood-stained corner of his mouth under the light of the parking lot, his heart ached uncontrollably.

"Let's go home!" Seemingly aware of Song Min's sadness, Lin Jing'an's hand had already touched his hand, holding it tightly to convey the warmth of the rainy and cool night.Seeing the clenched hands, Song Ming clenched even more, as if this moment was eternity.

When he got home, Song Min was very thoughtful and put water on him and helped Lin Jingan take a bath. Even though Lin Jingan had been protesting, he still didn't let his hands lean on Lin Jingan.Song Min was very conscientious in helping Lin Jing'an take a good bath, and he didn't show anything out of the ordinary, but Lin Jing'an's face was always fiery red whether it was soaked in hot water or a living person helped him take a bath.

When the two were lying on the bed together, Song Ming looked at Lin Jing'an who was already so tired that she fell asleep, her chest was surrounded by uncontrollable warmth.He clenched the person on the bed even tighter, brought his hand to his mouth, and kissed him lightly.

"Good night, my Jing'an." May you have me in your dreams, and may you be with me forever.In my life, having you is my greatest dream.

In the fleeting years, dreaming, I hope you are safe.

This life is like a shadow, and the king is with you to the end of the world.

This time, it will never be too late to love you.

When Lin Jingan woke up, she smelled the fragrance unexpectedly.Moving to the kitchen with some doubts, I really saw Song Min wearing a cute Tuzki apron cooking porridge, Lin Jing'an's smile almost made Song Min's face darken immediately.

"Tell me, if you laugh at your husband so virtuously, I am willing to wash and cook for you. It's fine if you don't appreciate it, and you still laugh at me."

"Pfft, you're sure you know how to wash and cook. You're sure that today's porridge isn't a takeaway, it's just being heated for me now."

"Well, it turns out that all the surprises in this world are dreams, and you really guessed it right." While speaking, Song Min had already filled the porridge and put it on the table safely, and there was no half of what he said. The shame of being exposed.

Lin Jing'an didn't say anything more, this person is a culinary idiot, if he wants him to cook it well for him to eat, it won't be unless it rains red.He had eaten the meal carefully prepared by Song Min, but it was really horrible. Sometimes God is fair and treats everyone fairly.

"I already called you in the morning, and you have taken a few days off. Your face needs to be swollen before you can go to school. I can't accompany you these days. You can ask your friends from the university to come to our house as a guest, but I I have never met your friends, and I will treat them well if I invite them to come."

Somewhat surprised by Song Min's thoughtfulness and thoughts, he never thought that Song Min would think so much.There was a little astringency in her eyes, which made Lin Jingan lower her head in fear.It wasn't until the other hand was tightly grasped in it that the strength of the hand trembled slightly that he raised his head again.

At this moment, Song Min was standing in front of him, looking at him hesitating to speak, and Lin Jingan laughed unkindly again at his faltering appearance.

"If you have something to say, I'll listen."

The deep and pleasant voice has a soothing power.

"I mean, we are already together, I want to take care of you, for no reason, I just want to make your life better. I don't need to care too much about who pays less and who pays more, I want to see Seeing that the person I love can safely smile under my care, I hope that I can solve his problems, and he can work a part-time job without working so hard. What I want more is that we will support and live together in this life. Our days, the water flows long, flat and dull."

Such simple but heart-warming words, this person's gentle voice is close to the ear, and the tone of the eloquence is so touching.His eyes are so hot and serious, and the smile with his head tilted slightly makes his heart throbbing uncontrollably.

"I resigned a few days ago. Last night was my last part-time job, but I didn't expect that there would be an accident of robbery and beating. I'm really sorry last night. I made you worry."

As soon as he finished speaking, he was hugged again, the warmth in his heart, the ups and downs of breathing were such an urge to cry.Even though he is a man, he will still be moved by these trivial things.

"Fool." There is a soft sigh in the ear, but the embrace in the arms is even more warm.In the sun, it is very reassuring.

Because I like it, I will think about the same problems as the other person, and want to treat this person better, and then a little better.I don't want to wait with him in the night when the sun is setting, and I don't want to see the figure who has been waiting in the cool weather.What Lin Jing'an wants is to have a better body and spend more time with this person, who will be with him for the rest of his life, and stay with him until he grows old, that's all.

The sunlight outside the house was a bit fierce, and it was very warm in the sweltering autumn weather, just like the two of them embracing each other at this moment.