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更新时间2015-1-2811：47：10字数：2329

Yukimura looked at the sleeping person on the bed with a complicated expression.

The red-cheeked teenager murmured his name and then "I'm sorry" over and over again in a vague and broken voice.Zhou Zhuyou...what's the matter?

Yesterday I had an appointment with Zhou Zhu. I originally planned to watch a movie together, take a walk on the beach, and then tell him about my feelings.As a result, after school, I found that my beloved notebook given by my grandfather had been written by someone. I was in a bad mood. It was only when I saw Zhou Zhu that I calmed down a little bit.Sitting in the restaurant, I told Zhou Zhu about the unhappy things I encountered, but for some reason, the person opposite suddenly started asking some irrelevant questions. Although I was puzzled, because it was Zhou Zhu, I answered seriously.In the end, I didn't know what was wrong. The face of the person in front of me was a little pale as paper, and his expression was in a trance, and he suddenly said that he was going to leave.On the one hand, I had doubts and worries, but on the other hand, seeing Zhou Zhu like that, I really couldn’t ask, fearing that accidentally touching the other’s wound would make him even more unhappy, thinking that he might need to be quiet by myself, so I had to agree to let him be alone first. leave.

Although half an hour later I received a text message from Zhou Zhu saying that there was nothing wrong, reassuring him, but it was impossible to be reassured with that kind of mental state.I was worried and anxiously watching the second hand on the watch go round and round, guessing that Zhou Zhu's mood should be calmer, so I called, but no one answered.

Now Yukimura has to pay attention to it - he knows Fuji's character very well, he is considerate and considerate to his friends, even if he is in a bad mood, he will try his best not to worry the people who care about him, no matter whether he goes home or does anything It's time to give him a call and reassure him.If he ran out in such a disturbed mood and didn't answer the phone, I'm afraid something serious happened to him.

——Just, what happened?

It seemed normal when they met, and the two of them didn't encounter anything in the restaurant. Thinking back on those problems, although it was a bit strange, there was nothing taboo... In the end, what happened?

Doubts abounded in my heart, but I was even more worried about what would happen if Bu Er was not in good condition and was alone.I called the memorized number over and over again, but no one answered.Yukimura was so worried that it could almost be called fidgeting, secretly regretting that he had let him leave alone out of trust in Zhou Zhu and wanting him to calm down, so he should have stayed with him regardless of his refusal—— So bad Zhou Zhu, will something happen?

Seeing that it was time to go to bed, Yukimura returned home and continued to make phone calls, only to find that the phone had been turned off.Suppressing my anxiety, I called Fuji's house again, because I was not sure if Fuji had returned home, and I was afraid of worrying Fuji's family, so I could only vaguely greet Shuzi's mother who answered the phone, but Fuji Shuzi said in a natural voice, "Before Shusuke said that he would live in Yukimura-kun's house, so he will trouble Yukimura-kun."He suddenly felt cold, but still tried his best to maintain a calm and polite voice and said no trouble.Putting down the phone, Yukimura felt that he had never been so worried, even terrified, in more than ten years, and he didn't know how he passed the night - he couldn't close his eyes.Early in the morning, Yukimura couldn't take it any longer after calling Fuji again without giving up, and went straight to the station to get on the train bound for Tokyo.

I don't know if Fuji will go home, but I don't know where he might go except his home.The moment the door opened and he saw Bu Er, his heart suddenly relaxed as if a boulder fell to the ground. The fear that he had no time to take care of because of anxiety and panic surged up, and the faint fear told him how much he cared about this person in front of him.

He's fine, right in front of him, really fine, fine.

It's just that, after not seeing him all night, this person has a high fever and is unbelievably fragile.Whispering his name uncomfortably in his sleep, and then saying sorry with such a fragile expression...

After confirming that nothing happened to Fuji, Yukimura's usual sanity and sobriety have fully returned, and the question that was temporarily suppressed because of the previous worries resurfaced in his mind again—why Zhou Zhu turned pale as if struck by lightning while talking to himself, Run away alone?Originally, I also considered that it might be some other sudden factor, but now it seems...

"Jingichi... I'm sorry."

Is it really because of yourself?But, what is it... because of what?

Too many doubts stuck in his chest, unable to move forward or retreat.Yukimura stared blankly at the boy who was still frowning in his sleep, and clenched the hand holding his hand a little bit—do not want to let go.Zhou Zhu, you said I'm sorry... Is it because you know something?

There is only one possibility in the clueless mess.The self who wanted to confess...Zhou Zhu who left in a hurry...doesn't contact me...

Yukimura felt bitterness in his mouth.

So sharp Zhou Zhu, didn't he see something, that's why he ran away in a panic in order to stop the feelings he wanted to say?If so, if so...

Yukimura sat by the bed, his purple eyes stared deeply at the person on the bed, his delicate and beautiful face was full of confusion and fragility that would be unfamiliar to those who knew him.

……like you.

I love you so much, Zhou Zhu.

But before he said it, there was no way to speak again.I said sorry again and again in my sleep, and every sentence wiped away all my courage.

I'm not afraid of being rejected, but I don't want my relationship to become your nightmare.If it is sad and sick because of the discovery of my taboo, beyond friendship... I can say nothing, just like before, a friend, just a friend, so that I can still stand by you as close as before beside...

Whatever the reason, please don't tell me you're sorry.The choices I make must be voluntary.

Zhou Zhu...

Yukimura's hand lightly covered the boy's sweaty forehead in his sleep, and stroked gently and meticulously.I don't ask, what is your sorrow and guilt about me, I don't ask anything.That's it, just get along as always, okay?

Be your best friend, accompany or listen to you when you need it, and share all happy or sad feelings with you.If my liking for you becomes a burden, then don't know, or, pretend not to know.Maybe one day you'll accept it, maybe one day you'll end up drifting away from me, but that's okay.Now, I want to be by your side, accompany, or wait.

We are still young, and we have the freedom to pour all our emotions willfully.Loving you is my choice, waiting for you is my happiness, even if I can't get it, I can only experience it myself, the happiness that starts from the bottom of my heart when I see someone.

It's not humble, it's just my choice.

Guarding and waiting, that is my responsibility to my own mind.

In the quiet space, the feverish boy twisted his body uneasily on the bed, his right hand tightly holding the right hand of the blue-purple-haired boy next to the bed, like a person drowning in the water grabbing driftwood.The eyes of the boy sitting by the bed were filled with tolerance and sadness as deep as the sea, soaking the entire blue-purple sky.

——I like you more than anyone else.

Softly, the boy said so, no one heard in the dead silent room.