Country is the most important

Tan Zhen has been standing outside the door, looking at the two figures projected by the long lamp in the tent, struggling and jumping until they both disappeared due to exhaustion, the surrounding was silent, only the candles in the room remained, which was extraordinarily bright in the dark.The wind blows the gravel, and the whole body is desolate.

Does Gao Yan love him?Tan Zhen used to think so, when Gao Yan hugged him and said he loved him, he believed it, but Gao Yan's "love" seemed so cheap, so that Gao Yan could just casually be with another person Go to bed and do AI.

If Gao Yan wanted to take revenge on him, then Gao Yan really did it.

But Gao Yan's revenge, like a knife, was deeply inserted into Tan Zhen's heart, and he was still stirring the inner flesh, cutting off all connected meridians, making him lose the sense of pain in an instant. It feels like he is standing outside the tent like this at this moment, just watching silently, letting everything go silently.

But why is he standing here?What kind of identity is he standing here?

Gao Yan's lover?Or male favorite?

A wry smile, maybe it's not, it's just Gao Yan's usual tool to vent his desire, or even worse, from the beginning to the end, Gao Yan never showed any real affection for him, but just used him to deal with the emperor.And the short-lived tenderness that made Tan Zhen addicted to the end, maybe it was just a political method that Gao Yan had to use?

In Gao Yan's eyes, what is more important than the throne in the capital?

His thoughts suddenly drifted far away, thinking of the appearance when he first met Gao Yan, the first time he entered the palace when he was 19 years old, and the Tan Mansion in the capital...

Danfu?Ever since he left the capital and came to Pingyang, he never thought about going back.Back then, my father knew all the things he had suffered by the emperor's side, but for the sake of his official position and power, he pretended to be ignorant.Tan Zhen couldn't help bowing his head and giving a wry smile. In the end, he never got any of family affection or love.

Tan Zhen has never looked at himself in this way.He has always regarded loving Gao Yan as another kind of emotional sustenance, even a habit.At the same time, he also regarded Gao Yan's harm to him as a punishment for his delusions.He has always felt that he is very strong, strong enough to watch the lovers around Gao Yan come and go, he thought he was already numb, but he is not a saint after all, every time Gao Yan hurts, he needs a long time to make himself Putting it down, he kept numbing himself, kept thinking about Gao Yan's tenderness, but never thought that one day he would retreat because he couldn't bear it.

After all, my heart is blocked and uncomfortable.

As if his heart was being grabbed by someone, Tan Zhen raised his right hand, moving very slowly, as if it weighed heavily on his chest, a line of tears fell down his face, his hand was suddenly clenched, and his nails were embedded in his flesh. inside.

It turns out that you will be in pain too.

……

In the middle of the night in the desert, it was extremely cold, the sky was gray, and the moon was not visible above his head. Tan Zhen finally took a look at the brightly lit camp in the distance, and felt a pang of sadness in his heart. He turned around and stepped on the horse, and walked away slowly. .

I always thought it was because I couldn't bear it and couldn't leave it. It turned out that the so-called letting go, as long as I turned around, was enough.

How ironic.

……

Gao Yan was still half asleep and half awake, and Gao Yan didn't sleep well that night.I don't know what he dreamed of, Gao Yan suddenly woke up from the dream, the discomfort of waking up after a hangover made Gao Yan temporarily in a state of emptiness, but after a while, Gao Yan slowly recalled everything last night, the more he thought about it, the more he felt in his heart. It was uneasy, and suddenly, he shouted in his heart, "Oops~" Then he hurriedly put on his clothes, opened the door, and walked quickly before going out.It was still dark outside the tent, the surrounding soldiers were snoring everywhere, only a few patrolling soldiers were walking aimlessly, Gao Yan hurried towards Tan Zhen's tent without any hesitation.

On the way to Tanzhen's camp, Gao Yan felt uneasy all the way, Gao Yan didn't know what he was afraid of?It's just a faint feeling that something bad will happen.

Recalling last night, Gao Yan was so regretful that he wanted to slap himself twice.Although Tan Zhen went to Dingyuan to invite the army, and then had contact with Gao Jing, he was unhappy, and he knew what happened to Tan Zhen in Dingyuan and Gao Jing, although he had already cut Gao Jing to pieces in his heart, But joining the army and fighting at this time is the time to employ people, and we must not make enemies anymore.But all that Tanzhen did was for him, if not for saving him, Tanzhen would not have gone to Dingyuan.But Gao Yan was still unhappy, every time he saw Gao Jing, the scene of Tan Zhen panting under Gao Jing would appear in his mind, he hated Gao Jing, and hated himself even more.

Born as a prince, if he can't even protect the people around him, it will only prove his incompetence.But Tanzhen, after all, is not just a 'people around', but further, Tanzhen is his 'loved person'.

"And what did I do to this 'lover'?" Gao Yan regretted it when he thought of last night, and kept scolding himself. He just wanted to see Tan Zhen immediately.Whether it is face-to-face repentance, or being cut into pieces by Tan Zhen, as long as Tan Zhen can forgive him, that's enough.

But the moment the curtain was pulled open, Gao Yan's heart sank to the bottom of the cold valley when he looked at the strangely silent camp.

Gao Yan rushed into the tent, the bed was quickly tidy and there was no trace of warmth, and Tan Zhen's sword on the wall disappeared.Gao Yan's eyes were slowly filled with bloodshot eyes, as if they were about to bleed.

"Why didn't I wait for the king to explain to you?"

"Why? Why?" Gao Yan shouted in his heart.

As if he still didn't believe it, Gao Yan ran outside Tanzhen's camp and went straight to Tanzhen's stable. The horse that had been fighting with Tanzhen for the past few years was gone.

On the frosty ground, a row of horseshoe prints.

Without saying a word, Gao Yan pulled a horse beside him and chased it in the direction of the horse's hoof prints.

The sound of horseshoes shattered the originally silent night. A few soldiers were awakened from their dreams, thinking it was an enemy sneak attack, they picked up their weapons and looked towards the sound, but they only heard the sound and saw no one. The soldiers did not dare to relax their vigilance easily. , hurriedly reported to Ge Cheng and Li Zheng, when Ge Cheng and Li Zheng got up from their haste and rushed to Gao Yan's tent, they did not see Gao Yan's figure.I thought it must be with Tanzhen, but I went to Tanzhen's tent and found out that Tanzhen was not in the army either.

Both Ge Cheng and Li Zheng felt that something big was going on, and losing the coach because they went out to fight was a big deal, so the two conspired in private, planning to hide it for now, maybe Gao Yan would return soon.At the same time, they secretly searched for Gao Yan's whereabouts, but until the sun rose high, they did not wait for Gao Yan, but instead waited for Li Shilong's counterattack.

Don't be sloppy, Ge Cheng, Li Zheng and Gao Jing organized a resistance, the battle was very tragic, and Li Shilong also learned about the celebration banquet last night, knowing that Gao Yan's army must be relaxing at this moment, so he tried his best All the troops counterattacked Gao Yan's army, and both sides suffered numerous casualties.

This battle has been fought until night, both sides have victories and losses, but neither of them has completely defeated the other party and won a complete victory, and the soldiers are already very tired. The battle has reached such a point that there is no longer any strategy It can be said that both sides are just fighting for who can persist until the end.

At this time, Gao Yan suddenly appeared in the army again, but compared to the high spirits he had when he defeated Li Shilong the day before yesterday, Gao Yan looked extremely haggard now, as if he had just experienced a catastrophe.

The haggardness that appeared in an instant surprised all the soldiers.When he felt that the whole army was on the verge of being defeated, Gao Yan immediately changed into another face, a charming demeanor of meeting gods and killing gods and ghosts killing ghosts.

Gao Yan put on a new horse, rushed to the front of the battle between the two armies, and personally commanded the battle. The soldiers saw the commander so desperately, and their morale increased. Almost the entire army was wiped out, and Li Shilong led a few of his own soldiers to escape in a panic.

Gao Yan returned to the army to rest, Ge Cheng originally wanted to ask a question, but after seeing Gao Yan's black and blue face, remembering Tan Zhen's sudden disappearance, he made a guess or two, and kept silent.

It was night again, in the cold barracks, Gao Yan's heart was even colder.

Before Lou Zhiqing was summoned, he entered Gao Yan's tent without permission. There was no candle in Gao Yan's tent. Gao Yan closed his eyes and sat on the couch. When he heard footsteps coming from the entrance of the camp, he thought it was Tan Zhen who came back. up.

"Tan Zhen! Is that you?" Gao Yan's voice was hoarse and tired.

The footsteps ceased, followed by an excruciating silence.

"Your Highness, it's me." Lou Zhiqing's voice came.

Gao Yan's heart once again fell heavily to the bottom.Then he heard footsteps approaching him again, Gao Yan suddenly shouted: "You dared to break into this king's tent without my summoning! Is it because your life is too long!" Finally For these few words, Gao Yan deliberately emphasized the tone.

Lou Zhiqing shuddered all over, stepped abruptly, turned around and walked out of the tent.

"Tan Zhen, where have you been?" Gao Yan buried his head on the desk, in the silent tent, darkness completely shrouded his fragility.

……

On the second day, before full daylight, Gao Yan summoned the whole army and continued to march south.

Gao Yan will focus on the encirclement and suppression of the imperial army with all kinds of emotions that he found Tanzhen in vain.

Gao Yan seemed tireless, took the lead, and continued to advance towards the capital at an average speed of capturing one city a day. At the same time, the change in Lin'an surprised the court. Knowing that Gao Yan was rushing towards the capital, Li Shilong didn't dare to be negligent. He led his army to pursue the Pingyang army at night, and the states along the way also sent troops to resist. Detour all the way to attack Shangjing, because the news of Li Shilong's defeat in Lin'an had already spread throughout Shangjing, the defenders of Shangjing gave up the city without much resistance, so the capital was only one step away.

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