Country is the most important

Standing in the place I have returned to countless times in my dreams, but I don't have the courage to take that step.

Tan Heng looked at the plaque with the word 'Tanfu' hanging in front of the door, and his vision began to blur.The midday sun fell on the plaque, and the melted snow dripped down along the icicles that condensed on the eaves.

I don’t remember how old he was, he was playful, riding on the servant’s shoulder, reaching for the icicle under the plaque, his hands were red, swollen and numb from the cold, he couldn’t hold the bowl and chopsticks during dinner, his elder brother found out, and the elder brother immediately slapped him He scolded him mercilessly, but then the elder brother frowned and hugged him into his arms, put his hands in his palms, rubbed them again and again, and finally put them directly on his chest, using the heat of his body to warm him up. Warm your hands...

The reprimand at that time, the tenderness at that time, the appearance of the eldest brother at that time... Tan Heng felt that he would never forget the distressed eyes of the elder brother holding his swollen hands at that time.

Since then, Tan Heng has never played Bingling again.

Now the ice in front of the door is still there, but the boy playing with the ice is no longer young.

Scenes of the past lingered in his heart, looking at the open door, a little bit of timidity grew in Tan Heng's heart.

"Cough cough...Zhou Fu, the platycodon root will be fine after drying for a while~cough cough..." Tan Fu's voice from inside the door was like a flash of lightning, smashing all of Tan Heng's pretense, Tan Heng raised his head and opened his eyes wide Looking up at the sky, tears flowed from the corners of his eyes uncontrollably.

"Brother still coughs so badly." Tan Heng repeated these words in his heart.The chest is congested.

"Master, the weather is so good today, why don't you sit for a while longer? It's good for your body to bask in the sun."

Tan Heng raised his heavy steps and walked towards the door. Although it was only a few steps, to Tan Heng, it seemed that there were thousands of mountains separated, and every step weighed like a thousand catties.

Standing at the door, without entering the door, following the sound of coughing, and seeing the figure of the person coughing and walking slowly towards the house step by step, Tan Heng suddenly felt a surge of fear in his heart, and he suddenly became very afraid of seeing him. When it comes to elder brother, he is afraid that everything is no longer what he imagined.

His fear was also somewhat guilty.How do you explain leaving without saying goodbye for more than a month?Besides, I have changed my appearance now, I am afraid that my eldest brother will not recognize him if he sees him again.

Tan Heng stood at the door, not even daring to look at the man.

"Who are you looking for?" Zhou Fu saw Tan Heng standing outside the door, but didn't recognize him for a while, and called out while fiddling with bellflowers.

Tan Heng was taken aback by Zhou Fu's shout, recovered his senses, and walked slowly towards Zhou Fu.

But Tan Fu didn't seem to hear any movement outside the door, he just walked towards the house by himself.

When Tan Heng walked in front of Zhou Fu, he just stared at Zhou Fu for a long time. After a while, he said in a calm voice, "Zhou Fu, it's me."

Seeing that Tan Heng's face became increasingly familiar, Zhou Fu was startled and shouted loudly, "Fourth young master!"

Tan Fuzheng was walking to the door, but before he entered the house, when he heard Zhou Fu shouting the words "Four Young Masters", his body froze, and his body became unstable. The body trembled uncontrollably.

"Fourth Young Master! It's really you!" Zhou Fu excitedly stood up and grabbed Tan Heng's arm, taking a good look.

Tan Heng looked at the excited Zhou Fu in front of him, and the corner of his mouth slightly curved.

"It's been a while since I've seen you, you've grown so tall." Zhou Fu turned and shouted at Tan Fu's back, "Eldest young master! It's the fourth young master! It's really the fourth young master! The fourth young master is back! The fourth young master is back It's gone!" As he spoke, he couldn't help but raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

Tan Heng followed Zhou Fu's direction, looked at a thin figure not far away, a feeling of sadness welled up in his heart, and towards the man's back, he called out in a low voice: "Brother~" The voice was so low that it seemed that only choking was left. .

The call of 'big brother' passed through the courtyard, quietly penetrated into Tanfu's ear, penetrated into every cell in his body, and stirred in his chest.It also seems to come from Tan Fu's heart, that is the voice that lingers in my ears and echoes in my heart every midnight dream.

Time seemed to be frozen at that moment.

Tan Fu's shoulders shrugged slightly, the hand holding the door frame, as if soaked in white water, was pale and had distinct bones.

"Brother~" Tan Heng's voice rang in his ears again.

It's not a dream, it's not a fantasy, it's really him.

Tan Fu really wanted to confirm his inner thoughts with his own eyes, but his body couldn't help standing on the spot. He wanted to turn around, but he couldn't stop trembling. Coughing so hard that his knees couldn't support the weight of his body, he subconsciously leaned against the door frame, his face pale and his eyes red.

"Brother!" Tan Heng rushed up to support Tan Fu, and Tan Fu grabbed Tan Heng's arm firmly with one hand. After a long time, he stopped coughing slightly.Then he raised his heavy eyelids and looked at the person calling him in front of him. After watching for a long time, he smiled and shook his head, holding on to the door frame with one hand, and pushing the person in front of him away with the other, "You are not Heng'er, you are not Henger." As he spoke, he held on to the door frame alone, coughing and retreating.

Looking at Tan Fu who was trembling and coughing non-stop, Tan Heng red eyes, his voice was hoarse, "Brother~" He stretched out his hand to support him again, but was swung away by Tan Fu forcefully.

"Zhou Fu~" Tan Fu shouted as if gritted his teeth, the layers of sweat on his forehead indicated that his vitality had been wasted too much.

"Young Master~" Zhou Fu hurriedly stepped forward and supported Tan Fu.Tan Fu took advantage of the situation and fell into Zhou Fu's arms as if he had collapsed.

"Eldest Young Master~" Zhou Fu glanced at Tan Heng who was standing at a loss, "Eldest Young Master~ This is really Fourth Young Master. Listen to his voice, it is only slightly hoarse and thicker than Fourth Young Master. Take a closer look at his appearance..."

"Shut~mouth~" Tan Fu closed his eyes, the two words seemed to be brewing in his mouth for a long time, and finally he gritted his teeth and said it.

"Master~"

"I tell you to shut up~" Tan Fu suddenly lost his breath, and his body tensed up suddenly. After coughing twice, he leaned over and spat out a mouthful of blood on the ground.

"Master!"

"Big brother!"

Zhou Fu and Tan Heng stretched out at the same time, and then firmly supported Tan Fu's arm.

Tan Fu breathed a sigh of relief, and raised his eyes to look at Tan Heng.

"Brother~" Tan Heng looked directly at Tan Fu, begging in his eyes, and called out in a low voice.There was a faint sob in his voice.

Tan Fu just stared at Tan Heng for a long time, then raised his trembling and weak hand, exerted all the strength of his whole body, and peeled off the hand that Tan Heng put on his arm little by little until it was completely separated from his own. Body.

The moment his hands fell from Tan Fu's body, Tan Heng felt his heart plunge into an abyss.

"Zhou Fu, help me to lie down on the bed~"

"Hey~" After speaking, Zhou Fu looked at Tan Heng who was standing there, his eyes were red and swollen, and his body was trembling slightly, "Fourth young master, you wait here for the old slave for a while, and the old slave will be back in a while."

"Let's go~ cough cough..."

Zhou Fu supported Tan Fu and walked step by step towards the east wing of Xiyuan. When he was approaching the door, Tan Fu stopped suddenly.Tan Fu's footsteps stopped at the door of the east wing for a while, then turned around and said, "Go back to my own room. Turn around and move all my things out. Cough cough..."

"Hey~"

Zhou Fu supported Tan Fu, who was coughing lightly, and walked towards the west wing.

Tan Heng stood where he was, feeling that the blood in his body was congealed.My heart felt as if someone had been stabbed repeatedly with a knife. When I opened my heart, it was red and weeping blood.

"Brother, he doesn't recognize me." Thinking of this, Tan Heng felt something blocking his throat and hurting.

"Is it true that you can't recognize yourself? Or are you blaming yourself for not wanting to recognize yourself?"

But no matter what the reason is, it is unacceptable to Tan Heng.He had imagined the scene of reuniting with his elder brother countless times, imagined countless possible outcomes, but what he was most afraid of and most unacceptable was his elder brother's ignorance and indifference to him, even his relationship with his elder brother. Tossed aside like trash.

Tan Heng felt like an abandoned child at this moment, he didn't even know what was the point of surviving?

Tan Heng was suddenly overwhelmed with fear.

"Fourth young master, you go to rest first, the young master may not be able to accept it at once, it will be fine after a while." Hearing Zhou Fu's voice, Tan Heng's thoughts came back to reality.

"You don't know, during the period of your disappearance, the young master has been looking for you day and night. A few days ago, he took a group of servants out to look for you, and he didn't come back until late at night. It's so powerful. You know that the Eldest Young Master is not in good health..."

Hearing Zhou Fu's words, Tan Heng looked at Zhou Fu hopefully, as if grabbing at straws, "You mean, brother, you've been looking for me all this time?"

"Isn't it? Fourth young master, where did you say you have been during this time?" Zhou Fu said while leading Tan Heng to the east wing of Xiyuan. It's in your room." Zhou Fu said as he pushed open the door of the east wing of Xiyuan.

A strong smell of medicine rushed to his face, and Tan Heng smelled the smell of medicine in the room, and suddenly a feeling of sadness welled up in his heart. "Where's big brother?"

"Just took the medicine and fell asleep in the west wing."

Tan Heng turned around and glanced at the closed door of the West Wing, "Brother, he..." He suddenly choked up and paused, "Brother, is he better now?"

"I feel much better after drinking the medicine. Fourth young master, please sit down for a while, and the old slave will continue to brew the medicine. The eldest young master will drink it when he gets up later."

"Go."

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