Congratulations to the king of the net for capturing a genius

更新时间2014-12-2014：45：45字数：2919

Bu Er suddenly sat up from the bed and pressed his heart almost subconsciously.If, because of his change, he hurts the people around him and his most important friend, then he would rather go through everything in the past again!But, but, should he be with Tezuka again, go to Tibet at that time again, and die in an avalanche?

For a while, Bueryi got stuck in the corner and couldn't get out.After all, he has experienced rebirth, something that cannot be explained by normal thinking, and he is a somewhat literary young man who is more thoughtful than others. He believes in the existence of cause and effect, gods, and reincarnation. After Guanyue's confession, the impact was too great, and it was inevitable that he would think a little too far.

Opening the window and letting the cool air blow, Bu Er felt that he was in a mess.What does one's own existence mean?Everything in the past is the future world, and the present self does not belong to this time, or does not belong to this space?So, then—where is he going?

When he came back to his senses, Fuji realized that he had already held the phone in his hand, and the contact information he opened had a person's name written on it, Seiichi Yukimura.Buer was slightly stunned in the confusion, and then smiled wryly.

Jing city ah.I am used to it, and I will call Jingshi if I have any knots in my heart that cannot be untied.In the last life, after I figured out my feelings for Tezuka, I first told Seiichi; faced pressure from Tezuka’s family, I also confide in Seiichi; in the end, I separated from Tezuka, and when I was wandering around the world, I was the loneliest When I want to find a friend to chat with, it is Jingshi.

Even if my mental age is so much older than him now, the two people now are not as close as they were later. The name Yukimura Seichi is still a pillar of soul for me.

With a slight trembling of his fingers, he accidentally dialed the phone.Fuji was about to press it quickly, but the call was already connected.

"Zhou Zhu."

"Jingshi." Hearing that warm voice, Buer suddenly felt a little calm in his heart.It turns out that even this, Yukimura, who has not experienced those seven years, can still relax himself easily.

"What's the matter Zhou Zhu?" The voice on the other side was slightly worried.Bu Er was stunned, could he detect the depression in his voice just by calling out?

"Hey, I'm in a bad mood, and I suddenly thought of Jingshi." I tried to make my voice lighter, and didn't want the other party to worry.

"Hehe, Zhou Zhu thought of me because he was in a bad mood?"

"How could it be? It's because hearing Jingshi's voice will make you feel better."

"Huh? I'm so important to Zhou Zhu."

"hehe yes."

"Then, Zhou Zhu, don't you mind telling me what you're thinking? Maybe, I can help you."

The hands that gripped the phone tightened tightly.Not surprisingly, Jingshi would ask this question.Moreover, if you ask this question, you must answer it yourself.Jingshi is not Xiaojing, his domineering is often hidden, euphemistic - euphemistic domineering sounds strange, but it is true.Xiaojing will not refuse to take him to dinner, but he can also help him pick up Guanyue without asking why, but Jingshi will smile gently and will not force you to do what he has determined, but the decision you make is The same is indisputable.His persistence is often on the psychological and spiritual level, and it is not obvious.

It's just - do you want to say it?Speaking of his worries—rebirth is an unspeakable secret, then his worries, his guilt, and his confusion are all like unfounded worries.If you don't experience it, you won't understand it.Moreover, Guanyue's confession...hesitated for a while, it's better not to say it, such a proud young man...

"Jingshi." Buer hesitated, "If, because I want to live a better life, I cause harm to another person that shouldn't have happened... What should I do?"

"..." There was a brief silence on the other end of the phone, "As far as I know Zhou Zhu, it is impossible to hurt others in order to make yourself better, so it must be an accident."

——Have you trusted him so easily?Obviously, obviously don't know the reason, but it can be said with certainty that the injury he caused was an accident...

Fuji suddenly had a desire to confide, because the person opposite was Yukimura, and he was used to Yukimura who shared all his feelings with him... "What if, I——would hurt Seiki?"

"...Zhou Zhu, if this is the problem, I can only say that I don't believe you can hurt me." Yukimura's voice came through the microphone, powerful and determined, "You will not hurt me, and if it is unintentional, you will hurt me." I won't blame you, I won't be sad. And—" Yukimura's beautiful and smooth voice reveals a hint of arrogance: "I won't be hurt." Because of strength, because of self-confidence, so, no get hurt.If there is a problem, I will solve it, so, first, you will not hurt me; second, even if you accidentally do something wrong, I will solve it, and I will solve it.So - "Zhou Zhu's question is not valid."

A warm feeling suddenly came up from the bottom of my heart, and I felt that those shaky pains gradually became shallower. Although I was still confused, I felt a sense of being supported because of this person's answer.If Jingshi faced the possibility of rebirth, would he change history?

"Jingshi, if one day, there is something you regret very much, and you find that you can do it all over again, will you choose to change?"

Yukimura was stunned, what happened today was very strange, what happened to him seemed to be more serious than he imagined.So many "what ifs", such a bewilderment, a child's simple request for help, what happened?Yukimura wanted to say that he would not regret it, no matter what happened, but in the face of this kind of non-duality, he just said: "Yes, if it can be better, it is human nature to want to change." So Zhou Zhu, don't be sad, don't be at a loss , insist on your choice, even if it hurts others unintentionally, so what?That doesn't change the rationale for your approach either.And——for Yukimura Seiichi, the most important thing is the mood of Fuji Shusuke, not others, isn't it.

"Then, if you continue, you will bring harm to others; should you stop continuing and follow the path of fate?"

fate?

Yukimura doesn't believe in fate.

From the moment he was diagnosed with acute radiculitis, he no longer believed in God and fate.He has never done anything wrong, he has always hoped to become the only king in the tennis world, but fate played such a big joke on him.No matter how painful he was, no matter how important that dream was to him, God mercilessly let him fall down.And in the past few months, it was not fate that made him grit his teeth and fight against death, stand up again, and return to the court!It was he himself who suppressed the pain and desperately recovered, and it was his stubborn soul that refused to give up!

So Zhou Zhu, don't believe in fate, only what is firmly in your hands, your own strength, is the truth!

So Yukimura said: "Zhou Zhu, I don't believe in fate, I only believe in myself. I don't know what the consequences will be if you insist on your choice. I only know that if you give up, then all the consequences will be beyond your control. Except yourself, No one has control over your life. Neither can God."

God, neither.

On the other end of the phone, Buer's eyes suddenly opened!In the mirror on the bedside, he saw his own ice blue, confused and struggling eyes.For a long time, he just looked at himself in the mirror without speaking.And Yukimura stayed silent with him like this.The two listened to each other's soft breathing through the phone.

Do not believe in fate.

It really is Jingshi's style.

In comparison, even if he lived a few more years, he was still too weak.

In fact, this is because he is too demanding of himself.Walking out of the blow of a broken relationship, experiencing this unimaginable rebirth, and deciding to cheer up and be a better version of myself, all this is already very difficult, that is, Buer can adjust himself so quickly.Yukimura and him are only superficially similar, but in essence they are two very different people. Yukimura's personality is more domineering and decisive, but also kind of extreme, but he is restrained very well by his gentle side.Fudu's firmness is combined with his sensitive sensitivity, because for the care of family and friends, personal opinions are often hidden deep, appearing vague but still exist, just need to be discovered and confirmed.

Fuji gradually stabilized in the silence, Jingshi obviously didn't know anything about the situation, but gave him the help he wanted most accurately.He thought, he got it.Instead of looking forward to returning to the original point and waiting for the gift of such an illusory thing as fate, it is better to choose to continue your own path. Now that you have started, you should go to the end firmly. If there is a problem, you can solve it by yourself.This is what Jingshi wanted to tell him.

"Thank you, Jingshi." With a long breath, Fuji gently outlined the same smile as before on the corner of his lips.Probably there are always some people in the world who can give you the greatest support without asking the reason, such as Xiaojing, or Jingshi. Although the methods are different, they made him feel the greatest faith in this most confused night since his rebirth. .

What a blessing to have such a partner.