you are the cutest in the world

Although Chuanlin City is large, its attractions are limited. Over the past few years, Wei Youzao took Wei Xu to visit all the interesting attractions in the city.

I can't think of where else to go, so this afternoon's play plan is purely for leisure and entertainment.

They visited a museum first, and after they came out, they walked on an ancient street adjacent to the river, walked around and ate, and settled for dinner by the way.

When dusk fell, the two booked a room at an inn near the old street.

Perhaps because there are many tourists on weekends, there is a shortage of hotel rooms. I asked the two inns consecutively that there were no double rooms, and finally I simply booked a double bed room.

The layout of the room is very antique, the windows are wooden frames, you can see the beams when you look up, the bed is a retro four-poster bed, and there are rose red veils hanging around it.

When Wei You entered the door and saw this arrangement, he couldn't help but gasped, and sighed: "This kind of room is suitable for couples, but it's too wasteful for us two men."

Wei Xu wanted to say that he liked it quite a bit, but he hesitated for a moment before swallowing the words.

Unloading their backpacks in the hotel room, the two of them went shopping at the nearby pier night market at night, ate supper, watched the night scene, and went to an open-air concert by the way.

They walked a little far, and when they returned to the hotel again, it was almost ten o'clock in the evening.

After playing all day, Wei You was exhausted, and collapsed on the bed after taking a shower, not even having the energy to turn on the TV.

He glanced sideways at Wei Xu, who was sitting at the table with his head bowed and writing a diary, and said weakly, "You have to write a diary when you come out to play, aren't you tired?"

"I have persisted for so long, of course I can't give up."

Wei You was ashamed of Gua Zai's perseverance, echoed "You are right", then pulled up the quilt, turned over and closed his eyes to sleep.

When Wei Xu woke up after writing his diary, Wei You was already lying on the bed, drowsy.

Seeing this, he took a shower with light movements on purpose, put on his pajamas and lay down carefully under the quilt, then turned off almost all the lights in the room, leaving only one wall lamp at the entrance.

Wei You seemed to be awakened by his movement, turned over and lay on his back, the dim light in the hallway cast an ambiguous pink halo on his face through the veil hanging down beside the bed.

Wei Xu stared sideways at his face for a while, and asked softly, "Brother, are you asleep?"

"No, I'm going to sleep soon." Wei You's voice was lazy, with a nasal ending that dragged on for a long time.

Hearing his voice, Wei Xu felt a little itchy for no reason.

After a pause, he still couldn't hold back and said, "I want to hear a bedtime story."

Wei You replied very slowly: "You are so grown up."

"I'm still young."

"Go and see the story by yourself, that what, what double lover..."

"I want to hear your story." Wei Xu said stubbornly.

"Don't make noise, I'm sleepy."

Although he was rejected, Wei Xu didn't feel depressed, but felt a trace of indescribable sweetness.

After being quiet for a while, he suddenly asked, "Brother, are you a virgin?"

Wei You lifted his eyelids and glanced at him, turned his back to him with a little disgust, and said in a flat tone: "If you are really in a hurry, go downstairs and run around."

Wei Xu didn't know what to think of, his face was slightly red, and he pulled the quilt with both hands and got inside.

He habitually wanted to lean towards Wei You, but thinking of his wrong behavior today, he suppressed this instinct again.

Before going to bed, he prayed in his heart that he would never have the same dream as last night again tonight, otherwise it would be too embarrassing to wake up tomorrow.

However, the dream cannot be subject to his subjective control. Even because of his meticulous observation of Wei You during the day, the content of the dream became more serious. The man who couldn't see his face clearly yesterday showed vaguely familiar facial features...

Before the alarm clock rang the next morning, Wei Xu woke up because of his unbearable reaction.

Opening his eyes, Wei Xu's heartbeat suddenly accelerated when he saw the peaceful sleeping face of the man beside him.

Thinking of the scene in the dream not long ago, a sense of suffocation like lack of oxygen enveloped his heart.

He sat up, stared blankly at the pink veil beside the bed for a while, and then raised his hands to cover his face.

What a mess!

Wei You has recently discovered that Xiao Gua Zai has become more and more independent.

Every weekend night before, this kid would come to his room with a pillow in his arms, begging softly to sleep with him.

Let alone sleeping together now, even his room is rarely walked in.

It was as if overnight, the little clingy man had grown up suddenly, and he no longer needed him to walk by hand, and he no longer shared the boring things he encountered with him anytime and anywhere, and turned into a mature and unfamiliar adult.

In addition, he also found that Wei Xu would often be in a daze for no reason when he had nothing to do.

Wei You asked him what's the matter several times, but each time the other party either shook his head or simply kept silent, and the whole person fell silent all of a sudden.

Wei You was a little worried.

Looking back on his growing up, he seemed to have a period when he didn’t really like to communicate with his elders, because he felt that it was useless to talk about a lot of things. His parents and he were not of the same generation, and they couldn’t understand his troubles at all.

In fact, it is the same now, when encountering troubles in work and life, he will only communicate with his peers, and rarely tell his parents.

I'm afraid Wei Xu is going through this period right now.

Although he knew that this was an inevitable trend in the process of growing up, Wei You still decided to restore the relationship with his children.

On the way to the studio together that day, Wei You bought him a cup of milk tea from a newly opened delicious milk tea shop on the street, and said nostalgicly, "You used to drink this damn sweet thing especially when you were young."

Wei Xu took a sip from the straw and smiled slightly.

Wei You paid for the milk tea, then raised his arm and put it on his shoulder, and while pushing him out of the store, he pretended to ask casually, "Why do you feel that you have talked a lot less recently?"

Wei Xu was flustered by his sudden approach, lowered his eyes and shook his head.

"I remember I told you before, don't keep any troubles in your heart, you can share them with me," Wei You said, and then chuckled, "Or, do you think I have a generation gap with you and don't want to tell me? "

"No."

"So what is there that I don't know?"

"The midterm exam is coming soon, and I'm a little worried." Under questioning, Wei Xu subconsciously made up a lie.

Then he thought that this was not a lie. Since he discovered his abnormal emotional tendency, he often fell into a daze in class.

Obviously wanting to do the questions seriously, but sad love songs are playing in my mind, and even seeing the word "Wei" in the textbook, I can't help being dazed and distracted.

He tried to keep a distance from Wei You to control the spread of this emotion, but in the past few days, he found that this kind of restraint was not only useless, but because of the distance, he became more and more precious every time he spent with Wei You, The emotions in my heart also became more profound.

Affected by this abnormal situation, he would naturally worry about his grades dropping.

"Brother, if I don't take the first place, will you be disappointed?"

"how come!"

Hearing him ask such a question, Wei You thought he was anxious before the exam, and immediately comforted him: "Of course I am happy that you did well in the exam. If you do not do well in the exam, you are still my brother's little boy, so it won't affect anything. Besides, no matter how good a person is, there will be mistakes, and the future is still very long, so don’t be too nervous, and don’t put too much pressure on yourself, just do your best in everything.”

"Yeah." Wei Xu nodded, intentionally showing him a cheerful smile, "Thank you brother."

Wei You wanted to give some more advice, but suddenly noticed something wrong with his voice, which was not as clear as before, so he asked, "Why do you feel that your voice is a little hoarse, do you have a cold?"

"Did you just find out?" Wei Xu looked at him and blinked, "It started a few days ago, it's my voice changing period."

"Voice-changing period." Wei You suddenly realized, thinking that it's no wonder Wei Xu talked less and less these days.

After the voice-changing period passed, the little boy was one step closer to growing into a man.

Wei You once again felt that time was passing too fast. He patted the boy on the shoulder and said, "Then you have to protect your throat, drink more water, and eat lightly."

"Well, I know, the teacher has said it."

This topic aroused Wei You's memories of his youth, and he immediately chatted with Wei Xu about his voice-changing period.

It didn't take long to arrive at the training institution, and the two parted ways at the door of the adult classroom on the third floor.

Wei You walked into the classroom, and unexpectedly found that only Teacher Ma was stirring the paint, and none of the other students had arrived.

"Is it just me?" he asked, putting down his backpack.

Hearing his voice, Ma Lanjing raised her round face and smiled brightly at him: "Coincidentally, everyone else has other plans today."

"Really." Wei You smiled back, thinking that it would be nice for Huahua to be quiet, but it was awkward to be alone with Teacher Ma.

Since the last time we went out for dinner together, the other party seemed to realize that he didn't have any feelings for her, so he hadn't taken any other actions during this time, and Wei You felt that she had probably given up.

Sitting in front of his drawing board, Wei You plugged in the earphones on his mobile phone, and prepared to finish half of yesterday's drawing while listening to music.

Suddenly, he heard the sound of a chair rubbing against the ground, and when he turned around, he saw Ma Lanjing dragging the easel and stool towards him.

After a while, Ma Lan sat quietly beside him and asked chattingly, "I heard that you took your brother to Chuanlin last week. Was it fun?"

"I just went shopping in the old street in the east of the city, and didn't do anything." Wei You said.

"I've been shopping in the old street in the east of the city. I heard that there are many delicious foods. I must go and see it next time." Ma Lanjing answered the conversation with his usual enthusiastic attitude, and then raised the topic and asked: "Recently opened Have you ever been to the Starry Sky Art Museum?"

Wei You shook his head: "I haven't been there."

"I haven't been there either, but I heard from friends who have been there that it's very beautiful inside." Ma Lanjing sent out the invitation in a natural tone: "Tickets will be discounted by [-]% within one month of opening, are you interested in going to see it together?"

"Probably not, I have other arrangements."

Wei You thought that his answer like this must be very fake, so the other party could guess that he was a very free person because of the frequency with which he came to the studio every three days.

But this time he really wasn't making excuses, he did have a job and had to leave here for a while.

"I knew you would refuse."

While adjusting the colors on the palette with a paintbrush, Ma Lanjing said nonchalantly, "I'm quite obvious, and you should be able to see it, that's right, I do have a good impression of you. From the moment your brother walked into the classroom and said he wanted to sign up, I had already figured out how to pursue you.

"However, you seemed to have no interest in me before, so I couldn't help but feel a little discouraged. Don't look at me joking and carefree at ordinary times. In fact, I am a very sensitive person who tends to feel inferior."

Wei You wanted to comfort her out of politeness, but he didn't know what to say, so he finally said something dry: "I think you are very nice."

"I don't want to receive a good person card."

"Um……"

Ma Lanjing smiled: "Don't be stressed, listen to me, originally I planned to give up on you, but some time ago, my parents arranged a blind date for me. In fact, the man's conditions are quite good, he looks tall and comes from a family background. It's all passable, but I just don't call him. After meeting him, I suddenly feel very unwilling. I don't want to just marry someone I don't feel so ordinary and start a family. I want to try again, so I just Decided to speak directly to you."

She took a breath, put down her paintbrush, turned her head to look at Wei You, and said, "I know you don't like me now, but if you ever think about falling in love, you might as well consider me, I still... wait for you for a while."

She said the last sentence very lightly, but her expression and tone were very solemn.

Although Wei You has never had any feelings for her, at this moment he was touched by the emotion in her eyes, and was inexplicably moved.

If it weren't for the clear knowledge that he would return to reality one day, he thought he might really consider this matter.

"Feel sorry."

"It's okay." Ma Lanjing turned her head, got up and picked up the water cup to get water from the water dispenser, and said with her back to him, "I'm just telling you what I think, you don't have to be stressed, maybe I want to wait You are the excuse, I just want to find a reason to stay single, just wait for you by the way."

Wei You heard that her voice seemed a little choked up, so he didn't say anything else to stimulate her.

Ma Lanjing immediately found a reason to leave the classroom, Wei You was speechless slightly, wondering if it would be better not to come here for class again.

But if she just left without saying a word, it would hurt the girl's self-esteem too much.

Forget it!

He sighed, dipped the paintbrush into the paint and painted on the paper, thinking that he would have to go back to work after a while, and it would probably take several months when he came back, and people might have forgotten him by then.

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After all, it was a girl's sincere confession, no matter how indifferent Wei You was, his thoughts were inevitably affected a little.

At the dinner table in the evening, he recalled the scene in the afternoon, and couldn't help feeling a little distressed.

At this time, he saw Wei Xu's beautiful eyelashes drooping, and remembered the experience of being pursued by others in school, so he asked: "How is the classmate who chased you before, and will he still give you something?"

Wei Xu looked up at him, and said in a blunt tone, "Of course not, that happened a long time ago."

After a pause, he added: "I reject people very cleanly."

Wei You raised his eyebrows: "Are you implicating me?"

"How could it be?" Wei Xu showed a pure expression, and said every word clearly, "I mean, I'm not as good as you, brother, no one will tell me after being rejected by me, I want to talk to you again. wait for you for a while,"

Wei You froze for two seconds, and then realized that he was imitating Ma Lanjing.

He kicked him lightly under the table: "Did you hear it again?"

"I didn't eavesdrop on purpose, I just happened to pass by." Wei Xu explained blankly, "And I only heard this sentence, I want to wait for you for a while, wow, it's really touching, she must love you very much."

Wei You found that this kid was really irritating sometimes, so he couldn't help but kicked him again, saying: "Your voice is changing, talk less."

"Do you dislike my ugly voice now?"

"Don't get me wrong."

"That's what you meant just now."

"What's the matter, did you eat explosives again?" Seeing Wei Xu's indifferent expression, Wei You couldn't help recalling the last time he lost his temper with him.

Speaking of which, the last time he lost his temper was when they were talking about Ma Lanjing.

"Don't you want me to have contact with Mr. Ma?" he asked.

Wei Xu's hand holding the chopsticks suddenly tightened.

He desperately shouted in his heart, "Yeah, I don't want you to have contact with her", but when the words came to his lips, he somehow turned into a pretentious answer: "Whatever, it's none of my business."

Wei You sighed, and explained: "She may not particularly like me, but just wants to have the right to pursue happiness. The relationship of an adult cannot be viewed from a one-sided perspective. There are often many other things mixed in."

"I know, I'm not an adult, so I don't need to think about anything, I just like it if I like it." When expressing this sentence, Wei Xu suddenly felt very sad.

Although he is not yet an adult, his love can only be hidden in a dark corner, and it is difficult to say it openly.

The author has something to say: there is no manuscript saved, and the update time will be changed to eleven o'clock in the evening.

Melon cub diary:

Sunny Saturday, March 2011, 3

Why do I have such a dream? The novel must have influenced me.

Something is wrong today. When you go out to play, you should enjoy the beautiful scenery, but I have been admiring my brother all day.

I'm not normal anymore.

I will sleep with my brother later, don't dream again tonight!

Sunday, March 2011, 3 was cloudy

so confused...

Am I about to fall into the tragedy of falling in love with someone who doesn't love me?

Rain on Tuesday, January 2011, 3

I have fallen into such fear recently, what if one day he leaves and never comes back?

Then I will be the most tragic person.

I can't do this.

Maybe I have to stay away from my brother.

Rain on Wednesday April 2011, 3

Ghost weather, it rains every day, and I hate riding a bicycle in a raincoat.

My mood has been as gloomy as the weather lately.

I woke up today and found that my voice was a little hoarse, but I didn't want to cough. I think I may have entered a period of voice change.

The voice became so ugly that I didn't want to talk anymore.

Friday, March 2011, 3 was cloudy with light rain

There is still no way, I saw a word Wei in the textbook today, I couldn't help laughing when I thought of him, and felt sore and numb after laughing.

In fact, I know in my heart that emotions are not something that I can control.

How about just admitting that I, Wei Xu, are doomed!

Cloudy to overcast Saturday, March 2011, 3

I had a really bad day today. I went to my brother's studio to get something, and saw the female teacher confessing to him by the window.

Although I heard that he refused, I was still very angry and uncomfortable, and I suppressed my emotions all afternoon.

It's still annoying to think about it now.

What about the feelings of adults... To put it bluntly, it was because I was too young, he completely treated me like a child.

I really want to grow up quickly. If I grow up, is there still a possibility.