The lord always wants me to love him

? Stunned Qingjiang Rui didn't understand Lin Xun's meaning all of a sudden, before he even asked, he heard Lin Xun say, "I'm asleep."

After the two words fell down, he wanted to ask but couldn't ask anymore. He tossed and turned, tossing and turning, and was still wondering what Lin Xun meant until midnight.

Lin Xun was so disturbed that he couldn't sleep. If he couldn't sleep well at night, he was in a bad mood. Lin Xun who was in a bad mood was basically terrible. He had long forgotten the rules not to offend the money owner.

He wanted to throw Jiang Rui out of the bed but was too lazy to move, he was so sleepy that he didn't want to move his fingers, so he stretched out his foot and kicked Jiang Rui.Jiang Rui turned around to look at him abruptly, following the instruction of his wife.

Well, the angle is just right, and the foot feels good.Lin Xun kicked him out of the bed vigorously, and when he heard Jiang Rui's free fall with a "bang", he finally felt refreshed. The sound of the fall was also very pleasant!

Jiang Rui, who was kicked out of the bed in a daze, hadn't realized what was going on, his mind froze, and he got up and lay down on the edge of the bed, hugging Lin Xun's thigh that hadn't been retracted, wanting to laugh but not fully prepared With a ferocious expression on his face, he shouted excitedly: "A Xun, were you jealous before? You must be jealous!"

The first sentence was still a little uncertain, but the voice of the second sentence was brisk, and the tone of the voice was obviously raised, showing the owner's extremely happy mood.

Lin Xun was overwhelmed by his sudden convulsion, and when he realized it, he rolled his eyes helplessly, expressing his disdain for Jiang Rui's words.

As for the facts, in fact, even Lin Xun himself didn't know. It can also be said that he didn't want to explore.

For a long time, Jiang Rui looked stupid, every time he looked at Lin Xun, he could laugh, as if he had been lowered.He didn't know what he was enjoying, but he just felt happy, and he was happy when he saw Lin Xun.

During the seven days of National Day, Jiang Rui's itinerary was not tight, but it was still quite fulfilling. Lin Xun relaxed well, and he didn't even reject the promotion of participating in TV dramas after the holiday.

However, the wisdom of the ancients is indeed unsurpassed. They knew very early that things were backfired.

After seven days of tossing, the two are finally about to embark on the journey back.At the airport, Lin Xun was so tired that he couldn't even lift his fingers. He was a lazy person and only liked to stay at home.

Jiang Rui saw that he was really tired, so he asked him to look at the luggage and go to collect the ticket by himself.

Lin Xun was dizzy thinking that he would never go out to play again next time, and wanted to sleep in a daze, when he suddenly felt a scorching gaze staring at him together.At first he thought it was because he was too tired and felt something was wrong, but that gaze was too hot, even if he didn't look back, he felt that his back was about to burn.

A guess suddenly flashed in his mind, he turned his head subconsciously, and regretted it the moment he turned his head, he should pretend that he didn't know anything.

But if you see it and treat it as if you didn't see it, it's not Lin Xun's character. He sometimes doesn't bother to care about it, but it doesn't mean he will shrink back.

"Ah Xun." It was Qiao Yiqian who spoke first, and he seemed to be like this forever, acting as the active one between the two of them.

He was the one who said they were together, and he was the one who said they were breaking up.

Lin Xun snorted softly.

"How are you recently?"

"Not as good as you, but not bad."

"That's good." Qiao Yiqian was stunned for a moment, then replied, then stopped talking, and stood there blankly looking at Lin Xun.He was standing in the middle of the hall, and an aunt dragging a large suitcase shouted so that he didn't hear him, and only recovered after being hit and said sorry.

Lin Xun glanced at him, and Qiao Yiqian seemed to be different from before. He used to pay more attention to gentlemanly demeanor, at least what happened just now would not happen. He cared very much about his words and deeds in public.

But also, ten years, how could there be no change?

Lin Xun saw Jiang Rui approaching from a distance, pulled up his suitcase and waved to Qiao Yiqian: "I'm leaving."

Those who should leave will eventually leave, to use a clichéd saying - it is better to miss each other than to meet.

Qiao Yiqian grabbed him, "A Xun—"

"Huh?" Lin Xun turned to look at him.

"I..." was just a subconscious reaction, he didn't know what to say.I have restrained myself for ten years, don't think about it, don't ask about it.It seemed that when he couldn't see him, he really thought he had let go, but when he saw Lin Xun, he realized that he hadn't forgotten anything in the past ten years.

At that time, Lin Xun was very dependent on himself. He was too lazy to go to the cafeteria to eat and urged him to buy food. He obviously hated lodging but chose lodging in order to live with him.

I still remember the first time they kissed, in the library.Lin Xun especially likes to read unofficial history, and is often full of emotion about the fate of some characters in history.

A guy who likes to read but is too lazy to move often finds a book and leans against the bookshelf to read it, and then slowly slides down when he looks at it. When Qiao Yiqian finds out, he is already sitting on the ground.

At the beginning, Qiao Yiqian was afraid that he would catch a cold and pull him up, but later he let him go, but he would prepare a coat and spread it on the floor in advance.

He still clearly remembered that Lin Xun was holding the thick "Biography of Emperor Guangwu" in his hand, staring at the rows of small words.

Sunlight leaked through the gaps between the rows of books and sprinkled on his fine black hair.

Qiao Yiqian's heart jumped up suddenly. He wanted to do something, but he didn't know what to do, so he just yelled A Xun foolishly.

Lin Xun raised his eyes to look at him, his usually lazy eyes exuded a brilliance that he didn't have in the past, and his bright red lips were slightly parted.He knew what he was going to do, and on an impulse, he kissed it, gently, just touched it, but felt that he had tasted the sweetest candy in the world.

At that time, they were not together.

Lin Xun stared at him stupidly for a long time before asking uncertainly, "Did you just... kiss me?"

Qiao Yiqian blushed in an instant, he seemed to have never been as calm and calm as Lin Xun, even though his face was blushing, he still nodded vigorously and argued seriously: "I think our relationship is no different from a couple, so I kissed you .”

Lin Xun stared at him for a long while, scrutinizing his expression, it seemed that he was not joking, so he let out a oh.

Qiao Yiqian thought, what was his reaction when he heard that oh?

It seems that I was stupid for a long time, and when I finally realized it, I forgot what my parents often taught me to pay attention to my image in front of outsiders, so I jumped up and yelled happily in the library.It seemed that he was warned by the librarian in the end, and he can still remember the feeling of being excited and desperate to talk and share with others even though he was warned.

Thinking about it, his eyes shone with joy, but when he looked up, he saw Lin Xun's frowning and forbearing expression.

Qiao Yiqian missed a beat, and slowly let go of his hand. It was already more than ten years ago. At that time, even if A Xun was impatient, he would not show such an expression to himself.

"I'm fine, I suddenly want to call you."

Lin Xun hummed and said, "I'll go first."

Qiao Yiqian watched him turn and leave, walk away slowly, and met a man.The man took the suitcase in his hand, and he put his hand in the man's other hand, tacitly as if repeating it thousands of times.

he heard the man ask

— Do you know anyone?

Faintly heard Lin Xun's answer

—Well, classmate.

The two sides of the airport hall are ventilated, forming air convection, and the students are blown away by the wind.

In fact, he can't hear it very clearly, but those two words, no matter what, can't be the first love.

In the waiting room, when Lin Xun was about to shut down the phone, he received a call from Director Huang, reminding him not to forget the publicity ceremony after returning.Lin Xun impatiently replied that I can talk when I have time, and hung up the phone directly.

He was in a bad mood, and Jiang Rui keenly discovered that it had something to do with the man just now.

He actually knew that man. For a long time before, he longed to meet Lin Xun by chance every day, but also hated seeing Qiao Yiqian who was by his side.

During that time, what I thought about most every day was how to make Qiao Yiqian disappear without a sound.

Fortunately, now A Xun belongs to him.

"Don't you want to go to the publicity ceremony?" Don't go if you don't want to go, even if you don't want to act.

"Go show your face."

"You don't seem to like acting very much. Why did you want to be a star?"

"No money." If he hadn't been signed by Wang Wei at the beginning, he might have gone with the army of stock jumpers that year.

It's not that he was desperate, but he was betrayed by Qiao Yiqian. It didn't take long for his mother to die of illness, and his father also left.He was exhausted physically and mentally, and almost had no desire to live.

Jiang Rui quietly held his hand, whispered in his ear and promised softly: "Ah Xun, I will support you forever."

Lin Xun smiled, eyebrows and eyes curved: "I'm old and ugly, do you still want to raise it?"

"Nurture! As long as it's you, you can do anything!"

"You can keep it even if it's disfigured?"

"keep!"

A strange feeling emerged from the bottom of his heart, but Lin Xun subconsciously ignored this feeling due to his physical fatigue.He put his head on Jiang Rui's shoulder, his eyelids began to tremble, and he said vaguely: "Then...you make good money, so...to support me..."

Half asleep and half awake, Jiang Rui seemed to say hello.

On the plane, Lin Xun didn't sleep well, and kept dreaming.I dreamed of reading a book with Qiao Yiqian, and dreamed of going to play ball with him, and escaped with him to study at night and watch the moon on the rooftop.

These dreams are all things that happened in the past, but they are a little different.In the dream, Lin Xun could always feel a pair of scorching eyes looking at him from behind, but in reality he never noticed it.

When he got off the plane, Jiang Rui answered a call. It was from his younger brother, as if he was coming back soon after training.

Jiang Rui said nothing but to go back to China and call him, then hung up.

After hanging up the phone, Jiang Rui said, "Jiang Jinsheng is coming back, do you want to meet?"

Lin Xun froze for a moment, and asked, "Jiang Jinsheng? Your brother?" He asked if Jiang Jinsheng was your brother's name?

"Well, do you want to meet?" Jiang Rui thought he was asking whether Jiang Jinsheng was your brother?

Lin Xun thought that the second time he heard this name, he was quite familiar, but shouldn't Jiang Rui decide whether he will meet Jiang Rui's younger brother?Why did he say he didn't see him?

So he said, "It's up to you."

Jiang Rui was happy in an instant. Fortunately, that kid Jiang Jinsheng always showed off his good relationship with Lin Xun, but he didn't see you when he came to see him. His heart was finally balanced after being abused for more than ten years. ?