Congratulations to the king of the net for capturing a genius

? "Because it's hard to imagine Tezuka calling someone by their first name. Unless you're a child, you're always called by your last name. Well, if you call me that, of course I'll call you that too."

Not really the reason, at least not entirely sincerely.In fact—he also really wants to be called by his name, and he doesn't know it, so—it's because he is afraid that the change of address will make others discover the change in the relationship between the two. I have such considerations, even though, I have always Didn't say it or even admit it to myself.Not to mention, such a smart person, in fact, knows it, but as always, he gently found a reason for himself, and even called himself Tezuka very cooperatively, obviously he calls his close friends by first name, Not to mention lovers.

I remember when playing games in high school caused the injury to recur again, and when I was sitting on the stool with my arms covered, I heard the voice that was always gentle and smiling angrily and sadly called my name "Guoguang!".At that time, Fuji hadn't said what he wanted, and he hadn't figured out what the unconscious soft feeling in his heart was when he saw him.

On the day of graduating from high school, when the smiling teenager leaned on his chest devoutly and bit off the button that clings to his heart, he understood in an instant what the crazily beating heart in his chest wanted to tell him.

However, he is Tezuka Kunimitsu, the child of Tezuka's traditional family, and the only child.So he couldn't answer when faced with the most serious expression of the boy he had ever seen.But he forbeared for a holiday, and finally he told himself: I don't want to lose him, Fuji Shusuke is only willing to stand by Tezuka Kunimitsu, why is Tezuka Kunimitsu only allowing such a person to invade his life and even many of the rules he has always had?

At that time...they wanted to be together so firmly.But it was only later that I realized what I was burdened with.Sometimes he envies Yueqian, such willful and free and easy, so many people say he is arrogant, but he can still stubbornly walk his own path, no one can stop him.But he can't, responsibility has been in his blood since birth, and he has no choice but to bear everything on his shoulders.He couldn't live up to his grandfather's strict expectations, his father's responsibilities, his mother's gentle exhortations, and the good reputation of the Tezuka family. Standing by his side, who has always believed in him.

Tezuka Kunimitsu realized for the first time that he was a coward after living for so long.The day his mother asked Buer to go out, after returning home, his mother told him that he had found Buer, but she said, "I didn't let him leave you. You make your own decisions."

The moment he received the call from Bu Er, he couldn't tell what it was like, so he went to the appointment in a trance, and then heard the expected sentence. "let's break up."

He clearly knew what his mother said, and he knew what kind of guilt, struggle and pain that gentle man was facing before finally brewing that sentence of breaking up.He wanted to say that I would not agree, no matter what, but when he thought of the grandpa's medical examination form that his mother had taken on his bedside, he just looked at him and asked softly, "Are you serious? "

At that moment, he laughed at himself fiercely in his heart. How could he not know what kind of person Buer is, and he was so gentle that even if he was hurt, he would first open his mouth to take the responsibility of breaking up.Unexpectedly, unexpectedly at the end, he clearly had a premonition, but still let Fuji speak first, and even left the reason for the injury to himself.Obviously it was because of my own stubbornness and those responsibilities, but all the pain and even the disappointment of my reputation had to be borne by that person.The self who knew everything but still let him speak out about breaking up was so despicable.

How can you take back that sentence when you are so indifferent?So almost logically, he agreed. At that moment, there was a huge void of loss in his heart, the pain that cut off half of his soul, and a faint sense of relief that he could not avoid.He told himself that he would confess when his grandfather recovered from his illness. He told himself that the brief breakup was for a future reunion.He thought, there is always a chance to make up for all the debts owed to that man, and when the time comes, he will wait or follow him.

However, it was too late.

All the debts will eventually become permanent regrets.

……

Looking at the pale and excessive man through the glass, Tezuka pressed his forehead against the glass.Everyone said that Tezuka Kunimitsu was a responsible, reliable, and aboveboard man, and he himself has been firmly practicing this creed.But facing this person, he felt almost ashamed.

The only one who failed.

Is it because he knows that this person will tolerate him tenderly no matter what, no matter whether he insists on sacrificing his arm or succumbing to the pressure of reality, he will find a good reason for himself and accept it silently, so——is he hurting him so recklessly?

I remember that Fuji once said that Tezuka is a person with a strong sense of responsibility, including feelings.He really wanted to ask later—did you already have a premonition of separation at that time?

But there is no more chance.

Tezuka felt the taste of rust in his mouth, he managed to move his stiff legs to the door, and tried to push the door - a nurse stopped him, "I'm sorry sir, the morgue is in a state of low temperature and low pressure, you No..." Almost uncontrollably, for the first time in his life, he rudely pushed a woman away, tried to break in, to approach, to touch, to hold the person in his arms, and told him this time he was not let go.

Really do not let go.

"Tezuka-kun. Shusuke is gone."

Fuji Yumiko stood in front of the door, her tear-stained and beautiful face was faintly cold: "I don't know what happened between you, but, as a family member, please don't Stop bothering Zhou Zhu!"

Tezuka finally backed away feebly.gone.Everyone repeats it to him, and he can't even fool himself.That person, now lying in a place separated by a wall, is far away from life and death.He remembered the upward arc of the smiling face, he remembered that when he was still a teenager, he looked at him intently through the camera, and he remembered that in a small German apartment, a man with chestnut hair made him his favorite eel tea. I remember the indistinguishable glint in those crescent-squinted eyes when we said we broke up at the end.

That person was lying on the white sheets, quiet and beautiful.

Just won't wake up again, that's all.

It turns out that one day, even Fuji Shusuke will not stand beside Tezuka Kunimitsu, and it turns out that one day Fuji Shusuke will choose to leave first.I don't want to keep watching the back of Tezuka Kunimitsu leaving, so this time, you have to go first, right?

Tezuka leaned his back against the wall, closed his eyes, and there was something surging in his eye sockets, as if it would burst out in the next second.The last words Fujisuke said to him were, Tezuka... I hope you have a happy family.

But you don't know, all my imagination about happiness has you.

Fanwai Xingcun, God Falls to Dust

更新时间2014-12-98：28：47字数：3298

"Yukimura...Fuji is dead."

When Yukimura heard Shinobu's deep and charming Kansai accent, it was the first time that Yukimura found this voice so annoying.Obviously, he recognized every word in the sentence, but when they were put together, they formed a sentence that he couldn't recognize.

Yukimura's place of work is not far from Ninzu's family hospital, he didn't want to drive, so he walked on the street step by step, the pedestrians around him brushed past him, and disappeared into the distant lights.The night in Tokyo is always like this, the high-rise buildings are brightly lit, and the street lights are shining brightly, which is as gorgeous as a dream.

Kanagawa is much quieter.

Especially at the seaside, at night, there are only dots of lights and shadows, and some people are walking on the beach, most of them are couples, or old people with white hair, peaceful and quiet.Sometimes he would sit by the beach alone, listening to the waves crashing on the beach quietly. When the tide was ebbing, he would see a white line on the sea, and repeatedly photographed it on the shore, retreated, and came up again. Far.

Although he always has a rational and calm way of thinking and strong logic, Yukimura is a very literary person in life.The former Nioh said so, with a hippie smile on his face.

Indeed, although he often weighs the pros and cons with an overly calm and almost impersonal thinking, he has many romantic and literary hobbies and habits.He loved painting, he loved Renoir, he loved Brahms, he loved gardening, he loved wearing coats.He likes a lot of literary things, the most literary thing is that he likes a boy who looks cute and sweet when he smiles, but he is actually a bit nasty like him.

Everyone in Lihai back then, except himself, Yagyu worked in a hospital in Tokyo, Nio stayed in Tokyo for Yagyu, Kuwahara returned to Brazil, and the others were in Kanagawa.Yukimura remembered that when they graduated from university, they got together once, which was also a farewell to Kuwahara.When Yukimura said that he wanted to stay in Tokyo to work, almost everyone was surprised, because he loves his family very much, and he likes the quiet and tranquil appearance of Kanagawa.Don't look at Yukimura's domineering and flamboyant on the court back then. In fact, he is also a young man who indulges in elegance. He has high requirements for inner peace and security, and the bustling Tokyo does not suit him.Only Liu took a look at him, and it was rare that he didn't write anything in the notebook.

At that glance, Yukimura knew that Liu had seen through him.Liu Renji is a quiet but dangerous man, whose presence is weaker than that of Yukimura Sanada and even Kirihara, but he always grasps all the information silently.Closed eyes seem to see through everything.

But Yukimura knew that this time, only Liu could understand, not because Liu was so smart, but because they were the same.

When Liu fell in love with Kirihara, even Yukimura didn't know. When he realized that he was already a sophomore in high school, and his stupid junior was even later, he didn't realize until he was about to graduate from university, but he realized the relationship between the two When it's not right, I'm completely used to Liu's meticulous care by my side.If you get lost, you will be the first to call "Senior Lian Er"; if you play too many games and have no money to eat, you will call "Senior Lian Er"; People kept silent, like a frog boiled in warm water, penetrated into all corners of Kirihara's life, until Kirihara could no longer separate him from life.So even if he hesitated because of ethics and family struggles, he couldn't imagine losing Liu's life at all.

Yukimura thought that his style and Liu's style were completely different, he was used to control, he was used to being strong and direct mentally, just like his unique move "killing the five senses".As a somewhat literary person, he once thought about what it would be like if he fell in love with someone.It should be close, and then confess when the two parties are relatively familiar. Even if they are rejected, there are countless ways to appear in the other party's life, and the other party cannot avoid it until they like him.

However, the person he likes is called Fuji Shusuke.That person had a lover named Tezuka Kunimitsu.

Even if he is as strong and persistent as Yukimura Seiichi, he cannot control the overall situation according to his own ideas.He had to adopt the same method as Liu, becoming that person's best friend, communicating every day, and permeating every corner of his life.

But Fuji is not Kirihara, and Yukimura is not Yanagi after all.

Fuji flew to Europe again and again for Tezuka, even if he was a sports reporter that he didn't like very much.Yukimura could only swallow the liking again and again. The person he liked followed the other person so persistently, but he could only choose to stay in Tokyo and be the friend who smiled and chatted with that person when he came back.

Needless to say, Jingshi is my best friend.

In other words, Jingshi, why do we have such similar preferences and similar personalities?

Yukimura smiled and swallowed a piece of wasabi sushi without changing his face: "Hehe, many people think so, it must be fate, Zhou Zhu."

Bu Er squinted his eyes, and smiled until the light of the sky faded: "Well, so maybe Jingshi and I are destined to be friends."

Destined friends?Yukimura smiled.Indeed, Fuji and Yukimura are very similar in personality and hobbies, but they are just similar, not identical.For example, Yukimura doesn't like spicy food, and he doesn't like wasabi at all.If it weren't for Fuji's magical taste, he thought he would never take the initiative to touch wasabi sushi in his life.

But then he liked that feeling, burning from his throat all the way to his stomach, unable to advance or retreat, almost choking people to tears.It's like he was holding it in his throat, unable to speak, but it was hot and fiery.

Not just friends, Zhou Zhu.

But he can't say it, because Fuji and Tezuka have a deep relationship, even if they are separated by half a world.

Yukimura has a stronger personality than Fuji. He is focused and serious about everything he decides to do, and he will definitely do his best. He doesn't like to follow others, but is a born king.No two, gentle smile, good temper praised by everyone, although a little bad, but he will not get angry if he doesn't touch his bottom line (such as family and friends), he always hides himself in the crowd and is easy to handle A genius who accomplishes everything without being obsessed with victory, what he wants to do is just fun for him, and if he forces himself to do it perfectly, he will lose that joy.

But Fuji has never been more persistent for one person, and Yukimura is also willing to wait and be patient for one person.

If Fuji has known Tezuka for ten years, it doesn't matter, he will use the next one, two, three...more ten years to accompany him to forget, and then write another name on his heart, Yukimura Seichi.

Yukimura understands that a serious genius has terrifying concentration and strength, and will not be shaken.Therefore, unless Tezuka is willing to give up this relationship, Fuji will always follow behind him and reach any height—the height that Tezuka Kunimitsu wants to reach.Yukimura also knows Tezuka very well, the former emperor of Seigaku, powerful and tough, but simple enough to be easily read - with a strong sense of responsibility, doing more than talking, clear goals and definite actions, following traditions.

So Yukimura expected that there would be problems in this relationship.Fuji always stood behind Tezuka and followed his lover, and Tezuka went straight to his goal without hesitation, but sooner or later he would find that his lover became an obstacle between himself and his goal.Prevent him from being filial to his most beloved grandfather, prevent him from maintaining the reputation of the Tezuka family, prevent him from meeting his mother's request to marry and have children, and hinder him from being respected... Responsibility is something that Tezuka has been carrying since birth, and he has never learned it. will put it down.

So Zhou Zhu, one day you will find that only you will be let go.

Yukimura felt that sometimes he was very cold, even to the person he cared about the most.He smiled and listened to Buer say that he fell in love with a man, watched Buer struggle and then make a decision, watched the quiet sweetness of the two over the past few years, and witnessed Buer's entanglement and pain when he was worried about the future of the two.He just insinuated that there is a fatal problem in his relationship, and then continued to be a good friend who can share everything, and understand the whole psychology of this honey-colored clean man.

Yukimura is waiting, waiting for this relationship to be defeated by reality.

Although occasionally feel that this is a bit despicable, Yukimura also knows that it is impossible for Fuji, who is looking at Tezuka wholeheartedly, to listen to his disapproval of their relationship, so he would rather express his judgment and be disgusted by Fuji Like a clever hunter, waiting for the prey to enter the net step by step according to his own imagination.

He is not a kind philanthropist who can suppress his feelings in his heart and bless them together.There is a very important reason behind everything he does-his feelings may blossom and bear fruit.As long as Tezuka is separated from Fuji, as Fuji's closest friend, he is very suitable to accompany Fuji for "healing", isn't it, after that, when the genius is undefended, it is his time to control everything.

Yukimura is not the honest and straightforward Tezuka who grew up in a traditional family. His family is more open-minded, and he himself is more thoughtful and clear-cut.In terms of feelings, especially in such feelings that the world cannot accept, he is much more rational and careful than Tezuka.So as early as when he was sure that he liked Budu, he told his family that he liked men—not that he liked Budu, but that he liked men.He knows very well that the "I'm not gay, it's just that the person I like happens to be gay" set in the movie is completely inappropriate for a showdown at home.If it is said that he likes Budu, then the intuition of the family members will be: the existence of this person has caused their son to "bend", so subconsciously they will hate Budu.And expressing that one likes men is entirely a matter of oneself, and it will be a few years before he chases and brings Bu Er back home, and the family has long accepted his sexuality, right? Yes there will be no comments.

Everything was well thought out, well thought out, and went smoothly.Sure enough, after the initial shock, the family slowly accepted the reality. After all, they can't force their son to change his sexuality, right?The relationship between Tezuka and Fuji can only be hidden, and when it has to be exposed to Tezuka's parents, it will be the time to separate.

However, even though he was called "Son of God" and even later called "God", Yukimura was just a mortal after all.He saw the beginning, witnessed the process, and guessed the end, but he never thought that there would be a sequel to the story——

Fuji is dead.

Died a month after breaking up with Tezuka.

He finally waited until they separated, but he couldn't wait for his forgetting.Fuji Shusuke declared the defeat of Yukimura Seiichi in the cruelest way.

Fanwai Xingcun, God Falls to Dust

更新时间2014-12-109：50：11字数：3116

Yukimura walked the streets of Tokyo under the night, unexpectedly calm.Not in a hurry, not in a hurry, step by step, he walked very steadily.The huge red cross sign of the hospital can already be seen ahead.

Renzu said, Buer is on the fifth floor of the hospital.

Yukimura even smiled slightly: Long time no see, Zhou Zhu.

After Tezuka and Fuji broke up, Fuji didn't contact him for a week. When we met again, he lost some weight, but he looked fine.But Yukimura knows that there is a kind of person, even if the inside is bloody, the outside is just calm and breezy.

For example, Bu Er, and him.

At that time, Buer told him lightly, Jingshi, I recently decided to be a travel reporter, taking pictures of some favorite scenery.When Buer spoke, the corners of his mouth were still slightly tilted, but his eyes were only closed instead of being bent into two crescents.Yukimura knew the stubbornness of the person in front of him, so he raised the corner of his mouth and said, if you want to, just do it.

Then Fuji left.Yukimura receives calls from foreign countries every day, and he talks about the tropical scenery of Thailand and the exotic customs of India over there, with a clean and peaceful voice.Yukimura understood that he was just hiding his wounds. After all, he was a man, and he was such a gentle but proud man. Even if half of his soul was gouged out, he only restrained his smile and quietly maintained a calm face. But in the middle of the night, he suddenly dialed his number and said, Jingshi, I hurt.

He said, Zhou Zhu, I know.

He also hurts, and it has become a habit for many years.Seeing the boy with honey-colored hair gradually change from a baby-fat immature face to standing there as handsome and straight as a painting, watching him and another person look at each other and smile, smiling as if holding the whole world in his arms so beautiful.

So he said, Zhou Zhu, it’s good to be in pain, let’s walk more.

After putting down the phone, Yukimura no longer felt sleepy. In the room without the lights on, he looked at the ceiling and smiled lightly, revealing the peerless splendor of adulthood.When you come back, even if it still hurts, the wound will no longer bleed.Walk around more, and when I come back, I will tell you, my biggest secret.

I am not a saint, I will keep the phone on for one person 24 hours a day, I will always smile and listen to one person's thoughts, and I will be there every time you need it. There is always only one reason.

Bu Er's phone call has not been called since three days ago.

On a sunny afternoon, Yukimura was watering a pot of cactus on the window sill with a water bottle.Suddenly, there was a burst of paralysis, and the kettle fell to the ground with a "pan", and his fingers trembled and landed on the cactus.

Bright red blood beads came out.

Yukimura stared blankly at his fingers, this kind of paralysis, he also had it in the third year of junior high school, acute radiculitis, he almost could never return to the court, almost died on the operating table, and almost missed the national competition , almost——can't know Zhou Zhu.Yukimura was very afraid that the disease would recur. It was the darkest and most desperate time in his life. He no longer wanted to struggle with such depression, so he dared not take any sign of the disease lightly.

However, this time, he had no intention of going to the hospital for an examination at all.Not a relapse, he knew.

Because that kind of paralysis didn't come from fingers or arms, but——from the heart, all the way to the fingertips.Sudden paralysis, accompanied by panic.Yukimura had a vague premonition, but he was not sure. He looked at his phone almost subconsciously, and saw that the time was 2:29 in the afternoon.Zhou Zhu's birthday is on February 2.

This number made Yukimura's heart tighten.His intuition is very strong and his predictions are very accurate, not only on the court.But this time, for the first time, he instinctively avoided to explore the anxiety in his heart.The fingers on the keys of the phone didn't move anymore.It's just that I didn't call. I heard that the place I went to is a remote place in China, and there may be no signal.It was strange to panic for such a reason.

Yukimura tried to smile, but it didn't work.

There is only one person in the world who can make his whole heart and body be touched almost in the dark.But this time Yukimura refused to admit it.

……

Yukimura walked to the entrance of the hospital step by step, without taking the elevator, and then climbed up to the fifth floor step by step.Due to the relationship of the Ninzu family, there is no one else on this floor.Yukimura saw Shinobu leaning against the wall silently, with a little scarlet burning between his fingers, his dark blue hair covering his eyes, so he couldn't see his expression clearly.

"Zhou Zhu hates the smell of cigarettes." Yukimura snatched away the cigarette he had endured, and saw the man raised his head, with a tired expression on his face: "Xikimura, you're here."

Ice Emperor's genius.He was once called that.Fuji has a very good relationship with Atobe, and is a genius of Seigaku, and even defeated him. Renzu looks cynical and does not refuse anyone who comes, and is very casual. In fact, he is also very picky with friends, but Fuji, the kind of friend who is with him The similar laziness and the seriousness that is completely different from him have become friends that make this person truly recognized.

"Fuer's family is over there. You have a good relationship with them, go and accompany them."

Yukimura looked to the other side of the corridor and saw Fuji Yumiko and Fuji Yuta.Because of his close relationship with Fuji, Yukimura is very familiar with Fuji's family.Fuji's parents should be rushing back from Europe now, after all, they are away on business trips all year round.Yukimura let his thoughts wander, but he didn't intend to go that way.

Fuji is dead.This fact turned over and over in his mind very clearly, yet he unexpectedly had no desire to cry, no desire to scream, no impulse to rush over to see the dead body that was undeniable.He just walked to the hospital step by step, like a pilgrimage, but also like a stroll.

"Yukimura, don't you...don't go and have a look?"

"..." Yukimura didn't have the desire to speak, but just silently watched the Fuji siblings standing at the door of a room, crying bitterly.It's so strange, he obviously has a good friendship with people, but he looks at them suffering, but he has no feeling of pity and empathy at all.Like, he is now told that the person he loves is gone, and he just stands away from that person without a trace of sadness.Like, paralyzed.Since that afternoon three days ago, at 29:[-], he has lost his mood.

Maybe it's really a relapse of an old disease.Yukimura hooked his lips, but this time, it didn't start from the limbs, but directly paralyzed the heart; it wasn't that he couldn't stand on the court to play, but that he lost all his emotions.

Zhou Zhu, I don't think I'm sad.

Yukimura coughed twice, then smiled again, and turned around to find that Ninzu had lit another cigarette, no wonder he was so choked, from the mirror in the hospital corridor, he could see that the circles of his eyes were choked up.

"I told you not to smoke. Forget it, I'll go over there."

Step by step, calm and peaceful steps, Yukimura approached the room little by little.Yuta and Yumiko turned their heads when they heard his footsteps, saw him, and greeted with sobs.Yukimura nodded slightly, then looked into the window calmly, the person he hadn't seen for a long time, the person he had talked with on the phone three days ago, was lying there with his eyes slightly closed, just like when he was asleep.

Yukimura touched his heart subconsciously, the heartbeat was steady and calm as usual.He just stood there looking out the window without saying a word.Gradually the sound of footsteps behind him increased, Yagyu, Nioh, Kikumaru, Oishi rushed over one by one.Zhou Zhu's popularity is really good, Yukimura raised his hand, lightly touched the glass in front of him, and painted that delicate face from a distance, thinking so casually.

Finally Tezuka arrived.Yukimura was surprised that he was still distracted to study his expression.The face of the man who has always been calm and self-sustaining is full of bewilderment, showing a little panic and helplessness, which is really rare.Yuta immediately became angry when he saw him, after all, he knew more or less about the relationship between the two and the ending of the breakup.Yukimura stopped Yuta's fist at the moment when Yuta was about to hit Tezuka, his voice seemed to be not his own, a little cold and hoarse: "He... Zhou Zhu is inside, go to the window and see him."

Yukimura witnessed Tezuka Kunimitsu's gaffe, which may be the only time in his life.He tried to pull the corners of his mouth to say "that's funny" but failed.He leaned against the glass and watched Tezuka Kunimitsu's collapse expressionlessly, and watched the iceberg-like man try to rush into the room but was stopped, and then his body slid down and knelt on the ground.This look is really embarrassing, Zhou Zhu will definitely be dissatisfied if he sees it.

You are the Tezuka Kunimitsu he likes, the person he loves, how can you be so vague and imageless?Yukimura went up to pull up the mound, let him sit on the chair, and then walked back to the window.

In a low voice, he rested his head on the glass and laughed:

Tezuka Kunimitsu, you must not love him as much as I do.Crying, breaking down you, is nothing more than that to him.

He Yukimura Seichi doesn't know, he doesn't feel sad, pain, or cry, he doesn't have those feelings anymore.So, no pain.Fuji Shusuke is the heart of Yukimura Seiichi, in charge of all his emotions.He's gone, so he doesn't hurt anymore.

No more pain.

Yukimura took one last look at the chestnut-haired man sleeping on the white sheet, then turned and left lightly.

Yukimura Seiichi got married when he was 35 years old, and his family was very happy that his sexual orientation had "become normal".Yukimura's bride is not beautiful, the only thing that was originally eye-catching - a head of black and smooth hair was cut short and dyed maroon at the groom's request, and her facial features are so mediocre that the girl who admired Yukimura who attended the wedding can't help it. I don't know where I lost.Yukimura looked at the innocent bride who was trembling under everyone's critical eyes, and whispered, "Don't worry, just smile."

Yukimura's bride tried, smiling as usual, her eyes curved into two graceful arcs.

"That's awesome, that's it, just keep smiling."

The groom embraced the bride, and gently rubbed her chestnut hair with his fingers.

Aiko Yukimura

更新时间2014-12-169：45：42字数：3236

Yukimura Aiko still remembers the first time she met Yukimura Seiichi. It was at the annual meeting of the first year in the company. The company's senior management sat at a table. She saw the blue-purple figure at a glance, which was completely different from the one on the side. A man with a fat head and big ears and a complex face, his back is very straight, and there is always a suitable smile on his handsome face, showing a little alienation in his gentleness.

At that moment, the girl named Kawashima Aiko suddenly felt that she finally understood the "exquisite beauty" described in all the novels she had read.

From a distance, as if feeling her gaze, the man's gaze cast over. With a guilty conscience of being caught, she squinted her eyes and smiled flatteringly, and saw the man smiled gently, slightly dazed.I don't know if it was an illusion, but at that dinner party, I always felt that gaze lingered on her.It should be an illusion, she laughed to herself, after all, he is such an excellent man, but she is too ordinary.

After a brief encounter, one is still a small employee in the company, and the other is still shining brightly with the title of "specially appointed interior designer". The two people should not have had any intersection at all, but when they met for the second time, they Happens soon.

At that time, 26-year-old Aiko Kawashima was being forced by her mother to go to one blind date banquet after another. After seeing all kinds of strange flowers, she still did not dare to disobey her mother, who was becoming increasingly hot in menopause, and barely dressed herself up. Presentable, sitting in a stylishly decorated restaurant and enduring the spittle of the man opposite.

At the moment when it was finally over, she fled the restaurant with her bag in her hand, but before she could go out, she was stopped by a slender and powerful hand.As soon as he looked up, he didn't know whether it was surprise or fright: "Xing, Yukimura-senpai?"

"Are you going home?" The man's tone was clearly cold, but there was a trace of indisputability, "I'll take you home."

"Ah? Okay, okay, thank you very much Senior Yukimura!" She bowed at ninety degrees in a daze, and then followed the man to a new sports car with smooth lines.She was a little strange, although this kind of car looks good and has good performance, but it doesn't look like a restrained and imposing senior like Yukimura-senpai would use it.

As if noticing her surprise, the man said lightly, "Someone likes this kind of car the most", and she secretly gossiped about whether that "someone" was the senior's (harmonious) wife or girlfriend.

Speechless all the way.

When he was about to arrive at her house, the man said casually: "Your hair, cut short and dyed chestnut, should look good." "Sorrel?" She was surprised, "My friend said that my hair is the whole hair." The only thing that looks good in a person." The other is the smile, she loves to laugh, the original ordinary facial features become vivid when she smiles and squints her eyes.

The man didn't say anything, and quietly sent her downstairs to the apartment.

It may be because of the acquaintance, people who have never met in the company before suddenly have an intersection with her.Greetings when they met in the elevator, nodding when they met in the corridor... Gradually, they became friends.Then I found that this man was not as unattainable as I imagined before. Occasionally, he would take the Shinkansen to go back to his parents' house in Kanagawa, and he would also sit in a simple small shop and eat a bowl of cold noodles.It's just that no matter where she is, she has an aura that no one dares to ignore. Fortunately, she is heartless and doesn't mind that she, a passer-by girl, is made ashamed by that man's side.

One time, she sat with him in a cafe and watched the man order a cappuccino.

"Does Yukimura-senpai like cappuccino? I thought it was the hobby of young girls." She watched him pick up the cup gracefully curiously, "Sweet and bitter, some people say it's the feeling of a secret love." "It's okay, I don't like it very much." The man said this, with a little complexity in his exquisite and unparalleled eyes, Kawashima Aiko's Chinese is not very good, after thinking about it for a long time, he thinks that feeling should be called loneliness.

The occasional small talk between the two is that she talks a lot. The man is a good listener, always with a gentle smile, and he will not be moved by anything.She complained to him about the fickleness and pickiness of her boss, lamented to him the depression of being urged by her family to find a boyfriend, and complained to him that the men she met had high vision but she had a lot of problems...

In the end, she said that if possible, she really wanted to ignore the pressure at home and be alone