更新时间2015-1-2610:02:15字数:2268

For Fujisuke,

In the world, the only person who knows how far his relationship has progressed at all times is called Yukimura Seichi; The person who allows him to easily reveal all his thoughts is called Yukimura Seichi...

He once felt that he loved Tezuka too hard, and the two of them maintained a secret relationship. Of the two, he was always following in his footsteps.In the end, when they parted, he felt sad and tired.However, it turned out that there was such a person, and it was even harder.Fuji Shusuke's suffering, at least he can tell Yukimura Seiichi, his suffering is at least the hard work of facing the pressure with Tezuka Kunimitsu.But that person, Yukimura Seiichi, who is he going to tell?The person in his heart doesn't know, and he can't let him know. Be careful to hide it, because finding out is estrangement, and even the closest company can no longer do it.

Hide my love for you from the whole world, nowhere to appeal, willingly.

But that is the proudest king in the world, a king who stands confidently at the top and wants to conquer everything, a king who can exude a powerful aura with just a smile.No, it shouldn't be such a silent wait.

Even though he lost his goal of winning the three consecutive championships in junior high school, even though he was cruelly judged by the doctor that he could no longer play tennis, he still climbed up from the abyss with difficulty, and then smiled lightly, holding his racket like a sword, and went to All enemies attack, including fate.

He is such a powerful king, Zhou Zhu once speculated that his love would be a strong attack without losing romance and art, sweeping every part of the opponent's life, and then conquering the city.

He didn't know that falling in love with someone would cause the gods to fall from the throne to the mortal world.

What's more, he is not a god after all, and he cannot escape a catastrophe in his life. For one person, he endured silently and waited quietly, but after all, he did not wait for the flower he wanted to bloom.The lovesickness is deep in the bones, and it will last only seven years, a love affair.

But he is indeed a king,

Because it is the king,

Therefore,

How much it hurts, I can't say.

Because of rationality, I said too clearly that I would no longer be my closest friend; because of persistence, I didn't want to give up this first and only heartbeat, and wanted to wait for a response; because of strength, even if I looked at the person in my heart and The other person is sweet and harmonious and will not be beaten to let go; because of pride, there is no possibility of even talking to others, it must always be calm, the wounds in the heart are healed and torn again and again, but the whole world has never understood .

Walking on the streets of Kanagawa, Fuji silently moistened his eyes.

He didn't understand when he was young, but now when he thinks about it, it hurts bit by bit.

The king leaned over, just to mean that you are heavier than his pride.

He didn't dare to think deeply, and couldn't think too much.When I think about it, it hurts, it really hurts, the person who is always by my side, the person who smiles quietly, the person who will accompany him to eat a plate of wasabi sushi, and then say he likes it.It takes a lot of love, and all boundaries will collapse; and it takes a lot of love, to let go of pride and wait silently.

Ordering a cappuccino is to tell him that I love you, and to taste the sweetness mixed with bitterness; the last painting book that grandpa gave him also allows his graffiti to exist, to tell the most beloved one far away in heaven Old man, this is the handwriting of the man I fell in love with.How heartless is it to ignore the emotion in those purple eyes and squander his company, his favor?

Cappuccino, sweet and bitter.Do you think so?Jingshi.It turns out that what I bring you is not only a cruel wound, but also sweetness?Why, do you want to like such a person? He is vicious, cold in his bones, and his heart belongs to him.I always thought that you deserved the best princess, and only then would you be worthy of your domineering and magnificence.

Fuji sits on the beach of Kanagawa and weeps.Kanagawa at night is beautiful. Seiichi once told him that every time he sits here and watches the tide rise and fall, he wants to find someone to accompany him.At that time, he didn't understand, and he still laughed and joked, Jingshi wanted to fall in love, right?Then came the sound of quiet breathing on the other end of the phone. "I've been thinking about it." It seemed to be a joke, but it could only be a joke.

There are young couples whispering occasionally on the beach, and old people with white hair walk hand in hand.It was the same in the previous life.He didn't know how the essence of a person at that time silently looked at the happiness of everyone around him, but he was alone.Just make a phone call, if you want to hear someone’s voice, just pretend that you have someone to accompany you, happiness, and you can also hear it.

The waves of the sea beat up, gradually moistening Bu Er's bare (and) bare toes, and feeling a little cool.Vaguely, Buer recalled the last phone call with Jingshi in his previous life. At that time, he arrived at the foot of the snow mountain and was still preparing for the climb. There were few people around him. Although he had never seen the beautiful scenery before, his heart was empty. A large hole was etched.Muye was all together, as if he was the only human being, lonely and silent.Taking out his mobile phone, he ignored the time, and never wanted to call out to say anything, so he dialed the number, and when he heard a gentle "Zhou Zhu" from the other end, he suddenly said nothing.

Standing in the vast night, he heard the boundless emptiness and whining wind in his left ear, and the warmest tone in the world in his right ear. He called his name one by one, as if he was wrapped in the warm and salty sea breeze from Kanagawa.

I can't help but feel that the soul that was torn apart because of Tezuka is being stitched together day by day in that unique voice.All wounds will heal slowly, he believed.He didn't think deeply about those beliefs, but now the memories only come from the support of one person.Best friend, Jingshi.He defined it like this, and in the name of wantonly enjoying that man's care.

After breaking up with Tezuka, when he left Japan to shoot around, he would subconsciously dial Tezuka for the first few days, and then he suddenly woke up and pressed it.When I wanted to say something, I found that there was one more person I could confide in, and that was the only person.No matter when you call, within three calls, you can hear a call as gentle as water.After spending seven years with Jingshi, in the end, he almost forgot that that person is Lihai's famous devil king, who is synonymous with black belly and danger.Just because he treats him so well, even if it is occasionally bad, it is a harmless joke.

There was once a person who loved him with all his heart, but he didn't know it.When he knew it, the person he called "Jingshi" didn't know, he didn't know how they stood side by side in the past years, he didn't know how they joined forces to make everyone around him stay away, he didn't know how they felt about each other What exactly is it, I don’t know—how he loved him, bitterness mixed with sweetness.

But it’s a good thing that you don’t remember, and it’s a good thing that you haven’t suffered from this, and you haven’t suffered all the torture I imposed on you.But I am so sad that you don't remember, it makes me want to talk, and I have nothing to say if I want to repay.

It's just that this is good, this life allows me to experience the secret that belongs to a person, the past life that you don't know.

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