It is undeniable that Xie Lian's heart was actually moved at that moment.

But the moment he wanted to hug each other, the habit that had been deeply rooted in his bones all year round quickly calmed him down, and he instinctively began to analyze the intention of Qi Chenxuan when he said this to him at this time.

On the night in the hotel before the training camp, Qi Chen once asked him about his sexuality, but his answer at that time was in denial.In other words, in Qi Chen's current cognition, he should be a "straight man."

How a straight man will react after being confessed by the same sex can be seen from Qi Chen's previous attitude towards Gu Mingye.As someone who has personally experienced it, Qi Chen would not have thought about what the result of this confession would be.

Under normal circumstances, people will make some preparations before taking any action.As confident as Gu Mingye, he first hinted that Qi Chen was not rejected before choosing to confess.

And from Qi Chen's behavior in the bar when he helped Pei Ruoyan come to find him last time, it can be seen that although the latter is emotionally slow, he is definitely not a person who will act impulsively. Do something so unprepared.

Unless Qi Chen really likes him to a certain extent, he can ignore the consequences of being rejected.Although Xie Lian had a high self-esteem, he was not confident enough to make Qi Chen completely devoted to him in less than a month of training.

Then there is only one possibility left

Qi Chen wanted to be rejected by him.

Xie Lian substituted himself into Qi Chen's situation, and soon guessed that Qi Chen might want to be rejected by him, and using this as an excuse to distance himself from him openly, could not help but really fall in love with him.

If he thought about it a little more, Qi Chen could even use his feelings for him as an excuse to reject Gu Mingye and the others.

Should it be said that he is the person he likes?

Reason has already made the optimal solution, but sensibility keeps clamoring in the mind to try another possibility.For the first time in his life, Xie Lian hesitated between the two options and did not follow the rational choice.

"Really?" Xie Lian looked as usual, but unconsciously clenched his left hand hanging by his side, "What if, I like you too?"

Qi Chen froze, his expression changed visibly with the naked eye, some were shocked, some were dazed, some were flustered, but there was no surprise that he wanted.

It seems that he gambled wrong.

Disappointment is inevitable, but it is not so difficult to accept, after all, it has been prepared for a long time.Xie Lian quickly adjusted, smiled and said, "I'm just kidding."

He changed to a more comfortable position and sat back, controlled his tone and said casually: "Why, do you want to use me as a shield?"

Before Qi Chen could fully react, he subconsciously asked, "What?"

"Shield." Xie Lian turned his head to look at him, his voice was very soft, "You don't know how to reject Pei Ruoyan and the others, so are you using the excuse that you like me?"

"Forehead……"

Qi Chen was caught off guard by Xie Lianchu's sentence I like you too, and his mind is still a little messed up.

If you admit Xie Lian's words, it is tantamount to saying that the previous confession is false.But if he didn't admit it, then there was no way to explain his strange reaction when he heard Xie Lian say he liked him just now.Besides, in all fairness, he did have a part of intention to take advantage of Xie Lian.

For some reason, Qi Chen didn't want to have an overly intimate relationship with anyone.After realizing that he might be tempted by Xie Lian, his first thought was to run away.

For no reason, only he unilaterally evaded and was not easy to operate, so Qi Chen thought about confessing to Xie Lian directly. As a straight man, Xie Lian who was confessed by the same sex would definitely want to take the initiative to alienate him, just like what he did to Gu Mingye like that.

Qi Chen never thought that Xie Lian might like him at all, so when Xie Lian said he liked him, he was stunned and forgot to pretend.

Besides, Xie Lian had used the excuse for joking, so he couldn't use it anymore.Admitting that I like it, there is no way to explain the reaction just now.

Qi Chen couldn't get off the tiger, and couldn't think of any other more appropriate way to deal with it, so he could only admit and apologize, "Yes, I'm sorry."

"It's okay." Xie Lian looked as usual, "I think your idea is quite good."

How can someone not be angry when they know that they have been designed, Qi Chen was confused by his words again, "Huh?"

"I can help you." Xie Lian seemed to have considered it carefully, "We can pretend to be a relationship in front of them."

Qi Chen: "???"

Qi Chen felt that his thoughts were disturbed from Xie Lian's first sentence, and the subsequent sentences became more and more confused.He tried to get back the logic and rhythm, "No need, you don't have to sacrifice yourself like this."

"Didn't you ask me before if there was a reason for Pei Ruoyan to approach you?"

Xie Lian had already imagined that Qi Chen might use it to reject him, so he directly used the excuse he had thought up long ago, "So it's not a sacrifice, we each get what we need."

Qi Chen: "..."

The gods get what they need.

Qi Chen couldn't find any other reasons to refute for a while, and felt that he needed to calm down and clear his head, "You let me think about it."

"Okay." Xie Lian understood the principle of accepting as soon as he was offered, and didn't force him to agree today, so he turned on his phone and looked at the time, "Go to sleep, I have to get up early tomorrow to pack my luggage."

Qi Chen responded indiscriminately, put the book in his hand on the shelf beside the bed, and lay down mechanically.

He heard the footsteps of Xie Lian getting out of bed and turning off the lights, and felt the rustling sound of the rubbing of clothes and sheets when he went to bed in the dark.

These things would have happened every night, but inexplicably, because of the conversation between the two of them tonight, something was added, and even the air seemed to be filled with an ambiguous temperature.

Qi Chen was lying face to the outside, thinking wildly in his mind, suddenly felt the person beside him stretch out his hand, circled half a circle around his waist, and held his hand accurately.

"Thank you?"

A similar experience made Qi Chen conditioned to sit up, but someone pinched his palm reassuringly, "Don't move, just hold hands."

Seeing that people really didn't intend to do other things, Qi Chen tried to calm down, but still felt uncomfortable and guarded, "Why are you holding hands?"

Xie Lian took it for granted, "Since you want to pretend to be in a romantic relationship, you must first get used to physical contact."

You are so dedicated.

Qi Chen held back for a while before remembering, "...I haven't agreed yet, I just said to think about it."

"I'm going back tomorrow, and it will be too late to cultivate habits by then." Xie Lian's analysis was well-founded, "Judging from your reaction just now, we need to do a good job of establishing the instinctive habits of our bodies."

Qi Chen: "...Do you mean to hold hands like this all night?"

"That's not necessary." Xie Lian said, "Just 10 minutes today."

10 minutes, whether it was long or short, Qi Chen reluctantly agreed.

As if afraid that he would be worried, after a while, Xie Lian said again: "You can count in your heart."

Qi Chen who has already counted to 140 five: "..."

After 10 minutes, Xie Lian let go of his hand as promised.Qi Chen blinked in the darkness, while relaxing his tense nerves, he felt a faint sense of loss.

The temperature in the palm of the palm has not dissipated yet, Qi Chen repeated the movement of opening and tightening repeatedly, wanting it to dissipate faster, and wanting it to stay longer.

Hearing that the breathing of the person behind him became steady, Qi Chen turned around very lightly, stretched out his hand hesitantly, and put his hand on Xie Lian's right hand that had just pulled him.

The moment he touched it, Qi Chen subconsciously held his breath to confirm that he was not awake before relaxing his body and covering his hand completely.

It may be that the messy conditioning these days has played a role. Xie Lian's body is rarely so cold anymore. Although it is still low, it is not as obvious as before, warm and hot.

Qi Chen stared at the sleeping person's side face, and thought a lot in his mind about the fake love that Xie Lian said.

A voice is saying that you can't let it go, and you have to get out in time.Another voice retorted that there was nothing to be afraid of, and if you experience it, it will be fake.

At this time, Qi Chen seemed to suddenly understand those characters in the novel who are desperate for love. This kind of natural temptation is really hard to resist.

Interested?

It's tempting, as early as the first time I dreamed of doing intimate things with Xie Lian without instinctive repulsion, Qi Chen had a faint feeling, but subconsciously suppressed himself not to think about it.

But today, during the 10 minutes outside the classroom waiting for Xie Lian to come back, Qi Chen realized that his emotion was called jealousy.

But if there is a lot of heartbeat, it seems that there is no such thing. After all, he can still maintain his rationality, and even use this heartbeat to conspire against him.

Thinking about the scene in the dream, Qi Chen somehow propped up his body, moved towards Xie Lian's direction, and bent down holding his breath.

Touching the corner of his lips, Qi Chen could clearly hear his own heartbeat, which seemed to be exploding in his ears. He didn't have the emotion of rejection, and even wanted to keep asking for it like in a dream.

At this point, Qi Chen calmed down instead, controlled himself to lie back to the original position, took back the left hand covering Xie Lian's hand, and closed his eyes.

Refuse tomorrow while there is still room for change.

After Qi Chen fell asleep, Xie Lian opened his eyes, stretched his fingers, and let out a long breath.

God knows how much self-control he used when Qi Chen tried to kiss him just now, so he didn't hold him back and kiss him back.

Xie Lian is very clear that Qi Chen's evasive attitude is too obvious, if he really did that just now, Qi Chen's evasive attitude will only be more ruthless than that of Gu Mingye and the two of them.

After all, he does not have Gu Mingye's company for Qi Chen for many years, nor is he as convenient as Pei Ruoyan's erroneous identity. If Qi Chen wants to let him go, he only needs to restrain his insignificant affection for him.

Thinking of this possible ending, Xie Lian's eyebrows showed an imperceptible hostility, and he stretched out his hand to pull him into his arms, bowed his head and kissed him.

Entrusted by the habits of these days, Qi Chen didn't resist much in his sleep, and soon obediently opened the city gate and let him in.

Xie Lian let himself go, crushing his lips heavily, encroaching on everything he could, until the person in his arms hummed softly from his nose due to poor breathing, showing signs of waking up, and finally stopped.

Xie Lian lowered her eyes to look at the person in her arms, seeing that his breathing was steady again, she pressed her hand on his lips, and couldn't help but kissed him again, but after all, she was more restrained than last time, and changed to a gentle sucking .

Xie Lian discovered the fact that being in close contact with Qi Chen would improve his mood when he was in City B.

That day Xie Lian accidentally went downstairs and carried Qi Chen to the guest room, and then stayed behind to talk to people by accident, and finally lost control before leaving, and asked Qi Chen what he dreamed about.

The drunk man raised his hand to touch his face, approached him and whispered in his ear, Xie Lian mistook it for some beautiful dream, and was dazed for a moment, but he didn't expect Qi Chen to push him down.

Xie Lian was sitting on the edge of the bed, and was directly pushed to the ground by him. Coincidentally, Qi Chen lost control of his strength and rolled down with him, falling into his arms.

Although the bed was not high, but after all, the back of his head hit the floor, Xie Lian fainted for a moment, and when he came back to his senses, he found that Qi Chen was kissing him, picking up his clothes, pecking his lips again and again, and even more so. Even tried to pry him open.

Because of what happened when he was a child, Xie Lian had never had close contact with anyone. Sometimes, just a simple physical touch would make him feel sick to his stomach, let alone the current situation.

Nothing happened when we bumped into each other for the first time, Xie Lian just regarded it as a coincidence, and because of this, he paid a little more attention to Qi Chen, but it was only a little bit, and he soon forgot about it.If it weren't for this reason, he wouldn't have the time to spend a long time talking nonsense with a drunk.

But that time was only the most superficial contact after all, like now, Xie Lian thought that he would have a stress reaction soon, but no, Qi Chenan stayed in his arms safely, not knowing what he took him for. He licked and bit his lips.

Before that, Qi Chen had just drank a glass of honey water, and his lips were a little sticky.Xie Lian instinctively licked his lower lip, and soon realized what he had done, his whole body was like being electrified.

When he came back to his senses, Xie Lian found that he had already hugged him in his arms, and he was so bullied that he could only make a weak gasp.He seems to know how to get it instinctively, chasing greedy pleasure.

Qi Chen stared at him with misty eyes, and kept trying to push him away, but Xie Lian only wanted to penetrate deeper.He didn't like alcohol, but he didn't dislike the alcohol smell on Qi Chen's body, and even wished that Qi Chen could get more drunk.

In the end, it was Tang Ying who sent a text message in advance to tell them that they were coming back. Only then did Xie Lian regain some sense and controlled himself to let go of the person, otherwise he didn't know how far it would go.

After leaving, Xie Lian felt like he was suffering from skin hunger and thirst. The difference was that the only person he wanted to contact was Qi Chen, and no one else.

"It's really cruel." Xie Lian bit Qi Chen's lips lightly, letting him go temporarily.

If before, it was more about possessiveness, but now, Xie Lian realized that he really liked Qi Chen.Because he suddenly discovered that Qi Chen was actually similar to him in essence.

They all have an indifferent side, but his indifference is towards others, while Qi Chen's indifference is towards himself.

Previously, Xie Lian wondered why Qi Chen never thought about the possibility of accepting the confession, but immediately thought about how to refuse it.If it is said that the relationship with Pei Ruoyan is insurmountable because of the relationship between parents, then it is somewhat incomprehensible to Gu Mingye.

After all, they grew up together, and their relationship is more or less there. If Qi Chen can bend, there is no reason why he would not try to cultivate a relationship with Gu Mingye.

So the problem is not with Gu Mingye, but with Qi Chen himself.

Xie Lian bowed his head and kissed Qi Chen's lips lightly, secretly making up his mind.

Untie any knots, and clarify any misunderstandings.In any case, since Qi Chen fell in love with him first, he would not let go of the opportunity.

*

The return trip was picked up by the school, and the teacher who led the team announced in the group that the time was nine o'clock.The two packed their luggage in advance, Qi Chen went to the dormitory next door to return the book, and stayed in the room to wait.

Taking advantage of his spare time, Qi Chen repeatedly did mental training, thinking about how to reject Xie Lian's proposal of pretending to be in love.He prepared to wait for Xie Lian to ask and then refuse, but he waited until almost nine o'clock, and Xie Lian didn't intend to mention it.

Should he speak first?

The speech he had prepared before was overturned, and Qi Chen started to think about the speech he had spoken first again. Just halfway through the thought, the person beside him suddenly said: "Stretch your hand."

Qi Chen subconsciously handed it over, and was quickly grabbed by someone.

"10 minutes today."

As Xie Lian spoke, he set an alarm clock for 10 minutes with his mobile phone and put it on the table.

Qi Chen: "..."

First... let's finish these 10 minutes first.

The atmosphere was a little silent, creating some ambiguity. Qi Chen glanced at the time on his phone, saw that it was almost nine o'clock, and asked a topic: "Aren't they here yet?"

"It wasn't mentioned in the group." Xie Lian said, "We'll be called when we come."

Qi Chen said "oh", not knowing what to say, and unconsciously began to count silently again. When the count reached almost three hundred, he suddenly heard a burst of chaotic footsteps coming from outside the corridor.

They arrived at their door almost instantly, the door was pushed open, and a familiar voice came in, "Ah Chen."

It's Gu Mingye.

Before he had time to think about why Gu Mingye appeared here, Qi Chen instinctively wanted to pull his hand back, but Xie Lian clenched it tightly and did not let go.

Gu Mingye at the door saw the situation of the two of them clearly, his smile froze slightly, "What are you doing?"

"As you can see." Xie Lian glanced at him, and said in a calm tone, "hold hands."

Gu Mingye looked at him, "Why are you holding hands?"

Xie Lian said, "Because he's a boyfriend."

Gu Mingye: "Boyfriend?"

He replied Xie Lian, but his eyes were looking in Qi Chen's direction, the expression on his face completely disappeared, and he asked repeatedly, "Boyfriend?"

Now that Xie Lian had already spoken, Qi Chen couldn't refute him emotionally or rationally at this time, so he pursed his lips, "...Yes, boyfriend."

No one spoke, and when he was embarrassed, Xie Lian's cell phone rang, and it was the alarm for the previous 10 minutes.

Xie Lian let go of his hand calmly, picked up his phone and turned off the alarm clock, and asked Qi Chen, "Let's go?"

"Okay." Qi Chen pulled up the suitcase and followed him, and when he walked to the door, Gu Mingye suddenly grabbed his wrist, "Ah Chen, I've been waiting for you for two weeks, is that what you want to tell me?"

Qi Chen: "I..."

"Are you still okay?"

A voice came in from the outside, it was Li Yongyan who came to participate in the competition with them, he pushed the door and came over and realized that something was wrong, it was too late to leave, so he could only hold up his mobile phone and said bravely: "The teacher is urging. "

The return bus is a minibus provided by the school. There are seven seats besides the co-driver seated by the teacher. The front row has two combined seats plus a single seat, and the rear row has four seats.

Li Yongyan felt something when he went downstairs, so he presciently occupied the single seat in the front row, leaving the two side-by-side seats for the two girls.

Qi Chen put the box up and saw that the three seats in the front row had been taken by Li Yongyan and two girls, so he had to go to the back row.He remembered the current state of himself and Xie Lian, hesitated for a moment, and sat in the innermost seat of the two seats, Xie Lian took advantage of the situation and sat next to him, Gu Mingye was on the far right.

The teacher who led the team was the last one to come up, and while fastening his seat belt, he said to Gu Mingye in the back seat: "I said I saw you in the city at noon, and you still insist on pestering us to come with us, and it's still early in the morning when we are on holiday. Come to school to torture me. I said you are so clingy, Qi Chen must despise you, look, am I right."

This teacher had taught their class in the first year of high school and was very familiar with the situation of Qi Chen and Gu Mingye. This was mostly a joke, but it happened at this time.

Gu Mingye lowered his eyes slightly, "Well, you're right."

"Why didn't you talk back today." The teacher looked back in surprise when he heard the words.

"I forgot to eat when I came here, and I was a little motion sick."

As Gu Mingye said, he subconsciously glanced in Qi Chen's direction.He didn't like breakfast for a while, and he had some stomach problems. Since then, Qi Chen would eat with him almost every day, and even if he didn't have time to come, he would send text messages to remind him regularly.

But not anymore.

"Just because you are young, you will know that you will suffer when you grow up." The teacher said, and made a lot of comments on health preservation.

Gu Mingye answered absent-mindedly, wanting to know Qi Chen's expression now, but Xie Lian, who was sitting in the middle, just blocked Qi Chen's whole body, and he couldn't see Qi Chen's people. After waiting for a long time, he didn't hear Qi Chen's expression. Morning talk.

It was almost noon when they entered City S, and since it was already a holiday, this time they were sent home directly.

After delivering the two girls first, the teacher in charge turned around and asked for their addresses, planning to see which one was closest and which one to send first.After asking around where Qi Chen and Gu Mingye were, he sent them off first.

Outside the community, Gu Mingye got off the car first, but Qi Chen didn't follow.

Seeing this, the teacher asked suspiciously, "Qi Chen, you're not going home?"

Qi Chen said: "I have something to get from Xie Lian's house."

The teacher knew that he and Xie Lian walked together when they came to the training camp, so they didn't ask any further questions, and turned to Gu Mingye who was below: "Qi Chen said he won't go home yet, so you can help him take the box over. "

Qi Chen was almost suffocated, and hurriedly stopped him, "No teacher, I'll go down with Xie Lian's house with him, and the box will be taken down too."

"It's okay, it's all at your house." The teacher waved his hand indifferently, "Let Gu Mingye get it for you, your houses are almost close."

Qi Chen: "I really don't need it, I..."

"I took it." Gu Mingye dragged the box down, looked up at Qi Chen in the car, "Don't worry, I will deliver it to your home."

Qi Chen: "..."

"That's right." The teacher nodded in satisfaction, closed the door and let the driver continue driving.

The next stop was Xie Lian's house, the two got off the bus, Qi Chen looked a little confused.

Xie Lian glanced at him, "Do you feel sorry for him?"

What the hell is distressed.

Qi Chen: "...No, I just didn't expect it."

The two passed through the gate and walked in, Xie Lian asked, "I didn't expect what?"

Qi Chen struggled for a while, "It feels like he's matured a bit, I thought he would make trouble."

Xie Lian said: "I told you earlier that he is not a child."

Qi Chen said: "...that was before you knew him."

Xie Lian: "How was he before?"

"before……"

Qi Chen paused, "When he was promoted to high school, Uncle and Aunt Gu actually wanted to send him to another private art high school. He will learn piano, and he will go abroad sooner or later. That school is more suitable for him. But ..."

Xie Lian continued, "But he doesn't want to?"

Qi Chen: "...how do you know?"

"You guessed it." Xie Lian asked, "Is it because of you?"

Qi Chen lowered his voice, "I didn't know at that time, I thought he didn't want to be without friends. But thinking about it now, in fact, most of our friends when we were young went to various private schools, but it was the attached middle school. It was just me and him. Two people come here."

Seeing people immersed in memories, Xie Lian couldn't help but start to vent the momentum in his heart, but he started the topic first, so he can only hold back if there is fire.

Going upstairs, Xie Lian glanced at the shelf next to the cabinet, found a courier box and handed it over, "Your mobile phone."

After the phone broke, Qi Chen simply asked Xie Lian to buy a new one for him online, considering the cost and trouble of changing the screen.

However, because Xie Lian's mobile phone was used to place the order, the delivery address was filled in by default at Xie Lian's home. When it was discovered that the delivery was confirmed to be changed, it could only be picked up at Xie Lian's home.

Qi Chen took the box and went to unpack the courier, Xie Lian went back to the house to get the pin, intending to take out Qi Chen's card, but unexpectedly saw a text message from Pei Ruoyan.

Pei Ruoyan: "Are you and Xie Lian together?"

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